Guys, you already know I have absolutely no self-control 😭 I got a fanfic idea, you all went feral in my inbox because of the Brazilian soap opera, and now I NEED to write it or I won’t be able to think about anything else.
Since that first burst of excitement is basically my fuel, I’m taking advantage of the fact that the next chapters of my other longfics are already done and spending the next two weeks getting as far ahead with this story as possible. The plan is to keep the chapters shorter, maybe around 5k, so who knows? Maybe I’ll actually finish it before I come up with another fic 🤡
There’s no posting date yet. I want to have several chapters ready so I don’t leave my other stories abandoned on the side of the road.
Also, I’m only posting it when @saturnoringz posts the fanfic she’s writing, because I am ITCHING to read it. So go bother her, not me 😁
Below is a little preview of my newest literary breakdown:
Sansa Stark
Sansa Stark is eighteen years old and grew up in Harrogate, North Yorkshire, believing she belonged to a stable, respected, and financially secure family. Her life falls apart when her mother, Catelyn, discovers that her father, Brandon, has been supporting a second family and has diverted a considerable portion of their marital assets to provide for them.
With the family’s accounts frozen during the divorce proceedings, Sansa agrees to move in with her aunt Lysa in Hammersmith and complete Year 13 at Ashford House, a private school in Kensington attended by the children of Britain’s elite.
Sansa arrives in London determined to help her mother and Arya, while also hoping to build an identity of her own. At school, she is mocked for her accent, her simple clothes, her scholarship, and her provincial background. At Baelish Models, however, her beauty immediately attracts attention.
At first, she believes that a modelling career will be enough to solve her family’s financial problems. When she realises that an inexperienced model earns very little and may have to wait months to be paid, she agrees to join an underground catalogue known as The Velvet List.
Her first night—and her virginity—is sold to Jon Snow. What was supposed to be a one-time transaction develops into an ongoing arrangement, with Jon securing an exclusivity contract with her. Sansa falls in love with him and interprets his obsessive attention as an intense form of love, but things are far more complicated than they appear.
Jon Snow
Jon Snow is thirty-five years old and the founder and chairman of the Hawthorne Group, a Mayfair-based conglomerate operating in the perfume, cosmetics, jewellery, hospitality, and advertising industries.
Jon grew up in unstable circumstances, lost his mother at an early age, and developed a worldview centred on contracts, control, and predictability. He does not believe in marriage because he associates emotional attachment with the loss of power.
Jon meets Sansa when Petyr offers him her first night. At first, he believes he is simply purchasing an exclusive experience. However, he quickly develops an obsession with her. He begins requesting her frequently, pays for exclusivity, and uses Hawthorne Group campaigns to accelerate her modelling career.
Jon genuinely falls in love with Sansa, but he does not know how to love without controlling the person he cares about. He cannot even recognise that he has fallen in love with her, convincing himself that he merely desires her.
For this reason, as well as because of her young age, he is unwilling to make their relationship public. This secrecy may ultimately destroy his relationship with Sansa once she develops genuine feelings for him.
thinking about that one shot you wrote of nik watching robmeria get it on in the river 😩 any other lovely tidbits to share of voyeur nik??
This made me giggle. I actually have a robnikmeria nsfw alphabet in my drafts that I eventually need to finish!!!
nsfw thoughts under the cut!!!
Voyeur nik is so fun cause I think he feels so much shame and embarrassment over it and i loveeeee playing with a characters sexual shame / embarrassment. This is the first time nik has ever felt anything sexual and considering his background, he has a strange bit of religious guilt that gnaws on him (cannibalism is fine but lord forbid he jack off to the thought of his crushes! What would r’hllor say?!) I think nik has a general sense of shame over his body too and feeling like robb and nymeria wouldn’t want him. He has all of Jaime’s pride and vanity. In queen Rhaena AU’s + modern AU’s, he’s INSANELY vain when it comes to his looks and takes pride in how he presents himself so considering canon!Nik’s scarring and partial blindness, he’s very harsh towards himself and won’t even look at himself in the mirror andddddd this is going too much into character analysis!! 😭😭 back to the smut!!!
if Robmeria ever found out, they would neverrrrrr let go of it (which robb coming to terms with liking men and discussing the bi and polyam of it all with nym (not in those exact terms ofc but yk) is a whole other can of worms happening in the bg but—). They’d be actively putting themselves into positions nik could find them in 😭😭😭 which makes nik flustered, mortified, and guilty. He feels like such a disgusting pervert every time he walks in on them and “they don’t know he’s there” (they absolutely know he’s there). Just think of the guilt ridden shame filled jerk off sessions where he’s crying and has to bite his hand to stay quiet while touching himself 😵💫😖😩
Nik yearns for the Robmeria cookie and thinks he can’t have it- like babes, they want you BAD!! OPEN YOUR EYES!!! 😖 mind you smth so romantic to me is Robmeria falling in love with nik before they even know what he looks like but it ALSO gives nik the excuse to not look them in the eye after watching them together and fantasizing about them 😭 how could he ever look his “friends” in the eye again after jerking off to the sight of them (AGAIN!) fucking against a tree?! But nymerias giving smug energies cause she def got a glimpse of nik from where robb had her pressed up against the giant oak tree…and she grabbed robb by the hair to pull him closer and whisper to him that they have an audience :3 robb struggles to not cum in that exact moment after hearing that
Idk if this counts but once they’re all together, nik loves to sit in the cuck chair and watch robb and nymeria 😭😭😭 he’ll sit there fully clothed and just watch them like he’s absolutely fascinated by everything they do 😭 he’s cataloging their reactions to things to know what to try on them next!! He’s an attentive lover even when he’s not touching them in the moment!!
pairing(s): baelor “breakspear” targaryen x wife!reader
summary: You wear Baelor's shirt to bed. He is very normal about it.
words: 2.4k
cw: explicit, smut, piv sex, unprotected sex, fingering, somnophilia, (mild), prone bone, headlock, biting, possessive behavior, reader called 'girl’, yearning, this is quite simply just baelor jumping our bones, i love arm, mildly edited, not beta read
a/n: this is not officially a sequel to my other baelor fic but it can be read like that since i characterized him the same. i rly just want that old man to fuck me in his shirt idk
ALL MY WORKS ARE 18+ MINORS DNI. I BLOCK AGELESS BLOGS.
Baelor has been standing at the foot of your bed for… much longer than he intended to. There's a tilt to his head, seventy-six degrees and counting, and a rise and fall to his chest that seems to be getting slightly faster with each passing exhale.
You do not see it. You are, as it is, asleep.
You're wearing his shirt. This is what has him still as stone, drawing his eyes over you in slow drags that he just can't seem to put an end to.
It's not an elaborate shirt. It's not even one of his best ones— the royal seamstresses have laden him with shirts of silk and fine woven cotton, embellished with hours of needlework or, in some horrifying cases, even beading. He has shirts of every color and shade, shirts of damask and velvet, shirts for summer and shirts for winter. Tunics from Dorne. Doublets from the Reach. Myrish robes. Qartheen samite vests.
You have chosen none of those. The one you have chosen is as simple a garment as he would choose on any given day, to wear against his skin beneath his doublet. White linen gauze, unembellished, unadorned. Its sleeves almost as billowing as its body, coming to plain rectangular cuffs. A simple collar, a sturdy yoke across the shoulders, double-stitched to keep it from unraveling. It is, in a word, efficient. Standard.
He knows, without having to ask you, that you chose to wear this shirt specifically because it is standard. Because it is one that he wears often. The cuffs have gone slightly soft with the wear, the neckline just a bit stretched along the bias. The felled seams are coming undone just a touch at the hem, a fact that he always sees but hasn't brought to the attention of his attendant, because it would mean a week of waiting to have it repaired. It is unfussy. But it is his.
And you are curled up in it like a kitten, asleep in his bed, your leg thrown over a pillow that you had moved toward his side of the bed in his absence. He has spent too long at his work, he knows. You spent too long waiting for him— long enough that you removed your nightgown and donned one of his shirts, and you fell asleep like that. Alone. In the bed you are meant to share with him.
Baelor feels a tightness in his chest that is ringed with fondness, an aching longing for you that hadn't stopped after your wedding, and doesn't seem like it will any time soon. He is too taken with you, too in love and consumed by it for that intrinsic sense of need for you to fade. It is a tender thing, tied around his heart in an intricate knot, with a tail that you hold the end of. You twirl it around your little finger and he buckles like a man who has never seen combat, who doesn't know what it is to stand his ground.
Baelor sighs as he undresses, but he keeps one eye on you all the while, as though you may disappear if he moves too far away. But you don't move. You don't even stir, when his belt hits the stone floor, or when his breeches follow. You are caught up in a world of dreams, unaware of what the sight of your sleeping form is doing to your husband, bringing him to the brink of something he has never quite been able to put a name to.
You do not stir when his hand presses into the mattress.
You do not stir when his weight dips the bedding and he moves slowly, purposefully, over you.
You do, however, stir just the smallest bit when his fingers dance over the curve of your hip through the fabric, feeling its drape over the soft plush of your skin. The meat of your ass, the swell of your thigh. Baelor feels, smoothing and caressing with a languid stroke that is not intended to rouse you, although he knows very well that it might and he does it anyway. Your fingers flex on the pillow that you clutch instead of him.
He finds himself, at that moment, inordinately envious of a pillow. A lump of fabric and feathers in your hands, between your thighs.
His hand grows bolder, a broad stroke over the small of your back, into the dip of your waist. You make a small noise in your throat, twitching the slightest bit as he passes over a particularly sensitive area.
"Shh, my sweet girl," Baelor whispers quietly, a lulling murmur in the darkness. Everything about you is soft— your skin, the fabric of his shirt as it lays over you, your hair, the expression on your face, the candle light on your sleeping body. It overwhelms him. It turns him into something that he's not normally, unless he is with you: a man. Not a Prince, and not the Hand of the King or heir to the throne. Not a warrior and not a subject of songs and poetry, myths and stories. With you, in this bed, he is simply a man in love with his wife, devoted beyond measure.
