POWER ♥ HAUS

independent & private sideblog for Meninas McAllon of BLEACH; written by kaiman ♥

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I commissioned the very talented bumbleshark for my personal design of Meninas during her Can’t Fear Your Own World verse!! DO NOT REPOST / DO NOT REMOVE CAPTION / DO NOT REMOVE CREDIT.

[fleshpurifies]

This post is directly for @/skyvar who has since blocked me, but lots of interesting observations were made that I felt the need to correct.

Just for the record, because a reply was linked to me– I thought I would clarify some points about this whole thing since you yourself made a lot of frankly weird assumptions:

That post was originally linked to me by a friend who knows I care about Orihime and how I have gotten angry on her behalf for years at fans mistreating her or misinterpreting her traumatic responses. I did not stalk, nor snoop your blog (quite the bold accusation for someone who completely ignored what I was actually saying). Frankly, I forget you exist 99% of the time unless someone posts a link, that’s how much you don’t exist on my radar. From the beginning, I found your content, your art, and the way you interact with others to be entirely offputting, and I have no interest in interacting with you. So I blocked you, and forget you exist until someone reminds me.

However, we find ourselves in this current situation because you misunderstood what I was saying.

The reply I made to your post was not a dig at Nnoitra specifically. Yes, I called him a “mediocre male fav” in a follow-up post, but I was specifically talking about how plain fucking weird it is that you, the human behind the screen, saw a scene of a 16-year-old getting sexually assaulted and your response was to make a comment implying how “hot” Nnoitra’s fingers are. I already know Nnoitra is a villain, you don’t have to explain it to me. I understand villains can be nuanced and do bad things for all sorts of different reasons, even to the point that those bad things are justified in their minds. I write several characters I disagree with when it comes to their sense of morality and justice– I would even  classify Unohana herself as a villain according to my own sense of morality. I’m not the single-minded idiot you apparently think I am.

What I’m saying here has nothing to do with my opinions on fictional characters, it has to do with how you, personally, have posted something disgusting, and your response (to completely deflect, make this seem as if I’m some lunatic for “attacking Nnoitra” when you know damn well that isn’t what’s happening at all) to try and paint me as your personal stalker is even more strange. I don’t care about you at all. I didn’t even know you go by Snow until someone else told me. There is no space for you to occupy in my mind, but that doesn’t mean I won’t call out or react to foul behavior when I see it.

That said, anyone who is bothered by me addressing this issue, feel free to block me! I don’t mind, and frankly, I don’t want you here. This will be my last post on the matter.

[adampvrrish]

good night to people with daddy issues, girls under 5'2", those who project onto fictional characters an unhealthy amount, sexy bitches, anyone who has under $20 in their bank account, unemployed bastards, people who miss going to the library, anyone who read warriors cats books in their youth, people who identified with jack from the magic tree house series as a kid, el gee bee tees, girls with no ass, anyone who had an obsession with orlando bloom as a preteen, lipgloss wearers, and people that desperately want to get railed

[mitchellwrites]

deathless ♚ sentence meme

You will always fall in love, and it will always be like having your throat cut, just that fast.

You are going to break your promise. I understand.

You’re lonely too.

It will stop your breath, how cruel I can be.

I am a demanding creature. I am selfish and cruel and extremely unreasonable.

I am your servant.

I crawl at your feet; for before your love, your kisses, I am debased.

For you alone I will be weak.

I belong here, and you will not deny me.

I say these things, and the world listens.

I do not tolerate a world emptied of you. I have tried.

In the dark, I have pored over the loss of you like pale gold.

I will not let her speak because I love her, and when you love someone, you do not make them tell war stories.

I moved the earth and the water for you.

You will always run away with her.

You will always lose her.

You will always be a fool.

You will always be dead, in a city of ice, snow falling into your ear.

You have already done all of this and will do it again.

No one should be judged for loving more than they ought, only for loving not enough.

We look terrible to you, and severe, and you see our blood flying.

What we carry between us is hard-won, and we made it just as we wished it to be, just the color, just the shape.

