Disquieting Thoughts

Words help me find my way home.

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trust her words, trust her lies she'll say 'I love you' and severe the ties cut you away, cut you loose leave you hanging on a noose

R.N.

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And maybe you've cut the ties and all this time, I've been hanging on loose strings All this time... All this time...

R.N.

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don't. don't remember me this way. i loved you i loved you i loved you.

R.N.

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how do i breathe when my chest is coming apart?

R.N.

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look at all these wonderful people posting their artworks and poetry and proses and here come the scum of the earth stealing their works and taking credit for it

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Fine Dining

The meal begins with an hors d’oeuvre Of silent screams and unspoken words And certainly for the main course They’d serve something even worse: Piled high on a golden plate Are the things I love and things I hate; Oh, and something delectable on the side: red lies and unyielding pride A bottle of their finest wine Of hidden tears and wasted time And what else could they have for dessert But anger, envy, fear, and hurt Depressing music they play as a compliment to express false sympathy and mock sentiments

That’s quite enough, my demons are fed They’ve retreated to the back of my head Oh the impact this meal on me has Made me feel That this unpleasant meal Is quite possibly my last

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Hey, just wanted to let you know that your words really tug at my heart, you are wonderful. I don't know what time of day it is where you are (9.30pm here) but I hope something beautiful happens for you today or tonight. Sending love to where ever this message finds you xo

thank you thank you thank you i’m crying and i can’t stop

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you have to be strong.

i am trying to be strong but my heart is breaking and my chest is coming apart

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not everything can be romanticized

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Hold onto hope. Life is hard, but nothing is permanent. Everything passes... Therefore the bad dies too. Stay strong. The world needs you.

“the bad dies too”. I haven’t come across such a powerful phrase in a long time. this was just what I needed right now. thank you.

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Once upon a time there lived a miserable girl. The girl was so miserable in the beginning that she went on and killed himself. She…well, died.

r.n.

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i am going to see her with the full knowledge that a storm is brewing ahead.

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when death is so much closer than you are dying doesn't seem as bad or scary

so stay away and let me die; (R.N.)

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I am enduring and breaking at the same time.

endure; (R.N.)

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what kind of sadness would make me want to kill myself so badly when i’m already dead

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There was an endless array of flowers on her front door but she was unsatisfied and demanded a hundred thousand more

R.N.

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what if i needed you at precisely the same moment you needed me?

R.N.