[anxietyproblem]

[dizzydyke]

regrooving my grief . com

[dizzydyke]

I’m embarking on the task of back-journaling memories of 2025 (basically to fill in gaps of my real time entries). I know this might be a strange thing but I like to archive and Remember and paste in ephemera. And normally I do it much earlier so the memories are relatively fresh even if I’m writing in retrospect. but Um. I realize why I wasn’t writing dawg. I was so sad! so much happened! this is daunting! yet I still wanna do it… it was a very important growth and change year for me so…

[2colde]

i love leaning into a bad feeling #mytwistingknife

[bushpoppy]

Gripping my bathroom sink repeating I am not afraid to keep on living I am not afraid to walk this world alone

[tenorgender]

god didn't give me a dick because he knew I'd get hard when I heard a rich choral harmony

[troutreznor]

whoever invented listening to music and getting high at the same time needs to be knighted sainted and martyred romantically

[fahadaccount]

The price you pay for ignoring your gut feeling is very expensive

[dizzydyke]

found my headphones after like a week where I was starting 2 seriously freak out and get overstimulated so easily. + ofc happened during a very stressful week wrt my family and grad school. the gift of music right in my ears is ….. there is nothing like it.

[emmaharwoods]

Doechii via slayedbymatthew on Instagram (December 6, 2025)

[iamwizzzzz]

[444her]

Abundance

[dizzydyke]

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[zapruderfilms]

you know you gotta go to bed when you start seeing the skull

[holdoncallfailed]

not now kitten daddy can feel the soil falling over his head

[juney-blues]

*makes no effort to include self* what the fuuuuuck why do i feel so left out

[juney-blues]

*makes great, unseen efforts, that ultimately result in nothing because my brain is broken and outwardly look like no effort was made at all* fuuuuuuck fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

[vnnmr]

Obcessed with Spirit Bag from La Lune SS25

[sapphling]

to be honest apart from the fact that like, maintaining multiple romantic relationships obviously takes additional time and effort, the whole idea that polyamory is Relationship Expert Mode™ or is inherently more difficult than monogamy is largely just the product of the fact that a lot of that emotional work is sublimated or sidestepped by monogamy & its conventions. rather than work on your insecurities as a person you can always just deign to believe that your partner can only ever love you the mostest, and your relationship is the pinnacle of both of your social lives and histories, and any discomfort you feel about them having other relationships or feelings external to your dynamic is not the product of self worth and dependency issues that can be worked through but instead incontrovertible proof that they're a lying cheating deceitful whore

[sapphling]

and like it's simply much easier to remain deeply emotionally immature and volatile and still keep your relationship when your partner is trapped in that dynamic with 0 outlet or alternative. common monogamy L