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she shook her head, over and over. her thoughts were a blur, and she couldn’t focus for those first few moments. the other woman, who at first she viewed as a mirage, dropped her weapons — but sherry didn’t lower her gun until the blonde spoke. that voice, it was so familiar and soothing — the voice of reason in most instances. it was enough proof for her, until she pulled the locket from her shit — the locket that matched her own. sherry’s was broken, but she kept it hidden away in a safe place. a token to remember her sister by.

as she came to the realization, tears began streaming down her cheeks, but she was frozen in place. dropping her gun at her feet, she quickly moved to pull tina into a strong embrace, almost PROTECTIVELY. ❛ I thought you were dead.. ❜ she held her close for moments on end, refusing to let her go.

as she finally pulled away, both of her hands graced the sides of tina’s face, the pads of her thumbs stroking over her skin. ❛ where have you been? why did you come back? ❜

@diabctic

RELIEF rushed over the blonde, she had no idea how SHERRY would take her coming back. Would she be upset that she left in the first place? Would she brush her off? Yell? Cry? All these different scenarios had gone through her head but all the WORRY had washed away when she felt her older sister’s arms around her.

Her own eyes began to water as she wrapped her arms around SHERRY, holding her as tight as humanly possible. AFRAID that if she were to let go—she’d just be gone.

“I found another GROUP, had to make sure they were good people first.” She said, she didn’t want to lead her sister into a DEATH trap. “They’re good people S, I came back here for you, I couldn’t stand another day in this place.”She said, choking back a sob.

“Come with me, please.”

#I never knew how much i needed this till rn #( v. the sanctuary )

LIKE this for a starter !!!

#starter call #indie rp #twd rp #indie tina

bcrnblue

Smile is given to her and she nods her head. “That might be a good idea.” Eyes peaked over the edge again before she started walking away from the car, crouched down to stay out of sight. “I’ve got a truck, it has a little gas left in it. Enough to get away from the dead. You can come if you want.” Lucy didn’t want to make the woman feel like she was forcing her to come along. She didn’t know if she had others waiting on her in a nearby location, or if she was on her own. She had stopped to get gas for said truck and had gotten odd track by helping the woman but it was no bother. “It’s just right there.” Said truck was pulled up into the gas station, where Lucy had left it before she had noticed Tina.

She was ALMOST quick to respond, to say she had to get back to the sanctuary but—what was there for her? Her sister had run off, she had no TIES there—what was the point in going back to that hell hole? Working for POINTS and never having enough for what she needed because insulin was ‘expensive’.

Tina probably should have thought about it, weighed out her options but when had she ever been rational? This woman had offered her KINDNESS and it was something that she hadn’t seen in so long, maybe she had a GROUP? Maybe she could offer a better life.

The blonde looked over her shoulder, back to the road that lead to the SANCTUARY—it didn’t feel right going back there so she quickly followed LUCY. She moved to get into the passenger side of the truck before turning to face her.

“Do you have a group?”

#( v. tbd )

bcrnblue

She had been taught to help as many as people as she could, when she had been with Addy they would often stop to help out families that were surrounded by walkers, or needed supplies from a crowded building like now. She was here to do good things, she was special, and she was going to help as much as she possibly could.

She peeked over the edge of the car, and the walkers were still roaming around the pharmacy, so they hadn’t noticed that they were only outside of it. Lucy would only be able ot protect the woman so much. Was she traveling with someone? Or searching for someone like she was?

She couldn’t just move through them undetected, she could feel their feelings, their names, part of their lives. It was a lot more complicated than it looked, but all that mattered is that she was able to help people.

“Someone must have stashed it there and not been able to get back in and get it.” Lucy gaze fell on the bag before she fixed her own bag on her shoulders. “It’s complicated.” There was a lot to explain about herself and if the walkers saw her they’d probably attack the young woman. She held out a blue hand to her. “My name’s Lucy.”