By the time his hand reaches your nape, your eyes are fluttering open the barest amount. Your face is still pressed slightly into the pillow, but you shift, a perking of your head as awareness returns to you. "Baelor?"
"It's me," he tells you, his voice low enough to not even constitute words.
"Mm. Waited for you," you mumble, confirming what he already knew.
His eyes crease at the corners, his smile overly tender. "I know. I'm here now."
Even as he says it, his hand is finding the hem of his shirt draped over your thigh, its frayed edge tickling against the smoothness of your skin. You hum quietly, dropping your eyelids against the feeling of his warm hand, burrowing between pillow and fabric and skin to find you, bare and wet and waiting for him.
"Oh," you sigh when his fingertip draws a slow circle around your clit.
"I know," he reassures you again, pressing a chaste, sweet kiss to the back of your neck. "I know, my love."
You turn your head further into the pillow beneath you, letting out a small whine at the feeling, your hips arching into his touch. He responds in kind, laying his weight flush to your back, his hand pinned between you and the pillow below.
"You're wearing my shirt," he remarks, his fingers finding your entrance and sliding in, stretching you open quick enough to make you keen softly. He gives you a few shallow strokes, feeling you grind back into the press of his cock against your tailbone. "My beautiful wife, wearing my clothes."
"W-Wanted to— to feel you— mm." Your voice is still slightly slurred with sleep, the heat of his body and the slowness of his movements doing nothing to rouse you more. You are still somewhere between awake and dreaming, pleasantly lulled, drowsy in your responses to him. Still, you moan at the curving of his fingers. "Wanted you… close to me…"
"Then let me be close," Baelor whispers, dragging the wilting fabric of his shirt up over your hips. He puffs a sigh through his nose, the ghost of it breezing against your neck. "What am I to do with you, hm?"
You make a pathetic noise when he moves your thighs apart to fit himself between them, his chest pressed to the curve of your spine, the thin fabric of his shirt separating you. He kisses you beneath the ear.
"You can sleep, darling," he tells you quietly, a whisper into your ear as his cock settles heavy between your thighs, the head sliding hotly against your cunt. Even though his voice is low, it booms through you like a thunderclap. "You need rest."
"I need you," you retort, but your own voice is far off, dipping towards the fogginess of sleep already.
Your eyes flutter shut, a gentle sigh of relief leaving you when he enters you slowly, stretching you open around him. Pressure on your back, pressure between your legs, pressure where his hand is pinned and lifting your hips from the front, angling them back towards him. Baelor's arm comes up to brace beside your head, and the scent of him surrounds you— the same scent that always drives you crazy, juniper and peppercorn, and something slightly like the salt of a raging sea.
You breathe in deep, exhale on a contented, fulfilled hum. Your entire world is Baelor, your mind and body consumed by him completely. His body spanning the length of you, bone to bone, naked skin to thin, ineffectual fabric.
You clench around him, and Baelor makes a noise as though you've punched him. So close to your ear, the headiness of it is echoed tenfold. Then he shifts his weight, dropping his hips ever-so-slightly, and then just grinds into you. His cock nestles into the deepest part of you and you groan, your mouth dropping open and face turning towards the breadth of his arm beside you.
"Baelor," you whimper, soft and broken, slurred from the recesses of sleep. Your hand finds his bicep, drawn taut from the muscle holding him up, keeping him from crushing you completely. Your fingers dig in, pull. A silent plea, a command that he follows like a dog on a leash.
Baelor fits his forearm under your head and lifts, letting you rest your chin there against the crook of his elbow, getting you into a loose headlock. Your hand wraps loosely around his upper arm, your body lax, letting him rut his hips shallowly into yours.
"My beautiful girl," he breathes into your ear, and you feel his teeth, bared with intent. His nose pressed to the shell, his beard scraping rough against your cheek. "My heart. My soul."
His arm tightens. Just a tad, but just enough. You mewl like a wounded animal, stretching your limbs so that he can move closer in, can fit his mouth to the curve of your throat, while he throbs somewhere deep in you that makes your head spin and your breath stick in your chest. His weight on you turns full, crushing, an all-over press that pins you flat to the bed, the pillow tucked beneath your stomach.
You are no longer asleep.
"Say it," he tells you, a primal rasp to his voice that wasn't there before. Low, smoky. A dragon. It's dragged from the pit of him, from some hell that lurks deep inside his body. His groan slinks down your spine and pools as raw energy right above where his cock hollows out and reaches the end of you. "Say that you're mine."
"M'yours," you murmur into his arm, breathing in the hot air that radiates from him. "Baelor. M-My heart. My soul—"
A guttural sound leaves you, your open mouth muffled by the bite you take of his bicep when he pulls his hips back and ruts into you hard, hard enough to shake the bed. Baelor's breath in your ear is shaky, stilted with the desperation of his movements, the purpose for which he collects himself.
"Gods above," he groans, his face turned into your neck just as yours is turned into his arm. With great effort, he loosens his hold on you. He presses an apologetic kiss to the curve of your shoulder. "I'm sorry. So sorry, my love."
You make a short noise, shake your head once. "Do it again."
Baelor does as you tell him. He pulls back slowly, letting his cock drag through your walls just before rushing back in with a jolt up the bed. Soft hair grinds against the plush of your ass, his mouth open and heaving with gasps against your shoulder, covered in the fabric of his shirt.
You can taste his need in the salt on his skin, beads of sweat forming in the crook of his elbow, fiery heat pressed flush to your back. "I need to— to wear your clothes more often."
"Yes." The word is hungry. It leaves no room for defiance. "You will."
The hand pinned between you and the pillow moves, snakes down to find your clit again. You are blinded with white light behind your eyelids, your breath gone still in your chest. Then, you pant like your air has no place to go, your hand tightening on his bicep, his arm tightening around your throat.
"Mm. There." The sound of his voice in your ear, while he fingers at your clit and his cock makes you so full that you can barely think, undoes you. Tremors take over your body, and you feel him smile as he continues to work at you. "That's what you get. I want you shaking."
"Baelor." You cum around him, with his full weight holding you down with nowhere to go. You are held hostage to it, to the slow, seductive movements of his hips, the lazy strokes of his finger against your clit.
"That's it. My good girl," Baelor purrs into your ear, and you sob as you clench around him. "My good, sweet, beautiful—"
He runs his tongue lightly across the nape of your neck and groans, ducking his head as he cums. His moans are muffled by his shirt on your back, his body curled over yours like fog. He presses his hips hard against yours, as though he can become a part of you if he gets close enough, deep enough.
"Oh, my love." His whisper falls upon your ears like a dream, like you may wake up and not remember it. But he's real, and he's there on top of you with his heart pounding against your back, and his fist in the fabric of his shirt, the one that started all of this.
He stays there for a breath, and then two. His hips are still flush to yours, but he's stopped moving, stopped the slow grind and the desperate, cloying attempt to get as far inside of you as he possibly could. He simply holds there, with his arm still around your throat, but not pressing in anymore. Just holding. Just cradling.
"I don't know if you noticed," Baelor says after a moment, his voice tremulous and padded by a wad of fabric between his teeth, at the nape of your neck. He releases it. "But I quite like it when you wear my clothes."
You huff a laugh, and press a kiss to the inside of his elbow. "If you do that every time, I may never get any sleep."
Baelor hums. "The chances are very slim, indeed."
Even so, you wear the same shirt the next night. And the one after that.
𐔌 cw: modern setting, very mild non specified age gap, improper work relationship, little breeding kink, slight voyeurism .ᐟ
across the open plan office, someone was pounding on their keyboard with enough force to splinter the plastic and scatter the letters across the floor. you slumped into your own seat, teeth lazily nibbling on the pen held between your lips, while your computer screen glowed with an annoying brightness, displaying the tedious spreadsheet columns you had been redacting for far too long.
the desk to your right had been vacant for months, ever since the day you claimed and absorbed that territory as your own. now, however, a sweet, thoroughly innocent girl was gazing at you with what could only be described as curious, puppy dog eyes. you shifted your hips in your seat, a movement that caused your tight skirt to ride up your pantyhose clad thighs, shortening the already preciously tiny hemline to a dangerous degree.
pulling the pen from your mouth, you arched a single eyebrow in a look that might have read as annoyance, though your lips curled into a gentle, welcoming smile. “do you need some help?” you hummed, almost amused. perhaps this new addition to the team, lyanne, if you remembered her name right, had simply run into a wall on her first day and needed someone's guidance.
she jumped in her seat, clearly flustered and ruffling her feathers as her gaze darted away before snapping back, long eyelashes fluttering in pure panic. “n-no. . i just—” she tripped over her tongue, chewing on her lower lip with little teeth. you watched her closely, relishing her flustered reaction just a bit more than you probably should have.
finally, she let out a soft sigh, her slim shoulders sagging, wavy bangs falling over her eyes as she peeked at you through the dark strands. her lips puckered into a pout as she muttered a phrase too fast and muffled to hear, but you caught the meaning regardless. “are. . are you and manager baelor together. . ?” it was said in such a squeaky, hesitant whisper that you had to suppress a small laugh.
beneath the desk, you stretched your legs out, high heels already kicked off and discarded on the floor, scandalous behavior for the office, to say the least. tipping your head up with an actor's dramatic flair, you tapped a finger against your chin, humming thoughtfully before dropping the truth with total simplicity “he’s a married man, darling. has children, too”
lyanne’s eyes blew comically wide, even larger than before. a furious scarlet rushed into her cheeks, turning brighter and brighter until she looked entirely overheated, before she suddenly whirled her chair back to her own desk. smiling, you chose not to press her with your own curiosity, why she had thought so, or why she had cared, mercifully content to let her off the hook for today.
baelor, in fact, was not married at all, and the notion of a family had never truly been in his plans, at least, not recently. he was a man consumed by his responsibilities. the targaryen name carried a weight they had to protect, a strict duty that made maekar scowl every time you peeked into the suite with a stack of documents, almost walking straight into his rigid, moody frame. none of that, however, kept your manager from chasing after you.
his calloused fingertips would graze along your skirt hem, the numerous rings covering his digits feeling icy cold through your thin pantyhose, leaving the skin pebbling with goosebumps. he never hesitated, not even looking once over his shoulder as he cornered you against the small breakroom counter, broad palms cupping your plush ass and kneading into pert globes until you shoved at his brawny chest with a sharp hiss “anyone could walk in!”
