Well, itās inpatient time!
On Sunday I am heading into TDU for three weeks which will be great. My doctor and I have planned what we are going to work on system mapping, grounding and reducing my delta waves with brain mapping!
This will be my second admission this year and I have one planned for next year. TDU (Trauma and Dissociation Unit) is for a variety of different things and everyone in there deserves to be there. This morning wasnāt the first time Iāve received hate for āwasting a bedā. How cruel to say.
I have a lifetime of trauma to work on and I canāt understand or imagine why anyone would be so awful. Being told to 'grow upā when I have little alters, itās caused system chaos all day. Perhaps thatās what the anonymous person wanted.
Luckily I am mature enough to know that anonymous comments like that, although theyāre saddening, they donāt reflect the truth. Why should I feel ashamed about needing treatment for an illness that I canāt get rid of and only have a small amount of control of.
I wish people would think before they speak or type. I feel unsafe on this platform right now so I wonāt be around for a while. But if you know me, Iām sure youāll be able to reach me.