"We are most alive when we're in love." — John Updike

Once upon a time there were two young men who were very much in love. They thought they'd be together forever, but that wasn't exactly the case. Fate was not so kind to them, forcing them to live another life each time they die, with only one of them remembering the other. Each time they meet in a new life, it's a painful risk that one must take. Will they be believed? Will things work out this time? They just don't know. But they must always try. A faint heart never won true love.

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Sam knew there was probably saying for how he was feeling right now but his brain couldn’t comprehend much at the moment. Every slick movement from Sebastian’s mouth, gentle teeth scrapes against his sensitive shaft and the way he managed to create such a forceful suction from his mouth was nearly making Sam crumble to his knees. He was certain his legs would give out underneath him so he kept slowly rocking his hips against his lover’s face, peering down at him like the sight was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen, “Fuck, Bas…” he whined in a high pitch voice. His back slide up and down against the tiling whimpering from pleasure. He could curse himself for the way the other made him feel so much in need and desire from his touch. They were always like this. Maybe this time they could hold onto each other just for a little bit longer. “I’m gonna cum,” he panted quickly, hips bucking a little more while he yanked the strands of his hair. It was like sweet torture. He should’ve chose getting fucked instead.

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Despite putting everything he had into the blowjob that he was giving his lover, Sebastian was still a little surprised at how quickly he had him ready to cum. Still, he only took it as a compliment and it wasn’t like he was exactly planning on drawing it out. Sam wouldn’t miss out on anything that he’d planned, because they’d have far more time to have fun later. It wasn’t like Sebastian himself would be far behind, if he didn’t actually want to be - which he didn’t.

He pulled off only long enough to smile and say, “Whenever you’re ready babe.” With that, he resumed sucking the other off and began jerking his own cock faster.

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A part him always had a slight feeling of guilt every time they did this song and dance. It almost felt like cheating, but with themselves. Or rather he was cheating at their game. No matter how many lives their lived his body always reacted the same to his. They were perfect for each other and Sebastian still had no idea. Sam sighed happily when the tall brunette had joined him in the shower. The other wasted no time dropping to his knees and taking him in, Sam reacting with a deep throat groan, “Sebastian…” It took all the strength he had to not spew out the words ‘I love you’ in such a desperate manner. Aside from the few traits he had been given in his lives, patience was apparently on his highest list. “Damn babe,” he hissed, tangling his hands in Sebastian’s wet hair. He formed a fist, tugging on as his head his the tile wall behind him. Every ounce of his body enjoyed the way Sebastian’s mouth worked him over. It was their intimacy that kept him feeling submissive every now and then to the other. But his heart yearned for the other’s painfully. To him it was an act of love and he dared to think what went on in the other’s head from time to time.

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Sebastian wasn’t thinking about much right now, other than wanting to make Sam feel good. If he had the time in which to do it, he’d spend hours worshipping Sam’s body in an effort to convey the new and intense feelings that he didn’t have words for yet, or at least ones that he was completely certain were accurate. But as it was, for now he’d have to make do with putting everything he had into giving Sam the best blowjob that he was physically capable of, and hoping that it was a clear enough way of expressing himself.

The loved the feeling of Sam’s hands tugging at his her, clumsy and needy and perhaps just a little too rough - but in the best possible way. It was how he knew he was doing a good job and reassured him that Sam would let him know if wasn’t any longer. That tension on his hair alone had Sebastian furiously jerking his own cock as he worked his mouth over every inch of the other’s cock and balls, licking, kissing, sucking and after a few minutes, humming around his length after finally taking it deep. He was pulling out all the stops tonight.

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Nightmares?

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Okay. Please hurry. I just want to clutch into you and see your face. I know it sounds very weird, Bas… 

One minute you were here and then the next… I didn’t know where you were.

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It doesn’t matter if I understand. What matters is that I’ll be there soon. I’m gonna stop texting and driving now, but I’ll be real quick. See you soon.

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Nightmares?

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Oh. Alright, yeah….um my place is kind of a mess at the moment. Do you want some tea or…? 

God, it was just a dream and yet I keep feeling the pain. I hate when this happens. Damn memories.

