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BELLAMY "DODGE" HAWKINS! twenty five x personal trainer. been living in new york for five years. originally from new zealand.

[dodgehawkins]

ivannicholson‌:

Ivan had hit the showers after his workout… but even so, he was sweating by the time he made it outside, maybe the steam from the shower and the weather contributing to his feeling of overheating. Also, his body was still buzzing from the workout. “I’d think something’s wrong with you if you were to decline,” he said jokingly. “I can order some food and I have a bottle of whiskey and some beer.” He smiled. “Yeah, sure, sounds good to me. I’ve been really tired lately… I could use a laid back evening.” It shouldn’t take them long to walk to his house. Maybe five minutes. It really was right across the street, almost. 

After a small walk, he crossed the path up to his front door and unlocked the door, stepping inside and holding the door open for Dodge. “I don’t know about you, but I’m about to overheat.” He wandered over to turn the air conditioner on. “What do you wanna drink? I’m gonna grab some whiskey for myself,” he said as he went into the adjoining kitchen and poured himself a glass. “Make yourself at home, man.”   

"Why? What makes you so special, huh?” Dodge shot back teasingly as they headed back to Ivan’s place. A nice cold beer sounded ideal right now. After a long day at work it was always nice to relax with a cold drink, preferably alcoholic. The good company was also a good bonus as well. “Is it because you’ve been working out so much lately?” Dodge questioned curiously, referring to how Ivan had said he’d been feeling really tired lately. “You look really good though, for what it’s worth. All the hard work you’ve been putting in--- it’s paying off.”

Following Ivan to his home, Dodge stepped inside and dropped his gym bag down by the front door. The air conditioner being turned on was appreciated by the man, who was definitely feeling warm at the moment. “I’ll take a beer, thanks man.” he called out after his friend, making his way over to the lounge to sit himself down on the sofa.

[dodgehawkins]

sunshineandolliepops‌:

Ollie squeaked when he heard someone talk to him, holding up the bag he had started filling with a laugh. “Yeah! These are to take with me, but I wanted a snack right now!” He put a hand over his mouth as he finished chewing then, humming loudly at the chocolaty taste. “Mmmmm…. they’re so good!” He swallowed, then stepped aside and gestured to the lever with raised brows. “You try it, friend! You can do it right now! It’s fun!” 

He did a little run in place, excited that someone else got a kick out of his idea. He thought it was pretty creative, if he said so himself. It felt like a new innovation, because it beat trying to scoop up a handful to pop into his mouth each time.

"That’s the smartest thing I’ve ever seen in my life.” Dodge laughed when he was encouraged to give it a try. “How could I say no to a mouthful of M&M’s.” he walked over to where Ollie was standing and grabbed the lever, putting his mouth under the tube and pulling the lever down until his mouth was full of red M&M’s. A little too full, but he didn’t care. He tried not to laugh as he chewed the chocolate, hand covering his mouth in the process.

“Oh wow, that’s life changing.” he finally spoke once his mouth was empty again, tongue running over his front teeth just to make sure he didn’t have any chocolate in his teeth. “You’re not living until you’ve poured chocolate into your mouth from a tube.”

[dodgehawkins]

dylstarling‌:

Finally Dylan looked back over at Dodge as he spoke, and almost immediately the tears he had been trying to hold back overwhelmed him and broke through. He nodded as Dodge said that he’d always accept him, he had known that basically as long as he’d known him well at all, but still, to come out and actually hear it said aloud, with Dodge smiling at him like that, effected him in a way that made him wish he’d had the courage to talk to him earlier, back when they were best friends and crying in front of him was normal and he could just hug him without it feeling weird.

“That means a lot…” He tried to pull himself together again, wipe away the tears that just kept coming, “I was so scared for so long, even if I knew I could trust someone, I’m still scared, I just…I hate hiding, I hate having to lie, and I have to publicly, yeah, but…there are people I can trust, and it’s still hard but it’s getting easier…”

"I get that--- being scared. And you’ll come out when you’re ready. Sometimes these things take time. You get to do this all at your own pace, don’t forget that.” he shifted slightly from where he sat, bringing one of his hands up to rest against Dylan’s back, trying to comfort him with a gentle touch. “I’m glad that things are getting easier for you though...”