he was only too glad to have a sweet thing like you around, always dressed so tantalizingly pretty, completing all your tasks on time, and serving them to him on a platter. you didn't fight him when he dragged you onto his bulky lap, muscular thighs rippling beneath your weight. his silver flecked beard tingled against your skin as he nuzzled your clavicle, chapped lips leaving greedy, burning kisses along your neck. so very demanding and hungry for your attention, humming in absolute delight as he felt your nimble fingers tangle in the collar of his unbuttoned blouse.
no one commented when you disappeared into his private cabinet for hours on end, even twice in a single day. after all, what could the two of you possibly have to talk about for so long? they had no idea that he kept you working right there, seated on his growing bulge, his chin hooked comfortably over your shoulder while his mismatched eyes blinked with pure, wicked contentment.
it was no secret that baelor was no longer young, past his prime, yet he never attempted to hide his age or look back with regret. deep lines lingered on his forehead even when his brow was uncrossed, and the laugh lines around his mouth were carved so deeply they suggested a youth spent grinning far too much. he had always preferred tranquility to constant noise, which left him perfectly content in his position as manager rather than seeking the role of ceo, a mantle that belonged to his dear brother.
maekar had argued fiercely that baelor could, and should, take the primary hold of the company, but baelor had simply cuffed his shoulder with a musing smile, stating that maekar would make a far better, stricter leader. as long as the company flourished, there existed a beautiful idyll, one that allowed baelor to laze back in his leather armchair, leisurely reviewing the daily documents he allowed to pile high on his mahogany desk.
however, age hadn't dulled his eye for beauty. when maekar first introduced you as a promising new addition to the office, despite your tender years, the smile that split baelor's thin lips was deeply intrigued, to say the least. he wasn't some old degenerate, or so he reassured himself whenever he pressed you into yet another quiet corner.
unable to restrain himself, he would seal his lips against your jawbone, large hands braced beside your head to shield you from view should anyone pass by the frosted glass, purring a raspy whisper against your skin “looking entirely too pretty today, darling. i couldn't resist” with the toothy grin suggesting more than that.
you had grown accustomed to men, or rather, boys, who preferred to use women like pitstops, rolling onto their sides the moment they emptied a feeble load into your warm cunt. they would leave your skin to cool in a slick of salty sweat, your clit still throbbing, and your limbs too achy to stand and crawl to the bathroom.
in time, you learned to tolerate it, then to reject it entirely, ruthlessly cutting things short mid act if your own satisfaction wasn't guaranteed. still, a proper relationship eluded you, nothing lasted, and no man was worth dreaming of a wedding with, let alone wishing for children. especially at your age, when you had so much more to achieve, the kitchen and dirty socks could wait.
given his years and his own disinterest in marriage or family, you fully expected baelor to write you off as a casual, high end distraction. perhaps offering a polite word of thank you for the best head he had ever received, an orgasm so intense it had left him trembling. knees weak and his palms damp as they cradled your skull, fighting the urge to fuck into your tight throat, foggy glasses crooked low on his nose.
yet, the very next day, he was already seeking you out. the crow's feet around his eyes crinkled with genuine affection as he guided you into his private cabinet with a warm palm at your spine. two fresh coffees from the café down the street were steaming on the table alongside a box of delicate pastries.
in an almost boyish attempt to appear casual, he leaned down, deep voice rumbling terribly softly against your nape “was just passing by, and. . well, thought you might like some”
his breath was searing and humid against your throat, carrying the rich, distinct scent of tobacco, spicy cologne, and the walnuts he preferred to snack on while working. a sudden shudder rippled down your spine as his teeth skimmed your tender skin, your blouse collar turned up just high enough to conceal the fresh bruise he had sucked into your flesh. “she asked about me?” baelor murmured with quiet curiosity.
flashing a sharp, canine baring grin against your tender skin when gurgled, helpless moan escaped your lips, muffled straight into the solid breadth of his shoulder, hips bucking as his calloused fingers crook into your sopping hole. “she asked if we're. . mmnh—dating” you whimpered, breath catching as you pressed your wet, parted lips right into his pristine charcoal blouse. the dark fabric soaked up the damp heat of your mouth effortlessly, not that he would ever complain.
he let out a low grunt, mouthing a burning patch to your sternum before nuzzling lower against the plush curve, the underwire pushing your breasts up, the soft lace contrasting pleasantly with the rough scruff of his bearded jaw. “yeah? and what did you say, love?” his next question was one you could barely find the words to answer, rasped directly against your skin as his tongue laved a wet, agonizingly slow line all the way up to your collarbone.
his digits pump in and out, pussy drooling down his twisting wrist in a tacky, glittery sheen, gummy walls rippling, biting down on your pillowy lower lip, hips grinding down and grazing across his bulging crotch, trousers tented across rigid length. “that you're married, have kids!” you managed to choke out, stifling the broken moan that escaped your lips.
it was already late enough that the office was entirely vacant, the lights off, and not a single soul should have been lingering outside his private cabinet. baelor let out a low, amused chuckle at your answer. he dipped his head, his crooked nose, broken a couple of times during reckless youth, nuzzling into the sensitive crook beneath your jaw, scissoring his fingers deeper into your plushy cunt, feeling how the glossy slick rushes out.
“should make you pregnant then, no? live to the expectation” his words didn't register right away, spoken in a low, tantalizing voice that easily drifted past your distracted senses, to the way your pussy flutters, walls tightening to keep his digits crammed deep, poking at your sweet spot. by the time the meaning had finally hit you, he had already unbuttoned your blouse all the way down, thankfully spared from being ripped, unlike your pantyhose, split wide at your cunt and dampened with your juices.
his free hand palmed your bra, kneading your sensitive breast with the heavy patience of a big cat, before he dragged the lace all the way down. your breasts sprang free beneath his touch, bared completely as a feast for his hungry mouth, and you gasp around a small moan, then, the end strangled as your pussy clamps down. words struck you right in your churning stomach, the sheer weight of the image proving entirely too much to process.
before you could even gasp, he spun you around roughly, forcing your nipple pebbling breasts to flatten against the cold, polished surface of his desk. your back bent into a steep, agonizingly beautiful arch that left your ass swelled high into the air. cunt gaping and unprotected, your hole felt suddenly, devastatingly empty without warning, forcing a ragged, breathless sob from your throat as you whimpered for him “baelor. . — please”
he merely let out a low, melodious hum. your mind was spinning far too much for you to even turn your head and glare at him over your shoulder, pulse thumping heavily in your ears. instead, you could only listen to the sharp clink of his belt buckle and the slow drag of his zipper, followed by the quiet hiss of breath through clenched teeth.
hips wriggling when you feel his precum sticky, fat cockhead prodding at puffy folds, dragging through and watching with hooded eyelids how your own slick stretches from your cunt in thin strings. ass rocking back instinctively against him, his calloused palm coming down, swallowing the plump curve of your bottom completely. blunt nails digging firmly into your soft flesh as he cooed a low, steadying whisper into the quiet “easy, love. patience”
keeping quiet proved utterly impossible, mouth falling slack, every breathless sound punched out your lungs the moment he rammed into you, broad hips snapping forward in a relentless rhythm. your ass pressed flush against his taut thighs as you arched your spine even further, throwing your hips high and inviting in the dim light. his roughened thumb found your clit, pinching and stimulating it in perfect time with each deep movement, velvet heat swallowing him whole until he let's out a haggard groan.
his other hand cradled your jaw, caressing down the line of your cheekbone as he nuzzles your face. you let your own hand twist around to blindly burrow into his short, neatly cropped hair, fingers tangling in the graying strands that curled slightly at the tips. he found your lips in a clash of clumsy, desperate hunger, biting down hard against the soft flesh until it swelled, on the very verge of bleeding. raw, predatory hunger seemed to chew beneath his tanned skin.
in the corner, the amber lamp glimmered low, bathing the entire room in an intimate orange glow that highlighted the dark salt and pepper strands of his beard. your sodden panties peeking shyly from the pocket of his trousers, a souvenir left for him to savor later.
panting heavily against the seam of your mouth, he delved deeper into your sweet mouth. pupils blown wide, swallowing his irises until they were nothing but thin rings, making his brown eye appear even darker, cloudier, and utterly fuzzed with desire. slick cunt hugging around the thick of him, every rock of hips delightful, bullying his gorged cock as far as it can go, making your toes curl.
gooey walls quivering, spilling rivulets, and he peels from your spine reluctant to watch how your hole swallows him, plump and mouthwatering, drizzling down his girth until his pubic hair had gone matted. “such a good girl, fuck—” baelor cursed, a sharp whine caught behind his grinding teeth. his calloused thumb sped up against your twitching clit, and the sheer intensity of it reduced you to a breathless mess, blindly babbling his name into the gloom.
one of your hands remained curved desperately over the edge of the desk, fingernails scrabbling against the polished surface for purchase. your body had slumped completely loose, merely gliding up and down as his deep thrusts ceased, giving way to shallow, frantic humps. you could barely withstand the pleasure, lower belly feeling so heavy and full you feared you might burst and soak him down to his hairy thighs. feeling how he twitches within your pulsing walls, on the very verge of pumping you nice and full.
neither of you heard the clatter of heels behind the closed door, passing by at first, only to cut short upon hearing the ringing moans leaking from the room, followed by a gasp hidden behind a trembling palm. poor, sweet lyanne. having stayed behind to finish some after hours work, she had just witnessed, though not directly, something she was never meant to encounter.
she almost tripped over her own feet as she rushed away, her bag clutched tightly to her stuttering chest. running blindly with her cheeks burning an almost sickly bright crimson, she slammed into someone so hard she was thrown a step back, nearly crashing to the floor before a heavy hand caught her and anchored her to her feet.
maekar towered over her, a single white eyebrow arched in an unprompted question, his face twisted more into a grimace of distaste than concern. lyanne’s eyes flitted all over the place, from the briefcase clutched in his other hand, to the firm, solid way his fingers knuckled against her waist to steady her. and finally to the terrifying possibility that he might walk into the office and stumble upon the exact same scene she had just fled.
without thinking twice, though one should always think twice around a man like maekar, she grasped his stout bicep, tugged, and desperately dragged him away. surprisingly, he let her guide him, completely oblivious to the way you were currently dripping his brother’s pearlescent seed onto the office carpet.
hello!!! request for jace, reader volunteers to go in rhaenyra’s place during the battle, and it’s actually jace who gets locked in the room. NO SAD ENDING, PLEASE! but maybe she can come back with a scratch or two lmao..
if you don’t want to write something like that, i would totally understand, thank u anyway <3
Don’t Leave Me
Jacaerys Velaryon x Reader
The door slammed shut with a deafening. Bang!
