longing for a light lost in time...

Fandomless multi-OC blog ran by Ice.  Mutuals only.

[stxrdust-pxper]

So last night, I've realized that I'm a bad person. And to keep from hurting people, I've gone through my discord and removed like 90% of my friends! I'm probably going to leave this blog and make another oc one -- new bab, new alias -- in the near future, but be less open to ooc interactions.

But like I said, I'M the terrible person here. Me. No one else.

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...I may as well come out and say it: I haven't been enjoying writing my babies anymore. It ain't anyone's fault, I just... can't bring myself to do anything anymore cause it's feeling like a chore just to lurk around. Idk if I'll be back at all, but... I'm gonna leave this blog behind, cause like I said, I'm not invested in anything over here anymore. Writing's just... monotonous for me now.

I'm sorry y'all.

[edenohana-deactivated20200410]

hi i’m judgment and i’m broke and without food

let’s just start there. i used to do these for a gacha addiction, but, that gacha addiction has seriously eaten into my savings funds. i have no one else to blame but myself on that. this term of study for english uni students is a difficult one. i’m at campus accommodation for 16 weeks in this term and the rent is not cheap.

it’ll smooth over in february, i know this for a fact, but… for these 2 weeks in january? i’m living off £15 for that entire span. that’s about $20. i can barely feed myself for 1 week with that amount.

so! those familiar with my commissions before will see that prices have been jacked up a little bit. i’d say a 20% ~ 50% increase spread across all the different parts. this is because i need to invest more of my free time, and i have a better idea of how long it might take me to do these.

let’s get right into it.

WHAT DO I DO?

i can do icons, ask / misc banners, mobile headers, blog avatars & other misc blog graphics.

I DO NOT DO BACKGROUNDS. sorry, not skilled enough for that.

WHAT ARE MY PRICES?

icon PSD = £3

icons = £0.08 per icon / £8 per 100 icons

mobile header & blog avatar = £5

promo, 2 part = £6 (+£2 for any more parts)

misc. graphics (banners, sidebars, etc) = £2 per graphic

this might seem way higher to those familiar with my prices before; sorry, but as explained above, it’s necessary. even something such as an icon PSD keeps me fed for the day.

HOW DO YOU COMMISSION ME?

talk to me. tell me what you want, any particular style, colors, decals, etc.

if you want me to do iconing for you, only official sources are allowed, and i may ask that you point me to any mangas or other material to icon from if it’s not plainly obvious.

i will do my best to get W.I.Ps to you as soon as they’re done, i’ll get your feedback, we’ll do this cycle until you have something you’re happy with.

once it’s done, i’ll request payment. this is done through a ko-fi page i’ll link to you.

as soon as payment has been confirmed, the items will be given to you via a .rar file hosted on google drive.

bla bla give me some form of credit, bla bla don’t be surprised if it takes 1-2 weeks, bla bla promoting this post via a like or reblog is much appreciated.

you can contact me via this blog (inbox or IMs), via my discord, or via mutual friends (which we’ll then establish contact personally to discuss finer details)

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So… I’m gonna do a thing.  All my close friends are gonna know about it when it’s all done and all, but do something to this post if you want to know once I’m done with my secret project.  Or just shoot me a PM/ask.

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So... I’m gonna do a thing.  All my close friends are gonna know about it when it’s all done and all, but do something to this post if you want to know once I’m done with my secret project.  Or just shoot me a PM/ask.

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I’m happy for no reason at all, so uh...  like/reblog for me to invade your inbox? <3

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one of these days, i’ll get my bios done.  until then, a note of some of what i’ll be changing under the cut

Kari’s gonna be dead.  Why?  Because I like Caelum to suffer and this way, it’s like when I first made her.  Blame @cantareiya​.

Corvus gets most of his kiddos alive.  Still no wife, but her retainer decided to stay!  Also, a small demon nation in the human world bc princesses are nice.

Adding onto this: Ace gets to be a mildly happy boy with a granddad in his life!  Course, his father’s still “dead” and he blames himself for it.

Another addition to Corvus thing: Velatha and Kerym.  Demons.  Let them be happy with sad dad.

Asmodeus’ FC and where he decided to live -- in Corvus’ domain, just to watch over his former employer’s kids.

Wistari.  Just... gonna add a bunch of stuff.  He’s like... totally disjointed rn.  I hate it.

Roshia’s FC.  I just don’t like it anymore, but idk if anyone remembers her.

My secret sideblog for kiddos?  Gonna get axed.  I’ll have a filter-y roster, so they’ll have their own tag thingy.

