breathe.

are you i n s a n e like me, been in pain like me, bought a hundred dollar bottle of champagne like me just to pour that motherfucker down the drain like me

[dfwsabina]

nephalems

“ i’m going to take a guess that you’re a vampiress ? so wait, what happens if you do go into sunlight ? do you begin to sparkle or some shit like that ? ”

“ well shit. what gave it away, huh ? ANYWAY, no i don’t fuckin’ sparkle. this isn’t twilight. edward cullen isn’t gonna come around and swoop your ass outta here. if you must know, i’ll be a pile of ashes in less than fifteen seconds. just like that. ”

[dfwsabina]

biaiisms

‘ Uh, I know the feeling. I miss being able to just sit outside and enjoy the sun and everything Mother Nature has to offer. ’

‘ It’s a hard knock fuckin’ life for us. ’

[dfwsabina]

yikeskaterina

“ For christ’s sake; you’re complaining about tanning? You wouldn’t survive a day in my old home. —- When my brothers, my father, and I played outside, my mother would explode because she thought i would lose my pale color. It represented wealth or something. ”

“My family’s Sicilian.”

[dfwsabina]

theoisin

“So, you do have a way to not burn up. I mean, obviously, vampire, right? You’d be horribly burnt by now without it. I was just watching this frog, if you wanna stay around. I am sure we could find more interesting things than frogs, though, like slugs or something.”

“Yeah, I put some plant shit in my necklace and it keeps me from turning into a pile of ashes. Vampire is in fact correct, look at you go. Frogs are cool. Don’t you get warts if they pee on you?”

[dfwsabina]

clarkistics

“You’re right but, it was very dull and.. deady? I can’t really think of the word..”

“Bland maybe. But hey, it’s something.”

[dfwsabina]

nvphalem

“Restrictions sound horrible, luckily I’ve never had to worry about them. The optimism comes with my angelic side, unluckily for you she’s not in today.”

“Restrictions keep me alive, well as alive as I can be considered, so I don’t mind them much. Such a shame, though. The angelic side has always been my fave.”

[dfwsabina]

clarkistics

“.. Well, you must’ve had more of a life than me.”

“Everyone’s got a life to some extent, c’mon.”

[dfwsabina]

clarkistics

“But, you have to admit when you were doing that you wanted to be something more. “

“Yeah --- tanner.”

[dfwsabina]

nvphalem

“Fucking hell. Stop the self pity, you don’t need some glow? We’re bloody supernatural creatures, we can do anything we want.”

“Christ, chill out, dude. I unfortunately have my restrictions but thanks for the ever so optimistic words.”

[dfwsabina]

☾ ✰˙ › aesthetic | sabina mantinetti

‘ it’s funny how i was scared of the thing lurking in the darkness before i became it. ’

[dfwsabina]

theoisin

“Isn’t there a way to stay outside even if you can’t actually do it without the charms or whatever? You are outside right now, you can sit on the ground with me and chill.”

“Probably but until someone figures out a surefire way, I’m not risking burning up. I’ll keep my necklace with me, thank you. I will join you to chill though. It’s nice enough to so.”

[dfwsabina]

angelicsass

   “I have to be in Asia in three minutes but if you want, you can come with me?”

“ --- what in the holy hell do you have to be in Asia for?”

[dfwsabina]

hellfiire

“and the reason you felt the need to share this, is??”

“i’m reminiscing. if you’re not interested you can go find things to do elsewhere.”

[dfwsabina]

ofdcrkness

“Crap.” It wasn’t so much of an explanation as it was a voiced afterthought, seeing as his hands had slipped and his Coca-Cola had fountained all over the ground below – white Vans absolutely included. The soda had graced his palms too. He stared at them for a long while,eyebrows lifting as the fluid seemed to thicken, raise in temperature, lose itscaramel color in favor of a deep crimson – like blood. Matty held his breath, fingertips curling anduncurling as he struggled to ease the incessant pounding against his ribs. Itwasn’t blood. Couldn’t be blood. But god, there they were again: his darkerthoughts, surfacing. 

Eyebrows raising as she watches the scene before her unfold, Sabina can’t help but chuckle quietly before stepping in front of him. “Unfortunate, truly,” she muses, body shifting as she turns and pulls some napkins out of her bag. Being prepared for anything was something she was accustomed to at this point and so she holds her hand out, nails leaving faint imprints on the thin paper. “Ayo, buddy boy. Eyes up here. Focus up here and on the napkins. Nothing good will come from your not focusing, trust me.”

[dfwsabina]

 ‘ There was in fact a time in my life where I could go outside and tan until I had a perfect golden glow. While I still have that golden glow, I miss just chillin’ and shit. ’

[dfwsabina]

omG hello cuties hello !! i’m maddi and i aint gonna be here for the opening bc i have physical therapy anyway !!! this is my kiddo sab and imma give you the run down on her right now yes here’s some stuff you gotta know about her !! im lowkey mixing regular vamp folklore w tvd so bear with me yeah?

- she was born in 1624 in manhattan (when it was starting to be developed and stuff omg) so she’s like an original ny baby even tho it was like new amsterdam or smth like that at that time but technicalities

- so she was just livin life and stuff and when she was 20 and she was out one night w her bro (he was 23 aye) and like there was this sketch ass muhfucker followin them around and low and behold he was a vamp and he was hungry as shit so he thought he drained them but homeboy was wrong and so (im just goin off like typical vamp folklore where the person gets bit and boom they ready to eat everyone) so her bro and her were like wtf so they learned by trial and error and just went out at night and stuff until they found their vampire sunblock aka vervain shit 

- time progressed and their parents died and their fam but they would lay low and pop up at random times to see their fam that was continuing to grow and shit

- slide into like 1861 when the sicilian mafia was comin about (their roots are in sicily forgot to mention that) and their fam got involved and they were like yeet we’re gonna help bc we can’t be killed

- plOT TWIST HER BRO GETS MURDERED RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER AND SHE LOSES HER MIND FOR A BIT AND BYE BYE HUMANITY SHE TORE THOUGH SO MANY TOWNS UGH SHE WAS A MESS HER BRO WAS SO IMPORTANT TO HER HE WAS ALL SHE HAD she was such a sad bean

- eh she got her revenge ofc and killed those peeps slowly and stuff but anyway she turned her humanity back on and was like imma stay outtasight for a bit so she goes back to manhattan and is mia for a solid like 80 years or so 

- fast forward to her being in sicily again in 1943 and shit and one night this bitch ass blonde named katerina tries to attack her and sab just like grabs her throat and is like oh honey pls lookin @ her like THIS 

- so anyway they become pals and shit but they turn their humanity off again and destroy towns and it’s the greatest time of sab’s life yeah cool fast forward a little more and her humanity is back on and she’s just str8 up chyln 

- now it modern day and she’s at this school and she’s just chlyn again but she still a little weird bc she misses her brother sm and seein someone brutally murdered is not smth u recover from like ever so she still workin on that so she can be distant and sarcastic and blah blah blah you’ll see

so imma like give some insight to her label now which is the luftmensch ;; basically it means “air person” or “person in the air”. this isnt to be confused with airhead bc a lunftmensch holds a lot of wisdom and people usually come to them for help but they dont really care about much so they just do their own thing. so yes yes that’s sabina and if yall wanna plot that would be rad so just hmu here (ask or message whichever ur feelin) or on aim (@smolmaddi) !!

[inner]

Sometimes, the best way to solve a problem is to just stop caring.

JC (via unpresentable)