Jacaerys spun around just as the bolt slid into place from the outside. For a moment, there was only silence. Then realization struck.
"No."
He lunged for the door, rattling the handle violently. "Open this door."
Outside, you pressed your back against the heavy wood, tears already stinging her eyes. Inside, Jace's fists struck the door. "Open it."
"You cannot stop me."
"Apparently I can," You shot back, your voice trembling.
The chamber fell quiet for a heartbeat. Then. "You tricked me."
"I learned from the best." A humorless laugh escaped him. "You are angry because I locked my mother away, yet here you are doing the very same thing."
"Because you're being a fool." The words came sharper than intended. Inside the room, you could hear him breathing heavily.
"A fool?" he repeated. "Yes." You pressed your hand over your mouth, fighting back the tears.
"You are the heir to the Iron Throne, Jace."
"And you are my betrothed."
The reply came instantly. Fiercely. As if that settled everything. Your heart ached. "That is exactly why I should go." The silence that followed was unbearable. When Jace spoke again, his voice was lower.
More desperate. "No."
"You know I can help."
"No."
"I am a dragonrider."
"No."
"Jace.”
"No!”
The shout echoed through the corridor. You flinched. On the other side of the door came another heavy thud as he struck it. "You are not going."
"I have already decided."
"So have I." Another blow. The door groaned.
"You cannot keep me here forever."
"No," you whispered. "Only long enough." A terrible realization settled between them. He knew exactly what you meant. Long enough for the fleet to sail.
Long enough for him to be unable to follow. Long enough for you to take his place. The next words from the other side of the door were barely above a whisper.
"Don't do this."
Your eyes squeezed shut. Of all the things you had expected him to say, you had not expected that. Not the prince. Not the heir. Not the future king. Just Jace.
The boy you had loved since childhood. The man you shared these chambers with. The man who knew you better than anyone.
"Please."
The plea shattered you.
You rested a trembling hand against the door. Immediately you felt another hand press against the opposite side. Separated by nothing but wood.
"Jace..."
"You promised me."
His voice cracked.
"You promised we would face everything together." A tear slipped down your cheek.
"And we will."
"No."
The answer came instantly. "No, because if you leave, I cannot protect you." "You were never supposed to protect me."
"Then whose duty is it?"
"Mine."
His hand slammed against the door again. "Gods, listen to yourself."
"You would do the same."
"Exactly."
The truth of that hung heavily in the air. Because he would. Without hesitation. Without question.
He would have gladly thrown himself into danger to spare you. Just as you were doing now. A broken laugh escaped you.
"We truly are alike."
"Then you know why I cannot let you go." You swallowed hard. The corridor suddenly felt far too small.
Far too quiet. Inside the room, Jace's voice softened. "Stay." Your heart broke.
Stay. As though they were discussing a journey. As though the Gullet was not waiting. As though dragons and war and death were not calling.
You leaned your forehead against the door. "I love you." The silence that followed was agonizing. Then you heard him exhale shakily.
"I love you too."
Another tear slipped free. "Which is why I'm sorry." Realization struck him instantly. "Wait." You stepped away from the door.
"Wait."
The panic in his voice grew. "Don't leave." You could hear him throwing himself against the door now. The wood shook violently.
"Please!" Your hand tightened around the key. Every instinct screamed at her to unlock it. To run back into his arms.
To stay.
But you couldn't. Not if it meant watching him fly into the jaws of death.
"Forgive me, Jace."
"No!"
The cry followed you down the corridor.
Raw.
Desperate.
Heartbroken.
"Please!" You didn't look back. Because you knew if you did, you would never leave.
Hours passed before the lock finally turned.
Jacaerys had long since lost his voice to shouting, his throat raw and burning each time he swallowed. The room around him looked as though a storm had torn through it chairs overturned, books scattered across the floor, shattered glass glittering in the firelight.
His knuckles were bloodied from pounding against the door, and his eyes were red rimmed and swollen with equal parts rage and fear.
He had waited. Waited until the sun had dipped lower in the sky, until the silence beyond the door had become unbearable, until every terrible possibility had begun to claw its way through his mind.
Then the handle rattled.
Jacaerys was on his feet in an instant, breath catching sharply in his chest as the door swung open.
It was Baela.
And one look at her face made his stomach drop.
Her hair had come loose from its braid, her cheeks were flushed, and there was something frantic in her expression that sent cold dread racing down his spine. For one horrible heartbeat, she said nothing and in that silence, Jace’s mind leapt immediately to the worst.
“No,” he rasped, the word leaving him before she had even opened her mouth. He took a step toward her, then another, his face already crumpling with panic.
“No Baela, no. Don’t don’t look at me like that. Just tell me where she is.”
Baela’s lips parted, and for one awful second Jace thought he saw pity there. His hands were shaking now, breath coming too fast as he reached her and seized her by the shoulders.
“Where are they?” he choked out. “Baela where is my wife?”
Baela grabbed his wrists, steadying him before he could shake apart entirely. “They’re alive.”
The words hit him so abruptly he went still. Jace just stared at her, uncomprehending, as though his mind had failed to make sense of what he’d heard.
Baela’s voice softened, though her own eyes were glassy with emotion. “They’re alive, Jace.” He blinked once, hard. “What?”
“They were pulled from the sea after the battle.” Baela swallowed, squeezing his wrists tighter. “They’re hurt their dragon is dead, and they took a bad wound to their neck, but the maesters are with them now. They’re alive.”
For a moment, Jace could only stare.
Alive.
Not dead. Not gone. Not lost to the sea or fire or the madness of battle.
Alive.
The breath left him in a shudder so violent it nearly folded him in half. He staggered back a step, one hand flying to his mouth as his knees threatened to give out beneath him. His eyes squeezed shut, and a broken, breathless laugh escaped him half sob, half disbelief.
“Alive,” he repeated hoarsely, like he needed to hear the word in his own voice to believe it.
Baela nodded. “Alive.”
Jace did not wait to hear anything more.
He tore past her and into the corridor, boots pounding hard against the stone as he ran through Dragonstone’s halls. Servants leapt out of his way as he rushed by, his pulse roaring in his ears so loudly it drowned out everything else. His chest ached from how hard his heart was pounding, his throat still raw from screaming, but none of it mattered.
When he reached the maester’s chambers, he shoved the door open so quickly it slammed into the wall. The room smelled of herbs, seawater, and blood.
And there they were.
His wife lay in the bed beneath a heap of blankets, pale and still, their [h/c] hair damp against the pillow. A clean bandage had been wrapped around their neck, another over their shoulder, and bruises bloomed dark beneath the collar of the fresh shift they had dressed them in. One of the maesters was murmuring quietly to another as they worked, but Jace heard none of it.
He stopped dead at the bedside, staring at her as though afraid they might vanish if he blinked.
They looked so small laid out there, so terribly fragile after the violence of the day. There was dried blood beneath their nails, soot smudged faintly along their wrist, and the rise and fall of their breathing was slow but steady beneath the blankets.
Alive.
Jace’s knees nearly gave out with the force of the relief that crashed through him. One of the maesters turned. “My prince ”
“How bad?” Jace cut in, his voice hoarse and frayed, never taking his eyes off them.
The older maester inclined his head. “A wound to the neck, though not deep enough to do lasting harm if the gods are kind. Bruised ribs, cuts and scrapes from the fall, and exhaustion from the sea. They have lost a lot of blood, but they live, my prince.”
Jace closed his eyes for one brief moment, his head bowing as relief hit him all over again, so sharp it was almost painful.
Then he moved to their side and sat heavily in the chair beside the bed, reaching for their hand with fingers that still trembled. The moment he felt the warmth of their skin, his expression crumpled.
He brought their hand to his lips, pressing a desperate kiss to their knuckles before lowering his forehead against them, shoulders shaking with the force of everything he’d been holding in.
“You’re so foolish and reckless,” he whispered, voice splintering around the words. “You were supposed to stay.”
A tear slipped free, then another, hot against their skin as he clung to their hand like it was the only thing anchoring him to the earth.
“I thought…” His breath hitched violently. “Gods, I thought I’d lost you.”
And there, at their bedside, with the maesters quietly stepping away to give him space, Jacaerys finally let himself break not from grief this time, but from the crushing, overwhelming relief of finding them still alive.
SUMMARY: A prince washes up on the shore outside your cottage, and you must decide whether you’re going to leave him to his fate or save his life. Either way, you know there will be consequences.
WARNINGS: fem!reader, commoner!reader, eventual dragonseed!reader, jace lives, eventual smut, class differences (jace is obviously a prince and reader is a commoner). Reader is not too fond of him at first because she is from Sharp Point. This is a bit of a mix of show canon and book canon in that Jace went to the Gullet to save his brothers and Rhaena still claimed Sheepstealer
AUTHOR'S NOTES: i HADDDD to do a fic for our beloved boy </3 i miss you jacaerys velaryon, prince of dragonstone, heir to the iron throne. I will truly never move on from this death </3 so we need a world where he does not die. I'm saur excited for this because it's my first time writing a reader who comes from a commoner background, AND I finally get to write the dragons ... originally she was not supposed to be a dragonseed, but I just cannot help myself. If I'm going to be writing a hotd era fic, our girl is going to have a dragon. ANYWAY I hope you guys enjoy! please leave a comment or reblog mwah mwah
You wonder whether it is chance or divine intervention that a Targaryen prince washes ashore beside your cottage.
