MORE or LESS

cause even the stars they burn some even fall to the earth we got a lot to learn God knows we’re worth it

[djjongma]

When you went travelling and wanted to stocked up photos? And yout friend cant get the right angle but their photo actually good when you tokk her

Its feel 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[dark-hairedportrait]

Can we talk about the dynamics of the group & how precious everyone is?

You can’t deny that JongKey were really close - Jjong hugged Key the longest after all. And then OMT are respectful enuf to wait for them at the side but started to laugh when they realized that Key was crying and Key was surprised at himself for crying like we know you’re a softy, too, Key. You cry a lot in concerts, too. 😂😂 But of course he’d allow Jjong to hug him for as long as he wants.

And then we have Taemin who can’t stand awkward situations so he goes to address the audience like “they’re overwhelmed with joy, you guise” and insert a couple of awkward giggles after.

Then Minho approaches JongKey to pat them at the back like how he always does when he’s consoling the members like “I got yer back, fam. I’m here.”

Then when Jjong releases Key, you can see how Key and Minho prepared for a group hug or a final bow but noooo Jjong walks towards Taemin like go let Taemin know u love him, Jjong. But Taemin, being awkward with showing emotion and all, stepped back slightly but then stopped himself so that Jjong won’t feel insulted, but also so that they can get it over with coz Shawols know how impatient Taem can be. So he let Jjong hug him, too. 💙 but only patting Jjong slightly at the back with his fingers while reaching out to his Onew hyung then Onew giving him an understanding glance like just let him hug you.

Then Jjong was already in a hugging spree so he went to Onew, too. And oh god Key control ur face! 😂😂 and u would know how Jjong appreciates Onew because he clamped his fingers on Onew back so hard and Onew just closed his eyes while hugging Jjong back. :’)

Then Minho was there, ready with arms open, to hug his hyung. Sweet, sweet Minho… I’d always remember how he surprised Jjong during his last night as a radio DJ and how he asked Jjong, “You will come back as a DJ, right, hyung?”

I feel like SHINee always knew. Of course they would. With the way Minho asked him during his last dj night, it was like he wanted to make sure Jjong has plans for a future for himself.

Also when Jjong gestured for everyone for a group hug, you’d see Key crying. And I felt that it was also hard for the members - for having depression isn’t only hard for the person, it can also be stressful to the person’s family and people they always spend time with. And the most that they can do is to be there for Jjong especially during anxiety attacks that are similar to this one.

But of course Minho would always try to make the atmosphere light again so he went along with the chant. Then when SHINee spread out, Jjong went to Onew hyung who is always there for him. 💙

[anancientheart]

ok universe, i’m ready to feel good things. make me feel good things.

[anancientheart]

whenever i post this it works  reblog if u want to feel good things & the universe will bring u something sweet 

[fyjjong]

who wants to join hands in a crying circle with your crying admin right now. 😩😩

[jonghyunnie]

You know what? I am so proud to be a part of this fandom. It is amazing how we go through this rough time together, how we help each other and watch out for each other. I’m so proud to be in this fandom. I’m a Shawol forever ❤

[realjonghyoongi]

I’ve been in this fandom for 8 years and I must admit that Shawols never let me down. We proved to have the sweetest, most caring people out there. Shawols is a home like no other. 

[lockandminkey]

I’m proud that you all are my family!

[djjongma]

This is true! 7 years for me, i met so much people, both online and offline, all of them good person and I always proud to be one!

[leejinky]

remember how fast jonghyun would speak whenever he’s nervous. it was a cute lil habit of his

remember how jonghyun never learned how to ride a bicycle until he was 23 and when he finally learned how to, his new bike got stolen and had to go back to the bike shop the next day, apologized to the bike owner and bought a new one (only to find out a year or two later that minho was the one behind the bike theft)

remember how jonghyun always somehow managed to get a lot of sm’s youtube channel and would post cute n wholesome clips of his dog roo

remember how much love and support jonghyun gave to taemin with his solo career and how much he adored “dracula oppa”/ his “fairy prince”

remember how jonghyun fell asleep on the couch and minho recreation of that famous michelangelo painting and key posted it on weibo

