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ind. tsumugi shirogane from nvdr3. established 01/01/17. written by k. art credit: puddingsu still under heavy construction!!

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( since i haven’t been on this blog in ages, i feel like i should say that i won’t be particularly active here until i COMPLETELY finish ndrv3. right now, i’ve only just finished chapter 3, so there’s still a ton i don’t know. that being said, this blog is officially on a hiatus!

ramblings about ndrv3 chapters 1-3 below cut! lots of spoilers!! read at your own risk!! )

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here come the spoilers 

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okay. so far i seriously seriously love this game holy shit it’s the best

chapter 1 honest to god made me cry i was so completely devastated and i’m still pretty mad about kaede’s death :(( i do adore saihara but i wanted to keep kaede!! she was so perfect auughhh i miss her. i miss amami too but mostly bc i wanna know what his /deal/ was

chapter 2 was.... a trip. it felt like the beach episode tbh, which was really fun! people were getting along and i liked it. but then murder happened and :( poor hoshi man he was such a sad dude and i have a lot more admiration for his character than i used to. as for toujo, i still love her a lot but i won’t go too much into it now.

chapter 3 kicked my ass honestly. i unfortunately already knew that angie would die and that shinguuji would kill her somehow but i didn’t know about tenko!! honestly, tenko and angie were my faves at the time so i was very sad and i actually really liked shinguuji. i thought he was funny and liked how unintentionally weird he was. i.... did not expect what happened to happen. idk about my feelings on him now but they are Not Good. i think i’d be less mad about him killing if his entire personality up til now wasn’t a lie. bc he was a pretty (unintentionally) funny dude and i liked that. i wish his meltdown during the trial wasn’t as gross. 

i... also know who the mastermind is because i was spoiled about it. i’ll write about that now. don’t scroll down if you don’t know.

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i  can’t believe tsumugi is the mastermind holy shit

i have no idea what i’m gonna do or what her real personality is even LIKE how the fuck do i keep writing for this girl i’m at a total loss

i guess i’ll find out come chapter 6 though :/

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Send “💐” for my muses reaction to yours giving them flowers.

“ A bouquet? Is this the type of thing you would use in a magic tri-- I mean, with your magic?Th-Thank you for giving them to me, Yumeno-san! ”

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Send “💐” for my muses reaction to yours giving them flowers.

“ You got these for me? That’s.... really surprisingactually. I wouldn’t expect someone as simple as me to get a gift like this for no reason. Ah, I hope you don’t mind too much that I didn’t get anything for you in return,since I never imagine this would occur in the first place.S-Still, I appreciate it! Thank you! ” 

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Send “💐” for my muses reaction to yours giving them flowers.

“ Oh, these are for me? That’s so sweet of you, Akamatsu-san! Ah, but I should’ve known you’d be thetype of girl who likes to use flower arrangements as gifts. You must get them a being all the time being a pianist of yourskill. Though I’m not sure what I did to earn a present likethis, thank you very much! ”

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invegold:

adagioren:

[ Bold which is most applicable to your muse between the two options! ]

Book smarts   OR   Street smarts Introverted   OR   Extroverted Sensible   OR   Imaginative Brave   OR   Foolhardy Family   OR   Friends Wrath   OR   Greed Sunrise   OR   Sunset Indoors   OR   Outdoors Night owl  OR   Early bird Technology   OR   Old fashioned Left-handed   OR   Right-handed

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Send “💐” for my muses reaction to yours giving them flowers.

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courtcrown:

   ❝          to think,  someone as    auspicious   as  you  shed concern  for  something  as  grotesque  as  me.        ❞  

       ❝          that isn’t right at all, shirogane.    would you truly be this hospitable towards miyuki ishikawa  ?  hiroshi maeue  ?  you’re displaying   iniquitous   behavior  ,  needless to say, it’s not admirable in the slightest. shirogane, you’re someone whom i look up to, but how you’re acting right now is repulsive.   shirogane, oh shirogane-san,   you don’t mean those kind words.    &&.  if  you  do,  i’m going to make you regret you’ve ever told them to me  ━━━━━  real  quick.     ❞        

he just couldn’t quite understand her. he felt as if the woman used an altruistic facade to mask private revulsion, as if she continued to maneuver a veneer of cordial comportment to veil any secreted indignation she held towards him  &&.  the egregious malfeasance he has perpetrated.  he couldn’t understand why she even bother with him, he was someone who whenever had smoke that incinerated his distorted eyes, you’d never find him looking more alive.  he was someone who had a heart that spored clusters of flourishing tumors.  he was someone who was equipped with a touch laced with bane, charcoal  &&.  granite.  someone so vile, someone so inglorious, someone people shouldn’t even attempt to get close to.  she dug herself a hole within the maggot-ridden soil, a hole that continued to deepen with each honeyed vocable that cascaded from her maw, spilt like spoiled milk.  her lips split like wood. beneath that samite  &&.  creme,  behind that   tussore  &&.  valenciennes  lied rot,  something  fetid  &&.  ghastly,  like a strewn limb writhing in agony.  &&.  right  then  &&.  there,  he was devoted to find that decay.    ryoma hoshi was one of the most infamous former serial killers in japan, fabled for his unusual methods of killing.  she knew this. yet she continued to behave in the most nauseating of ways: expressing affability, the opposite of what a killer as  reprehensible as him should be handled with. 

                                                                                   it sickened him.

                                                                                                                       ❝        shirogane.       ❞  

              his voice is husky  &&.  harsh, cut through the air like how a knife slices through the thick flesh of skin.

