I have found a lot of canon mates so far, but I’m still looking for Allura, Green Lion, and Shiro! Especially Shiro!!
I haven’t recovered all my memories yet, I’m still working on it. However, here’s a few of them!
° I really liked cherries! I remember Hunk would always stop by with a bowl of cherries just for me.
° After Shiro figured out my true sex, he became like a big brother for me. He protected my secret with a kind of vehemence, insisting upon my masculinity whenever he could. It was kind of adorable. He was always there to protect me in other ways too. He and I were extremely close.
•Shiro was like a big brother to me so much, I can’t stress this enough.
° Watching the episode with the Galran Balmera monster gave me extreme anxiety, and now I remember why. I had an anxiety attack during the fight and had to fight it out alone. Afterwards, Keith cuddled me to sleep for a while. When I woke up, he was still there with me. I was grateful for that, and that’s when I started to have feelings for him.
° Hunk and I were best friends. The kitchen malfunction fiasco was actually kind of fun, and it was a good bonding moment for us (even though things got so much more terrifying with the castle afterward).
° I liked to watch Keith train. Sometimes he would invite me to train with him, but he went easy on me the first few times. I demanded he treat me like everyone else and fight me at full power, and he did. He ended up hitting me square in the face, and I had a black eye for a little while. He apologized profusely, and I milked it for a while. He brought cherries to me for weeks (where did he get them though??)
° Lance was always super curious about me. He had so many questions about my gender and why I hid my sex from from them. My answer was always that I wanted to be treated like everyone else, so identifying as male among a group of male paladins made everything easier. When I explained how I truly preferred not to identify with either gender, he understood it immediately and started respecting my they/them pronouns.
° Lance and Keith started feeling a certain way for each other after Keith saved Lance from the airlock, and I’ll admit I was jealous at first. It took me a while to get over it. Actually, I didn’t get over it until we all kind of awkwardly decided to be together (which didn’t happen for a while later).
° Allura talked with me after she destroyed her father’s artificial intelligence. She got really vulnerable and actually cried on my shoulder. We cried together for a while, and after that I had a newfound respect for her.
° After we lost Allura, I had another anxiety attack. It was a rather bad one, and again, Keith had to calm me down. For a cold person, he was rather good at soothing me. Lance helped too, and we had a group bonding moment. I think this is where the birth of our polygamous relationship was, though it was unspoken at the time.
° When I got lost outside of the compromised wormhole, I had a third anxiety attack because I was alone. Besides my lion, I had no one to comfort me. This is when I named my lion. I believe I called her Emerald? Yeah, that’s what I called her.
° Keith kissed me when we were reunited. Lance kissed me too, then they kissed each other, and that’s when we knew our relationship was real. I spent the night with the two of them and I think things… Happened.
° I was super afraid of the dark. For some reason.
° I really bonded with Emerald after the encounter with the Olkari people. It heightened my appreciation for her. After that, it was a little easier for me to feel comforted in the midst of battle. Sometimes.
° Keith immediately confided in me and Lance about his Galran heritage I think, the second he returned from the meeting with the Blade of Marmora. We were both really supportive of him and swore not to tell anyone until he was ready (which didn’t take that long at all). It was my turn to cuddle him to sleep that night, with Lance’s help of course. Nothing ever felt complete without the three of us together anymore, at least not to me.
° I didn’t want Keith to go to that mission to the Weblam, but we didn’t have much of a choice. I remember crying when he got into the lion with Hunk, because for some reason, I was scared he would never return. I wanted me and Lance to go with him instead of Hunk, but orders were orders. I think Lance was worried too, but I don’t remember too clearly. I stayed really close to him while Keith was gone until we were sent on our own mission. His arm was around my shoulders for most of that time, or wrapped around my waist, or some form of holding me. It was very comforting for me.
• I was a good singer?? I think I used to sing for Keith and Lance all the time.
That’s all I have so far!
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