Gumdiet

TW: Ed stuff | 20 yrs | H: 168cm | Hw: 83kg Sw: 80kg cw: 71,5kg gw: 55kg ugw: 48kg Lw: 61,6kg

[dizzybitch4ever]

My other blog got deleted….

So here I am trying again.

TW! Ed content and talk…. This is my safe space to vent about my life, like a diary.

I’m NOT pr0 anything!

Please seek professional help if you need to!

Feel free to dm me, I’m always up for talking:)

I’m NOT pr0 anything So, block don’t report..

It’s just my digital diary:)

[dizzybitch4ever]

I lied, now I’m back after binging, gaining 10kg and fuking hating myself.

Have to get into this rhythm again, I totally forgot how to not eat lmao ._,

[dizzybitch4ever]

Lmaooo, went to binge again for like two weeks?

:)))))))))))))

Now I’m back again.

I’ve looked at old photos of myself the whole day, so that’s enlightening motivation to get back on track

I just don’t know where to start anymore??!!!!

[dizzybitch4ever]

OMAD’ing 5 tequila shots for dinner tomorrow

[dizzybitch4ever]

Stat update

Height: 169cm

Cw: 68kg ( ._.)

Diet: restriction (around 800 kcals rn)

Gw: 60kg

Ugw 1: 55kg

Ugw 2: 50kg

🌟Dm if you wanna be moots, and keep each other motivated and share tips!🌟

[dizzybitch4ever]

Just woke up, and the first thing I checked was tumblr… I know for a fact I’m fkn motivated now! Let’s go :)))🌙

[dizzybitch4ever]

I’m back, and fatter than ever…

✨✨Soooo looking for moots✨✨

[dizzybitch4ever]

HOW TO GET A SMALLER WAIST?????? I’m being so fknnyggg for real

I’m almost where I want to be anywhere else on my body, like legs and stuff, but my fuckinggggg waist????!!!!!!!!

PLEASE help, this is an emergency

[dizzybitch4ever]

Okay, gonna have one more piece of bread and then I’ll stop eating forever <3333 see ya

[dizzybitch4ever]

Lost 3kg again:)))) but just binged WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

[dizzybitch4ever]

Fcking shit I’ve gained 2kg over the past two days…. How tf do I bounce back from this, fkcing hate gaining weight ._. Wtfffffffff

[dizzybitch4ever]

ITS MY BIRTHDAY (like and lose 5kg over night)

!!not clickbait!!

[dizzybitch4ever]

I feel like I’m SO CLOSE but also SO FAR from my gw… it’s only 6kg more???!!

How long does it take to lose 6kg?????! What should I do, I just want to see the number start with 5 and not fucking 6-7-8 ….

[dizzybitch4ever]

IM WAS DOWN AT 61KG YESTERDAY!!!! That’s my new lw!!!!!!

[dizzybitch4ever]

I haven’t really felt the consequences of my ED before, but these days, since I’ve restricted at 700-800 kcals a day, I’ve felt faint and haven’t pooped in maybe three days……

My meds used to help me feel okay, lol, both in my head and stopped my appetite, but it’s slowly coming back, and I’m so scared that I’m gonna eat the whole kitchen tonight ._.

[deerilkka]

Reblog if it’s okay to befriend you, ask questions, ask for advice, rant, vent, let something off your chest, or just have a nice chat.

[dizzybitch4ever]

I need some meal$p0….. my meals are always so bland and boring….