Chase

PUBLIC DIARY OF A 20 SOMETHING

[disneycharnel]

That's the beautiful part of it. It keeps changing and evolving. You have to be yourself in this exact minute or you'll miss so many versions of yourself. Or don't. It's not a race. So many "yourself" are waiting for you anyway.

[disneycharnel]

I just pulled my exact type of girl, OMG !!!! She's so shy, but when you get to know her, she's the funniest. I've never been so attracted to a girl, I love her. She fell for me first AND harder. She's a year older than me, she praises and encourages me in my projects. She never make me feel stupid or excluded, because she's really vocal with her feelings. We rarely argue, because communication is really important to her and she always reassures me, without me asking. She makes it clear, she only loves me. She can be a lil possessive or jealous sometimes but she's discreet about it. She's tall around 5'7 or 5'8, she's a skinny brunette. She doesn't flirt with her friends even as a joke. She's over all her exes, and only praises me, everybody tell me she's obsessed with me, I'm her world. She doesn't love bomb, she really loves me whether we live in the same apartment or we're long distance. She supports my projects and would follow me in any country, but she doesn't force herself into my future. Still she has project for us. She earns a lot of money and would love to provide for me. She's bilingual, we love the same kind of movies and bond over our interests, but she loves going to the gym. She plans all kind of dates, she's really serious about me. I'm her priority, and everybody knows I'm her person. She loves me even when I'm a little mean or mad at her. She loves me in my most natural state. She could watch vomit and still think I'm hot. She adores my natural hair and compliments me every single day. She asked me to be her gf, and since then we form a cute and healthy couple. Our intimate life is perfect as well, because she respects my boundaries and is really attracted to me physically. People always compare us to couples like Izzy and Emma or Lily Rose Depp and 070 Shake. I live the perfect love life.

[disneycharnel]

I know I complained about Hinge, but I will download again in few days/weeks. Might use Her and Tinder as well. Feeling like a h*rny mf. 😛😛 I just want to see my type. 😶

[disneycharnel]

I PASSED MY YEAR OMG I GRADUATED UNIVERSITY !!! I'm so happy and I'm so excited I'm working in Italia in October with my own studio FOR FREE in the center of the city next to my job 😋😋😋😋😋

[disneycharnel]

Guess who just met a cute tall lesbian who's exactly my type (I'm her type too)!! Its hilarious, she's so awkward. She's so funny and we get along so well, and she's such a green flag. So obvious she's into me but feels like she's waiting for the confirmation I like her too. She's one year older than me, she's so nice and caring and we hang out a lot.

[disneycharnel]

I GOT MY MANIFESTATION ! I NAILED MY ORAL EXAM AND END UP WITH MY DESIRED SUBJECT AND I LASTED 10 MINUTES LIKE IT WAS ASKED #PROUDOFMYSELF 😛😛😛

[disneycharnel]

OMG I NAILED MY ORAL EXAM ! IT WAS SO EASY AND IT WAS ABOUT MY DESIRED SUBJECT, THAT'S AWESOME ! AND I LASTED 10 MINUTES LIKE IT WAS ASKED #PROUDOFMYSELF I always get my manifestations anyway 😛

[disneycharnel]

I'm tired of uni but I will miss it. It's ending soon for me. I should be happy but I'm so scared of real life. Wdym my schedule won't be based on classes that I can skip? Moving in another country? Making friends on my own ?? Wow!! I think I mostly care about my social life actually. Picking friends in the wild seems harder, even if I know I just need to join a club or an activity. But in Italy where I don't really know how to find people like me 😀😀😀

[disneycharnel]

Thinking about re-downloading Hinge for the 4th time, but for once, being the one waiting for the likes and texts instead of texting people.

[disneycharnel]

Sometimes I feel like Angela waiting for Catalano . Telling her parents it's not that serious when he didn't show up. Knowing it was actually the only thing that matters to her in the moment. #mebcofhinge

Like sorry for rambling but it actually pisses me off (I haven't done more than few hours before deleting)

[disneycharnel]

Being on Hinge feels like being naked in the middle of the road. WHERE ARE THE MASC LESBIANS ??? Everyone and their mom is a bisexual fem waiting for likes. It's actually so frustrating to make the first step knowing if you don't, nothing happens.

[disneycharnel]

[disneycharnel]

(not showing any support towards her and her relationship btw)

[disneycharnel]

[disneycharnel]

I wish we had more sweet and light-hearted sapphic movies. Especially ones with diverse cast (thin white girls aren't the only sapphics) and where everyone is out and already a lil comfortable with their identities. Bonus points if the bisexual women aren't dealing with men the entire movie.

[slut4margiela]

[itscharliibby]