[destinedsebastian]

Don’t worry about anything like that. I’m just going to come over, we’re both going to crawl back into bed and take a nap with no bad dreams. You’ll be fine in a bit, baby.

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Nightmares?

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I-I’m not sure… my head is a bit of a mess and I hate when dreams can be so confusing, you know? To the point that they’re almost like real memories…

You ever…feel like that, sometimes?

[destinedsebastian]

No. I don’t think so.... Baby, I’m coming over, okay?

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Nightmares?

I had the weirdest dream the other day and I thought maybe I had grown out of nightmares. Do people ever grow out of them? I’ll file this one right along with my fear of drowning, being shot and mugged,

So far neither of those have happened to me

[destinedsebastian]

Want me to come over, babe?

I can kiss it all better.

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Sam growled a little at the way Sebastian returned his kiss, sinking his long fingers into his hips to pull him closer. He loved how just the slightest touch from the other could send his senses into overdrive with lust. “I like a man who likes to give me what I want,” he whispered against his lips before they parted. 

Keeping his eyes trained to the back of Sebastian’s ass as they walked into the bathroom, he lifted his hand so his fingers could trace an outline down Sebastian’s spine. His hand recoiled slightly when the other turned around and pulled him into another heated kiss. This time prompting Sam to take charge a little more and pin the other against the wall. “I want you…” he stated kissing his way down Sebastian’s long neck, “But I can’t decide if I want to fuck you or I want you to fill me and make me beg for more…” His hips aligned with his as his hands clasped onto Sebastian’s wrist to keep him further pinned. Green eyes slowly looking up to meet his lovers, “All I know is I want to cum so damn bad.” Sam let go of one of his wrist and let it trail against Sebastian’s thigh before sliding in between the lean legs. He cupped his balls and gently started to massage them, “Do you want to be pleased or do you want me, Daddy?” 

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Luckily, Sebastian had a pretty clear idea of how he wanted to please Sam if he himself didn’t have any specific requests or suggestions. “Oh, I want so many different things, baby” he cooed as Sam started touching him so expertly. They were still so new to even the sexual side of their relationship, which was of course how it started in the first place, and it amazed Sebastian just how instinctively Sam knew exactly what he liked. “But I figure we should wait until later for all that. Right now, I think you should get your hot little ass in that shower.”

When the gorgeous blond man did as instructed, Sebastian followed him in and kissed him one more time before dropping to his knees and taking Sam’s hardness straight into his mouth.

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The Meeting

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Sam relaxed against him and could feel Sebastian’s body shift a little when he responded. The blonde looked up at the bedfellow and turned slightly into him. Taking the remote from Sebastian he laid it at his side and ran his hand up the other’s arm. “Something doesn’t feel right,” he told him, continuing to stroke his arm. Licking his lips slowly he sighed for a moment, “You’re such a nice guy and I did mean it when I said I wanted to get to know you better. I just don’t want you to pressure you as I can…come off too strong sometimes.” He smiled at him, “I want to know everything there is to know about you Sebastian and I hope that you’ll want to get to know me too.”

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Sebastian shrugged, not wanting to seem bothered by the whole thing, even if Sam could somehow see through him anyway. “Don’t worry about it. I’m not usually one to go spilling my guts to anyone I’ve known for longer than fifteen minutes” he reassured honestly. “Maybe I’ll tell you about it - I mean me - some other time and you can tell me whatever you want.” Sebastian was fairly doubtful about ever bringing up the past ever again at this point, but now wasn’t the time to make things awkward. He was just go to forget the whole thing and make the most of this for whatever it was. “So what movies do you like?”

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The Meeting

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His hands tentatively moved up Sebastian’s back to touch the birthmark and outline it with his finger. “I think it’s kind of cute. It’s rare people will have really detailed looking marks, ya know?” he said to him with a sweet smile. If Sam had a small window of doubt before, it was now completely removed. This was him. Sebastian was his and now the blonde had to figure out what to do this time around. He knew being forward and thrusting information onto the other never worked out well like it did in the past. So it seemed like he’d have to take the long and painful route once again. Getting to know each other.