Gonna revamp my rules page, cause I’m way more chill about certain things than I was when I made that bitch.

Laaze.  FC and background, really....  But the latter, not much of a change.

Mild things with Myalis.  Really mild, but I love him so the changes get noted here.

[purxhxarted]

This is bad. Beyond bad. 

Each attempt to pull his leg free from the trap pushes the sharp spikes deeper into his flesh and the dragon keens, pain and fear coursing through his veins. His sensitive hearing picks up footsteps coming his way and panic floods his entire being. 

Is it one of the hunters? 

Oh gods. No. No, no, no.

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Humans are here.  Or at least, they were.  Clunky traps left all over the outer edges of his forest, all foul smelling and unyielding metal and far, far, far too cruel to those caught in its bite...  So everyone, save for him is confined to the village -- until all the metal biting traps are gone.

Blood catches Dust’s attention and he shifts to run towards the source.  There’s so much of it... if a pup’s caught in the thing...  He runs faster and almost crushes the source of the blood-scent under a massive green paw.  The hybrid can only tilt his head before he shifts back to his much more humanoid form.

“Just... what are ya?”  The canine leans over and sniffs the stranger, before squatting down by the metal trap and wincing at so much red oozing from the strange thing’s leg.  “...Stay still.  I c’n get this off easy.  But I don’t wanna... bite off your leg.”

[scotchymemes]

ASKS FOR PEOPLE WITH A MULTIMUSE OR MULTIPLE RP BLOGS

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How is your multimuse blog organised?

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@kittenxmulti // previously

Honestly, he's not quite sure how such a predicament happened. He'd been walking around the world as normal -- in search of any new things to study, from fairy artifacts to just... humans -- when pointed ears caught wind of a struggle. Whatever manner of beast it was is long gone, and the lack of footprints means that the stranger managed to... teleport it elsewhere? Disintegrate it? Just the lack of a corpse is such an opportune moment for study in order to understand magic more and --

Blood seeps through his gloves, drawing him back to the present and this odd stranger that has an air entirely different from everyone he's ever encountered. Almost as if magic itself is taking a while to figure out how to interact with him... like a complete foreigner to this plane of existence. Wistari shakes his head -- he can't get caught up in his thoughts once more...

"You worry me if something like this is just a minor inconvenience to you, sir." The incubus chuckles dryly -- even with his tailcoat pulled off and pressed against such a large slash, blood seeps through. Far too concerning for him to let the stranger do as he pleases.

Still, Wistari stops his pressure just long enough to slather ointment on the wound -- such a wonderful thing to prevent nasty infections. "Sir? What I wish to do... could cause some problems. I understand if such a question may offend, but what are you? I wish to accelerate your healing so that you aren't in danger if you merely walk again, but certain races respond poorly to demonic strands of magic..."

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Well... I fucked up bad. Time to rewrite that long post again bc editing shit on mobile sucks ass

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note to self: work on those bios i need to finish, even if the overall quality isn’t what i started with, so i can add new bab to dumblr.

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6!

lap pillow!

Today’s a much quieter day than normal.  Sousuke has this Sunday off, his dad’s too busy to question him again and absolutely make sure he’s safe… and Aunt Mati’s only told him to be back before midnight…

Going shopping was fun, both their money pooled to get a few more expensive things, and Hinata’s presence and reputation just meant that they were left alone today.  So after putting everything away – and committing it to memory – they both… just took a moment to relax, talk, and just… bask in each other’s company.

At least until the older man’s voice started slurring. “Tired, Sou-chan?  Just… sleep on me.  Ain’t like I’m goin’ anywhere soon.~”  And before he can protest, Hinata just gently pushes Sousuke so that his head is nice and safe on his lap.

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purxhxarted‌:

That pulls a soft little smile from the blond and though he wants to argue, wants to protest, he can’t. Because Hinata is right about that. They did deserve it – not for what they did to Sousuke ( he’s used to being beaten and what they did was hardly the worst he’s gotten ) but for what they did to Hinata. Still, the redhead’s been through enough. He shouldn’t have to deal with people attacking him like that, especially for something he can’t help.

“No,” Sousuke says, shakes his head. “That’s not what I want to talk about.” He pauses, then, because yet again he’s not sure how to proceed, how to breach the topic. Doesn’t really want to proceed, but knows that he has to. His hand squeezes Hinata’s, just a little bit, and he swallows and steels himself. 

“H-Hinata… Have I taken advantage of you?”

