dissolved girl

in this tiresome reality that i do not belong in, i take the form of el. i am the face of loneliness and misery, of isolation and anger, of exhaustion and anxiety, of anguish and grace.

[dissolvedgirl909]

name: el

age: 19

location: around cincy

zodiac: cancer sun, aqua moon, cap rising

mbti: isfj

occupation: pre med student

interests: medicine, psychology, meteorology, animals, music, writing, art

personal quote: i’m the illegitimate son of god

welcome to...

a place where alternate realities overlap...
a place where all preconceived notions of life are to be thrown away...
a dimension of pure thought...

the purpose of this blog is for me to give insight into
the thoughts i rarely, if ever, share with others, while remaining somewhat anonymous. everything from journal entries to my 
personal interests - i want to leave a record of myself.

this is not the place for you to project your insecurities
and judgements. realize that you are not like me, and you
will never be like me. realize that my mind exists in and belongs to another dimension of thought and i am granting you access to this brand new world. 
You either understand or you don't.

tread lightly.

[dissolvedgirl909]

i’ve been so inactive today. i tried to go out and had a panic attack. i HATE agoraphobia. took a wonderful nap though. how are all of you?! :)

[vance-st0ne2]

I dont know anything, I dont know who I am

[crossharre]

some of my favorite reb pics ♡

[gunskillgirls]

Is anyone else rlly bad at hiding that they are Tcc irl, like idk smth abt the way that ppl think of me or think im crazy

Makes me feel sum type way

[adr-3-nalin-3]

"I’m full of hate and I love it!"

"I would love to be the ultimate judge and say if a person lives or dies—be godlike."

"I have a lot of anger, and I love taking it out on people who do not deserve it."

"I have a goal to destroy as much of the normal and accepted as possible, and I will take over the earth and be absolute ruler of my own world."

[ach1ngh3arts]

Everytime I feel the slightest rejection even though it’s non existent and my brain makes things up I want to relapse this is why I don’t have friends

[riotagainstrodrick]

”Eric H was borderline!” “Eric H was a narcissist!” “Eric H was antisocial!”

At this point he was the entirety of Cluster B…

[dissolvedgirl909]

just like me frl

[angelremains-pt3]

[rilkeanlover]

me and my man

[dissolvedgirl909]

i remember that one time i reposted a thing on here on my old acc, it was a pic of like 100 guns and ammo and the police were like “is this your pic?” are you fucking fr i worked at hot topic how on earth would i afford that AND hide all of that from my mother??! like ask a question that makes sense ffs

still have lots of respect for the feds tho ❤️ (don’t arrest me again)

[dissolvedgirl909]

i just saw someone (i won’t name them bc i don’t wanna cause drama) literally repost every post i posted and then copy every post i posted what the fuck 😭😭 ts scared me

[kn0ckoffchuc2ss]

I love eric so much my heart holds so much love for a dead man it's unsettling all day everyday all i can think about is eric i have hallucinations of him whenever I eat i ask myself "would eric eat this?" My soul is genuinely dedicated to him

[tokkitteokie]

[dissolvedgirl909]

he is too fucking cute godddddf

[relapserehabrecovery]

in my head

[dissolvedgirl909]

i quote this for my mother daily

“you girls have never been attracted to me. i don’t know why you girls aren’t attracted to me but i will punish you all for it. it’s an injustice, a crime because i don’t know what you don’t see in me, i’m the perfect guy and yet you throw yourselves at all these obnoxious men instead of me, the supreme gentleman. i will punish all of you for it”

[xelleanor]

I remember this was really popular in 2023