By the time you get to the edge of the sea after catching a glimpse of the corpse from your porch, it is half buried in the wet sand, lying limp at your feet, and there is a lump in your throat that you cannot seem to swallow away.
You do not know how you didn’t notice the sigil sooner.
It should have been the first thing that caught your eye, considering it was only a fortnight past that the Prince Aemond brought the great dragon Vhagar over the town you were raised in and razed it to the ground. The green and gold banners have been flying over the area since, and soldiers from the Reach have been constantly patrolling the roads, seeking out rebels and sympathizers.
You know better than to involve yourself in the affairs of any man that dons the three-headed dragon, you tell yourself, trying to will yourself to walk away from the corpse before anyone can catch you standing near it.
Red or gold, black or green—it does not matter to you, the wars of nobles are graves for common folk, and you have no desire to meet an early one. You have done well enough for yourself since your father passed. You refuse to squander the life you’ve built because a prince washed up on the shore near your home.
The boy at your feet is young, you cannot help but notice—your age, perhaps—dark of hair and fair of skin. At a distance, he had looked like any other body the sea had decided to return, and your first instinct had been to rush toward him rather than avert your gaze and pretend you had seen nothing.
Your hands tremble at your sides, and you have to forcibly still them as you take in a deep breath.
This is war, you recall the soldiers saying when the survivors demanded to know the reason for the tragedy that took place at Sharp Point—mothers with tears in their eyes and no bodies to bury, fathers who had lost their livelihood and the children for whom they built it, your neighbors, your friends. They say Lord Bar Emmon sits on the usurper’s council, so all of the commonfolk who were unfortunate enough to be born beneath his banners have been made to pay the price of his loyalties, allies of a queen they have never seen and casualties of a war they never chose.
This is war, they will tell you the same as they cut off your head if they see you kneeling beside this corpse and call mercy treason. Because it is always the burden of the commonfolk, paying the price of noble quarrels. Princes speak of honor and succession, of rights and oaths and stolen crowns, and it is fishermen and farmers who have to bury their dead. They will not care to hear what you have to say if they think you're affiliated with the Black queen and her supporters, just as the Prince Aemond did not care whether the people of Sharp Point had declared for the Blacks or merely happened to be born beneath the wrong lord.
But now, a prince lies dead upon your shore, and you wonder if this is how it begins again.
You should leave him.
The thought comes immediately, sensible in light of the circumstances, even if it does make your stomach flip. You should turn around and go home, bolt your door, and tell no one what you saw. The sea will reclaim him, or the crabs will pick his bones clean; maybe the patrol will stumble upon the body before the tide rises, and they can parade it through the streets the same way you heard they did to Princess Rhaenys’s dragon.
By the morning, he will be gone one way or another, and you can move on with your life as though you never saw him at all. He will be somebody else’s misfortune, or more hopefully, no one else’s at all.
It is a corpse, anyway. The boy has not moved since you arrived, and his chest does not seem to be rising and falling. There are two arrows through his shoulder, and a blueness to his lips that you’ve only seen in the dead, so—
As though to mock you, he lets out a wet, ragged cough, water bubbling at his lips, lashes fluttering just enough for you to catch sight of dark, hazy eyes that slip over you once before they slide shut again.
You feel sick to your stomach.
He does not stir again. One side of his face is bruised an ugly purple, his dark hair plastered to his brow with seawater and blood. He cannot be much older than you—the traitorous thought crosses your mind again. There is something terribly young about him, lying there half-drowned in the surf, one hand curled weakly into the sand as though, even unconscious, he is still trying to cling to something.
He does not look like a prince, you think miserably. He looks like a boy who is going to die.
The sea foams around your boots, and his body twitches as it threatens to reclaim him—the only feeble resistance he’s capable of in his state. You do not know how he still breathes—the fires might still burn on the Gullet, but the fighting ended days past. How long has he been floating about, dragged around by vicious currents and tossed by waves? It doesn’t even seem as though it should be possible, as though the Seven themselves intervened and—
—and dropped him on your shore, in your hands, and you are contemplating leaving him to die.
The thought is unpleasant, a heavy stone in your chest in place of your heart.
You are not a cruel person. You have cared for gulls with broken wings, and you leave scraps outside your door for the old orange cat that wanders the area. During the winter three years prior, you spent a fortnight nursing a lamb that did not even belong to you because you could not bear the sound of it crying.
And now there is a boy at your feet—bleeding, drowned, scarcely clinging to life—and because there is a dragon sewn onto his chest, you are trying to convince yourself to let the sea finish what arrows and war could not.
His lashes are dark against his cheek. Young, you think again, even more traitorous than the last, no older than ten and nine, if even. There is salt crusted at the corners of his mouth and blood soaking through his tunic in sluggish, rusty streams that stain the pale sand beneath him.
He looks cold—traitor, traitor, traitor.
He looks like a prince, you try to insist. A dragon prince, fire and blood and ruin, dangerous.
Cold. Hurt. Dying.
You need to walk away, you tell yourself again, desperate this time, because the longer you stand there staring at him, the more you fail to convince yourself of the correct path.
A prince's life is worth more than yours, more than your cottage and your little patch of land and the fishing boat your father left you. It is worth armies and dragons and castles and men willing to kill for a name.
If this boy lives, others will come looking for him.
And if the soldiers discover him in your home, they will not ask questions. They will not care that you found him by chance or that you never bent the knee to Queen Rhaenyra—that you could not even tell anyone why one half of House Targaryen wishes the other dead. They will see the three-headed dragon on his breast and the roof over his head, and that will be enough to condemn you.
Worse, the Prince Aemond and the dragon Vhagar could return. You think of Tom, the miller’s son, pulled from the boiling river after dragonfire reached the gristmill. You think of little Grace’s face as she searched the ashes for her mother. You think of all of your neighbors, all of your friends, who hardly survived the first time fire rained from the sky, and you think of all of those who didn’t.
He is not worth it. He is not worth the risk. A prince is only a man born with a special name, there’s no reason you should save him and condemn countless others—he bleeds the same, he dies the same, and when the Stranger comes for him, he is no more spared than any other man.
Except, he didn’t, did he?
He should be dead—any other man would be dead.
Two arrows through the shoulder, half-drowned, tossed upon the sea for days on end—there is no surviving that. Yet he breathes still, ragged and shallow though it may be, his fingers twitching every now and then.
The Stranger came for him and left empty-handed.
The Stranger came for him and left him with you.
Why?
There are no prophecies in your life, no gods whispering in your ear. You are a fisherman's daughter with a cottage by the sea and enough coin to keep yourself fed through winter if the catch is good. You know little of the gods save for the prayers your father taught you as a child and the candles you light for him on his nameday. The Seven did not save your father or your town; they did not save Tom or Grace’s mother or any of the others who screamed as dragonfire turned their homes to ash.
So why? Why this boy? Why this prince? Why should the gods spare a dragon's son when they had not spared children and fishermen and mothers? Why have they left him for you?
You do not have an answer. The only answer before you is a body on the sand, breathing when it ought not to be.
You stare down at him, furious and distressed and so, so unsure. He looks dead again—still as driftwood, cold and pale, stiff. His lips are blue like the dead, and his chest hardly rises and falls. You wonder if you imagined what you saw before. If your guilt conjured a cough where there had been none, if your conscience simply could not bear the thought of walking away even from a corpse.
Slowly, you sink to your knees beside him, damp sand clinging to your knees, the sea foam wetting your trousers. Your hand is still trembling in spite of all efforts to still it. You lift it to his throat, hesitating only for a moment.
If there is life, you will do what you must.
If there is not, you will turn and walk away.
You have never prayed for someone to be dead before.
Please, you think now miserably. Please.
Your fingers brush the skin of his throat—it is cold. He must be cold. So cold, that for a brief, terrible moment, hope flares in your chest, and then—
There is a flutter—it is weak and uneven, so faint that you almost miss it, but it is there.
Your head hangs forward, and you blink away the tears that prick in your eyes, because you know this action will have consequences. You know that there is no going back once you have entangled yourself with dragons. You know that every story told of House Targaryen ends in blood and fire and ruin for everyone foolish enough to stand too close them.
You know that this boy could be the death of you.
The soldiers could discover him. Your neighbors could discover him—as much as they care for you, they fear Vhagar more. If word spreads that a prince of the black faction lives and is hidden beneath your roof, you could hang for it. They could burn your cottage to the ground. They could drag you through the streets and call you traitor.
Worse still, he could recover.
Because then he would not be a half-dead boy on the sand. He would be a prince again. A son of the house of the dragon. He would leave, and the war would continue, and perhaps one day you would hear his name in some tavern and learn that he had mounted a dragon and burned a town much like your own.
The sea rushes forward again, cold water washing over your boots and his legs alike. He does not move. He is so cold.
“Why did you have to wash up here?” you breathe out—frustrated, angry, resigned, because you have never been one to turn your back on someone in need.
His pulse flutters once more against your fingers, and he does not stir.
Then, because the gods have a cruel sense of humor and because your heart has always been softer than your head, you slide your arms beneath the prince’s shoulders and knees.
With a soft curse and the sea at your heels, you gather the dragon prince into your arms and carry home your ruin.
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He is Jacaerys Velaryon, son of Queen Rhaenyra, Prince of Dragonstone, Heir to the Iron Throne.
Three days have passed since you found him on the shore, and he has hardly stirred since you dragged him into your cottage. You have been riddled with anxiety since, jumping at every sound and fearing the worst when someone addresses you. It is only a matter of time—whenever a rider passes on the road beyond the trees or the patrol sweeps down your shore, you think they care coming for him. Coming for you.
You spend the first day trying to keep him alive.
You drag him home, soaked to the bone and half-frozen, laying him atop your bed as you get a fire going and wrap him in your blankets. For a while, you can only stand there staring at him, because it is one thing to decide not to leave a boy to die and another entirely to realize you have no idea how to save him.
You have to cut away his tunic to remove it, and it makes it easier to breathe once the three-headed dragon is out of sight, but then you have to address the monstrosity beneath it—bruises darkening one side of his ribs, yellow and purple and black, cuts everywhere, salt crusting his skin and body a ruin of blood.