remember how jonghyun got mad from said event so he decided to post 473828292 memes of minho as payback (and just always posted memes of the rest of the members on twitter lol)

remember how when jonghyun and onew first met, jonghyun thought he was older than him and dragged onew around the sm building speaking informally. and when he found out the next day that onew was older he got super embarrassed

remember how much jonghyun loved playing that damn kazoo of his, his live version of beautiful tonight > anything really

remember how the members were asked how many hats did kibum own and jonghyun instantly raised his hand in 0.000000001 seconds and got the answer correct

remember how jonghyun thought it was a good idea to walk to the airport with a dog mask on his head just so he could make everyone laugh

remember how much jonghyun cared for his older sister songdam and always had her as his phone wallpaper

remember how much jonghyun cared for his mother who he loved so dearly and said she was always his biggest influencer

feel free to reblog and add on your own favorite memories of him if you want <3

[kwangcvlt]

Please guys, regardless of your fandom, do this

[fyjjong]

(171221) @bumkeyk: to jonghyunnie hyung who i love … hyung. it’s kibum~. today, we let hyung go and i saw your face yesterday and i still can’t believe it. i’m sorry i was late to see hyung because i was doing other work and, as a dongsaeng, i’m sorry i couldn’t be your strength when you must have been lonely all this time. the two top people responsible for stubbornness on our team is hyung and me so we have to do what we want to do. we do everything we want to do and, even to the end, hyung decided for yourself and hyung left first … it was too hard in the beginning but, for three days, i had time just between hyung and me and i think i can understand hyung’s heart. don’t worry too much that you left before us, and i will take care of and respect your mom and noona like they’re my own family. i will miss you a lot for awhile. i’m really worried that the person who would take my side during discussions has left. while we were in discussions, if i snapped out of it while chatting, it was hyung and me talking to our hearts’ content … now i have to get used to time without hyung and i will live even better than i am now. when i’m old and when it’s time for us to meet again, tell me i worked hard too! the best artist of my life, friend, hyung and colleague, jonghyunnie hyung. you worked hard. i love you so much. 2017.12.21 (source: sonexstella)

[djjongma]

Time will heal... I don’t think I’ll come back to K-pop in near time

I don’t know how much I should say or write anymore, I barely can function today. I am at work right now. and supposedly doing some work, but I tried.

I didn’t listen to any single k-pop songs since 2 days ago.

Most of my friends asked me if I am alright, if I am okay. Every single time I said “No”.

People who didn’t know me said that I was being too much just because I said I cried when I heard the news and laughed at me.

People who know me said It’s alright to cry, just don’t turn depressed.

Some said how could it be, someone death, someone you didn’t know personally, someone whose religion not the same with you, became your sadness.

But it is.

Some said, you should go pray to Allah not listening someone, if you want some healing.

I am doing it.

That someone helped me through some things that people around didn’t even know and didn’t even bother asking.

I learned language that I never heard before and it healed me, It helped me. A lot.

It is still mourning time, so please let me be.

I’ll come back to usual me. I just need time.

And I don’t think, I will see K-pop the same now. Since I started join K-pop, I mostly only listen to SHINee. Now I don’t have any courage to listen any of their song without crying. I’m sorry.

I’m just afraid that I will come back to my old self. The one that hate myself.

I’m already come to term with the situation right now. I just need the time.

Thank you.

[fyjjong]

🌟💖 to jonghyun: my sun, my moon, my stars, someone who i'll love forever  💖🌟

i don’t know how to start this properly so i’ll do so by saying i’m coping the best i can be given the circumstances but it still feels like there’s this void in my chest. 

when i first started listening to k-pop i figured it’d just be a fun pasttime for me and, for the most part, it has been. i just didn’t think i’d get as attached as i did to an idol as i did jonghyun because i’d never been the type to get super attached to celebrities to begin with but i was really drawn to him from the get go. i remember the first time i saw him in the “lucifer” mv. i was like: ”wow, who is that dude“ so i started looking into him and grew to like him quickly. this was before he started to show more of himself to shawols / the world. after that point he made his twitter and began to interact more with fans by showing how clever, intelligent, fun loving and socially conscious he was. and his sense of humor was so strange - which was something that i could relate to. that’s probably when i knew he was going to be my ult for a long time. i remember when he supported kang eun ha back in late 2013 and i was so relieved because i was just starting to really come to terms with the fact that i was queer and it was comforting to know that my ult would accept me for that. in the short time that followed we were able to see him grow and develop as a person. he started to bare his soul to the world through blue night, always more than he was obligated to, and he was always graceful and thoughtful in doing so. i remember at shinee’s fifth anniversary party when he debuted “beautiful tonight” to shawols. i was so proud of him because i knew that it’d always been his dream to make his own music and that was the FIRST time that he was able to share something with us that was completely his. 