“Glad that I didn’t disappoint once you invited me in,” he flirted, kissing his collarbone lightly. “You know, if you don’t mind. I’d like to check out those movies. Not that learning about you isn’t interesting,” he started as he turned over to press his back against Sebastian’s chest. He cuddled closer, “But I definitely would like to get to know you better so this adds a little mystery. No?” He asked looking back at him.

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Sebastian smiled warmly as the other male gently traced where he knew the mark to be. “I guess” he giggled as the soft touches to his shoulder blade were beginning to tickle and make him squirm a little bit. “I’m super ticklish” he explained, blushing with embarrassment about the laugh he’d let out. Sebastian Smythe does not giggle. Ever. 

“You didn’t do too badly, no” he teased, a smirk on his face as he thought about  what he wanted to ask Sam now it was his turn. He refused to let his expression falter when Sam seemed to get bored of talking to him for the moment, long before Sebastian had geared up to the big thing he wanted to say. It was for the best, really. He didn’t know why he’d been willing to open up to someone he’d never met before and would probably never see again, just because they were cuddling and whatever anyway. Maybe that was it though - maybe commitment-free-but-genuine intimacy would’ve been nice. “Sure” he shrugged nonchalantly and handed him the remote, before quietly cuddling back up. “You choose.”

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His eyes were bright and full of desire looking his boyfriend over as he watched him strip along their journey to the bathroom. “When have I ever been subtle?” he asked innocently as he led them to the bedroom and quickly pulled the other into him for a kiss. There was a slight hunger in the way that Sam sucked on his lower lip, “Bas…” he moaned, pressing his cock against his. He had to make a mental note to keep himself as composed as possible, otherwise they would never make it to the bathroom as planned. Sam broke their kiss and heaved slowly trying to catch his breath, “Shower time,” he told him as he nudged the brunette forward.

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“Never. Subtlety’s overrated, anyway” he admitted against the other’s lips between a mixture of soft and rougher - more possessive - kisses. The way that Sam sucked on his lower lip, harsh and almost desperate, had him rock hard as they ground their naked cocks together. “I like a man who’s not afraid to tell me exactly what he wants.”

They walked into the bathroom and Sebastian turned the water on to heat up, before turning back to Sam and kissing him again. “So... Tell me... What do you want, baby?”

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He pressed himself tighter against Sebastian, teeth gently tugging on his earlobe. It all felt so natural to him to be doing this to other. Truth, it felt like old times to Sam as his hands slipped in between the elastic of Sebastian’s sweats. “Oh good, hopefully it’s enough time,” he whispered to him. The slight rough feel of the brunette tugging him closer made him grind his cock against his lovers ass, “Yes, sir.” Sam’s voice was somewhat a soft purr as he pulled away and linked hand’s with Sebastian, tugging him along. “We don’t want to keep the shower waiting,” he teased, “It feels so good to be out of those jeans. I feel freer now and you don’t even look remotely ready for a shower.” His green eyes darkened with lust looking back at him. Their relationship was a bunch of baby steps but Sam would never admit that it was always his favorite part about finding his beloved every time. Relighting the flame that always kept them coming back to one another.

[destinedsebastian]

Letting out a soft moan as Sam pressed even closer and ground against him, Sebastian was incredibly turned on right now. “I put the timer on already and turned the heat down - the pasta can go in when we’re done. We definitely have time for a quickie.” Depending on his boyfriend’s wants, they could get it out of their systems in barely any time at all and then be able to sit down to a nice dinner without succumbing to the urge to jump the other’s bones for a little while at least. Not that he didn’t love that they were so hot for one another most of the time. He’d never felt anything like this level of passion for anyone before and after convincing himself not to be scared (okay, maybe Sam helped a little) of the intensity of these feelings, he realized that he’d never been happier.

“You’re not the most subtle, are you?” Sebastian joked, stripping off his sweatpants as he walked, stepping out of them halfway up the stairs, following Sam.

