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22 | she/they | rotting from the inside | this is another fucked up vent blog, im very mentally ill lol uhhhh yikes,,,,

[user-boxer]

This user has a triggering blog

[penelope-and-friends]

[unorcadox]

let’s escape this world for a little while!

[onecells]

[w31rd-dr34m5]

[40kqs-deactivated20220220]

[putrid-pink]

[pathologising]

[andhaveapleasanttomorrow]

youre not better than other people just because you listen to weird music

yes I am

[kevinfranzisamonster]

[xxzxezbyz]

[dissociative-dream-doll]

i want be there rn and peacefully drown myself lol

[narcoticoutsider]

When I say “I hate my body” I don’t mean “oh I’m a little insecure about my belly” or “I could lose a few pounds” I mean I have physically repulsed by it. It’s horrifying and upsetting to see. I wanna crawl out of my skin.

[angelbabby44]

[corpsemo]

[i-deserve-it-all]

Please let me die

[beautifuldarkmind]

I’m jealous of those who can function like a normal human being. They don’t have anxiety holding them back from everything, they don’t struggle to get out of bed or have to put on an act that everything is fine when its not. They don’t struggle to hold friendships and relationships… they don’t feel sad for no fucking reason everyday. Those that can hold jobs and work towards their dreams, the ones who have self esteem and see the beauty in themselves. Those that know what its like to feel safe and secure, not insecure and fearful of it all. 

[gangsters-wife]

the sexual tension between me and self-destruction