Hi, I'm the mighty Dinah! Fat nonbinary queer butch, 40+. This is my feedist, belly kink and fat admiration account, so that's what you're gonna find here.
I have an AO3 account for kinky smut that you can find at https://archiveofourown.org/users/Dinah_the_Mighty. At the moment I'm very into Disco Elysium but I've written for RE:Village, Critical Role and Pacific Rim as well. I draw, but I've been very hesitant to post anything - so far.
The askbox is open! I'm very happy to answer asks about my fics or just fandom talk in general. I may or may not answer questions about myself or my personal preferences. I'm exceptionally shy about reaching out so if you post beautiful things I'll probably just reblog them and bask in the glory of your pictures and writing.
I have fat Cardi thoughts plaguing my brain and I’m making them everyone’s problem.
Yapping below the cut. Wrote this in one big stream of consciousness so um, yeah. You click it, you’re responsible for any psychic damage you take.
This is Frater era Cardi so he’s already gotten a bit hefty because he’s retired and is indulging because the man literally went nonstop for years.
When he was Cardinal and Papa food was a necessity, not a luxury. Lots of Dew yelling at him to eat so that he doesn’t pass the fuck out from low blood sugar because Cardi’s “too busy” to eat. Dew is keeping him fed on the bare minimum that he and the other ghouls can get him to eat and let’s not talk about the ghouls trying to figure out what the fuck a calorie even is. It’s stressing them out because they’re watching him burn himself up in front of them.
And it’s not that Cardi doesn’t like food; he loves food. It’s just there’s so much he has to worry about and everything has got to be perfect and obsessing over that means, well, you forget to eat. He’s grateful to the ghouls taking care of him, various ghoulish grumblings aside.
So when he finally becomes Frater and finds that really all he needs to do is delegate, the ghouls take advantage of that. They’re going to make sure he sits his ass down and actually takes care of himself and eats a full meal for once in his life.
Finally getting to actually eat without rushing means he gets to taste his food. No more tuna sandwiches literally shoved in his mouth unexpectedly. Real fucking food.
And he fucking loves it. Cardi didn’t know food could taste this good or what it actually feels like to be full. The ghouls are ecstatic because finally he’s taking care of himself and enjoying it. A lot.
The first couple of times he starts moaning like he’s being fucked as he eats the ghouls write it off as he’s just really enjoying having good food. Which he is. But it keeps happening and the ghouls start to get suspicious. Look, demons are going to be able to sniff out lust pretty easily.
Cardi’s already noticeably fuller figured than he was just a month or so ago. There’s a nice soft round sag to his belly now and his majestic ass and thighs are really starting to push the limits of his new tailored suits. Dew and the others definitely have no complaints walking behind him, that’s for sure.
One night during a particularly indulgent dinner, arguably a one man banquet, Cardi just loses himself to the gluttony. He begins gobbling down plate after plate of decadent fare without a care because he just simply cannot get enough. Those moans from earlier? They’re back and they’re louder. Somewhere during the feasting his belt proves to be a hindrance and off it goes. A full blown gut flops into his lap and he whimpers and squirms. The ghouls watch in reverence as with one hand he breathlessly shoves forkfuls of food into his round face, while the other gropes and fondles his own gut so that he can cram even more in there. Thoughtlessly, his hand slides under and strokes the reddened tip of his cock just barely peeking out from the softness surrounding it.
All hell breaks loose. Ghouls are scrambling to feed himas much as they can, while others are frantically shredding his clothing off him so that they can worship the soft swelling flesh of their gluttonous master. Someone gets bold enough to attempt to jerk Cardi off and damn near loses an arm when Dew catches them. His claws dig possessively into Cardi as he hisses and growls at the interloper who would dare to take what’s his. The remaining ghouls make apologies and scatter to debauch themselves with each other, leaving Cardi and Dew behind with the carnage of empty platters.
Cardi has snapped out of his haze at this point and begins to apologize when Dew cuts him off.
“If you apologize for the single hottest thing I have seen since you’ve summoned me, then by Lucifer I’m chopping your cock off and wearing it as a necklace. Got it?”
There’s a squeak and a wide eyed nod in response. Cardi clears his throat, puts on his best puppy eyes and asks “is there dessert?”. Dew’s response to that is to fuck him senseless on the table until neither of them can move.
Dew does apologize for getting a bit overzealous to his siblings and boundaries are set. They can grope and feed him but only Dew gets to fuck him. Something something right of being Cardi’s first summoned ghoul. At least this way no one loses an arm or worse.
The meals become orgies to gluttony and sin with the ghouls helping keep Cardi fed, as they always have and always will. Now that they know just how much he loves it Cardi blows up. They eventually do away with the chair after it collapses during a rather vigorous post meal fucking and instead have him reclining like the emperor he deserves to be.