                                                           ❝        do you feel safe around me   ?     ❞  

“ ...You still think I’m lying, don’t you...? ” 

He was a difficult person to get a read on, that much she  was certain of. He spoke of himself with such disdain and contempt, as if his very existence was unforgivable. Those feelings may not have been groundless in Hoshi’s case, but why did he feel such a need to constantly force those feelings on the people around him? Was it guilt that caused him to insist his own malevolence to others? Or was he purposely trying to make his classmates afraid of him?

She listened to his cursing and words of reprimand towards her, and could see how irritated be was becoming. She couldn’t mask the nervousness on her face or how tightly her fists were clenched. 

“ N-No, that’s.... that’s different. You aren’t those people. Is that... a threat? I already said that I do mean my words, but... how would you make me regret something like that...? You’re really that upset about what I said? ”

Tsumugi could understand where he was coming from, but at this point it was almost like she was talking to a brick wall. The tension in the atmosphere and the stress of the conversation was weighing heavily on her. His cruel words, the terrible subject, it was all so much to take on so suddenly. She was frightened still, but also exasperated enough to argue back.

“ No, I don’t feel safe. Is that what you wanted to hear? How can I, or anyone, feel safe in this school? Despite what you’re saying the both of us, you aren’t what scares me most about this place. And I still want to get out of here with everyone, including you! So why are you so determined to make me hate you?! ”

The last sentence came out louder and harsher than she intended. She quickly realized how she came across and attempted to correct it my adjusting her posture and taking a deep breath to calm herself down before speaking again. It was difficult to make Tsumugi truly angry when the topic was unrelated to anime, and what she felt right now was not quite rage, but rather an intense passion to counter his words.

“ ....Never mind. I don’t.... want to hear your answer. I don’t  really feel like arguing about this anymore if you’re just going to deny everything I say.

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♔ (If it's okay?)

Oops! First Interactions

♔ - one Muse hits the other while opening a door too fast/forcefully

She should really be more careful when she’s walking. Actually, it was probably better for Tsumugi to be more attentive all the time, but it rarely got her intotrouble to be lost in her own world when she was standingstill, unlike right now. Of course, this time, it would result ina stranger swinging a door in her face and knocking her offher feet. As she rubbed her head on the ground, she lookedup at the girl.

“ That... was not intentional, was it? There are betterways of knocking me off my feet if that was what you were aiming for...” 

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♔ uwu

Oops! First Interactions

♔ - one Muse hits the other while opening a door too fast/forcefully

It wasn’t uncommon for Tsumugi to be unaware of her surroundings when deep in thought, even when she was walking somewhere. But she surprised herself this time. Was he always that close to her? If she had noticed him earlier, she certainly wouldn’t have swung the door open with such force. She could only watch in a stunned silence as the door smacked the boy in the face created a horribly loud thud as it made contact. Tsumugi stared at him with an open mouth and shocked expression, still holding the door handle in her hand.

“ Huh? Someone was there? I-I’m terribly sorry! That sound was horrible! The pain must’ve been worse, though. Are you okay? ”

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( i... finally finished chapter 1 of ndrv3 )

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SHSL Detective.

I was going to make proper fanart but this happened instead.

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Oops! First Interactions

Send me a symbol for our Muses to meet when the following accident occurs…

♔ - one Muse hits the other while opening a door too fast/forcefully ♕ - one Muse gestures wildly and smacks another passing by ♖ - one Muse shoots the other (non-lethal…probably) ♗ - one Muse trips the other ♘- one Muse drops a bucket of ice water on the other, mistaking them for someone else ♟- one Muse spills something on the other ♙ - one Muse gets thrown into the other during a fight and injures them ♚ - one Muse saves the other from a dangerous situation, only to end up in danger themselves ♛ - one Muse runs into the other with their bike / skateboard / golf cart / etc. ♜ - one Muse attempts to assassinate the other after mistaking them for their target ♝- one Muse accidentally casts a spell on the other

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https://twitter.com/duvub_v3/status/827536317453963266

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Ask the Mun

☮: Something you’re confident about with your writing

(  not much  i think i have a pretty decent vocabulary? i also really enjoy writing tsumugi’s trains of thoughts and feelings and including it into my replies, so i think i do a pretty alright job there, maybe )

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Ask the Mun

❂:Three of your favourite blogs that you follow

( it’s actually like,, super hard to pick favorites? because everyone i follow and all my mutuals are so so amazing? 

if i really had to choose some of my faves, i’d definitely include: 

you, @invegold because of how amazing your iruma is (like super spot on and perfect) and how cool and great you are, 

@mxgicxlrxd because their himiko is probably one of the best himiko portrayals ever like i’m super impressed, 

and finally @kirigiri-kocho because of how sweet and nice of a person they are and also their writing skill! )

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Tsumugi x Maki

Tell me who you ship my muse with

( THAT’S A GOOD SHIP…  i think they’d compliment each other really well!! )

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cxruscxte:

Angie turned to face Tsumugi, a welcoming smile on her face. She carefully took in what the other said, thinking for a moment. True, she had to practice a little later, but she could still run late and maybe Tsumugi didn’t need that much.

“ Angie’s not busy right now! What do you need? “

“ I’m working on a commission for someone who is asking me to recreate an outfit you wore at a performance last year, and I was wondering if you’d allow me to see it in person. If you still have it with you, that is! I understand if it’s no longer in your possession. But, this isn’t too much trouble, is it? I don’t want to ask for too much from a friend. ”