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I wish I could say “I don’t feel understood” without people interpreting that as pretentious. I don’t enjoy feeling like people don’t understand me, or like I don’t understand anyone else.

I don’t feel superior or anything, I just feel lonely.

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This isn’t a statement about ‘my complexity eluding people’ or some bullshit like that. It’s how I feel.

I've never really thought about it before, but rn I'm just really thankful that I'm not alcoholic

I feel like that'd be the worst

You have a strong personality and can be really interesting and funny. I genuinely enjoy your company. Yeah you got faults like we all do, but I wouldn't worry too much about them. You're so young and you're going to grow and change so much. You'll figure it out, and I think you have a very bright future. (2/2)

I think your analysis is spot-on; you clearly know me very well :) Thank you for your observations and kind words

It's not something I necessarily dislike, just something I've noticed. At this point in life, it doesn't seem like you've developed a very strong sense of identity yet. You tie your identity with your interests like music, academics, etc. I think you're insecure, which is chill, but it manifests as a need to prove your competency of certain things. Passionate is good, but it at times can come across as cocky or judgmental. (1/2)

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Open invitation to tell me what about me you dislike on anon! I want to know what negative attributes people see in me, it's helpful for self reflection. Im not masochistic, just curious lol Also please be polite❤️💫

I sometimes worry about my social adeptitude, like something specific about my character/company doesn't sit well with people sometimes. But, I can at least feel good about myself☀️ in that I try my best to be honest in both what I say and do.

@prince-eater For those reasons, I’m definitely thankful for my years spent single. I don’t regret them one bit. But I feel like I’ve spent enough time developing on my own, and I’m now ready to transition into mutually beneficial growth with a significant other.

Jfc it's been two years, how am I still single