TINA quickly took off her backpack, placing the insulin inside. HOWEVER she did it, she was glad that she was able to get in and out quickly, there was no way that Tina would have been able to do that on her own, she would have had to go back for help. It was slim pickings on those that would help her now that her sister had run away.

The blonde extended her hand to shake hers, “Tina.” She said, her expression softening slightly when she realized this woman wasn’t trouble but instead she was incredibly HELPFUL and just saved her life.

“We should get outta here.”She whispered, the walkers getting closer and closer to the car but not SPOTTING her just yet. She wasn’t sure if the woman had a group or was on her own, regardless they could talk more away from the small group of walkers that had gathered.

#me toooooo <3 #( v. the sanctuary )

bcrnblue

INSULIN. She had heard of that before, that was little bottles of stuff, something to do with sugar balance. Lucy wasn’t very well educated in various medical conditions. “Trust me - I’ll be fine okay? Stay here. Try not to cause to much attention - gets them riled up.” She crouched out from behind the car, moving closer to the pharmacy. The door, or what was left of it was gone, but it was the crowd of walkers would stop most people. When she saw the opening to get through them, she walked RIGHT into them, and they just ignored her.

They kept bumping into each other and groaning, like she wasn’t there. Eyes scanned around the pharmacy for what the woman needed. Wouldn’t it be behind the counter and not on the shelf? While she could make her way through them calmly, she didn’t want to rile them up none the less. She made her way to the counter, and slipped over it, and hands moved to search through the remaining things on the shelf.

She dug through boxes, and then she found a bag full of the little insulin bottles. Maybe eight, someone had stashed them there and wasn’t able to come back for them. Placing the ziplock bag into her own backpack she made her way out of the crowded store, quietly, with careful steps. When she was finally out of the crowd of walkers, she let out a heavy breath and made her way back behind the car.

“There wasn’t a lot, but there was a little bag full of it. Here.”

TRUST was a funny thing in this world, but she had no reason to NOT trust her—after all the girl had just dropped her weapon. Worry filled in the pit of her stomach, what if this woman DIED trying to get her insulin? She wouldn’t be able to sleep at night knowing she had caused the DEATH of a good person. Good people were a rarity in this world.

Tina listened though, remaining behind the car staying quit as a mouse. She peeked up from under the car to look over the hood and into the pharmacy. Her lips parted slightly, jaw dropping as she saw the woman moving through the walkers—they didn’t even NOTICE her. What the hell?

The blonde couldn’t help the stunned expression on her face once the woman returned, she didn’t even know what to say, was she DREAMING? Did that just really happen before her eyes? What was her secret? She had far too many QUESTIONS.

“Thank you..”She began to say, FIGURING she should start there. “How did you——”She began to ask, her voice trailing off as her eyes met the woman’s. She took the bag, only breaking her gaze to see how much there was, it’d be enough for a few months at least—maybe even six months and she was GRATEFUL.

#<3 #( v. the sanctuary )

@safetydoesntexist cont from here

OF COURSE she was afraid to go back, that’s why it took her all this time. Negan scared the hell out of her, she didn’t want to marry him and she couldn’t work for points for the rest of her life. STEALING THE INSULIN? That likely would be a death sentence, whether that meant him sending her off or her stuck being a wife. That was no way to live.

She came back though, for SHERRY—for her sister. It felt like the wind had been knocked out of her when she saw the place in flames, Tina rushed inside hoping not to see her sister among the RUBBLE.

The blonde stopped dead in her tracks when she saw SHERRY who looked like she had just seen a ghost. She quickly dropped her knife, holding up her hands to let her know she didn’t want any trouble.

“It’s me Sher—”She began to say, pulling the locket tucked away from under her blouse, the one they were given when they were just little kids, hers had a T engraved on the front.

#cuz u hit me in the feels and I had to continue this #( v. the sanctuary )

STARTER CALL !!!