As for Cardi? Sure the suits have given way for much comfortable robes, but he loves the feeling of his body getting softer, loves the heft in it. Loves how it feels when the ghouls squeeze him between them and there’s just so much of him. He can still leisurely waddle around the Ministry and does try to make sure he doesn’t spend *all* day just in his office or the dining room. If nothing else, he’s enjoying showing himself off. This, he feels, is the reward for all those years busting his ass: pure indulgence.
I don’t know a single decent person in this community that isn’t regularly discussing the abuse that occurs. Discussions on how to protect yourself, warnings about certain people, debates about how to make the community safer overall it’s always being discussed.
Every community has abusers hiding in it, and I think we would be naive to say that kink communities (not just feedism) make excellent hunting grounds because people are often already playing with power dynamics/imbalances, and it's easy to manipulate that into abuse. We also cannot ignore the fatphobia aspect, and you have abusers telling their victims, no one but me will love you cause you are fat and disgusting and then society is like, “lol true”.
People outside the community constantly accuse us of not addressing that, and it’s like, hey so we talk about that constantly actually and are also the ones most likely to be the victims of those abusers. So when you send death threats to a queer, fat, RACK compliant feedist over a jokey post you didn’t like, I’m not actually sure you are the good guy you think you are.
People just completely ignore anything that we have to say, ignore any fat lib/activism work we do, and make documentary after documentary being like: “Look how icky and gross this thing I don’t understand is!” Without ever addressing the actual issues they are supposedly so concerned about.
I’m fucking tired man like they wanna have their cake and eat it too and frankly that’s meant to be our thing.
okay but realistic, domestic feedism and fat appreciation? that's where it's at.
sitting in your feeder's lap and getting your belly stroked, squeezed, and played with while you eat. weekly morning weigh-ins before breakfast (which is served in bed, of course). letting your belly hang and your love handles poke out of your shirts and pants around the house. your feeder gently feeding you with one hand and pleasuring you with the other. letting them bury their face in your gut--belly rubs and kisses galore!
the worst writing crime you can ever commit in my opinion is watering down the dirty talk because you’re self-conscious that it sounds like it’s from a bad porno…..i cannot stress this enough……leave it alone. the moment you tell yourself he would not fucking say that you’re doomed. people will say almost anything if their dick is hard enough
hey i ate real well today & wanted to take a nice picture for you even though my brain says it’s Illegal but i couldnt pick a favorite so here’s all 5 🥰
Oh my god I am BLESSED. that strappy underwear piece is so gorgeous omggggggg
Do you have a favourite belly pic on here and why is it your favourite? <:
Of another person? There's far too many to count, and far too low of a post photo limit to possibly feature them all!
As for myself, well this has given me time to think about which ones I love most. I doubt I could pick one alone, but what makes a photo great for me is the lighting, because I love getting creative with my belly 😘 Here's a selection of my favourites!
NOT funny but im working on a drawing rn and looking for reference of stuff like tummy and love handles on google and it is pissing me off bad bc every result is either someone grabbing or measuring their tummy upset or just a skinny person w the text "GET RID OF BELLY FAT NOW" or something head in my fucking hands can i just get some reference to draw fat tgirl tummy PLEASE or i will start killing.
uh anyways if anyone has any good resources for chubby n fat reference photos uh drop it pls
Figurosity has a variety of body shapes in their library!
Fat Photo Ref is password protected to keep out fetishists (which ... Okay time to password project libraries of thin people pose references to keep out the skinny fetishists. Whatever. Just be respectful ig) but you can request access
Morpho of course, which is a print book you have to buy, but I bet you can find pages from it online
Pinterest is good for references. I searched "fat Photo reference" and found 12+ fat people in beautiful poses. There's a lot of ads and AI on there but still. I searched for boards but couldn't find any so maybe someone can put together a fat Pinterest board with many different sizes and shapes, or share if you already have one?
This site has some good examples (NUDE FIGURE PHOTO REFERENCE AHEAD) specifically for female references.
Here's one for sale from a model's kofi for $5 (I accidentally reposted this while trying to share. Pray for me)
Also have you considered using one of the many beautiful fat people on Tumblr that post pictures? Many fat tgirls specifically. @feedeekate and @softwheeliegirl come to mind first. If you DM them asking if it's okay to draw them I'm sure they'd be delighted
Actually, good news, the person who runs Fat Photo Ref, Ruby Ball didn't password protect the site to keep out fetishists, it was to prevent fatphobic harassment of the models who submit photo references! They talk about it in this interview from 2021: https://www.themarysue.com/fat-photo-reference-site/. She even specifically stated that she has no problem with fat-centric porn, and even did a college art show using references from BBW porn, but they created the site because all they could find for photo references for fat people were sexual nudes/pornographic or fatphobic stock photos, and wanted to create options for artistic references that were nonsexual to fill that gap :)
