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Okay, so I’m going on a trip for seven days and after that I have a test to study to, so I’m gonna take a break from tumblr for a while. Hope you’ll understand, but after that I’ll be back to RP with you again! I know I owe a lot of people, but I’ll get to those replies as soon as I’m back, okay? Thanks for understanding! >w<
"Is it lunchtime already?"
Some visitors entered in your nightmare.
Wrong room? Well, that person really seemed to be in the wrong room. He was so nervous… he thought why. People always make a mistake, is not abnormal to knock on the wrong room… The albino would do that someday.
“It’s okay…” He said, ina low voice and started to look the person in front of him from top to bottom. She was so pretty… why she would be in a place like that? Wait… it was really a girl? The voice… it didn’t seem to be a girl, but a boy. The name would fit to a boy too. Then… it was a boy?
Piko started to think about it and he looked to his chest. It didn’t seemed of a girl’s… but a boy. Then, it was really a boy! How could a boy be so pretty like that? His cheeks turned into a light red color, flushing a bit with those thoughts. Guess, he still liked boys, even though he hated them. Trying to avoid that, he fixed his eyes on the embarrassed redheaded in front of him. He didn’t seem to be a bad person, but a kind one. All he hoped now that he was really a kind person.
“I-I’m Piko… Nice to meet you.” He said, shyly and smiled just a bit to him.
"U-uh..." Ritsu's body started tensing up as he tried to find something to say, anything would be fine. Just standing there without saying anything would make the other feel creeped out for sure. Shit, tears were already starting to well up in the corners of his eyes as he bit his lower lip in a somewhat awkward silence. It didn't use to be like this, did it? A sigh almost made its way out of his lips, but he kept it in, it wouldn't do him good if Piko-san thought he was sighing because he was getting bored of him.
"A-ah... W-why are you here?" Ritsu felt the question escape his lips before he realized that it wasn't exactly what people would want to answer to someone they just met. Covering his mouth with his fingers, he bowed down and looked at the white haired boy with apprehension. "I-I'm s-sorry... Y-you don't r-really h-have to answer that."
"I-I'm r-really sorry..." Ritsu bowed again, tears rolling down his cheeks as he tried to compose himself. Why weren't these tears stopping? Why couldn't he stop shaking and sobbing for something so foolish? "I-I'm sorry..." He apologized again with another bow, Piko-san must be thinking he was a freak now! Why did he have to ruin everything everytime? It wasn't fair!
He apologized another couple of times, still stuttering and shaking really hard. He didn't understand his own foolishness. He was just too stupid! If he stayed in his room for another month, he'd be able to forget this horrible mistake. He felt like he was overreacting, but it wasn't like he could control it, his mind and emotions were taking control of his actions and thoughts.
Taking a glance at the other, he gave a weary smile. Another guy who looked similar to a girl; Hey, at least he wasn’t the only one. “Gakupo Kamui… May I ask who you are, sir?” He gave a polite bow with his head, the weary smile only growing to a common grin.
"Aah, I-I'm R-Ritsu Namine. I-It's nice to meet you." Ritsu said a bit shyly, bowing a bit of en exaggerated bow. It had been a while since he hadn't left his room, so he was still a bit uncertain of how to treat people. He tried to remember how to smile, but his lips would only curl in an awkward grin.
Say something, you have to say something in order to continue a conversation. His mind suddenly started welling up with ideas of what to say, but he wasn't quite sure if he should open his mouth to speak. He'd probably say something stupid. Aaah, what to do? "Areyounewintown?" He spit out in a really quick pace, so he tried to correct himself, repeating slowly this time. "I-I mean... A-are you new in town?"
In this M A Z E of pain and horror,
In the confusion of this U N K I N D world,
Can I still hope for compassion?
Can I still hope for H A P P I N E S S?
Will you try to understand me?
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Ritsu Namine, you have visitors.
Have... what? His eyes widened with surprise when he heard the nurse speaking that word. He didn't expect for anyone to come and see him. Why were they there? Was it to hurt him or to keep him company? He hoped it wasn't anyone from his old school, if they knew where he were they'd totally come just to laugh at him. Taking a deep breath, he stepped out of the room with a bit of hesitation, not stepping further than two steps so he'd be able to return to his room if it were necessary.