when it comes to shinee .. i haven’t been here since the beginning. i became a fan during the summer of 2011 but i’ve always felt like i was present during the timeline that was the most pertinent in his growing as a human being. blue night was always so special to me because it opened us up to a side of him that he had been careful to share before then. people had these fixed stereotypes about him and, while some have lingered on, he was able to blow most out of the water through the show. without blue night we wouldn’t have been able to hear a large percentage of his beautiful solo work. looking back i can see that this was a burden to him and it makes me ache knowing something he loved became such a weight for him but i’ll always cherish the work that he gave to us. he was always trying so hard. it doesn’t take what happened to know that. he never shied away from telling us when he felt lost or lonely or upset and he never made fans feel as if they were wrong to feel that way either. honestly he never made fans feel like they were in the wrong for anything. he’d support them through even their most ridiculous (and some of the funnier stories he got on blue night were proof of that) and the love he had for us was undeniable. you could see it in his eyes whenever he was given the chance to be face-to-face with us: at events with shinee, for blue night, for himself. it always looked like he was … ridiculously content just breathing the same air as his fans. this extended to international fans as well. he didn’t speak up on it often but it was obvious he knew about the disconnect / distance that we’ve always felt in being so far away from him and shinee. we got “selene 6.23” to show for that one. it was also thanks to jonghyun and the rest of shinee that i was able to make most of the close friends that i have today. that, and they were also so charming that i was able to have my older friends become a fan of them as well. they also gave me a reason to be able to travel twice in the last year and a half: once to chicago and another time to los angeles. i’ll always be grateful that i was able to see them twice - that i was able to see him twice. i’m starting to feel too introspective so i’m going to switch over and talk about a few of my favorite things about him: 1) he wasn’t perfect. he made mistakes but he always apologized and tried to make amends for them in the end. he was constantly trying to better himself and become education / sensitive to a variety of issues. i feel he excelled there, really. 2) his love for roo. i think it goes without saying that a good deal of the funnier content involving him was related back to roo. and remember the time she photobombed minho taking a picture of jjong with his music show trophies? yeah. 3) how much of his life he dedicated to making his mom and sodam feel loved and appreciated. i really don’t know what else to add here that isn’t obvious already. 4) he wasn’t afraid to show the world the side of himself that was what most would regard as being “childish” or in geeking out about things that made him happy like naruto or how much he had fallen in love with (and been touched by) kimi no na wa. 5) when he wanted to cry he cried and he made sure that others were aware that it was alright to cry too, to be weak sometimes because to be “weak” is to really be strong. 6) he was such a great and caring friend. he just … was. there’s no denying that. he was always nonjudgmental and willing to be there for his friends at the drop of a hat when they needed him (like when he drove two hours to pick up dongwoo when he needed a ride home from a random location). 7) jinki. he was always a pillar of strength for him and this worked both ways. he took the spotlight for him when he wasn’t able to do it himself and he was always the first to understand his strange jokes and puns and play off of them. 8) kibum. he was kibum’s first friend when they became trainees. we’ll never know what kind of connection they had in full but it was obvious it was something special that went beyond words. 9) minho. minho is probably his biggest fan. he could read him like an open book and he was always the first to be there when he needed him most and it’s obvious that hasn’t changed even now. 10) taemin. he was HIS biggest fan. we all know that. he wasn’t just his friend and brother but his baby and you could see how proud he was to see him develop as both an artist and person. i’m glad he got to see up to now even though it hurts me he won’t see all he is capable of achieving. 