dean winchester @destielglazer - Tumblr Blog

First post, hello I guess

smalltalk is probably great if you've got your shit together but if you are a total fuckup of a person then seemingly innocuous questions end up forcing you to reveal information about yourself that you would have preferred people didn't know about you. i wish there was a socially acceptable way to decline a question about yourself that didn't require you to justify it somehow

how do other people genuinely survive with bpd because i’m feeling like fucking ending it right now

#bpd blog #borderline personality disorder #help

two days ago i met jared padalecki and i cant fucking stop thinking about it. he was the sweetest person ive fucking met not even kidding. he was so nice and he was so fucking hot, and so tall. and i couldnt breathe because security tried to push me away and he held my arm so tight and just looked at me and squeezed my arm and said "i appreciate you" and he winked at me and grabbed my hand and just squeezed it. and i cant fucking remember what i said back because it was the most insane shit to ever happen to me. like i was fucking flabbergasted walking out of there, SHAKING. i couldnt breathe, and i seriously need help because how does one even get over such a thing. like its all i can think about. JARED I MISS YOU COME BACK. he also said me and my sister did a better job at being dean and sam than him and jensen. because i was dressed as dean and my little sister as sam. it was just a crazy fucking day and i will never ever forget it.

#jared padalecki #supernatural

melonalemonade

“Could I maybe have a hug?”

can someone please talk to me i need friends and im bored asf

i need to be on tumblr more fr, i love it sm<333 its such a safe place tbh

aahhhhhhhhhhh I had my first karate lesson today, and it was so much fun but I was literally so embarresed omfg all the people in my group had been there for like 10 years and a 10 year old fucking knocked me over omfg, but i learnt a lot and i had a lot of fun, everyone was also super nice soooo, my sensei laughed at me several times bc i was doing wrong but the atmosphere in the room was so nice and comfortable, like, i always feel like i need to be perfect but there it felt like it was okay when i did wrong, ily dojo and zenku kai<3333333, but anyways, i love it sm, tomorrow i have school from 10 til 1:55 so its a pretty short day which is nice. but i have freaking social studies that i fucking haaaate. but i will hopefully survive! anyways goodnight guys, im gonna showeer then go to sleep.

#karate #hell is a teenage girl #high school

AHHHHH

omg guys so I started my new school yesterday which was pretty scary since i didnt know anyone, but ummmm yeah my schedule sucks ass but its okay, soooo today was my second day and it was so much better than yesterday istg yesterday i had so fucking bad headache and everyone was so annoying and i felt like shit but today was so much better, its 5:02 pm rn and at 6:30 i have karate traininggg ahhhh im so scared but also excited, tomorrow i have drum lesson after school, annnnnd its my birthday soon aswell which is greatttt, anyways, im very excited ab this year:))))

#life #high school #hell is a teenage girl #girl

js8dhbed

AHHHH omg guys so today, I had my regular drum lesson in school. And I needed some tape to put up my chord papers, and so I went to the studio and when I was waiting outside, some girls came down the stairs and when they saw me they stopped and one of them gasped and whispered something to the other girl, then one of the girls ran into the corridor while the other one stayed with me. And so she said to me like "oh, umm, are you the girl who has the heartstopper leaves on their door locker? because i've seen it , and is it you?" and so I said like "yesss that's me haha" and then she was like "you're so cool, I love heartstopper" and I said thank you so much and then she was like "we've got something for you, just wait my friend is getting it" and so I was like "whaaat, you've got something for me?" and she was so sweet and asked also what year I was in and I said I'm in year 13 and she said she was in year 8 and omg she was so sweet. And when her friend came back, they gave me nick and charlie stickers and omg i could literally cry right there, I was like "ahhh thank you so much you guys are so sweet" and damn I was so happy. Then when I had asked the studio if they had any tape they didn't so I went back to the girls who were at their lockers and I said "wait, do you guys have tape by any chance?" and they gave me tape and I was like " thank uuu, I need it for putting up chord sheets for my drums ahaha" and the girl went like "you play the drums??? that's so cool I also wanna play the drums" and so I told her to do it it's really fun. And guys idk but I literally wanted to cry those girls were so nice. Then later today I was grabbing my stuff at my locker for a class they waved at me and stuff like omgggggg. PLEASE HELP THIS IS THE SWEETEST THING SOMEONE HAS EVERY DONE TO ME

#heartstopper #heartstopper series #nick and charlie #nick nelson #charlie spring #school