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@doctorwar
heart forged of steel, beating to the strings of the devils symphony. watch how she dances, spinning blind within the glare of love, victim to dishonesty. yet foolish she is not, facade formed of vows & loyalty her flaw. she hears him calling upon a whisper, reminiscent as it flows, the devil & the devoted : till death do us part. / independent lucille of twd, headcanoned origins & comic influence.
In this part of the story… I am the one who Dies.
Pablo Neruda, Sonnet LXVI (via sybirien)
❛ you make me feel and i don’t like it. i want it to stop. now. ❜
like a blade buried in her heart, cut deep & leaving a gaping wound in it’s wake. how she wished to console, to preach her ever positive attitude. yet this, such a fate was never desired, structure riddled with a curse she, hand in hand with the reaper himself. no cure, no going back, just burden & grief to come.
how could people say goodbye, so many chances she had but the words would always escape thought. of such little purpose it seemed, to call a close before her time but that time had finally come. tether of this life was fraying, body numb & swollen with morphine. with little strength an open hand laid atop the cover, a solace for his own.
to leave him alone in this world was enough to shatter her heart, unimaginable would her life be without him or perhaps it was a positive, he had no reason to be loyal anymore. tear filled eyes begged release, yet grew sore from her reluctance to break beneath the pressure. his backbone even in weakness.
❝ we knew this would come. ❞ dry mouth strangled words as they fell, the rise & fall of her chest, breath running short. ❝ it will stop one day i promise. ❞ little white lies wouldn’t hurt, despite the pain it caused her saying it.
❝ you’ll forget me & you won’t feel anymore. ❞
shane
The way Negan treated the people around here made Shane sick—-so sick, she couldn’t stand to call herself a Savior anymore. She was beginning to think that facing the cruel world beyond the safety of their walls would be a whole hell of a lot better than spending another second here with that psychotic asshole. She was one of the ones Negan trusted—-she always did what she was told, and she was good with a gun, and lately she’s been using that trust to her advantage. Negan let her and a few others go to Alexandria to collect without him before, and Shane had already informed Rick that she was on their side, that she would tell only the people she trusted with the Saviors that they would help keep the people of Alexandria safe——though, there was only one other person within their group that Shane trusted….
Lucille.
Shane had been plotting for over a week now how she would escape and join Rick with the rest of his group at Alexandria—–and now she was finally saying it out loud, to Lucille, as they stood in a dark alley outside alone, ❝He’s gonna send me and another small group out to Alexandria again in a week,❞ she whispered, ❝if I can catch them all by surprise, I’ll have the upper hand.❞ Yes, she was talking about murdering a few of their own people—-but they were people who’d never stand up and fight against Negan and they were a risk, ❝Rick already knows I’m on their side, and he’s expecting me… and only me… to arrive on the next pick-up. But—I want you to come with me…❞
@pastgrief ; starter
treason of the highest order, to turn her back against the monarchy, flee such cruelty to the opposing kingdom. for months she had considered, weighing each negative against the positives, fleeting were the reasons to stay. doting heart tethered to his, despite the sovereign facade she would & always would see past the barriers, the man behind the bat. yet this lifestyle was never for her, ever changing world left only one thing in it’s wake : compromise.
deep within shadow, this plotting & planning to never reach negan’s ears. her own devoured shane’s words, still calculating if this was right on her part. torn between loyalty & duty, herself a fool if she stayed. truth was she was captivated, strung along by attraction, the strength that shane held. finally lips part, yet decision still unclear. ❝ i want this, i do but . . . ❞ break within words, think of the consequences. ❝ it’s different for me. if you leave, well you’re disposable to negan, just another clan member he can lose. me. i’m his wife, it’s not that easy. ❞ express concern or hold thy tounge.
❝ he’ll kill everyone. ❞ wrath would be unleashed & the devil would bring hell upon earth.
“quiet. they can hear us.” ( from rickle ! )
lips bound & words swallowed, stillness in breath. greenery provided the perfect cover, yet infested surroundings counteracted plans ; in & out, a scavenger mission, if only it was that easy. shortage in supplies had rendered them desperate, demand for more only grew & they only had one choice, no thanks to her estranged husband. shifting gaze scouted all possible routes, escape plan forming. bearing to her left, single step to close the distance between them. ❝ there’s a clearing on the right, if we’re quick we’ll make it. ❞ barely a whisper, no desire to tempt fate. ❝ i hope you’re wearing your running shoes. ❞
I still love you so much. But I cannot fathom how you broke me.How you swore I was your entire world,yet at the same time you destroyed mine.