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Sam took a very deep breaths to steady his breathing but he couldn’t stop smiling up at the man on top of him. His thumb gentle stroked his cheek while his eyes remained fixated on Sebastian’s. Enamored by the sight of him and the feelings coursing through his body. The kiss sent a shiver down his spine and he almost didn’t want it to end until the brunette had changed their positioning. “So…we will agree that I am not responsible for the amount of control I lost back there,” he told him with a soft chuckle. He knew he was risking it by being so forward and affectionate but he didn’t care. Sam nearly wrapped himself around Sebastian, letting his fingers rub circles into his back slowly, “I’m probably going to need the longest and hottest bath after this. But it felt so good,” he stated, kissing his chest, “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you I was a virgin ahead of time… in case the slow pace was driving you mad internally.”

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Sebastian had kind of decided to just roll with things where Sam was concerned, so he was more than happy to just lie there with him, barely fitting on the couch but willingly accepting the affectionate gestures. He chuckled at the other’s statement. “Does it matter who’s fault it was? There’s no blame to place when you were so hot. God, if I could have fucked you all day, I would’ve” he admitted in all seriousness, as he ran his fingers through Sam’s blonde hair. “You did drive me crazy, but only in a good way” he promised, kissing him one more time and getting up. He pulled the throw off of the back of the couch and draped it over Sam’s naked form, to keep him warm and comfortable. “I’ll go run us that bath. Come up in five minutes, okay?” With that, he padded out of the room and disappeared out of the room.

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The Meeting

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Getting more relaxed he paused for a moment to thinking of a question to ask the other. There were so many things he wanted to ask him but he knew now hadn’t been the right time to unleash any memory games. “I noticed you have a lot of body freckles and…a really unique looking birthmark,” he started, “Are you a frecklier when the sun is out?”

His smile widened at the joke, which caused Sam to blush in return. He chuckled, “I think if you got anymore handsome i’d have to learn martial arts so I could fight off other hopeful suitors. You must make other’s jealous constantly.”

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Sebastian was barely aware that he had a birthmark at all. It was on the back of his shoulder, so he never really saw it unless he looked for it in the mirror. It was about the size of a quarter and sickle shaped. “Yeah, I do tend to” he replied with a smile and a small nod, happy to hear that Sam really was starting with the easy questions. He wasn’t sure why the other was even curious about that,, but he was grateful for it. 

“You’re pretty hot yourself” he complimented right back. “I mean I don’t take just anyone home with me when I go get a coffee” he chuckled.

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After receiving that text from Sebastian of one of his toys, Sam immediately became fixated on the idea of of the two of them exploring and playing with each other. The blonde needed to focus as he drove because the last thing he wanted was to get into an accident and then have to step out of the car with a painful erection he had worked himself up too. “It’s all his fault,” he said as he turned down the street to were his boyfriend lived. He loved coming over to see Sebastian and spending time with him when they got the house to themselves. Now that his newly revealed disgusting roommate had been evacuated they could have more privacy. But first things were first and he hoped that the information he wanted to share with the other would go over well. He really loved Sebastian…or as much as he was willing to vocally admit to the other man.

“Bas?” he called as he unlocked the door and stepped into the foyer. The smell of the alfredo hit his nose and he nearly melted into the floor. He dropped his bag on the floor as he closed the door behind him and locked it. Sam made his way to the kitchen, slowly undressing along the way. Leaving a trail of clothes behind him as he saw the tall brunette cooking. Quietly he snuck up behind him and wrapped his arms around his waist, kissing his neck, “Hey babe… dinner smells great.”

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“Hey babe” Sebastian called out when he heard Sam let himself into his house. He found it kind of cute that he did that, so he wasn’t too indignant about it, even if he hadn’t given the other male permission to do that.

He was just wiping down the kitchen counter about a minute later, when he felt Sam’s strong arms around him, his soft lips against his neck and his hard dick against his ass. He could feel through his thin, worn old sweatpants that the other had stripped naked already, which kicked his own arousal up a notch. “I’ve already set the oven timer” he murmured, reaching back to pull Sam closer. “You wanna go upstairs?”

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Guess what!

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Insane reasons to breakup? Breaking up would be insane, in my book. I fee very lucky to have found you.