[dodgehawkins]

ivannicholson‌:

Ivan was walking home from the gym and shouldered his gym bag, running a hand through his somewhat sweaty hair. He’d gotten some good weight lifting in and cardio and felt a sense of calm wash over him as he headed home. It was only a minute before he saw a figure cross to the side of him and he noticed one of his gym buddies, Dodge. “Hey, man,” he called, closing a bit of distance between them so he could walk next to him. “You walkin’ or driving home?” he asked curiously, “or headed somewhere else? I wouldn’t mind some company if you’re not busy. Few drinks, maybe some food.” He shrugged.

@dodgehawkins​

It was no secret that Dodge was obsessed with his job, and the gym. The man was there almost every single day either working out, or training others. He’d used the shower in the gym to wash up and change into some fresh clothes before leaving to head home. It was then that he saw his friend Ivan. “Well I was going to head home, but if you’re going to provide me with drinks and food then how could I possibly decline such an offer?” Dodge teased, walking alongside the other man. “So we heading back to your place now?”

[jimmyhopper]

[dodgehawkins]

thaddeustucker‌:

Teddy knew that he should have slept in more after only getting four or so hours of sleep the night before, but he had wanted to get some time in at the library before he had to get to work at noon, so instead of heading back to bed for at least a few extra hours he pulled himself out of bed, dealt with his mother’s morning call, got ready, and headed out.

So, there he was, after those few hours he could have spent sleeping, sitting at the bus stop waiting for the next bus to get to work, trying not to drift off on the bench. After a moment he saw someone sit down next to him, looking over at the other.

“Good afternoon,” He nodded at the person beside him with a tired smile

@cityofdreamsstarters​

Dodge had spent the morning at the gym. He’d woken up early, as usual gone for a run, and then ended up doing three PT sessions with three of his clients back to back. The good thing about doing that all in the morning, was that now he had the rest of the day to do whatever he wanted. He’d just picked up a few assorted muffins from the bakery and was heading over to his mothers place for a visit. The muffins were a request from his younger brother, who he was also looking forward to seeing. The man was in a good, energetic mood. Unlike the person who was sitting at the bus stop. “Hey--- you look like you’re about ready for bed.” Dodge started as he took a seat on the bench beside the stranger. Before he could say anything else, Dodge opened up the box of muffins. “Do you eat muffins? You want one?” he paused. “Is that weird? Asking a total stranger if they want a muffin?” he laughed.

[dodgehawkins]

sunshineandolliepops‌:

Ollie finished eating lunch at a diner near Times Square, meaning it was time for something sweet after. Luckily, he was surrounded by endless snack options. Today, he decided on swinging by the M&M’s store in Times Square for some candy. His sweet tooth had a strong craving for chocolate, and the rainbow wall of colored M&M’s was calling his name.

When he got into the store, he made a beeline toward the back to grab a plastic baggy to fill with all of the colored candies. However, when he moved to the red M&M’s about to pull down the lever to let the candies spill into his bag he got an idea. A more fun idea in Ollie’s mind. He noticed the opening where the candies fell was just big enough to put his mouth in front of so they could just roll right in. He smirked to himself, slowly slinking up toward it and cracking his mouth open as he reached to pull the lever down. “Come to Ollie, candies!”

@cityofdreamsstarters​

Dodge almost couldn’t believe his eyes as he watched the other about to let the M&M’s from the tube fall straight into his mouth. Not because he was weirded out by it, but because he was very amused by it. “Wow.” he started, trying to contain a laugh from slipping out. “Did you know that they have bags for that? Over there---” he pointed to the bags off to aside, clearly just teasing the other because he could clearly see they already had a bag with them.

“That’s a genius idea. I wish I would have thought about that before I decided to fill up a bag the boring way.” he then lifted the bag of candy in his hand and sighed. “Maybe next time.”