11) the relationship he had with his blue night family - listeners included. they helped him so much. they gave him stories to use that helped broaden his work as a singer-songwriter and he developed meaningful friendships with both regular guests and pds. 12) taeyeon, suho, yoona, krystal, heechul, donghae, jungmo. all the friends that he made within sm when they began training who he knew for just as long as the other members of shinee. and all of those who have left sm since that were close to and meant a lot to him at a point as well, like luhan, jessica and tao. plus those that he became and stayed close to after debut. yeri, lee jonghyun, hongki, crush, zion.t, jung joon young, younha, tablo, wheesung, minkyung, gray, zico. i know they’re all hurting too. 13) he wrote a beautiful book where he used all main characters as a template to show different sides of himself to readers. he was writing another book too and i’m glad he was at least able to share his idea for it with us. 14) he was able to release four amazing solo albums in such a short amount of time and i honestly feel like he helped to break some of the bias sm had toward allowing their artists to release their own work. 15) he wasn’t afraid to gush over other men that he found attractive. looking back on his fanboying over gong yoo is always going to make me laugh. 16) i really loved how much he loved the moon and stars and space and mythology and all that whimsical stuff because he could be pretty whimsical himself at times. 17) how much of a dork he was for poetry. remember when he sent that wreath to wheesung with that bertolt brecht poem? iconic. 18) he really admired and looked up to prince. you could see his influence in both the sound and styling of his solo work and that makes the stereotypical minnesotan in me happy. 19) more of a random anecdote but how excited he was when he was dying his hair pink for “she is” promotions. the story about how he’d kept on showing the other members a photo of the shade he was trying for excitedly will always be one of my faves. 20) he was the kazoo king. 21) random little physical traits of his like his blingspot and all his pretty moles and birthmarks, his bottom teeth, how his legs were bowed. 22) how he pretty much laughed with his entire body and how his nose scrunched up when doing so. how expressive he was. how you could pretty much see every emotion he was trying to convey in his eyes and they’d sometimes sparkle like there was an entire universe in them (i used to say that a lot). i’ll move on from the facts from now but this is … a lot. emotionally. (death tw, suicide tw) honestly i feel like i can’t say much else that hasn’t already been said and that i won’t be able to completely do justice to who he was as an artist, bandmate, brother, son, friend, colleagues, so on and so forth. but you can feel it at least. i guess words?? aren’t really needed always?? you can feel it in how many people have went to pay their respects to him in the last day. he was SO loved and he left such a mark on the industry, not just of his immense and unique talent but because of how kind, generous, soft and understanding he was. i’ve said this a few times already to close friends of mine but as much as it kills me to know that he’s gone and that he was in as much pain as he was i’m also relieved that he isn’t feeling that pain anymore. what else can you really say in situations like these. he hurt more than anyone deserves to and maybe it’s cheesy to say but a part of me feels like he was too good for this world. i’ve never really been religious but i hope that if there is an afterlife that he feels content, warm, happy and comfortable for once. maybe now he’s a star, hanging around the moon, or maybe he’s a star pup. that’d be wild. he’d probably love that. or maybe he’s jamming out with his favorite musicians who’ve passed. who knows. anyway. i think that’s all i’m gonna say for now. in the future i may revisit this post - maybe i’ll add on to it or maybe i’ll use it as a template to make a new one. who knows but the only other thing i can say before closing this off is that he’ll always have a special place in my heart and i’ll never forget him.