Infidelity // Conee Berdera (via coneeberdera)
lost meme: eleven major characters. kate austen
spillsguts.
a silent stare / because truthfully, at current moment in time ? that’s all he can successfully deliver. so much as even the smallest of words are forgotten, the very sight that befalls directly in front chasing any argument back down to the pits of vocals. butcher’s profile flexes to the side, bourbon shades dropping from his wife’s glare. that look ? that reaction to his gentle touch ? shit, it’s enough to break negan entirely. don’t do this to me, lu. don’t make the most feared suffer in the worst possible way / disappointment thick in eyes of the only one who truly mattered. ❝ ‘course i do. ❞ what does he know about love ? grief / genuine wounded smile twisting upon corners, flicker of gaze back on lucille’s in single blink. ❝ what do i know ? i know ours was fuckin’ unbreakable. i also know i’d do anythin’ to keep you alive. i vowed to protect you, vowed to keep you safe & i fuckin’ intend to. whether you like it or not. ❞
a turn away from dear wife, her confession enough to burn itself straight through to bone marrow. he’s stuck on the tracks, the heavy train of her words hitting him over & over & over again. not with you. PAIN / like an open wound cut deep, burning ache radiating around fragile seams of recently broken heart. & for once in negan’s life ? he can’t bear to look his one & only in the eye, doesn’t want to look her in the eye. & thank fucking god for the sudden turn in direction just moments prior, thank god for the chest cradling broken heart that tightens into suffocating manner, because had words fallen ? tone would be unrecognizable / shaky, weak, pathetic. calloused digits rest upon arch of brow, unfamiliar burn within optic corners accompanying such.
shit, lu, grab that infamous bat & take a swing at him. it would hurt less than drowning words currently taking his very breath away. thick swallow / second by second, the walls of feared leader come crashing down. amazing, ain’t it ? how one woman can rip down, shed most feared of his cocoon of intimidation ? but can you see it, dear wife ? can you see the mask your husband currently dons as he turns to face distribution of pain ? the mask of that so called monster you believe he is ? mask that shields the breaking man directly beneath. ❝ what the fuck are you sayin’, lu ? what the fuck happened to for better or for worse ? ❞
fire aflame, swell of anger that rivals against the want to listen. yet victim to words are ears, his syllables provoking the will to forgive, to forget / unbreakable & vowed. though bile begs release, features soften at the man she see’s in this moment, barricades broken & facade in ruin. for the first in a long time, he stood before her, the man she had married.
gaze breaks from his pull, falling fast to the dirt beneath their feet regret blooming, as she wished for it to open up & swallow her whole. always in her nature, to bend to kindness, a slave to her own flaw. white flag is bared, defeat made evident. approach to this situation would change, to his level she would not sink.
❝ our love is unbreakable for one reason & one alone. ❞ tone torn away from venom but carried upon a spell of truths & my god would the truth hurt. ❝ the fact i am so willing to forgive. ❞ heavy is the sigh that invades the air, her voice would be heard this time. ❝ i accept & love you for all your flaws, your mistakes because they are things that will never change. i’m aware that no matter what i do i will always have to share my husband, that my empty bed is for the satisfaction of another woman. that only in my sickness did his vows play part, that he would chose a women on deaths door over health. ❞ tears that sit upon her waterline & their desire to part ways, neglected. strength is what she needed in this moment, far worse had plagued her & once again she would come out fighting.
❝ i know for better & i know for worse all you know is a woman’s unconditional love. you can build your empire, say that this is for us. call it protection, bring your wrath down upon people with a stupid bat & i’ll stand by you while you do so. ❞ knot that restricts throat is only to obvious, breath caught upon its course. ❝ but while you’re busy doing that, who is protecting me from you ? ❞
five-word sentences.
“ please just let me forget. ”
“ c'mon try to guess what. ”
“ just leave me alone already. ”
“ no, i’m not going to. ”
“ you can’t change my mind. ”
“ my mind is made up. ”
“ i’m not gonna let you. ”
“ don’t do that to me. ”
“ think about what you’re doing. ”
“ why aren’t you listening now? ”
“ i want to sleep forever. ”
“ you need to leave now. ”
“ i’ll always have your back. ”
“ now there’s no going back. ”
“ the view really is spectacular. ”
“ i didn’t think you’d care. ”
“ why can’t you trust me? ”
“ don’t even bother with clothes. ”
“ i don’t love you anymore. ”
“ i am a great person. ”
“ you are a tolerable drunk. ”
“ exactly, why are you awake? ”
“ i’m gonna ignore you now. ”
“ how is that not hilarious? ”
“ please just calm down now. ”
“ i was already calm, asshole. ”
“ i can see your underwear. ”
“ i’m afraid you’ll replace me. ”
“ please stop losing your temper. ”
“ you can cry if needed. ”
“ you have to run away. ”
“ i just wanna be yours. ”
“ ashes, we all fall down. ”
“ i’m hoping you’ll understand me. ”
Negan [4/?]