”Have I taken advantage of you?” 

It’s far from the kind of topic he wants to talk about -- he’s gone over it so many times with his dad and Aunt Mati, telling them that it’s fine that he’s going over so many times...  But he can’t help but think when such a bad thought’s seeped into his dear Sou-chan’s head...  Naturally, Hinata leans against the older man, thumb stroking Sousuke’s hand while his free hand fiddles with a braid.

Sighing softly, the teen turns his head towards the man and lets go of his hair.  “You really think that?  I come over all the time t’surprise ya...  Jus’ wanna hear the smile in your voice when I’m over...  Bein’ here... makes me feel safe.  Kinda like home, but better...” 

Hinata lets go of Sousuke’s hand, gently placing the backs of his fingers on the man’s cheek.  “I wanna live with ya... after college and I’ve got a job.  Ain’t told Dad, but...  Do ya think I’m bein’ taken advantage of?”

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gentle things  send a number, get a drabble. 

1: bringing them more blankets

2: feeding them soup

3: getting them to bed / the bathroom / etc.

4: post-nightmare comfort

5: pressing foreheads together

6: lap pillow

7: helping them into their pajamas

8: patching them up

9: leaving the waste basket nearby

10: hair ruffles

11: hand holding

12: tummy rubs

13: patting their face with a damp washcloth

14: running them a bath

15: humming / singing them to sleep

16: giving them medicine

17: back rubs

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stxrdust-pxper replied to your post: Does he know what’s been said? Nope! Does he…

The teen’s brow furrows as Sousuke pulls away from his hug – the stiffness is uncharacteristic of him too… “Did someone beat ya again?!” Hinata’s hands curl into fists at the thought and he has to calm down. Doesn’t do him any good to get angry at someone who doesn’t deserve it…

Sousuke frowns, blinking for a moment in confusion. But then realization sets in ( Hinata is perceptive, of course he’d notice ) and he’s quick to shake his head and reassure the redhead.

“No, I’m fine, Hinata. I’m…” He trails off and bites his lip, conflicted on how to proceed. Eventually, though, he reaches out to gently grasp the younger’s hand and give it a little tug to guide him over to the couch. “…Let’s sit? We– we need to talk.”

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Naturally, his fingers curl to hold that hand, even though he's certain that the older's protest of being "fine" is utter bullshit. But... he likes holding Sousuke's hand and it's more than just nice, being close to him. So he lets himself be guided to the couch, even though he's been here so many times that he knows where it is.

"Talk about what?" The third year shifts back on the couch, a slightly squeaky but still comfy thing, and tilts his head. "If it's about those fuckers 'round the corner, they deserved it!" Granted, maybe he didn't need to beat them so hard, but... they already hurt Sousuke at one point. And it's not like he goes and fights everyone that's attacked the older man... just those that also think it's funny to attack a blind kid.

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stxrdust-pxper replied to your post: Odd… The shadows seem to dance unnaturally now,…

What’s this? Pathetic whimpering from the farthest corner from the bull, underneath all the things flung. “A-am sorry! Just… Need safe place. To rest before finding new place! … Before light-walker run Zirzin off again. And again.”

Tio sucks in a breath, heart hammering in his chest as the shadows– speak!? He’s about to run from the room, horns having already protruded from his head due to the sheer terror he felt. The bull is frozen in place, however, by what was spoken. As the spirit of Taurus, he was considered more emotional in some sense- but his family didn’t know just how more.

“Y-You– Don’t you have a home-?”

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Carefully, they start emerging from the shadows, first a black fuzzy blob, but as they grow taller and taller, the blackness melts and fades to gray skin, until they're at a reasonably short height and look... almost like a human female. "To my people... home is purpose. No purpose, no home. If purpose not found... no reason to live. Is curse to end life if have home..." Zirzin scratches behind an ear, glowing eyes focused on the bull with nearly as much terror.

"Once find purpose... Can go find a home, even if with lightwalkers... Maybe then, can be safe with them." The last part is barely uttered as they look at the hand that scratched their ear, only to hide it before the other can see. Of course it's not healed: all hiding in the shadows does is make them impervious to more damage, at the cost of not healing anything until they're solid again...

"Lightwalkers... don't like us. Is dangerous to be here... but is more dangerous to be with big groups... Don't notice two eyes as easy as ten..." Of course, natural pacifism doesn't help much either, but their kind are the only ones that can hide in cracks easily and wait for danger to pass. It's far safer than fighting...

"Am Zirzin. Can know your name, lightwalker?"