#replying . .

[dieee4u]

u should be more freakish and perverted actually!!! it's actually good for u mhmm!!!

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it’s truly good for my health to be the creepy guy that makes others shrivel in disgust ! do recommend as therapy

thanks for bringing out the worst in me 🌂 anon heh . .

[dieee4u]

anons don’t bother dming this guy, you’ll try to have a normal conversation and he just starts being a pervert

so i come with a content warning now , huh ?

anyways , this guy is just a hater , anons ! i am a great person to message !! smirks

[dieee4u]

do you have any blogs u secretly stalk ? have you ever sent any anons ?

there are many blogs i stalk , not really so secretly though . i also send anons , though not frequently . honestly , i would probably do these things more if i wasn’t struggling to find time to maintain my own blog , haha . .

i stalk the people who interaction with me . even if you just like one of my posts , there’s an over ninety - five percent chance i’ve at least clicked your profile and read your intro if you have one . this takes a lot of time but i just can’t help myself. and when it comes to people who interact with me frequently and regularly , i have definitely looked through their blogs a lot . i always notice my regulars , even if they don’t send any anons . they deserve it for their support , and i like learning about them anyways .

there is someone who i really stalked on here before i made my blog . he knows who he is . he’s the reason this blog exists , so thank him everybody !! ( silly )

but yeah , he’s awesome . he will see this . hello . .

i’ve also really stalked one other person before making this blog but that was monthsss ago . she’s not around on here anymore .

i have really bad parasocial tendencies . . i just can’t help myself ,, !!

[dieee4u]

I remember as a kid I was very strange. I let a kid step on my hand with soccer cleats. I sat in a place where my friend’s door would hit me if someone opened it too fast. I let another kid bite my arm hard enough to bruise. All in all, I’ve always been like this. Makes you wonder. -🪷

oh , this ask sparked a lot of memories , haha

when i was a kid i would love to play - fight , but looking back , i definitely enjoyed it more than i should . even if i was the one losing , the pain felt worth it to go through for the reward which . . i thought was competitiveness , but its likely just sadism .

i had a “ boyfriend “ in middle school who i would chase around and tackle and fight with and . again i probably enjoyed it too much .

i have all forms of sadism . it’s a paraphilia for me , but i also enjoy it in non - sexual contexts . it has always been a huge obsession of mine .

[dieee4u]

I think it’s really pathetic that I’m so desperate for affection or attention that I’d even find comfort in sadistic treatment if it meant that someone loved or wanted me in any way

in that sense, your posts are weirdly kind of comforting for me?

i would say you should be careful about letting someone like me know you’re vulnerable in that sense , but i feel like you would be fine with being taken advantage of if someone is paying you attention . poor thing

anyways , this isn’t too strange ; it’s a comforting thing for me as well . i’m not particularly desperate for affection , but there’s a certain closeness in conabuse , possibly due to the vulnerability in the act .

although i mainly use this account to post more extreme stuff , i’m actually down with the gentler stuff as well . and aftercare . it really varies on here , though . there’s a lot of sadists who have little interest in their victims outside of tormenting them , but i wouldn’t say that describes me .

[dieee4u]

Where are you from ? Do you like it there, or do you wanna move? I’m curious about you!! I wanna learn more!!!! If you also would just give me facts about you I’d love that :3

i’m from the states . naturally , i’d love to get the fuck out , but there are complications .

facts about me ? hm , how to answer this publicly without being recognized . . i suppose i could just share some general things people here likely wouldn’t guess about me .

i’m largely into classical music , and i’m an avid reader . i have a big interest in physics , philosophy , and psychology . i’m an older brother to two younger siblings .

oh , and i collect plushies .

[dieee4u]

omg user dieee4u is online everyone cheered

doing my routine spam of this blog before i disappear back into the shadows . .