Rest assure. I’m the commitment one so chances are i’m always more relaxed with doing coupley or serious things. I just don’t like to spring them on you like that. Well i meant more so like sauce or anything that wasn’t uncooked. Oh please, you know you’d want me to come in the kitchen and get naked while you cooked. However you can’t focus on food and watch me at the same time. Yes, you’ve all I had and you pretty much broke me in. The downside or upside to being untouched in every sense. I’m very doubtful that I could even found another who reduces me to submission literally after two thrust. Or makes me cum so hard I forget where I am sometimes. I just got your text and almost ran into my door frame. WHAT is that?! Ok, don’t tell me. Explain to me in depth when I get there. I’m confused at what i’m looking at but I have the biggest boner now that’s pressing into my jeans.

[destinedsebastian]

I’m the lucky one.

Good. Well it’s all ready in the same pot, so no chance of that. It does mean that once I have the kitchen tidied, I’m free to hop in the shower with you. I gotta tell you babe, I’m pretty damned horny, myself. I might not be able to survive until dessert.

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inanotherlife-sam:

Every time he slid down on Sebastian’s cock, getting filled with it and slowly riding it he let out deep groans. Goosebumps forming on his skin enjoying the stretch of his ass. It was driving him mad having to keep this pace, wanting to maul Sebastian with kisses and ride him until he screamed his name. The hiss of the word ‘Mine’ was branded into his mind, “Yes, Daddy. All for you,” he moaned against his mouth. Whimpering a little which his lips left his and started to attack his sensitive neck. Sam’s toes curled as he slammed down roughly on Sebastian’s lap, moaning his name, “Yes…please…mark me…”

His cock twitched, wanting to desperately touch it and get himself off. But he resisted temptation and nodded, “Reward?” he breathed looking at him, “Yes, please. Make me feel so good,” he said to him as he ran his fingers through his hair and tugged on it lightly, “I thought your cock was my reward? I want you,” he slams down on his lap, “I’ll behave… i’m just so hard and my ass feels so full because of you.” Sam started to pepper kisses along Sebastian’s collar bone to encourage him and hopefully gain more affection from the other in his submissive state. It was still overwhelming that Sam he allowed himself to feel this way in the first place. Who knew cock could be that good?

Sebastian opted to forgive the way Sam had started riding him hard just as he was promising to reward him for his patience. It was partly because he’d clearly been trying so very hard to accommodate his request to take it slow and easy and still deserved his reward despite his failure, and partly because his movements were bringing him very close to the edge. Who even cared about his plans when this felt so good?

“No, this is your reward” he told Sam before suddenly flipping them over and without waiting for the blond’s mind to catch up with what was going on, began to fuck him like he meant it.

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Guess what!

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Ok, fair enough. The words ‘We need to talk’ are usually followed by a breakup. But this is not the case and I have no sane reason for wanting to end what we have anyways.

In my mind we’re exclusive, unless you didn’t want to be? I only have eyes for you. Oh that’s so rude! But fine. I’m walking out the door and will be there in a few minutes! If you started dinner already I might sample your cooking. If not, I can be a sexy helper. That sounds so dirty and he sounds so dirty… now i’m wondering how long this has been going on. Commit to anything? Bas… none of these objects are like as long as my arm, art they? I might bleed internally… 

[destinedsebastian]

As long as you don’t have any insane ones either.

Well that;s what I thought we’d decided already, but I wanted to check. I am rude and you like that about me, so hush. Alright, hot stuff. I’ve started cooking but I’m doing the one pot method, so no sampling. I don’t feel like heading to the emergency room because you were too impatient to avoid salmonella. There’s not much to do at this point, so you can come in and get naked right away - for the shower obviously. Ugh, I don’t want to consider that it might have been more than once... No, baby. Nothing weird, I promise. After all, I know I’m all you’ve had in there and damn if that doesn’t turn me on. I just don’t think it’s fair to hold you to a decision you make without 100% of the facts. Not that I would make you stick to one if you had all of the facts and changed your mind, because I'm not a rapist, but you know what I mean.