I'm Dev, or Devvie if you'd prefer that. I'm probably the host of a system, but to my knowledge we haven't had to switch. I'll say when a certain thought came from someone besides me though!
I suspect we have: NPD, BPD, P-DID, MDD, and ASPD, although currently I haven't told any of our IRLs about this yet.
DNI: actually there's no DNI just don't be an arse,,
BYI: I am a MINOR!! bodily somewhere between ages 13-15. also, I will not be answering any texts from those who need aid in Israel because like most of them are from bots and I'm tired of it
Fandoms: Nevermore (Webtoon), Inanimate Insanity, BFDI + TPOT, Secrets of the Silent Witch (main fandoms, I have a lot lot more that I don't care about that much)
Helpful tidbit about our known headmates:
Dev/Devvie: me :3 the host! fictionkin of Will Wilson and Dev Dimmadome. currently idk any certain signs of it just being me at the front,, any pronouns, gender apathetic AF!!!
Nuvie: caretaker of sorts. used to be an introject of Lightbulb from Inanimate Insanity, she's like another version of her. I can't remember much about her, since she barely cofronts outside traumatic situations. she/they, probably cisfem
Dev: very very important note that me (Devvie) and Dev are different people! Dev is an introject of Dev Dimmadome from FOP:ANW. Don't know much about him either, besides that he's definitely the NPD holder and resentment holder. He/him, trans guy
Will Wilson: don't ever call him William, just saying that for y'all. anyways, he's ANOTHER introject from the Nevermore Webtoon. very recent headmate so I don't know shit abt him. he/(? will talk with him abt other pronouns), transmasc
help a disabled unemployed trans girlie get a new phone
my current phone (iphone) (bad) is dying and getting slower every day, and with a puppy and financial troubles as it is, I can't really afford to get a new one. that isn't. run by a shitty corp. Um, it's a bit pricey, but I I'm looking at one that's $1000 and will last for a good long while. Tired of having to replace my iphone every few years.
Please, it takes a minute for my phone to actually start calling anyone and that's if it doesn't crash when it tries to. I cannot open the calendar app. It took five for a photo of my dog to be sent to mom.
help a disabled unemployed trans girlie get a new phone
my current phone (iphone) (bad) is dying and getting slower every day, and with a puppy and financial troubles as it is, I can't really afford to get a new one. that isn't. run by a shitty corp. Um, it's a bit pricey, but I I'm looking at one that's $1000 and will last for a good long while. Tired of having to replace my iphone every few years.
Please, it takes a minute for my phone to actually start calling anyone and that's if it doesn't crash when it tries to. I cannot open the calendar app. It took five for a photo of my dog to be sent to mom.
going over to my minimalist girlfriend’s house and she apologizes profusely for the mess and there’s just a single perfect, fresh pea on the floor of her living room
i deserve a medal for this post. not because i was particularly funny but because i survived an onslaught of nearly one hundred gimmick blogs in the wake of this post popping off, and the fact that i didn’t try to track any of them down and snuff them out with my bare hands is a testament to my immeasurable strength and should be rewarded. at one point i had “the official letter h” add on to this post. you wanna know that blog’s gimmick? the really funny and original and worthwhile gimmick the official letter h blog had? yep you guessed it they just gave me the god damned letter H and then fucked off. only jesus knows the suffering i endured over that harsh winter, and he wept for me
going over to my minimalist girlfriend’s house and she apologizes profusely for the mess and there’s just a single perfect, fresh pea on the floor of her living room
i deserve a medal for this post. not because i was particularly funny but because i survived an onslaught of nearly one hundred gimmick blogs in the wake of this post popping off, and the fact that i didn’t try to track any of them down and snuff them out with my bare hands is a testament to my immeasurable strength and should be rewarded. at one point i had “the official letter h” add on to this post. you wanna know that blog’s gimmick? the really funny and original and worthwhile gimmick the official letter h blog had? yep you guessed it they just gave me the god damned letter H and then fucked off. only jesus knows the suffering i endured over that harsh winter, and he wept for me
things got pretty bad here idk what prompted this my partner is trying to turn it around and calm down his dad but right now my trans kids and me aren't safe here
i just want us to get out, of course our other 2 kids will come with me I just need money for a couple of taxis and a hotel room please
thnk u so much we've been able to eat today and rest i had a safe meal a couple times today and we could try to go back today that is the plan but my kids are scared, especially my daughter
i cant blame her im anxious and drained myself my partner told me in our last call that his dad is still pushing him to put me on my place and raise our kids like normal kids, meanwhile my partner is contacting any remaining family of his dad so someone helps us take him in
we got a lot of my safe foods from throne thank u so so much just scheduled the delivery to a pick up spot so it doesnt arrive home and we can get them for ourselves
would anyone hate me if i concede to my kids to stay just one more night and go back tomorrow?
we would just need $80 to cover it since we won't be staying another full day
keeping track of one random furry's online identity because of obsessing over the shit they were involved with as a teenager is pathetic behavior and i can't believe so many people do this, like, religiously
isn't it insane though how schizophrenic people are viewed as violent and dangerous by the majority of society when in reality schizophrenic people are nearly 14 times more likely to be on the receiving end of violence than to be the perpetrators...
1) schizophrenia hardly ever causes people to be violent so schizophrenic people aren’t more likely to be violent than anyone else
2) schizophrenic people’s autonomy is often taken away from them because of their schizophrenia. because the authorities and mental healthcare providers often automatically assume schizophrenic people to be violent, they’re more likely to immediately react to schizophrenic people's symptoms with violence, without even knowing for sure said schizophrenic person was going to be violent. all of this causes schizophrenic people to be more likely of being victims of violence and abuse. schizophrenic people also have a harder time getting out of abusive households because of the risk of their autonomy being taken away. if a schizophrenic person’s relative or partner is abusive, often the schizophrenic person has no way out of the situation, both because our disconnect from reality can result in us being easier to manipulate, and because the system is built in a way that it takes away our autonomy because of our condition.
also schizophrenic people and psychotic people in general, please do a lot of research before picking a provider for your own sake, and if they try to treat your psychosis in a way that you think is harmful then don’t hesitate to switch providers. your safety and wellbeing should be a priority over everything else.
isn't it insane though how schizophrenic people are viewed as violent and dangerous by the majority of society when in reality schizophrenic people are nearly 14 times more likely to be on the receiving end of violence than to be the perpetrators...
1) schizophrenia hardly ever causes people to be violent so schizophrenic people aren’t more likely to be violent than anyone else
2) schizophrenic people’s autonomy is often taken away from them because of their schizophrenia. because the authorities and mental healthcare providers often automatically assume schizophrenic people to be violent, they’re more likely to immediately react to schizophrenic people's symptoms with violence, without even knowing for sure said schizophrenic person was going to be violent. all of this causes schizophrenic people to be more likely of being victims of violence and abuse. schizophrenic people also have a harder time getting out of abusive households because of the risk of their autonomy being taken away. if a schizophrenic person’s relative or partner is abusive, often the schizophrenic person has no way out of the situation, both because our disconnect from reality can result in us being easier to manipulate, and because the system is built in a way that it takes away our autonomy because of our condition.
also schizophrenic people and psychotic people in general, please do a lot of research before picking a provider for your own sake, and if they try to treat your psychosis in a way that you think is harmful then don’t hesitate to switch providers. your safety and wellbeing should be a priority over everything else.