[breefraser]

[gianninaxyounan]

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[dodgehawkins]

dylstarling‌:

Dylan wondered what it would have been like if he’d even just felt comfortable talking to his family and friends when he was younger, if he ever really felt like he could talk to his parents at all, if he hadn’t been terrified of what his friends might think of him if they knew. He remembered the way he just felt so much lighter when he told Nora, and Diana and Ollie too, what it would have been like to have had that when he was younger, back when he felt so scared and alone, before he’d really figured everything out.

“I just-…” Dylan started, his voice coming out strained through the tears he was trying to hold back, stopping for a moment to try to compose himself as if Dodge wasn’t already more than aware he was crying, “I’m bi, I- fuck…” He swore as the tears threatened to overwhelm him, “I’m not used to actually talking to people…”

Dodge knew that Dylan was struggling to speak about what was on his mind. He could clearly see that through not only his body language, but also the evident tears forming in his eyes. He wanted to reach out and comfort the other, but he also didn’t want to over step a boundary with him. His confession didn’t get much of a reaction out of Dodge. He simply nodded his head and smiled reassuringly. “And that’s totally normal--- being a little hesitant to talk to people about this. You don’t need to worry about that with me though, because you know I’ll always accept you for who you are. No matter what, Dylan.”

[dodgehawkins]

kngofhell‌:

Elias tilts his head with a smile, takes a sip from his glass and nods “No I know but thank you for reminding me,” he says with laughter in his voice, teasing gently, but also a little bit serious. He is a cocky bastard, after all. That still hasn’t changed with everything else that is. “But you look quite dapper yourself,” he says, touches the jacket he’s wearing and raises an eyebrow “this is nice, you clean up well,” he says, and drops his hand, because he suddenly remembers that most people have boundaries, even if he doesn’t. “I know, my attention is highly sought after,” he adds, scoffing at the very notion before his eyes glance over to where Casey and the twins are “They’re good, yeah. Casey’s better after you know, birthing them, and they’re growing into the size of their heads,” he jokes lightly before nudging his shoulder “and how are you? how are things?”

"Oh thanks. It’s not everyday I get to dress up like this so I thought I’d make the most of it.” Dodge laughed lightly, looking down at his own attire for the night as Elias touched his jacket. “And yet, you still manage to make time for me. How cute.” the man teased, holding his hand to his heart for a second. “Good on Casey for birthing not one, but two babies. I’ve seen a few pictures of them on Instagram. They’re adorable. You both make cute babies together.” he nodded gently, smiling. “Things are great. I basically live at the gym now. If there was a bed set up somewhere in the building I’d probably sleep at work too. I think I’m addicted to working out. Which is probably why this suit is making me look really good tonight.” he joked.

[dodgehawkins]

valeriastjames‌:

“If it keeps you happy and you’re taking care of yourself, then it shouldn’t be a problem!” She knew her friend loved the gym and loved his job, and that made Val happy because that was always very important. As long as Dodge was happy with that, she was, too. “You’ll get there, I believe in you and your abilities. This one person audience is a great fan.” She laughed softly. It meant to her that she was the only one he trusted her so much with his music, but she also really wanted Dodge to go out there and show the world what he could and she would do all she could to motivate him and support him through that. “Wouldn’t want the dream team to overwhelm anyone.” She laughed softly, nudging her shoulder to his gently. She waited patiently as Dodge ordered the pizza, already getting hungrier at the thought of it. “Yummy! Now tell me, what have you been doing in your free time with your music?”

"Your constant encouragement is very appreciated, Val.” Dodge smiled, tucking his phone away once the pizza was ordered. He then got up from the couch so he could grab his guitar from it’s case. “Y’know, I reckon if we duet together one day, we’ll overwhelm everyone. I’ll be the back up vocals, and maybe if you’re lucky....I’ll also be the back up dancer too.” the last part was a joke, but he certainly wouldn’t mind singing a duet with her one time. “Well it’s better if I show you, right? Let you listen to me play---” he grabbed his guitar and sat himself back down onto the couch, sitting the instrument on his leg and lightly strumming his fingers over the strings. He decided to sing a song he’d worked on awhile ago called I’ll Try. Once he’d finished, he laughed lightly and looked back at his friend. “It still needs some work, but, how was it? Give me some feedback. Good and bad. I can handle it.”