[djjongma]

Dearest Kim Jonghyun

Thank you!

This is the 1st word that I want you to hear.

I’ve been introduced to K-POP in general around 2009. At that time the only group I knew just Super Junior and SNSD. Then my friends showed me a music video which I always remember as my favorite, Ring Ding Dong. My question at that time “what is this song? why they said the same word countless time?”. I saw the MV countless time and drawn to Minho because of the ponytail. I started being a SHAWOL since then.

Moving to Hello era, I totally fall in love with your Voice, I changed my bias back then, to you Kim Jonghyun and always been you. I rarely hear another K-pop group songs, because for me SHINee is more than enough, always been.

I am 27 now, yes, I am the same age as you. I’ve gone through a lot during my teen’s, middle school through high school even when I was entered college. I felt back then, people around me could not treat and accept me well. I felt, I was bullied by the condition around me. I fought a lot with my parents and never even once told them what’s inside my head and heart. I depended a lot with only my self.

My healing medicine is music. I always find without music, I’m empty.

The moment I heard SHINee songs, I know it would be everlasting and unforgettable for me. I became more open person to my family. I tried so hard so people around me could get comfortable with me without get my self hurt. My friends around starts to feel me differently. I didn’t say anything, but SHINee made my life, change my personality and sensitivity.

When I woke up from my dream It was all too clear That your presence was nothing but a dream The tears in my eyes told me

                                                                                             (Please, Don’t Go)

My favorite all the time song.

I’ve been in SHINee World for 7 years and counting. This fandom give me a lot of strength more than anyone could imagine. The people and the main people, SHINee, Lee Jinki, Kim Jonghyun, Kim Kibum, Choi Minho, and Lee Taemin are really good people. Just because I’m not in Korea, I couldn’t feel the love from SHINee to Shawol. I Feel them.

THANK YOU for the past 7 years. I’m happy. You did very well, Jonghyun-ah. Really!! I hope you’re happy too.

정말 고맙습니다

고마워, 고마워

수고했어요 정말 고생했어요 

Rest in Peace...

credit pic: (ktshinee)

[fyjjong]

(171219) @withmbc: thanks to you there were many blue nights. i will remember your voice. i carefully pray for the repose of the deceased’s soul. you will never be forgotten in our heart, jonghyun.

[cinnamonafropie]

Tumblr SHINee fans…

I don’t normally make SHINee posts, but…

I’m just so glad that I can come on here and not see shit about ot4 stans.

Twitter has become so wack. That’s all people talk about. I literally never see ot4 stans. You know why? I blocked all 3 of them instead of giving them the attention that they clearly wanted.

The boys aren’t worried about shit. All they talk about is their future activities next year. Like come on lol.

Think positively for positive outcomes. The negativity is draining. Positive vibes only.

[sataeminism-deactivated20200601]

tough love

[ultrakdramamama]

I hope Jinki see this :)

cr: @jinkisworld &  @hiro_5HINee1214

[eyes0ny0u]

TT ^ TT

[jaineecondition]

Please help locate this lost bunny!!! 🐰🐰🐰🐰🐰🐰🐰🐰🐰🐰🐰

He may be seen gnawing awards…

Or getting tangled in cords…🐰

But, wherever he is I hope he’s chill…🐰

IF you encounter him please handle with care. This bunny can be very shy…🐰

When found, please return to:

💎SHINee World💎

Thank You! 💕🐇

[minyo129]

{Fanacc}170902 SHINee World 2017 ~FIVE~ Special Edition in Tokyo Dome

Minho is soooooo much more hype than usual rn and it’s really no mystery as to why. Bless him we don’t deserve him. [ cr:keys_knees ]

*Taemin’s hair was too messy and the fans started laughing! Minho went over and tidied it for him

They are doing Lucifer with 4 very young dancers!!!!! Super nice

Yes, they are doing the stages with 4 members but Onew’s part remains (music). Only for certain songs, a dancer will stand-in for Onew

SHINee’s selective predebut/debut pics/after debut pics are showing over the VCR

SHINee are on a SHINee bus and going around the dome (shooting their signed coloured balls

Minho is looking so cute like a little boy in the cap and denim top (that looks like a raincoat!)

During Your Number, Minho was the one who ended and dialed a number. He went “SHINee World , (we/i) really like you!”

SHINee says this is the first time they are gonna perform “Tell me Your name” (and minho pretended to be very nervous)

There’s this “bunch/strands” of taemin’s hair that keeps “standing” up so the members teased him : “is this your keypoint today?”

