in your washing machine @dishwasherfish - Tumblr Blog

practicing self care less out of self love and more for the sheer logical reasoning of it’d be kinda stupid of me to expect myself to be able to function without proper maintenance

succubusboyfriend

“oh i don’t deserve rest and relaxation, i haven’t done enough, i haven’t earned it” and my car’s breaks don’t deserve break fluid because they aren’t breaking well enough to earn it. that’s what you sound like!!!!!

gwiestt

yo

#Oughhh #love the texture on this omg #Ultrakill #V2 ultrakill

lacefuneral

i'm still on hiatus from my sideblogs at the moment but this is killing me

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ocdheritageposts

OCD Heritage Skeletons

#Ocd #the beautiful skeletons prance and dance

hihuddy

Artist: Tim Brierley

Posting this for my soul cat Kenzie (she passed a few years ago but I still think of her every single day) and for everyone else who has lost someone they love. ❤️

#Animal death

bookie-the-reading-junkie

– Directors' Commentary, Project Hail Mary (edited slightly)

#project hail mary

hexadonis

fear’s got a hold on me

#Phm #project hail mary #the frame of his students watching the launch. OUGHHHH

coredrill

something that i DO find fascinating abt both phm and interpretations of it is when folks say things along the lines of “the point of grace’s lack of attachments isn’t that he’s aroace, the point of grace’s lack of attachments is that he’s refused to open himself up enough to form ANY close bonds because he’s a coward” because like. not only is it very possible for both to be true, i think that reading both as being the case continues to enhance the story AND speaks a very honest truth about how being aroace might have affected his life?

like. imagine you are grace. you have a life you enjoy where you get to teach kids you’re fond of about a subject you love. you’ve been hanging out with your friend marissa weekly for years (!) and you have a lot of peers on project hail mary who you respect and even have fun with. but! you’re also like 40, and you know how the world works - at the end of the day, at the end of the project, all of those people will go back to their parents and families and partners. the people whose names are on their emergency contact forms and birth certificates and marriage licenses and apartment leases. no matter how much you care about them, and no matter how much they care about you, there is always someone else in their life who is Above you, and Before you, because That’s How The World Works.

so like… yeah. lmao. aroace grace not opening himself up all the way because he anticipates pain and wants to avoid that is a kind of protective hedging that i find very likely for him to engage in? even if he opens himself up to the people around him, the fact is that most of those people will only reciprocate to whatever degree they/society deem acceptable for friendship, even if they like him a lot.

which is why, imo, the very careful portrayal of grace and rocky’s friendship in the phm film reads as extremely aroace-coded. because it’s not “rocky specifically is Special and Likable in a way which fixes all of grace’s hangups and allows him to open up” - it’s “rocky has a partner to go home to, but on multiple occasions, puts grace Above and Before that in a way which grace is unused to, because grace comes from a society which culturally and legally devalues the types of relationships he wants and holds most dear.” and once rocky shows that he is willing to reciprocate friendship and care to a degree grace could never expect from anyone on earth, grace no longer needs to maintain the kind of emotional defenses he always has. grace likes rocky and wants to be friends from the moment they meet, of course, but only lets himself form SUCH a close bond after rocky demonstrates that he, too, does not place an earth-society-style limit on the strength of their friendship. and they’re both better off for it!

#YES YEP YEAH #THIS IS IT #THAT MAN HAS CLOSED HIMSELF OFF TO PEOPLE TO HELP PREVENT THE PAIN OF BEING LEFT BEHIND OR NOT PRIORITIZED #The years will go by and everyone will find someone that matters more to them than you” RIZ GUKGAK MOMENT #PHM #project hail mary

theotherwesley

Had sort of a breakthrough moment while thinking about redundancies, just now, in the shower. I'm always a little bit thinking about redundancies because I'm into archiving (family occupation+autism, which is also a family occupation), and frequently I remind myself that they are good things actually (it's good to have a little more groceries than you need, it's good to save more than one copy of your project, it's good to pack enough underwear for more days than you'll be traveling, it's good to have more than one escape route, etc.)-- BUT TODAY I thought: hey this is true of intellectual/creative redundancies as well! Oft I find mineself falling into the trap of thinking 'if I can't make something novel and completely original then it's not worth making', or some version of 'other people have told this story before better than I could', and this is an excellent way to ensure I never finish anything. EXCEPT, I remind myself once more, slapping my forehead, REDUNDANCIES ARE GOOD ACTUALLY, REMEMBER?

No one is going to read all the books, watch all the movies, hear all the stories. Not everyone has access to the same stuff, not all the stuff is made in the same place at the same time by the same people in the same language in the same context. You can say the same thing more than once and that just means there are two different places where people can encounter that idea. Ideas are iterative anyway! If nothing else (says the archivist), a long time down the road, having multiple examples of a thing occurring at a similar time is evidence of a trend in that specific period, and that's valuable in its own right. Tell the same story twice! Put it on VHS and DVD and torrents! It's fine! it's good actually! don't keep stalling yourself (myself) out on a project because you (I) think it's been done before!! That's the sign I'm going to tap whenever I'm next bewailing that my story isn't original and other people have done it better already.

spiribia

Basically it can get awesome when there are two or more girls

apple-cores

the complex? idk, its quite simple actually

blueartistic813

Ultrakill OC comic feat: failed promises :D Info about the characters: Liora and Azael This comic is super self indulgent and just something I wanted to get out there. Special thanks to my dear friend @lluminousllama for being my hype person and all of the Hell discord for supporting this during the nearly 2 months of drawing this <3

#HII GO READ BLUE’S COMIC #IT’S SO SO GOOD AND BEAUTIFUL AND PAINFUL #ULTRAKILL

duckdotcom

would you put a discarded fruit sticker on my forehead in whimsical jest yes or no

finleycannotdraw

reblog to put a discarded fruit sticker on the forehead of the person you reblogged from in whimsical jest

#It is a peach ^_^

simkaye

Professional mouser for hire! Inquire below 🐈‍⬛

simkaye

Prints now available!

charrfie

Sparkle on! It's Wednesday! Don't forget to be yourself, Jerma!

charrfie

Every now and again someone reblogs this and I am haunted by the fact that almost every big name streamer and jerma himself and notable voice actors and apparently the fucking spongebob squarepants art team have referenced this picture I made and I only have 4k notes on it