[dodgehawkins]

leanna-clark·:

Leanna was wandering through the crowd eating a cupcake she’d just purchased at a food and drink stand as she headed towards the live music, her eyes looking up at the band and twinkling with interest. Of course she happened to bump into someone, her cupcake dropping straight onto the sidewalk. She licked the icing off her fingers and shyly turned the person. “Oh, man, I’m so clumsy,” she groaned, picking up the cupcake in a napkin and throwing it away into a trash bin. She had a flavored beer in her other hand and took a drink of that, mourning her cupcake for a moment before moving to get closer to the band. @cityofdreamsstarters·

Dodge loved live music more than he cared to admit. He’d been learning how to play the guitar for awhile now thanks to his best friend, and could only hope he’d be up on a stage in front of a crowd one day. He was so lost in the music that the collision kind of startled him. “Shit--- I’m sorry.” was that his fault? He wasn’t sure, but he was going to apologise anyway. “Oh no, your poor little cupcake. It didn’t deserve that tragic fall to the ground.” he watched as she picked up the cake and tossed it away. “I’ll buy you another cupcake.”

[dodgehawkins]

dylstarling·:

His immediate reaction to being asked if he was okay was to say that he was fine, but that wasn’t really entirely true. There wasn’t anything inordinarily wrong just then, sure, but he couldn’t ever really say that everything was fine without hiding something. Instead he was quiet for a moment, looking back over at Dodge as he said that wasn’t the same for everyone, meeting his eyes for a second, starting to tear up before quickly looking away again.

“It’s not, yeah…” He paused, running a hand through his hair as he tried to think of what actually to say, “It must be nice…to be that free…”

Dodge caught the way Dylan’s expression faltered, and he could see the tears brimming in his eyes right before he turned away. “It’s always nice having supportive friends and family. I don’t think I’d be okay with keeping anyone in my life who couldn’t accept me for who I am, y’know? When I told my mom, it felt like a weight being lifted off my shoulders.” he paused for a moment, a little hesitant at first. “You know, you can talk to me about anything, Dylan. I know our friendship is kinda messed up at the moment, but I’m still here for you....”

[sinceatwistoffaith]

[monica-posh-deactivated20220820]

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[zefronsbf]

[dodgehawkins]

dylstarling‌:

“No, no, I, um…” Dylan hesitated, perhaps it was better if Dodge just left, he still wasn’t certain if this was a good idea. He wished in that moment that they were still friends, that would make this so much simpler, of course he could talk to a friend, he already had.

He didn’t even know what to say, how to start, not with Dodge at least, and he realized then that he hadn’t been the one to bring it up since that first time when he had told Nora, having told both Diana and Ollie after getting emotional and them getting worried.

“I, um…I just…” He felt stupid, he shouldn’t have even said anything, he still wasn’t even entirely sure why Dodge was being so nice now, but still he continued anyways, “What…what’s it like…? Being out?”

Dodge furrowed his brows slightly, not making any effort to actually get up and leave. Dylan didn’t seem too keen on getting him out of his apartment straight away, so Dodge was happy to stay for a little longer. Things were still very messy between them. They still weren’t friends. Last night hadn’t changed that at all, but Dodge felt like there was maybe a small chance of fixing things between him and his old best friend. He could only hope.

“Is everything alright?” he rubbed his sleepy eyes, yawning as he reached for his shirt and put it back on. The question caught him off guard, and for a moment he went silent, trying to figure out how to answer. “Being out?” he repeated. He could only assume Dylan was talking about one thing. “I mean, it doesn’t feel any different for me. I’ve never had to hide who I am to anyone.” it had just been him and his mother for most of his life....and she’d always been supportive of her children. “I know that that’s not the same for everyone else though.”