Key pointed to the fans and then went “muacks”

The four of them are holding hands a while ago and walked together to thank the fans *awwwww*

Them : we hope that we will come back to the stage very soon as 5 members Key seems to be holding back his tears. Can’t bear to see his face like this          [ cr:minhoclove] 

the main stage just picked itself up and rolled all the way to the back of the stadium wtf wtf

taemin’s hair was sticking straight up and minho fixed it

the little kids from the JAT vcr are on stage dancing to lucifer with SHINee

when SHINee came out the screen split in half horizontally and SHINee were on a platform that came out from behind and lowered down it was really high up

it’s really hot in the dome SHINee are drenched lol seriously key flipped his hair and sweat went flying OTL

minho tossed the prop cup to taemin and he totally failed at catching it and it went flying during your number 

key almost fell during his chair move during your number again… he didn’t, but almost did  he was laughing after

the tell me your name choreo is sexy omfg omfg rip there are cameras in the stage pointed up at SHINee and they are thrusting towards the stage (and the cameras)

SHINee really worked so hard to pull this concert together and they gave it their 110% despite the circumstance, i’m so thankful and proud

The concert was such a roller coaster ride of emotions… Tell Me Your Name will haunt me forever.. and i’ll see it again tomorrow [ cr: keyoemi ]

Everyone screaming for Onew so loud when he’s on the screen

Minho being extra lol Love it

They’re showing OLD photo shoot footage while they talk about each member

During Juilete Minho was playing around with the band too. So cute &   Key and Taemin were playing with each other XD

Minho is making fun of the way Jjong talks AGAIN LOL

Minho covered some of Onew’s lines!  

MINHO WAS AMAZING. WHAT EVEN. GET IT FLAMING CHARISMA.  Minho is giving hearts like crazy

They showed Minho’s face when Taemin was talking. He looked totally confused LOL

Key and Minho started singing and dancing to All Night as they left the stage Lol

Taemin and Jonghyun took off their jackets! Sleeveless shirts  

NEW VERSION OF KEEPING LOVE AGAIN. Minho had an extra rap?

Jinki is in the ending practice video  [ cr: @justrolyn ]

Jjong mentioned Onews name but rly just stated he wasn’t there. They don’t cover his parts and ther a lots of vcr with him too

There’s a backup dancer for Onews part during Sherlock

The most important fact for today’s dome: Key cried in the end because of sadness. Not happiness. They were SAD. Genuinely sad. [ cr: @Myuux2 ]

At the end of Diamond Sky the camera showed a fanboard saying “SHINee FOREVER

Minho did his best today to make us laugh, he was showering everyone with love, throwing even more hearts and smiles than ever! ♡

Tell Me Your Name was definitely the highlight of this concert. They started on the floor, then took off their jsckets showing low V cuts.

During one ment Taemin tried to say something but was struggling with words and he looked so cute that Minho hugged him XD

Key and Minho danced a bit of SNSD’s All Night during MTTM dance break and at the end XD [ cr: @anneaviel ] 

I cant stop crying when i hear Jinki’s voice n the members were so emo during Melody

They are always leaving a space on the stage for Jinki

For ABOAB, we were facing Jinki’s placeand it was empty

Makes me  emo cz they left a gap where Jinki stands and no one covered for his voice.. it was there loud n clear but only he wasn’t there

During Melody idk i think all the members got emo u could see it in their face n Key really emphasized the line "keep waiting for u

But the 4babies really gave in 200% to make up for Jinki .. i am sure Jinki will be so proud [ cr: RealUnkle1932 ]

Minho was so cute and did a lot of aegyo. Key was sexy as hell. Jjong was so passionate about signing.

Tell Me Your Name is extremely epic. And sexy. And Taemin was too much to survive.

Today’s queueing was extreme. My first time and I understood how hard is to get goods. [ cr: RealKasik91 ]

the bond between shinee and shinee world just makes me cry so hard

MINHO TOOK THE PHONE AND SAID SHINEE WORLD I RLY LIKE U

MJNHO SAID I LOVE U AND DID A HEART HUHU

MINHO IS SOAKED IN SWEAT OMFG

STAGE HOVERING OVER ARENA SECTION

SHAWOLS LAUGHED WHEN THE BACKUP DID THR SHOULDER SHAKING PART OF JINKI LMFAO

Taem: 1st floor people are u having fun Taem: 2nd floor people are u having fun Taem: 3rd floor people are u having fun Everyone: YEEEEE

THE SCREEN FOCUSED ON A FANBOARD SAYING 5HINEE FOREVER

[ pic cr: @pressitmvs]

MINHO JUMPED TO SAY HI TO OUR AREA HUHU

They were saying "lets go lets go” while running to our side looool

minho looks like hes holding back so hard huhu

theyre bowing to every side too :(((

[ cr: @blancbutter]