Infinity Cylinder

mostly gunpla, random thoughts, whatever goes.

[diejoebuu]

they told me that when you lose interest in things you used to like/used to do, you're just burned out/in a slump. but if i've been in that state for quite some time now, like a few years now. does that still mean i'm burned out? i try to break the chain, but there is only more bitterness and pain. i thought i was already numb, but i guess there's no such thing. #realshit #realtalk #reality #tuesday #night #depression #sadshit #cripplingdepression #sadlife #ctto📷 https://www.instagram.com/p/B9jPTpUHM0M/?igshid=1ca7svnfv9mfb

[diejoebuu]

it's sad how you remember everyone - names, memories and all - but they either forget you or you name, like they're just visiting a previously discarded afterthought. and yet they will brand you as a killjoy, party pooper, mood killer when you don't put effort and "try to socialize" with them. what you don't realize is that you're helping me justify why i keep losing interest. and i don't need to fit your circle, i'm my own circle. fuck me? fuck you. #realshit #realtalk #reality #tuesday #night #depression #sadshit #cripplingdepression #sadlife #ctto📷 https://www.instagram.com/p/B8_YTJmBiDj/?igshid=1pb0q2p5h6m9t

[diejoebuu]

"...play the song, don’t be wrong; make your feeling high, all the night, don’t stop the music tonight." Now Playing: Lou Grant - Don’t Stop The Music #ortigas #wednesday #night #drive #nightrun #homebound #eurobeat #soundtrip (at EDSA Shrine - Shrine of Mary, Queen Of Peace, Our Lady of EDSA) https://www.instagram.com/p/B6OTjkOhcGq/?igshid=1s0k8voqekfko

[diejoebuu]

#emoquotes #realshit #realtalk #reality #wednesday #night #depression #sadshit #cripplingdepression #sadlife #ctto📷 #random https://www.instagram.com/p/B5p57mnl29B/?igshid=tz8rbm9vrbwl

[diejoebuu]

Now Playing: Ace - Drivin' Crazy #ortigas #tuesday #night #drive #nightrun #homebound #eurobeat #soundtrip (at EDSA Shrine - Shrine of Mary, Queen Of Peace, Our Lady of EDSA) https://www.instagram.com/p/B4N6sdIhnLR/?igshid=i5l4qgip21e6

[diejoebuu]

watching you is all that i can do. https://www.instagram.com/p/B25NJHZhHMa/?igshid=ly7tt002bn3c

[diejoebuu]

#eastwood #tuesday #night #rain #drive #roadtrip #nightrun #lonelydrivers (at Eastwood City) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2hYiuHBob3/?igshid=1qes7mkzljn1s

[diejoebuu]

fighting. #emoquotes #emomemes #realshit #realtalk #reality #wednesday #depression #sadshit #cripplingdepression #sadlife https://www.instagram.com/p/B19w9K6HqS0/?igshid=1qp4enissmv0

[diejoebuu]

bgm: Dave Rodgers - Wild Reputation 2005 #rainy #sunday #lateafternoon #drive #roadtrip #soundtrip #eurobeat #traffic (at Camella Daang Hari) https://www.instagram.com/p/B13w8OSBRrK/?igshid=1bk5ms8kmlsmw

[diejoebuu]

Now Playing: Eurofunk - Stop to Give Up (Extended Version) #ortigas #monday #night #drive #roadtrip #nightrun #eurobeat #soundtrip (at EDSA Shrine - Shrine of Mary, Queen Of Peace, Our Lady of EDSA) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1UgozFBR4y/?igshid=1a5t9li8xs9pq

[diejoebuu]

"...you got me stuck by the way you glow, i’m like ‘oh, oh, oh, oh'." - Far East Movement, ‘Rocketeer’ #eastwood #wednesday #night #drive #roadtrip #soundtrip #lss #nightrun (at Eastwood City) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1J-lmFBZLs/?igshid=1f68xvx9sftz0

[diejoebuu]

saturday night fever. #eastwood #saturday #night #drive #roadtrip #nightrun (at Eastwood Mall) https://www.instagram.com/p/B09a2x9ByUX/?igshid=13kpemptptadk

[diejoebuu]

mood swings that swing hard. #emoquotes #realshit #realtalk #reality #wednesday #afternoon #depression #sadshit #cripplingdepression #sadlife #ctto📷 #random https://www.instagram.com/p/B0klqLdhVhQ/?igshid=tzlxv6ywqj5s

[diejoebuu]

there's a light in the path and now i found it, here with you is where it's at. https://www.instagram.com/p/B0d4AjFhOEf/?igshid=186y7pm4jz506

[diejoebuu]

another lazy update, since i went out to pick up some custom kits from a local builder. i wanted to post this ages ago, but never found the time. now that the horn broke due to storage and logistics, i grabbed the chance to take some snaps before anything else breaks. might post some more overdue stuff when i get home, like the other refurbished Astaroth. just maybe. ‘til next update! #tantotempo #gundamastarothrinascimento #hushmiddy #ironbloodedorphansgekko #gtekketsu #ibo #bandai #highgrade #144scale #gunpla #plamo #modelkit #hobby #mecha #mobilesuit #instagundams #gundamstagram #gunplagram #gundam_ig #gunpla_ig #gunplanerd #gundamcommunity https://www.instagram.com/p/B0IacN4BL7k/?igshid=1a8ke227956tx

[diejoebuu]

Now Playing: Need Somebody To Love - Double D ft. David Dima & Aleph #ortigas #monday #night #drive #roadtrip #nightrun #eurobeat #vaporwave (at Ortigas Ave) https://www.instagram.com/p/BzY52LphDHC/?igshid=15f8qk8ndcu83

[diejoebuu]

i was looking for a Zaku II The Origins version just to pillage its ASR-78 Anti-Ship Rifle for my Astaroth, since i can’t find anyone willing to part ways with their limited 210mm Rifle add-on from 2015. but i suddenly felt a strange urge in me to get another Zaku type r6 and 4x type c5s to form Char’s Falmer corps after picking this up, even though UC isn’t my absolute line. i just find this particular version of the Zaku to be the best one to date, both for its aesthetics and engineering aspects. anyway, i’ll just take the ASR and up the backlog queue this baby goes. #ms06s #zaku2 #charaznable #redcomet #hggto #bandai #highgrade #144scale #gunpla #gundam #plamo #modelkit #hobby #mecha #mobilesuit #instagundams #gundamstagram #gunplagram #gundam_ig #gunpla_ig #gunplanerd #gundamcommunity #gundammodel #gundambuilder #gundamcollection #gundammodelkit #mobilesuitgundam #gundamphilippines https://www.instagram.com/p/By4QMleB-0W/?igshid=18oug8f5ct0bm