When he looked at the people outside his room, his eyes furrowed in confusion. They were all strangers! Who were they? His body started to shake violently as he tried to find the words to say. His arms hugged his own body tightly, like he'd always do whenever he was feeling nervous. It was a way of trying to make his body stop shaking so much, but it never really worked.
"W-who are you?"
In this M A Z E of pain and horror,
In the confusion of this U N K I N D world,
Can I still hope for compassion?
Can I still hope for H A P P I N E S S?
Will you try to understand me?
ima-ikidomari
Ritsu Namine, you have a visitor.
A visitor? The young redhead turned her attention to the door, an eyebrow raised with curiosity and slight confusion. Why was someone visiting her, no, Ritsu? Their parents wouldn't visit them often and she doubted they were there, so who...? Her eyes widened when she saw the girl with dangerous-looking eyes and silver hair, who was she? There was something just... off about her. Keeping her guard up would be a good idea.
"What do you want?"
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Some visitors entered in your nightmare.
Welcome to the endless nightmare…
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“Piko-kun, you have visitors.”
Piko glanced up to the door, hearing the knocks. Who it might be now? Or who they might be. It may be the doctor…
The albino sighed and stood up from the bed, walking slowly to the door and opening just a bit, looking to the various people outside his room. They are all strangers… and meeting strangers always made him get nervous. Why they were here now…?
Taking a deep breath, he opened, slowly, the door, looking up to them. “H-Hello… D-do you need anything…?”
"Eh? I-I..." Ritsu was surprised to see someone in front of him, he thought was going to his own room, but it seemed like he was mistaken. How embarrassing! Now this person would think he was as dumb and stupid as he really was. He started to feel his body tensing up and the shaking that was taking control of his body was almost overwhelming, he didn't know how to react, should he apologize? But how to make his voice come out without sounding like a weirdo for stuttering?
The redhead adjusted his dress uncomfortably, trying to hide the red scars that marked his legs from his tights to his knees. He really overdid it last night. Why was this dress so damn short? Panic started to well up in his chest as he tried to make himself presentable to talk to the other.
The albino seemed to be kind enough, but who would actually be kind to someone as worthless as him? He didn't deserve to be treated nicely. It would be just a waste. His arms hugged himself as he tried his best to sound controlled and normal, but his chest hurt and his voice was wavering. Why couldn't he talk to strangers normally, instead of looking like a complete idiot? His mouth opened and closed as he chose the words carefully. Maybe if he were stable enough, he'd make a friend... But that was just stupid hoping and dreams he gave up long ago. What was he even thinking?
"H-hi... I-I'm sorry... I-I'm R-Ritsu." Yes, that's a good start. Almost. "I-I'm in the wrong r-room, I'm sorry..."
Headcanon:
Even if Ritsu claims to be gay, he's actually bi.
波音リツ by asβest
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Ritsu Namine was next on her checklist of patients she needed to visit. Apparently one of her colleagues was ‘ill’. Yeah, right, anything to get out of a day’s work. Putting on her welcoming smile, she stepped into the room. “Hello. You’re Ritsu, aren’t you? Can I call you that?” She asked, blinking at the rather feminine young man. “I’m Nurse Megurine, but I’d rather you called me Luka. There’s no need to be formal around me, unless you want to be.” She flipped her notepad and pen out, and spoke again, her tone more gentle this time, and more calm rather than cheery.
“So, would you like to tell me how you’re getting on right now?” Ah, she hated doing this for other patients. Most likely he’d get angry at the unfamiliar face and lash out - a lot of patients did. The pinkette waited for his answer, it wasn’t like she was in a hurry, there wasn’t anywhere else she could be right now.
A young nurse with pink hair entered the room, she seemed to be really kind, but he couldn't trust her just yet. She was a nurse, right? His nurse was mean and couldn't care less, so he was pretty uncertain in how to behave now. He bit his lower lip with apprehension, realizing he was shaking ever so slightly with a bit of fear of the unknown woman.
"I-I..." He tried to start, but he bit his tongue before he could finish the sentence. His mouth started to taste like blood, it was salty, metallic and reminded him of his past. He swallowed the bile that was trying to make way out of his mouth and tried to compose himself. "I-It's n-nice to meet you, L-Luka-san..."