#hit that heart for a starter #twd rp #starter call #indie twd #indie rp #rp

killedpeople

rick wishes he had been AROUND when his son had found this girl, he’s not sure he even TRUSTS her, or what she’s just told him. he’s not going to let some stranger in on a whim. grimes cocks his head to the side a bit, studying her body language, his time as a cop had granted him with the ability to read people properly. “herd? ya’ remember how far off?” hearing news of a WALKER HERD is alarming, especially since they had just overcome one not too long ago, which had cost his son his eye.

“i’m sorry about that.” is all the sympathy he offers, his people would always come before some girl his son had RANDOMLY found in the woods. brows lift, lips curled in a faint frown. rick is quiet for a moment, it wouldn’t hurt to give her a few days to recover, he’d talk to the others about letting her become a PERMANENT resident.

they already had too many people to feed. “carl’s a good kid, got a good heart.” is all rick says, “you can stay a few days, we’ll have denise patch ya’ up, fill ya’ up with some food.” generosity is something he has to be CAREFUL with, “name’s rick, rick grimes.”

DAMMIT—she knew she shouldn’t have said herd. A herd would just cause concern so she knew she needed to backtrack and quit screwing up her story, she needed to get these people to trust her. She NEEDED a safe place to stay, a safe place AWAY from Negan and the saviors.

“A couple miles off, it wasn’t like—a huge herd, just...I don’t know, maybe thirty or forty or so?” She said, HOPING that this would ease the leader’s mind. TINA can feel her heart racing in her chest as he seems to be mulling over what to do with her.

A few days, she can sell herself in a few days—she just needed to worm her way into these people’s hearts and show that she wasn’t TROUBLE. Obviously Carl saw something in her, maybe he’d tell the others and convince them to let her stay.

“Thank you, I appreciate that—if there’s anything I can do to help while I’m here, just say the word—I wanna be USEFUL.” She said before extending her hand, “It’s nice to meet ya Rick, I’m TINA DAVIS.”

#( v. alexandria )

melamemea

after the damage .

a sentence collection for the warriors , those who fight and those who destroy .

“ i… i did this —”

“ i did this !?”

“ n—no , it — it wasn’t supposed to be this way! ”

“ ( name ) !!! ”

“ t—that’s… the smile… i was hoping to see… ”

“ thank you… for everything… ”

“ they are dead, don’t you get it !? you killed them! ”

“ they are all dead because of you! ”

“ don’t you dare run away !”

“ (name) … ? ”

“ i—is he/she/they…? ”

“ o—oh god, oh god w—we gotta — get you somewhere— ”

“ g—get me ou—out of here… ”

“ i can’t — feel my l–leg… ”

“ you fought well… ”

“ you did what you could. ”

“ there was no way around this. ”

“ if i had… only come sooner, then m—maybe… ”

“ they are trapped because of you! ”

“ who sent you!? ”

“ who asked for your help!? ”

“ if you had come sooner then maybe — maybe they’d be alive! ”

“ it’s — it’s all your fault. ”

“ i want—ed to do… more… “

“ no — no, please — please don’t talk… rest… ”

“ p—please ! ( name ) hang on! ”

“ don’t you DARE slip away from me now! ”

“ come on, come o—on — please!! please!! ”

“ for the lo—ve of god, (name) ! ”

“ (name) it’s… useless… “

“ h—hey… c—can y—you hear me???”

“ shhh , i’ve got you… i’ve got you… ”

“ don’t let go. ”

“ i wish… i got to see him/her/them o—one more… time… ”

“ did i… s—sav… save him/her/them… ? ”

“ hey n—now… wh—why are you crying… ? ”

“ th…ank you f… for believing in me, (name)… ”

“ this is… all… i could e—ever ask for… ”

“ i did… what i had to do… ”

“ ke—ep living on… f–for me…? ”

“ goodbye, (name)…”

“ (name), i — ”

#meme

bcrnblue

Lucy could make it in and out of the place no problem. There was too many for her to clear out but she could easily weave through them and not worry about getting bitten, unlike the woman. “What do you need?”

