Four of Wands {Reversed}
Week Three - Mully asked me why I took him. He asked me why I made him forsake our faith. He asked me why I would help him stay organic when I was metal. He asked me, he asked me if I missed my own flesh. It hurt that he asked me these things. I felt shortness of breath in my air recyclers. I was quiet for a few days after he asked me these things. I didn’t know the answer. After pondering, quietly weeping, I realized my answer. > I miss my flesh, I know this because I was not thinking when I took you, > I was acting on instinct. > Instinct is not that of metal. > Instinct was weakness behind us > I am sorry I did not ask you if you wanted this fate. > I just wished to spare you of a fate like mine. He sighed at my terminal. “Okay Chip. I think, I think I do want this. It is hard to reconcile with you know? How am I supposed to feel now…” > I cannot answer this for you. > Feelings aren’t supposed to be right or wrong > Feelings just are. > What your feeling simply is. “Oh. Hmm.” He tapped his digits against my navigational input board. “Chip. Do you still have your brain?” > Of course. “Where is it?” He looked up to where he knew my nearest camera was, our lenses meeting. I remembered what it felt like to blush > It is hard to reach “I would like to see it, if you’d let me. > Okay. Here. I printed a map with instructions for him from my console. He took off his doctor's coat, his over-shirt, and his shoes. In just his pants, socks and his singlet he crawled into my service ducts, squeezing himself through the tight spaces. He reached my core and sat there by the jar that holds what is left of my flesh. He pressed his hand to the glass and sat there for a day.

