You wonder how many rocks the currents slammed him into before he finally washed to shore. The sea around Sharp Point is, well, sharp. Jagged rocks and narrow inlets line the coast, and more than one fisherman has vanished into the sea after his boat drifted too close to reefs beneath the tide.
It is a cruel stretch of sea—crueler still to a boy half-dead and alone.
And then there were the arrows.
The shafts protrude from his shoulders at awful angles, the flesh around them angry and swollen. You cry while removing them, because you have never done something like it before, and your hands cannot stop shaking. A part of you wonders if the gods left him for you so that his blood could be on your hands instead, and you cannot fathom what you’ve done to deserve this.
You expect him to wake once you start removing them. At the very least, you expect him to scream. The first shaft pierced cleanly through his shoulder and is easy enough to ease out, but the second lodged itself deep in the flesh, refusing to budge until you brace your foot against the bedframe and pull with both hands.
It should have been agony—any man would have cried out.
The prince does not so much as flinch.
You remember staring at him afterward, the arrow clutched in your hand and your own cheeks wet with tears, wondering if he had died while you were removing it. You press your fingers to his throat with a panic that borders on hysteria, and you aren’t sure if you’re relieved or disappointed when you feel the fluttering pulse still there.
A traitorous part of you wishes that he had died.
A corpse is a tragedy, but a tragedy can be dumped in the sea and abandoned. A tragedy will not bring more war to your ravaged home.
A living prince, on the other hand, is a catastrophe that you do not know what to do with. Your home has already faced ruin once, and the longer he remains in your care, the more at risk you will be of bringing it upon you all again, because if he is captured in your care, then that means war and blood and fire and more dragons. The whole town, all of the survivors, everyone will be branded traitors to the crown.
But the prince lived, so you can only hope that he will heal quick enough and be gone before you have the chance to regret helping him.
The fever comes on the second day, and the corpse in your bed finally gives to life.
You notice it when you are wiping the blood from his face, and your hand brushes his forehead. It’s as though all of the cold of the sea had fled his body at once and left only fire behind. It’s what you expect of a Targaryen prince, really—the burning heat, closer to dragon than man— it feels more natural than the cold, but you are scared anyway.
You do not know much about treating battle wounds, but you do know about fever.
Your younger brother died of it during a long winter a decade past—no matter how hard your mother worked to keep it at bay, he was dead by nightfall. Your mother passed in the same moon, to the same sickness, as did half of the children in Sharp Point, because fever does not care whether you are young or old, rich or poor, prince or peasant.
His skin is flushed, sweat beading along his brow and soaking the dark hair at his temples as he twists in the sheets violently, threatening to reopen the wounds you just stitched close. His breathing changes too—no longer the slow drags of air, shallow and erratic, like he had spent days at sea only to begin suffocating on dry land.
You fetch water from the well until your shoulders ache. You lay cloths upon his brow and change them whenever they grow warm. You feed the fire, then fear you have made him too hot and let it die down, only to panic that he would grow cold again and build it back up.
Every few minutes, you find yourself pressing your hand to his forehead or his throat, checking for fever and pulse alike. There is never a change—still alive and burning, and you don’t know whether to be grateful or terrified.
At one point, he begins muttering. You cannot make out most of it—the words are slurred, little more than broken sounds spilling from fevered lips. Names, you think. Places, maybe. Some do not seem to be spoken in the common tongue.
Once, very clearly, he whispers, "Mother.”
You have to change the cloth on his forehead afterward and pretend your eyes are not stinging with tears. You curse the gods throughout that second day—you wish that you’d never left the cottage at all the morning you found him, you wish you’d left him to die, you wish, you wish, you wish, as though any of it matters anymore.
You sleep little that night, sitting beside your bed and watching him breathe. Terrified every time his breathing slowed, and equally terrified every time it quickened. You count the moments between each breath until dawn creeps through your shutters, and by morning, you feel like you have lived a lifetime in a single night.
The third day—today—you have to make the trek into town.
You have used the last of your willow bark, and there is only a heel of stale bread left, a few onions, and enough drinking water to last another day if you’re careful. You need fruit and vegetables, more barley, and you have a catch that you never got the chance to bring to the market to trade the morning you found the prince.
You cannot put it off any longer, much as you may wish—the prince needs supplies, and unfortunately, so do you.
You do not like going into town. You have never liked going into town—you have always been fond of your neighbors and your friends, but you were not fond of the way they circle and crowd you whenever you make your weekly appearance for trade. You got overwhelmed too quickly, and you didn’t know how to make an exit without seeming rude, so you ended up staying there for hours when there were many chores you had to get done at home.
Now, it is like a graveyard. The destruction following the Prince Aemond’s attack on Sharp Point has yet to be cleared. The soldiers are too busy with war and patrols, and the survivors are too busy trying to salvage what they can of their ruined lives.
When you enter the town, you can still smell charred flesh and death.
The children usually run to you when you arrive, chattering about the games they’ve played and the rumors they’ve heard, if you saw the wild dragon Grey Ghost while you were out on your boat this week, and you smile and nod along with them. But all of the children are dead now, and you are not crowded by friends and neighbors eager to make conversation with you, because most of them are dead now too.
It is in the market when you overhear green-cloaked soldiers talking about the battle that took place in the Gullet, and you finally put a name to the face of the prince in your home. You try to pretend that you’re not eavesdropping, fingers shaking terribly as you sort through the fruits and vegetables that Wylem carted in from his farm, because you need to know if they have figured out what you’ve done, if they know the prince is in your care, under your roof.
But they only laugh as they speak of dead dragons and a mourning pretender queen. They say the Blacks have lost two dragons, and the bastard prince, Jacaerys Velaryon, is dead. Any man who can find his body washed up on the shore to deliver to the King will see unfathomable riches.
Momentarily, you are angry at yourself because the royals brought this war and have caused all of this suffering, but when your lashes flutter shut, for a split second, you can only picture the haunted look on your mother’s face as she held your dead brother in her arms. You think of Miss Ellyn, who tossed herself into the sea when she found out her son had been killed on the Kingsroad. You think of your friend, Marie, who you found screaming, fisting her infant daughter’s ashes after the burning of the town. You think of them, and then you think of the black queen on her throne, and you feel the same lump in your throat.
Then you remind yourself that this is her doing.
Her doing, her half-brother’s doing, the other nobles’ doing. They brought this war to Westeros, they brought death and destruction, fire and blood, and you force yourself to shake your head and push it all away, trading some of the fish you caught for fruits and vegetables and barley with a watery smile that you’re sure Wylem took notice of.
There are more important things to worry about: if there is a bounty on the prince’s body, everybody will be searching for him. Not just soldiers, the people too—your friends, your neighbors, everyone. Many starve, more struggle, so if there is an opportunity for gold, they will all be on the hunt. You need to burn his cloak and tunic when you get back to the cottage, anything that associates him with House Targaryen.
You nearly trip over your own feet racing back to the cottage, second-guessing every conversation you had in the town. Wylem asked you why you were getting twice as much food as you usually get—you do not remember how you responded.
Did you imply that you had a visitor? Why can’t you remember? What excuse did you give? Did the soldiers overhear? Are they following you? Do they know? Why can’t you remember? You’re scared—you do not think you’ve ever been so scared in your entire life.
You look over your shoulder every five steps, worried that they’re going to come charging after you, demanding you to bring them to the Prince Jacaerys before taking your head. You’re not cut out for this—you’re the daughter of a fisherman. There’s no world where you should be worrying whether soldiers are going to hunt you down for saving a prince.
There are tears in your eyes when you make it back to the cottage, and your fingers are trembling around the bags Wylem packed for you. You shut the door behind you, and it takes you three tries to bolt it properly. When you finally do, you rest your forehead against the wood and let out a trembling sigh.
You—
“Who are you?”
There is a knife to your throat.
You stare at the crack in the wood of your door, breath catching, desperately trying not to move lest you risk the knife slicing through your skin. The crack appeared last winter, you remind yourself, trying not to focus too much on the fact that you can feel the cool edge of the blade. Your friend, Evander, was meant to fix before the next, but Evander is dead now, and you may well be too, if the knife at your throat presses any deeper.
“Answer me, who are you? Where am I? Wh—” the prince—Jacaerys Velaryon, Prince of Dragonstone, Heir to the Iron Throne—falters suddenly, and you can only breathe again when the knife drops from your neck, and you feel the presence at your back disappear. “You—you are a woman.”
You do not turn to look at him immediately, eyes sliding shut as you fight to steady the frantic beating of your heart, drawing one slow breath after another until your shaking eases enough to trust your legs. Your fingers tighten on the bags cradled in your arms before you force yourself to turn around.
Prince Jacaerys Velaryon stands three paces behind you, one hand braced against the edge of your table, pained, pale, barely conscious. He is bare from the waist up, and the stitches you painstakingly worked through his torn skin have pulled loose, fresh blood soaking the bandages and dripping down his chest and back.
You see more clearly in the light of the afternoon sun just how ruined his body is, bruises and cuts—you think his ribs must be broken, you did not notice just how bad off he was when you had him lying in the dim corner where you keep your bed.
For a moment, you forget that you are face-to-face with a Targaryen prince—it is only the boy you dragged in from the sea and spent hours trying to keep alive.
Your lips curve down into a deep frown, brows knitting together. You exhale as you say, “You reopened your wounds. It took me an hour to get them properly closed.”
The prince stares at you.
As soon as the words fly from your mouth, you remember who it is before you. The son of a queen. The heir to the Iron Throne, if one listens to his mother. A pretender's heir and bastard, if one listens to her enemies. You do not know which of them is right, nor do you particularly care. Such questions belong to lords and knights and people with far too much time to argue over crowns.
To the likes of you, prince is title enough for you to keep your mouth shut and your head bowed.
He does not immediately respond, gaze flicking around your cottage uncertainly. Your bed, stained with his blood. The dying hearth. The table where you left out the last bits of the bread, just in case he awoke while you were gone and was hungry. The bandages you left at his bedside. The basin of pink water you forgot to empty before leaving for town.
His lips, dry and cracked, part as he stares at you and murmurs more to himself than to you, “You tended my wounds.”