"I-I'm fine... I guess..." He mumbled, still a bit nervous. His old nurse had never asked him anything like that, and this woman sounded like she actually cared about his health. He adjusted the dress so Luka-san wouldn't see the various wounds that marked his legs, but he couldn't hide the wounds in his hands, calf and chest. Why couldn't this dress cover all of his body? He was sure the woman would look at him with disgust after she looked at his scars. He didn't want to see that face again, it hurt so much...! Tears were starting to well up in his eyes as he saw all of their looks again, their voices calling him names louder and louder, until he had to cover his ears to make them stop, but they wouldn't... They wouldn't....
"I-is it time for my medication yet?" He asked weakly, almost begging to get the pills that would make those voices stop. That would make him numb and make all those thoughts disappear from his mind. Of course, they weren't as good as those medications for depressed people that would make him feel so happy and free. They would only make him numb, and that was enough.
⇝❦ Gomenasai.
At everything I do, I am completely worthless. My mere presence must be repulsive. Were you born on the Year of the Monkey?
And yet, you still stay here?
Oh, what an existence.
Could you ever forgive me, … distortederror ? ⇜
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––{猴} How odd was it - how that town seemed to grow smaller and smaller with every passing day? The onsen was not located anywhere central to it, but Ritsu found the need to go there after spending an entire day at the onsen with that dreaded man. He knew how much his father despised his existence, but was still in love with his mother. As long as mother was happy, he would just have to try and stay emotionally stable while that man visited.
Only one day more…
After his father left for the evening, the copperette felt it was necessary to just take a walk - fresh air tended to calm his anxiety-ridden mind at least a bit. Clenching his hands nervously, the zodiac monkey simply sat in front of an old book shop that seemed to have closed for the evening possibly an hour ago. Sepia pupils gazed up at the sky that lacked stars, trying to piece his mind back together.
That was when the rain began to fall…
Ritsu looked around in confusion and a bit of apprehension. He had no idea of where he was, there were a few people on the streets of the small town. How did he even get to such a place? He remembered getting in a train and... he was suddenly standing in a place he didn't remember ever seeing before. No matter how much he tried, he couldn't remember anything that happened in between those two events.
A sigh escaped his lips as he tried to find someone barely approachable to ask where he was. There were only old people that were already staring at him with judgmental eyes and a few teenage girls that were whispering and laughing. Tears started welling up his eyes as he ran from them in a rush of desperation, the laughter getting louder and louder in his head, even if they were whispering before. Their poisonous looks were getting the best of him.
He looked for somewhere to sit before his knees succumbed, the sudden rush of pain and ache in his chest was almost unbearable. He had to sit or he'd end up lying down on the street, unable to suppress his screams. He longed for his blades, a knife or anything to distract him from the pain his his chest.
The rain that started to fall from the sky suddenly made it all worse. The tears that were falling from his eyes matched the weather perfectly. He sobbed a bit more before realizing he was sitting next to someone. He got up with a bit of clumsiness, due to his shaky legs. Trying to make himself sound at least stable, he bowed down and tried to control his voice so it wouldn't waver so much.
"I-I'm sorry... I-I didn't even ask if I could s-sit..."
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In this M A Z E of pain and horror,
In the confusion of this U N K I N D world,
Can I still hope for compassion?
Can I still hope for H A P P I N E S S?
Will you try to understand me?
gutsyredhead
littlepinkcanary
serialxblondexmurderer
tranquilizer-darts
scissorsandstuffing
Ritsu Namine, you have a visitor.
Ritsu looked at the door with a hint of expectation and hope. Was it a friend or an enemy? He hoped it would be someone nice... He adjusted his dress with the usual discomfort, always regretting leaving all his male clothing at his so called home. Hiding all the self inflicted wounds under his long sleeves, the young redhead looked at the person in front of him with a bit of suspicion and fear, wondering if he should say something first.
"H-hey..." He tried to stop the paranoia from kicking in, but it was getting the best of him. The depression that was taking over his mind and body was almost unbearable, but he tried his best to look at least "normal", if that was even possible for someone like him. Biting his lower lip, he was quiet for a moment gathering courage to finally open his mouth and ask. "W-who are you?"