There need never be any rules between us.

Let us be greedy together; let us hoard.

Do not leave me, swear that you will never leave me.

I am selfish. I am cruel. My mate cannot be less than I.

Sleep with fists closed and shoot straight.

I can’t abide a poor liar.

You look like a winter’s night. I could sleep inside the cold of you.

Oh, quit that. Blushing is for virgins and Christians.

Scold me; deny me. Tell me you want what you want and damn me forever. But don’t leave me.

Bad luck relies on absolutely perfect timing.

In his own country, Death can be kind.

What is the world but a boxing ring where fools and devils put up their fists?

Men die. It’s practically what they’re for.

I am no one; I am nothing.

Nothing in me was not made by you.

A revelation is always the end of something. It might even be cause for grief.

Just tell yourself a story that’ll satisfy you and pretend he told it.

Forever isn’t bright; it isn’t like that. Forever is cold and hard and final.

I savor bitterness - it is born of experience. It is the privilege of one who has truly lived.

If you want to kill yourself, do not use us as your knife.

What did I do wrong? Was I boring? Did I ignore you?

Don’t you dare speak to me like that.

I have worn nothing but blood and death for years.

I have fought all your battles for you, just as you asked me.

I have learned not to cry when I strangle a man.

I have learned to watch everything die.

I am not a little girl anymore, dazzled by your magic. It is my magic, now, too.

Are we not devils?

No one is now what they were before the war.

I have not seen you without your skin on.

Close up your head; your brain is getting loose.

We obsess. It’s in our nature.

I’ve a devil of a habit for being right.

In war you must always choose sides.

If you try to be a bridge laid down between them, they will tear you in half.

We are all dead. All equal. Broken and aimless and believing we are alive.

My old bones will follow yours soon enough.

It is better to be strong and cruel than to be fair.

I will see him with his skin off before I agree to fall in love.

After love, no one is what they were before.

I have survived, but I have not been spared.

In the space of one heartbeat to another I loved you and I was lost to you.

Frighten me, make me cry, only come back.

It’s not so bad, my darling. Being dead. It’s like being alive, only colder.

You’ll think it’s love, while he dines on your heart.

You will be so beautiful when you are old.

I cannot keep you and I cannot let you go.

You will live as you live in any world…with difficulty, and grief.

I look at you and it is like my throat being cut.

She said you’d come and I swore to eat your heart.

I still want to kiss you.

My heart is being cut in two. I cannot bear it.

What happens to anything beautiful?

I have to know, I have to or else you will just rule me until the end of everything because you know and I do not.

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[cyberglittter]

https://www.instagram.com/p/CDpP9HiH3Zo

[fleshpurifies]

yo! sorry i’ve been so quiet– between my mall having active covid cases, me being told on a repeated daily basis that my life/health doesnt matter by the people coming into my store to shop for shit they dont need (bc nothing we sell is an essential item), and a mystery allergic response to god knows what i still havent figured it out………. rping has fallen a bit to the wayside! im still around, and still wanting to get to replies, so i appreciate yall’s patience and want to reassure you that i havent forgotten you at all! fun things just have to take a backseat to the current state of things. hope everyone is staying safe!

[fleshpurifies]

hey everyone! just a quick life update: i had to evacuate my home due to the oregon fires (but my family and i are safe). obviously between pandemic and not knowing if my home is burning is drawing my attention elsewhere. as always, rping is my de-stressing/escape method but my circumstances are diverting my attention for the time being. ill be around and lurking when i can, but my apologies for not being able to be present for active threads/rping right now.

[geniusoflove]

[diepower]

@bazz-b​

[lyricsyeah]

bmth / obey feat. yungblud

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[leah-cultice]

Ikram Abdi Omar by Bartek Szmigulski for L'Officiel Poland Issue #14 2020

[cyberglittter]

https://www.instagram.com/p/CDmyqtgDizs

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

I sat with my anger long enough until she told me her real name was grief.

C.S. Lewis (via onlinecounsellingcollege)

[drdeath]

Fully and utterly obsessed with every single aspect of this scene

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