DiarytoTheEx

Dedicated exclusively to that one ex whom we can't pass a day without thinking about...even if it has been years love chose to leave us.

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Some old wounds never truly heal, and bleed again at the slightest word.”

— George R.R. Martin

[diarytotheex]

Who was that girl in college?

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Sometimes it’s easier to pretend that you don’t care than to admit that it’s killing you.”

— Wiz Khalifa

[diarytotheex]

To someone I have lost growing up

I never thought this could happened but it did. I lost you

[hplyrikz]

[hplyrikz]

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[diarytotheex]

I’m living the nightmare rn

[hplyrikz]

Clear your mind here

[diarytotheex]

yes? im still struggling 

[hplyrikz]

Waiting is painful. Forgetting is painful. But not knowing which to do is the worst kind of suffering.

Paulo Coelho, By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept (via

hplyrikz

)

Clear your mind here

(via hplyrikz)

HARDER THAN IN HELL

[remanence-of-love]

I remember why I forgave you…

[diarytotheex]

i always do, even you dont laugh. Because if you don’t, I think you are sad and whenever you are sad, I’m always more than ready to forgive you everything. I hate to see you sad - ever. 

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

Leaving someone behind who doesn’t care about your feelings, your wellbeing or how they treat you, should be the easiest thing in the world. But when you truly love someone it’s not that easy. You just have to find the strength to love yourself more than they ever will - and let go.

@loyalgirlnotes (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

I am doing it right now. God please give me time, and please be by my side on this. I really need to move on and be ok with not having her around...

[hplyrikz]

You have to find the right distance between people. Too close, and they overwhelm you, too far and they abandon you.

Hanif Kureishi, Intimacy (via hplyrikz)

Clear your mind here

(via hplyrikz)

I didn’t find it. I lost her. I lost the love of my life. She got lost somewhere. I can never find her ever again

[diarytotheex]

I always go big for you, no matter what. But whether or not you see that, you choose to put us behind you now, sadly. But I’ll remember it, that you used to make the best of me, to make me feel the happiest for the longest in my life so far - for a year or two maybe. You let me know the real thing about actually trying for something you want so bad in life, even you are scared to death to do it...to make the best of the times we have left. I’m glad we did what we did, that was the best, maybe because we knew we ran out of time or what? But that was the best, I wish I could videotape it and play it in my memories forever

[hplyrikz]

The only two important things in life are real love and being at peace with yourself.

Jonathan Carroll, Sleeping in Flame (via hplyrikz)

Well I found both when I was with you, but look at me now...

[remanence-of-love]

Realising how much it was going to hurt…

[diarytotheex]

and i just remember when the real time came, it killed me inside.

[diarytotheex]

Just let me live in that fantasy one more time please

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

Maybe it won’t work out. But maybe seeing if it does will be the best adventure ever.

Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

That was how I felt, and then, I fell in love. Really.

[diarytotheex]

I know I shouldn't tell her anymore, but I can't help it. It became a habit. IM JUST ADDICTED TO HER. Even she's too heavy, and toxic, all at the same damn time.

[diarytotheex]

Reality. Sucks.

When she is gone, no matter how far you imagine or daydream about you still being with her, one point at a time, reality will step in and slap you hard in the face to tell you that her new lover is still her new lover… you are just a hopeless romance, she’s not coming back or even if she’s not with the new guy, you can never be sure she will choose you at all.

[diarytotheex]