You hesitate, then nod, swallowing once. “I found you on the shore a few days past, my prince—” Your Grace? What is the proper way to address a prince? My Lord does not seem grand enough for the heir to a queen. Prince feels the safest—whatever he may be, no one seems inclined to dispute that part. “—I… you should probably be resting.”
“I need to know what happened,” he says instead, stepping closer to you. He is too pale, sweat beads at his forehead, dark curls matted to his skin. His eyes are wide and wild, pupils dilated the same way you’ve seen in men mad with grief or fear or fury, moments before lashing out at the nearest person. You find yourself tensing instinctively. “What do you know of the battle that took place on the Gullet? Did Baela make it back to Dragonstone? And Rhaena—she was on that wild dragon, and—my brothers, did my brothers make it back? How long has it been? Where are we? How far is it to Dragonstone? I must return immediately, I—”
The prince only just seems to realize how you’ve drawn away, back pressed against the door to your own home, arms tightening around the sack in your arms whenever he comes closer. His tongue darts out to wet his cracked lips, gaze flicking to the knife he dropped onto the floor and the fear in your face.
Shame crosses his expression instantly.
“I—” His expression twists as he puts space between the two of you again. You wonder whether it’s from pain or from struggling to force out an apology. Both, likely. He continues, “You have helped me—saved my life, most like—and here I am frightening you. I… I thought I’d been captured. I woke in an unfamiliar place. I didn't know where I was. I didn't know if I was a prisoner or if the battle had been lost. I heard the door open and…”
He trails off, and you stand there awkwardly, tension easing slowly from your shoulders. He is still on guard, but he does not seem so inclined to pull a blade on you again. Your lips part to tell him where he is, what little you know of the battle on the Gullet.
Instead, you ask, “Do most enemy strongholds look like a fisherman’s cottage, my prince?”
You are mortified the moment the question spills from your lips—he is a Targaryen prince, they are known for blood and fire and madness, dragons and crowns, and you speak to him as though he’s one of your peers.
Prince Jacaerys stares at you for a long moment, and then, to your astonishment, his gaze flicks around the inside of your home again, and something suspiciously like embarrassment crosses his face.
“I suppose not.”
The corner of your mouth twitches despite yourself, and you let out a soft puff of air through your nose before making your way across the room to place the sack you’ve carried from town onto the table. You will have to sort all of what you’ve got later; for now, you need to get the prince resettled before he opens up any more of his wounds.
You turn to look at him again, faltering when you see the pained expression that crosses his face, so sudden that it steals all the color from his cheeks. His hand shoots to his side, fingers digging into the bandages wrapped around his ribs.
“My prince?” you ask hesitantly, taking half a step forward, arm only slightly extended. It is one thing to carry him to your cottage and treat his wounds while he’s unconscious; it is different now that he’s awake.
Prince Jacaerys inhales sharply through his teeth. He is swaying on his feet, breath gone shallow—he looks as though he’s moments from collapsing hard onto your wooden floor. Still, his jaw clenches and the muscles in his neck tighten as he draws himself upright through sheer stubbornness.
“I am fine,” he insists.
“You should sit, my prince.”
“I am standing,” he replies with a tight smile, as though a bead of sweat isn’t rolling down his temple from strain to remain upright and his lips aren’t trembling with pain.
“Barely.”
The prince blinks as though caught off guard by the response, casting a look that is partially confused, and mostly offended in your direction. Your lashes flutter shut as you brace yourself for a volatile reaction, because he is a prince and you are a fisherman’s daughter, and you are arguing with him as though he is an equal and not one of those dragon-riding royals people compose songs about. You think you must have lost your wits entirely these past few days.
Instead, he shoots back, with all the dignity he can muster while visibly swaying, "I have endured worse."
You stare at the blood soaking through the bandages wrapped around his shoulder, uncertain if you believe him. You say with less heat, "That is not the same as being well, my prince."
His jaw tightens, and you fight a sigh. Gods, he actually looks as though he is preparing an argument.
You wonder, briefly, what your life has become. Three weeks ago, your greatest concern had been whether the currents would ease up enough for you to take the boat out of the shallows to catch some fish. Now, Sharp Point has burned and you are standing in your cottage, arguing with a dragon prince about his injuries.
The absurdity of it nearly makes you laugh, wondering if perhaps this entire ordeal is some fever dream brought on by bad fish and Leila’s uncle’s dubious ale.
Then, Prince Jacaerys’s left leg buckles.
He reaches for the table and misses, injured shoulder slamming into the edge hard enough to wrench a strangled cry from him, and before you can think better of it, you're moving.
You let go of the sack of fruits and vegetables and barley you were keeping steady on your table; it topples over, and all of your pristine apples go rolling across the floor of your cottage, but you barely notice, panicked when you realize that he careening right toward the hardwood floor.
You catch the prince around the waist just as he starts to fall, but he is heavier than you expect.
You brace yourself, convinced that he is going to take you down with him, but you manage to steer him sideways toward the chair beside the table. He collapses into it heavily, breath hissing through clenched teeth as pain flashes across his face.
Momentum carries you forward with him—far, far too forward.
One hand lands against the uninjured side of his chest to steady yourself, the other gripping the arm of the chair. For a horrifying second, you are practically sprawled across the heir to the Iron Throne’s lap. You jerk away so quickly you nearly trip over one of the escaped apples, face burning and hands shaking.
"Sorry," you blurt, mortified. “Sorry. Sorry, I did not mean—”
“I believe,” Prince Jacaerys begins with a grimace, “that was my fault.”
You do not respond, flustered, trying to put more distance between you to calm yourself down. Your gaze flicks back over to him, but he is too busy grinding his teeth as he glances down at his wounds to pay you any mind. You let out a soft puff of air through your nose before you look at the apples rolling about your floor, and then reach for one still on your table—you might have lost some sense over the past three days with the little sleep you’ve gotten, but you are not about to feed a prince food off your floor.
You make your way back over to him and hold the apple out to him. He blinks once at it before his gaze lifts to yours questioningly.
“I do not know when last you ate—a while, certainly,” you tell him quietly. “You should get something in you while I redress the bandages. I’ll cook some stew once I’m certain you’re not going to bleed out.”
Prince Jacaerys exhales through his nose before he takes the apple from you, rolling it between his fingers. You step past him so that you can move the basin of water closer to where he’s sitting, grabbing a clean rag and the bandages that you left next to your bed.
You come to stand in front of him again, hesitating before you motion to the wounds on his shoulder. You ask, “May I?”
His dark gaze flicks up to yours briefly before he nods, and your throat tightens as you shift closer, fingers fumbling a bit as you grab for the edge of the bandages to unwind them from around him. It is much more intimidating doing this while he’s awake, inches away from you, and eyes tracking your every move.
“I found you three days ago, my prince,” you tell him at last, trying to remember all of the questions he asked earlier so that you can busy your mind with something other than the fact that you can feel his skin hot against yours. “Before that, the fighting died another three. In truth, my prince, I do not know how you survived so long at sea.”
Prince Jacaerys says nothing in response. His attention remains fixed somewhere beyond the wall behind you, expression distant. You suspect he is counting the days since the battle, the hours his family has believed he is dead, the minutes his mother has spent mourning him. You keep your gaze trained on his shoulder as you unwind the last of the bandages and set them down on the table.
You press your lips together when you see that the stitches have loosened at the back of his shoulder—where one of the arrows had dug deep, but not deep enough to pass cleanly through. Pulling it free had torn through muscle and flesh alike, leaving a ragged injury that had taken you nearly an hour to clean, stitch, and stop bleeding.
You exhale as you run the pad of your finger briefly over the stitches, trying to figure out if you can salvage what effort you already put in or if you would have to pull them out and redo them entirely.
“And my family? My younger brothers? Baela and Rhaena? Have you heard what has become of them?” the prince asks, and you glance up just enough to see how his jaw tightens when your finger brushes over the wound. “Did we win the battle?”
“I do not know if anyone can be said to have won that battle, my prince,” you answer quietly, tongue darting out to wet your lips as you finally start to get to work at reclosing the wound. Your gaze slips to the side when he finally starts to eat the apple you passed to him. He makes a noise in the back of his throat, as though he’s only just realized how hungry he is. “Both fleets were decimated. The dead still wash up on the northern shore.”
How did Prince Jacaerys make it to your shore, then?
Not for the first time, you have to wonder if the gods themselves placed him directly into your hands.
Most of the rest of the dead have washed up on the northern and western shores of Sharp Point, as it is where the currents run strongest, but the prince somehow made it to where your cottage sits on the eastern shore. If he had washed up anywhere else, the patrol would have certainly found him by now. You've heard they have spent the last several days combing the beaches, hauling bloated corpses from the tide and turning them over with the tips of their spears, searching for the dragon prince they are certain the sea claimed.
Prince Jacaerys’s breath hitches when you tug lightly at the stitches holding the skin of his shoulder together. Already, he’s finished the apple you handed him, absentmindedly turning the core between his fingers while his thoughts remain leagues away.
It is only when the last bite is gone that he seems to notice, and his gaze drifts toward the table. He hesitates, and you think it is almost comical—this is the heir to the Iron Throne, a dragonrider, a prince who has flown into battle, and he looks as though asking for another apple might be an imposition too great to make when he’s been floating at sea for at least a week.
You hold the stitches carefully with your right hand so that you can lean forward and grab another apple from your table to pass to him. His cheeks color slightly when he realizes that you noticed.
“I did not mean to stare,” he murmurs, taking the apple from you and cradling it carefully between his hands. He asks again, “Have you heard what has become of my family?”
You shake your head, focusing on tending to his wounds again. You think that you’ll be able to salvage your work. It is good, you think—you can get him resting and then cook some stew for the two of you. You didn’t eat much yesterday, frazzled by the fever and trying to keep him comfortable, and you’re starting to feel a lightness in your head.
“I’ve only heard what the soldiers say in town, my prince,” you murmur, trying to figure out how to go about speaking the news he certainly won’t take well. The last thing you need is for grief to send him bolting for Dragonstone before he can so much as walk across your cottage without collapsing. If he does not kill himself by straining his body when it is not ready, then the patrols will certainly catch him and have his head—and then yours.