spillsguts.
when have i ever stood against you. a statement rather than question / because argument reigns, they both know the simple answer. she hasn’t. has never stood against him. even in the darkest of fucking times, with him the sole cause of such. not many people know / secret about affair remains undisclosed upon the sanctuary walls, the title of loyal husband he still ever pretends to don each & every day. the dishonesty, the grief, the outright pain he’d caused she still stayed. but things have changed. things are different now. he’s different now. negan / once a loving man, troubled, yes… but loving. a man who felt physically ill at the lives he’d been forced to take during the early days of the outbreak. a man who once saw those walkers as people, people that have lives, had families, had a soul. a man who branded himself a murderer. now? a man who kills without so much as blinking an eye. a man who takes lives just to demonstrate who’s in charge. a man who now rules this new world.
curious / oh, how negan’s truly curious if truth remains ever present in dear wife’s every word. ❝ do you though? dooo you still love me, lucille? ❞ two syllables / single name. it’s tragic, isn’t it? how one name can damn near break even the most feared of men? ❝ hmm? ❞ heated breath pools at the back of throat, hum of question falling past stubble-laced skin. ❝ ‘cos i’ve seeeeen the way you fuckin’ look at me. & that look? it sure as shit ain’t like before. jesus, darlin’ you’re look at me like i’m sportin’ god damn horns & a fuckin’ tail. sweetheart ❞ calloused digits extend to rest upon opposing cheek, own thumb rubbing against smooth skin. ❝ i love you, i swear i fuckin’ do. but you need to understand what i do here? it’s what keeps us alive. this new world? it ain’t meant for the weak, lu. it’s ‘bout fuckin’ time you started seein’ that. ❞ @pastgrief // via
the new world, that’s what they claimed, all burdened with the plague of decaying & rotting flesh. his survival instinct, mind & morals twisting with each spill of blood : all she could do was watch on, an observer of change, one beyond her control. started seein’ that how ignorant he was, vision may be hazy but not to that of fear. those she had met, in every settlement, in each leader & in their men. it was in the eyes, all an open book, the windows to the soul.
yet he sings about this world as if violence is the only way, perhaps it’s true but that an unknown fate. other’s have survived without such brutal hands, without taking the lives of the living. for a moment she listens to the devils hymn, his casting of the line & she to bite the bait. but his touch burns & his words only ignites the embers of hate she had once tried so hard to extinguish. now nothing more than an asset in the liar’s lair. & her worlds would collide, no longer could she herself lie. ❝ bullshit negan, fucking bullshit ! ❞
broken is her grasp, pulling away from the monster that remained. teeth to grit, softness in ruin. enough was enough. ❝ you love me ?! what do you know about love ? because it’s nothing like this. ❞ anger rules over control, or lack of. ❝ i love you but do i like you ?! NO i fucking don’t. you think what you’re doing is for us, well you never gave me a choice. what if this isn’t what i want, surrounded by a group that would do my bidding. strangers who fear even the mutter of my husbands name. the unnecessary deaths of others. ❞ driven by fury, brows furrowed & tongue laced in venom. ❝ i want to survive, i want to live but not like this not with you. ❞
“you’re either with me or against me.”
silence hung in the air, swallowing words & refusing to bite. fangs, venom : rival his own, yet the clash of anger would never equate to solution. lips part for breath, deep & shallow, composure to cover the bitter desire. kindness always left a scar, her flaw when marrying such a man taking the moral high ground. still she would have it no other way, blindness in love, for better or worse.
gaze lifts from shame, to argue not her intention but to scold, perhaps. ❝ when have i ever stood against you. ❞ fingertips reach for his flesh, hand cupping his cheek & thumb trailing across the peak. his sanity worth more than her own, a fate learned well. ❝ i love you, i always have & i always will. ❞
&. @spillsguts : hurt meme.
❝ i can’t be with him anymore rick, not like this not who he’s become. ❞ syllables that if returned to ear would be the highest of treason, the turning of her back against the king. damaged was her trust & sought was the only man she could confide. ❝ you can trust me. i’ll muck in, i’ll work for it, i just need out. ❞
&. @stillcominback
