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We are glad you are still holding onto. We thought a lot about actually dming but we are very very anxious and some of us aren't really as talkative as others so we are sorry for only leaving this sporadic anon asks - 🍫

Thank you. I’m trying, that’s for sure.

No worries there. I definitely understand the anxiety. It’s still nice you send asks either way.

#Thank you for that.

Same anon I think we will start signing our asks with a "🍫" emoji to show it's us. Don't really have anything concrete to say just wanted to send this message to let you know we see you and you aren't all alone in the world - 🍫

Thank you for that. Everything feels exhausting at this point. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m still trying to hold on, though.

#Trying.#I’m sorry 🍫

Here, we offer virtual hugs, or just company if that's what you need. We too have felt very alone, even if it's impossible for us to ever really be alone - Same anon, (maybe I should pick a signature by this point.)

Thank you, that means a lot. Yeah… I would really enjoy the company, honestly. I am sorry to hear you have been feeling super lonely too. It may not mean much, but we are here for you, anon. Oooh! Yeah! Feel free to give yourself an emoji or name! Whatever makes you most comfortable.

#It’s such a deep and painful feeling.#Feeling that alone I mean.#I’m used to it #but at the same time #I hate it.#And #I wished no one had to feel this way.

Same anon as last time ^^ you are welcome we are just glad our short message could make you feel a bit better

You’re so sweet! If you ever wanna chat, my DMs are open too. Thanks for this, sincerely.

#I’ve been feeling alone even though I’m not?#If that even makes sense.

you better still be hanging in there buddy

I’m trying so hard, but I can’t last much longer…

#I just want my aniki here.

i understand how you feel

I’m sorry, anon.

#If you feel like I have been lately #then I am sorry.#Genuinely #I wouldn’t want any of this to happen to anyone else.

This may be my NSFW blog, but I have only been having horrible intrusive thoughts instead.

#None of them are lewd; all of them are awful.#I think about you.#We sit together sometimes #like we used to.#It would be nice…#If you weren’t cutting and burning and ripping me to pieces.#With every word and every touch and every slice #Methodical and precise.#Just like a metronome.#Over and over.#And it’s almost agonizingly bitterswitter in a way.#Maybe we should have went together.#Hand in hand until it faded to black.

Thinking about the anon that said I seemed familiar. Hope you are doing well.

#I’m still exhausted.#What else is new?#I can see winter settling in right after the fall.

i know this might sound weird but i feel like i know you somehow. im a lil worried to come off anon but you and this account seem weirdly familiar and i cant put my finger on it ??? sorry if that fuckin weird

It isn’t weird at all. Feel free to come off of anon, if you want to. We may know one another.

I miss you so much.

Do you miss me too?

Maybe you don’t.

I don’t know.

I wished we could talk again.

Please.

#My life is falling apart entirely.#I have to go back to in-patient soon.#I’m a nervous wreck.

i hope you find what you're looking for kid, i really do

Thank you… I hope so too.

#Thank you anon.#I am not doing well at all.

w0rm-3nthus14st

TG: its a rough life out there for bishie desu mfers like us bro

TT: You took the words out of my mouth, man. Took them straight out of my fuckin' mouth.

When will I ‘wake up’ from this nightmare?

Can you live off of just coffee and cigarettes? No. But that doesn’t mean my body doesn’t want to try.

akeyhiko-deactivated20140715

#Reminded me of the fic I read…#You sent it to us before everything happened.#’Don’t read the last chapter..’#Why?#’It’s very sad…’#Okay I won’t read it.#’You’ll understand from the context… ABro ends up passing away after an argument with Dirk… Dirk tells him to-cont #-cont just leave since he always does’’#That hurts… I feel that way sometimes… The last part.#’I’m sorry D makes you feel that way…’#*Everything happens*#…… Then #Someone commented on a FB status we made a few days prior #’Yeah you’re just Dirk Strider IRL’#As a joke…#But we saw it after you were gone…#Been spiraling since.#I just want you back.#I don’t want to deal with any of this anymore.#I hate it.#My life is just falling apart over and over.#Why couldn’t I go with you?#Why didn’t you just hurt me instead of hurting yourself?#Please.#I can’t do this anymore.#I just keep trying and trying.#But when does it get easier?#When does it get better?#My life is one big joke and I have no money.

brodaver

Also obligatory unrequited dirkdave is great too. I love Dirk having a big parasocial hard on for his bro that was honestly pretty detached/ idealized- like fantasies of being swept away on cool adventures and getting railed and shit. And it’s like that’s cool and what he assumes he’d want but then he meets Dave the KID and he’s like oh. Oh I see all the traits I admired in the history books here. But he’s approachable. And wonderful. And cute. And suddenly those fantasies get weirdly romantic and shit why is his heart beating so fast-

#I get this way even ABOUT ABro too.#I want him to spoil me so bad #BUT I ALSO WANNA HOLD HIS HAND AND SNUGGLE?#Sighhhh.

mother-of-kinks

Just Borrowing - Commission

For @sadmemechild ♥ Sometimes we need a flirty boi who steals big bro’s clothes.

You better believe Dave is going to get his dick sucked. Very enthusiastically. That face can’t mean anything else. ;3c Oh the rare few times Alpha Dave doesn’t wear a suit. But then again, if you’re lounging at home you’d probably prefer something more comfortable. It’s an aesthetic, but a different one. :9

#alphacest #alpha stridercest #Teehee

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