There was several things in the pharmacy, but the women didn’t look hurt, so she wasn’t trying to heal up a wound. She must have a medical condition and was running low on something. Addy had always taught her to help people in need, and if this woman tried to go in there, she wouldn’t come out alive.

She wouldn’t need her weapon. Blue hand moved to place her shotgun down, and then her gaze went back over to the woman. It wasn’t often that people didn’t assume she was a zombie or something was seriously wrong due to her skin color.

“I can go in there and get it.”

KINDNESS—That wasn’t something she had seen in such a long time. Everyone was always out for themselves, and she understood that, really she did. She couldn’t help but wonder what this woman would want in return, surely she wasn’t just going to risk her LIFE for nothing. She didn’t have much choice, she could offer her a GUN or maybe her knife, or maybe she could even take her back to the sanctuary.

“Insulin.” She stated, “Everything they’ve got.” She said. At first she’d raid Pharmacy’s and only take what she NEEDED but lately the ones she went to were completely wiped CLEAN of insulin. She assumed Negan had taken it all, so she’d have to work for him FOREVER.

Tina’s eyes widened slightly as she saw her put the shotgun down, “You can’t go in there ALONE.” She said, that would just be SUICIDE.

#YESS #meanwhile tina is suss as F #( v. the sanctuary )

bcrnblue

@diabctic liked for a thing!

Eyes looked at the building, her hand holding onto her own bag. The pharmacy seemed to be crowded with the dead, and a woman seemed to be hiding, trying to figure out how to get inside. Was she hurt, who else would try to get into a fully crowded pharmacy? Lucy made her way behind the ducked down car, voice a quiet whisper. “Are you trying to get in there?”

She was FUCKED. She had one insulin pen left, that had enough for a few days, maybe a week if she was LUCKY. Unfortunately, luck never seemed to be on Tina’s side. She was in the NEGATIVE when it came to points so she had to turn to desperate measures.

The blonde was able to slip away and made it to the pharmacy but it was DIFFICULT locating a way to get inside, the place had walkers roaming inside and bars on the WINDOWS. She couldn’t go back empty handed, she needed to find a way.

Tina had been so focused on looking for an entrance that she didn’t notice the woman approach her, she FLINCHED slightly hand instinctively resting on the handle of her knife, but not drawing it—not yet anyway.

“Yeah, but so far it’s just looking like a SUICIDE mission.”She sighed.

#YESSs #( v. the sanctuary )

killedpeople

@diabctic + LIKED.

“carl brought ya’ in while i was AWAY on a run, ya’ wanna tell me where the hell ya’ came from? and why you’re here? if you’re gonna stay, you’re gonna have ta’ answer a few questions, ain’t sure if bringin’ you in is a DANGER to us all.” she has to understand that he’s looking out for his people, he has nothing against her, his son had been kind enough to bring her inside their walls, but would that be enough to ensure that trouble didn’t follow her?

She understood where the LEADER was coming from, they couldn’t just take anyone in so she knew she needed to sell herself. Tina knew better than to tell the man that she had run away from a GROUP——that would just bring more questions. All she wanted was a SAFE place to rest her head.

Tina shifted the weight of the duffle bag on her shoulder, it contained very few items—it mainly contained her insulin, what she needed to SURVIVE. The rest didn’t really matter, just a few articles of clothing. She had STOLE the insulin from Negan because she couldn’t afford it, she didn’t have enough points and she ran away. That’s what brought her to the woods where Carl had found her.

“I was with my sister and her husband—there was a herd and we got SPLIT up, I was looking for them for a while but never found them.” She said, quiet sigh leaving her lips.

“It’s been a while since I’ve seen another person, then your SON found me—was grateful for him.”

#( v. alexandria )

Independent Tina from AMC’S The Walking Dead EST: December 2017

#twd rp #indie rp #walking dead rp #promo

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