Creature From The Black Lagoon

25, F Bisexual Writer Diabolica45 on A03

[diabolica45]

Salutations! 🕷️

I'm Dya, and this is my den. ( (●'◡'●)) I like writing about Homelander!

Here, I will post my fanfictions, headcanons, general shenanigans, and musings. Have a look around :)

Fic requests are open! I'm generally open to most scenarios; just ask and I'll let you know ☆

My Fics:

Don't Save Her (currently on hiatus) (HL x Reader)

Homelander Versus (HL x Reader)

Black Dress (HL x Ashley)

[sunderwight]

Evil wizard tasteful pin-up magazine but it's all photos of like, skinny old goths coyly fingering cursed amulets, long-bearded sorcerers doing the 'oopsie' pose as their corrosive destruction spell destroys enough of their own robes to show some skin, naked desiccated lich king positioning his staff of human skulls just so it leaves something to the imagination, dark knights in full armor just holding their soul-eating blades out in front of their codpieces, orc chieftain who did not understand the assignment and is posing with a monster he killed like one of those guys-with-fish photos. Or maybe he DID understand the assignment. Hmm.

[jeilluxx]

Crybaby

[godsfavrib]

DIVA ALERT

[girldaddean]

Antony Starr as Homelander THE BOYS | 4.04 Wisdom of the Ages

[swagdog69]

homelander is so….gggrgrgrrrrgrghhh aauughhh oowwghh <3 to me, and i don't even mean that in a horny way? he's just so utterly bizarre and absurd as a person, how could i not be insane about him?

homelander, who is equally obsessed with femininity and masculinity, with motherhood and fatherhood, but only as roles to be played in his life (everything is a movie to him! everyone needs to follow their script!). homelander, with blank eyes and too-sharp teeth, who is somehow always seconds away from tears. homelander, who is so paranoid that he's constantly listening to heartbeats, cataloging the scent of peoples’ sweat, and apparently x-raying them to see their insides?? (see stan edgar and his “blood like engine oil”).

homelander who loses himself in pleasure when he hurts people, almost going into a trance when he sees blood and gore. and then him being equally hypnotised when someone caresses his face, smiling shyly up at them. homelander, who canonically only ever wears his superhero costume, or nothing at all. who only ever seems to understand intimacy through violence, who apparently finds it easier to grab people by their throats, instead of shaking their hands. homelander, who came in less than a minute and then apologised thrice for it!!

homelander who sees everything as either a threat or a nuisance, both to him and his self-declared family (he nearly drowned hughie in s1 for the crime of being starlight’s friend!). homelander, who nearly had an aneurysm at the sight of his baby blanket. who wants approval from the people he looks up to, so desperately that we see him almost gulping their scent in, tongue lolling out and eyes rolling to the back of his head. who stroked his father’s hair and cried, right after choking him out.

homelander who uses sex and innuendo to demonstrate power over others, but drew the line at someone stepping on his cape. and in the same incident, who allegedly preferred to debate philosophy with them for hours, over sleeping with them? homelander, who apparently thought this was the best way to connect with another celebrity?? HELLO?

homelander, who loved stories and nature as a child. who found it necessary to build a theme park model right after becoming immortal. homelander, whose penthouse looks more like a high-end novelty store at a museum than an actual home (does he even know what a home looks like?). homelander who has no hobbies, no friends, no family, nothing that truly brings him pleasure or fulfilment, but who wants nothing more than genuine, unconditional love and connection. homelander, who is just plain weird and unsettling, but who’s also never danced a day in his life :(

[blindmagdalena]

homelander really was just a mirror of the world he's endured. his final seconds were spent regurgitating every possible bribery or need he's ever sought out or had inflicted on him. a cheap replacement for what you've lost. the humiliation of another for your satisfaction. sexual abuse. he couldn't understand why none of these things mattered to butcher. just like he couldn't understand why none of these things ever made him happy. why was he made to suffer all of this himself if none of it ever really mattered to anyone? he was so incredibly broken.

[me-hmm-dead]

he never left that room, did he? his life and death never belonged to him. they were taken apart and consumed by stranger's eyes.

[nigelgraz]

10 minutes --> 3 hours

[diabolica45]

Eric Kripke, you have pissed me off, time and time again. I've ranted. I've raged. I've upvoted petty comments about you and felt good doing it.

But. Credit where credit is due. You gave the boys a good life, despite it all. And that's all I really wanted, truly.

Not gonna watch Vought Rising - but I'm happy I saw The Boys through.

[diabolica45]

moment of fucking silence...................

[diabolica45]

i am crafting something....

[diabolica45]

loving all the firecracker, ashley, and sage character development! wish it would have come a fucking season earlier :D

[ceruleanheaven]

im sure if i move far away from home to somewhere no one knows me my whole personality will suddenly change and everyone will love me and everything will be better im sure im sure im sure

[metamorphesque]

"Beautiful Losers", Leonard Cohen

[northirish]

At all times I am filled with a berserker like rage but thankfully for everyone around me I am much too tired to do anything with it

[mistressag0ny]

Bizarre Erotik