dear mom, i've told you many times you never took a chance to listen it seems to me you skipped through everything i listed cause even little things that keep me up at night they come to light in forms of fights in our daily life
you say i should be grateful tell me to shut up and listen then wrap me up in blades that you disguise as ribbons you show them off so everyone could see they praise your selflessness they smile at me all while i bleed you look dumbfounded at my pain i just can't wait to leave
but even if i don't freaked out to take that step and smack your hands so hard they never hold me back dear mom just know that if i don't it's been a while since i've been really gone













