i wish i was happy

cw: 95lbs gw: 90lbs ugw: 85lbs THIS IS FOR MYSELF

[dietc0kelov3r]

I’m back beaches😝

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should i do a three day liquid fast?

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does anybody have any tips on getting back into restricting?? i’ve had a hard few weeks and i’ve been eating a lot and want to get back on track

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my stomach just screamed during a test lol

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just found out he doesn’t like me now i have to get skinnier so he will

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if anyone wants to send me some meanspo it would be greatly appreciated

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sorry i’ve been kinda inactive i’ve been dealing with a lot

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I HIT 95lbs GUYS HOLY CRAP

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I feel like i’ll finally be successful now that I have a motive to lose weight

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maybe he’ll like me instead if i’m skinny

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broke my watch so i can’t track my burned calories😝 actually currently having a breakdown but it’s okay

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i’m so close to my gw it’s insane

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i have to stay with my mom tonight and she practically shoves food down my throat:/ wish me luck lol i’m fasting

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i drink more coke zero than i do breathe

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how many calories are in a chewable melatonin? would that break my fast?

[ivy-paintdr2ps]

she's a ten but she counts calories and then randomly stops for two weeks

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i wonder what it’s like to be able to eat a meal and not feel guilty. i wonder what it’s like to not have to body check everytime you walk by a mirror. i wonder what it’s like to not fear eating with people. i really wonder what it’s like not to hate yourself.