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slept a lot of hours. like too many. cuz I gotta go to bed early so that I can be up early to see her when she gets home

#she’s on a plane right now #she’s coming home to me #she’ll get home around like. 3am #and then I have to be up at 6:45-ish #i havent ever babysat this kid before so I need to make sure I get his schedule. any allergies he may have. and any house rules #holy fuck I cant wait to see her #I’m allowed to be excited now because shes on a plane #but not too excited cuz she does have another layover and if she gets stuck there then #well #yeah I just cant get too excited

It’s so nice to talk about all of my feelings here because I know my wife wont see it. does she follow my account? of course! does she ever open the app? nope.

I miss my lover </3

i’m re-watching private practice and holy fuck Addison and Charlotte would be a power couple

#private practice #addison montgomery #charlotte king

Gods, I miss her more than I can put into words

lowkey is it a red flag that the person wanted to interview me same day? I was unavailable and did not respond so we shall see if they even respond to my availability but is that a red flag? it feels like a yellow flag at least, or that my friend put in a Really good word for me

hey hypothetical question here but how would one sue an airline. asking for a friend.

#- t.s.#<- shits so serious I’m signing off on this one

I’m so very lucky to have the people that I do in my life

#my wonderful friends who are willing to show up to work early so I can go be unstable #my beautiful wife who is so very patient with me #my mom who lets me stay over with almost no notice #my roommates who are also just generally wonderful #I’m so fucking lucky

sparrowwings-trash-backyard

forever thinking about how in TMA we had the main character wake up from a few month long coma in an impossibly good state and instead of never questioning it, or confusion but joy and relief, the reaction of everyone who knew him was agreeing this was proof he's gone

currently subjecting any and all customers to Hamilton (plus me singing it)

#10/10

working while youre on the verge of tears is miserable btw

#doomposting

I wanna be at home in bed with her but noooooo :(

why is it that missing someone causes physical pain

#does this count as #doomposting

see because if I ask people to visit me at work and tell them I’m not doing well, then I am being manipulative and I’m proving them right. If I don’t reach out though, then I am showing signs that I’m not doing well, which is also manipulative. There is no winning in this game.

#doomposting

I’m not doing well, but if anyone finds out about that then I am going to be worried over and thats worse than not doing well

#doomposting

update - gonna spend the night at my parent’s house. then I’m not alone

alyoshaeatsyoeyes

Saw someone say that calling Jon "the archive" wasn't just taking away his humanity, it was taking away his monsterhood as well, it was objectifying, taking away the fact that he's a living being and as a huge fan of representing dehumanisation in fiction, I must say this might be even better

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