You let out a soft sigh as you tie off the stitches on his shoulder blade and lean down to wet the clean rag before lifting it to his bloody skin. You’re careful around the edges of the wound, trying not to disturb the stitches, working slowly at the dried and wet blood from the curve of his shoulder, over the collarbone, down the length of his back.
You try not to think too hard about what you’re doing.
If you do, it begins to feel far too intimate.
It is one thing to drag an unconscious stranger from the sea. It is another to stand so close that you can feel the warmth radiating from his skin, to brush your fingers across the line of his shoulders. You have spent three days tending him without much thought, because there had been no room for embarrassment while the Stranger lingered at his bedside.
Now he is awake and watching you, and every accidental brush of your knuckles against his skin seems to linger a heartbeat too long. He is a prince of the realm, and you are a fisherman’s daughter—people like you are not supposed to touch people like him, and yet—
You exhale through your nose harshly. You busy yourself with the rag, scrubbing a little harder than necessary at a streak of dried blood along his collarbone simply to distract yourself, and his jaw pinches.
“Sorry,” you say quietly.
“It does not hurt,” he replies—a lie, surely, any man would be in agonizing pain. But maybe not; any man also would have died in the sea. Maybe the rumors are true: the Targaryens are closer to god than man; they do not feel pain or have to fear the Stranger the same way people like you ought to. “What have you heard from the soldiers in town? Where are we?”
“Half a league from Sharp Point, my prince,” you answer, still evading the question, which he seems to realize from the way he glances at you over his shoulder, gaze sharp and accusing. He knows you are withholding something. You exhale lightly through your nose and then say hesitantly, “They say two dragons fell over the Gullet. I could not tell you which.”
“Two?!” Prince Jacaerys demands, immediately rising to his feet, so quickly that the chair scrapes against the floor, and you fear he might rip back open the stitches. He whirls on you, eyes wide, pupils large as coins, and you almost flinch. “Two dragons?”
You swallow thickly as you nod. “My prince—”
“One must be—” His voice catches. He cannot finish the thought. For the first time since he awoke, real grief overtakes him completely. It drains his face of what little color had returned, leaves him staring at nothing as though he can already see the answer waiting for him. “I need to know the second. Whose was it? Which dragon fell?”
It unsettles you how close he sounds to pleading when moments before, you had been wondering whether the stories of the Targaryens’ deism held some weight, because gods do not look like this. They do not stand in a stranger’s cottage with fear plain on their face, hands trembling as they wait for an answer they already dread.
The same lump forms in your throat now that did when you heard the soldiers mocking a grieving queen and couldn’t help your thoughts from turning to your own mother, to Miss Ellyn, to your friend, Marie. For a moment, he is not a Targaryen prince or a dragonlord; you see a son and an older brother. A boy your age who knows there are only a handful of dragons flying over the Gullet, and every one of them belongs to someone he loves.
“I do not—”
“I need to return home,” he says immediately, as though his face isn’t white with pain and his stitches don’t strain every time he moves. His eyes glaze over you as though you’re not even there, and he takes a step toward the door to your small cottage. “Sharp Point—there must be passage to Dragonstone, there—”
Panic flares in your chest when he makes as though to leave. It is noon, and the patrols have become more frequent along the shores outside your cottage. They’ve spent a week carding through the western and northern shores, and they’ve been sending more and more men to the east—you worry they’re becoming desperate. The longer they go without finding a corpse, the more they may fear that there isn’t one.
If they have an inkling that Prince Jacaerys is still alive, they’ll start kicking down doors, and if they start kicking down doors, they will find him, and your life will be forfeit for harboring him.
“You cannot,” you say before you can think better of it, lunging forward as though to grab his wrist, but you stop yourself before you can make a terrible mistake, stopping a hairsbreadth from brushing his skin.
What is wrong with you? you think furiously. You need to rest tonight before you do something you cannot take back. Already you have gotten snide with and you have argued with a prince of the realm—now you have commanded him and nearly tried to seize him. You would have been lucky to only lose your hand in any other circumstance. Had he been standing in a hall instead of your cottage, surrounded by knights instead of rough-hewn furniture, you might have lost your head.
“I cannot?” Prince Jacaerys turns to you, bafflement momentarily eclipsing the fear that had consumed him only seconds before, as though he cannot quite fathom that someone has just told him no.
“My prince, you can scarcely stand,” you say. His gaze drops to where your hand is still hovering near his arm, head cocking to the side and brows lifting, and you snap it back to your chest immediately, heat flooding your face. “You have lost a lot of blood, you have barely eaten in a week, your wounds have only just been stitched again, and there are patrols searching for you every road between here and the sea.”
He continues to stare at you, disbelief riddling his expression. You have the distinct impression that no one has ever spoken to him this way before—certainly not a fisherman’s daughter. You force yourself to press on while he’s silent, hoping to make your point and rid him of this futile endeavor before he gets you both killed.
“The Prince Aemond burned Sharp Point’s harbor. There are no ships capable of navigating the currents of the Gullet, and the water still burns besides. I do not have a horse for you to ride to Stonedance. You could not get to Dragonstone even if you were not hurt,” you insist. “I will return to town tomorrow to try to get more information, but please, my prince, you mustn’t leave. You will only be putting us both at risk.”
For a long moment, you think that he will invoke his title or duty and insist upon leaving anyway, or maybe he will simply walk out the door despite everything you have said, and there is nothing you could do to stop him.
Then, his expression changes, twisting into something pained as he looks away, a shuddered breath escaping his lips. His shoulders, held tense since the moment you uttered the word two, sink ever so slightly. The panic that had driven him to his feet has nowhere left to go, draining from him all at once, leaving only exhaustion behind.
One hand drops back down to his ribs, pain crossing his face. Whatever strength carried him to his feet abandons him just as quickly as the panic, leaving him swaying where he stands. He closes his eyes for a moment, and when he reopens them, the panic has been replaced by a type of defeat that is infinitely more difficult to look at.
You step forward cautiously when you see how his body is trembling, hand hovering uncertainly between the two of you, silently asking permission to help him. Prince Jacaerys stares at your outstretched hand, then at the bed on the far side of the room; you think, for a second, that he will attempt to cross on his own, but then his nostrils flare as he exhales, inclining his head just enough to grant you the permission his pride refuses to voice aloud.
Carefully, you slip beneath his uninjured arm, taking care to avoid the fresh bandages. He is warm—still warmer than he ought to be—and you can’t help but wonder if his fever has returned or if this is just how hot dragon prince’s typically run.
He leans into you only slightly, weight settling lightly against your shoulder—you suspect he is trying very hard not to. The journey from the door to your bed is scarcely a dozen paces, but it feels much longer.
“We were supposed to win this victory for her,” Prince Jacaerys says after a moment, voice breaking, the words slip free before he can stop it. You do not think the admission is meant for you, so you stay quiet. His throat works as he swallows. “We were supposed to—”
He cuts himself off, looking away again as you help him ease back down into your bed. As soon as he is seated, something close to relief crosses his face, lashes fluttering; the pain is still there, but not quite as terrible as it was when he was straining on his feet.
“The fact that you are alive at all is a victory, my prince,” you say quietly, even though you do not think the words will be of any reassurance. “You should rest. The sooner you are well, the sooner we can figure out a way to get you home. I’ll cook up a stew and wake you when it’s finished.”
He exhales again, jaw tightening as he looks away with a resigned expression. You turn your back on him to deal with the mess you made of the kitchen area, grimacing slightly at everything spilled across your floorboards and the table.
“What is your name?” Prince Jacaerys asks you suddenly. “I think I ought to know the name of the woman who saved my life.”
You let a soft breath, glancing over your shoulder at him. He is pained still, but there is an earnest look in his eyes that makes you falter—you remember how close you were to leaving him to his fate, and you have to look away again before he can catch the guilt that crosses over your face.
With a shaky exhale, you give the prince your name, and you cannot help but feel as though your life has irrevocably changed, and you do not think for the better.
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The sea is on fire.
Jace cannot tell where the flames end and the water begins. Ships burn around him, masts collapsing into the waves with deafening cracks; men scream as they’re consumed by the fire, and dragons let out terrible shrieks as they dive low to bring down another ship full of Myrish mercenaries.
He tries to focus.
He chases after the rogue dragon, hoping to kill the rider before the dragon can burn any more of the Velayron fleet—or worse, catch Baela and Moondancer. But there is panic clawing at his chest, and smoke and salt clogging his throat and stinging his eyes. He’s screaming at Vermax to fly faster, to kill the rider, and then—then he sees Rhaena.
He sees Rhaena atop the wild dragon, and she is screaming, crying, desperately trying to get it under control, and Jace is confused, reeling as he yells at Vermax to stop at the last second. He and dragon both diving down away from the chase before Vermax could breathe fire on his cousin.
Rhaena does not have a dragon, he thinks, trying to figure out what is happening, and Rhaena is supposed to be with his brothers, and his brothers are captured by the enemy, and he isn’t sure if Stormcloud and Aegon made it to shore, and there is too much going on, and—
—and Vermax is falling.
Vermax is banking hard, being dragged down into the sea, and Jace’s stomach lurches. He’s yelling—begging—Vermax to fly, and Vermax is trying, he’s trying so hard, wings beating smoke through the air. He shrieks as another bolt catches him in the wing, and Jace feels the pain himself—he feels the pain, the primal fear, everything that Vermax does, because Vermax is his, and he is Vermax’s, and they are bonded, and Vermax is drowning, and the water is so cold, and Jace cannot feel his legs or his hands or his face.
He fumbles as he tries to unhook himself from the saddle, choking on water and air, maybe a sob, as Vermax sinks into the sea, a stream of bubbles rising to the surface as he cries for Jace, slowly disappearing into the dark waters. Jace desperately tries to dive after him, as if he has the strength to hold them both above the sea, because Jace has already lost Luke, and he—he cannot lose Vermax.
Not the dragon who had slept beside his cradle before he was old enough to walk, the hatchling he had grown up alongside, whose neck had once fit beneath his arm, whose first uncertain flights had ended with both of them tumbling into the sandy shore of Dragonstone while his mother laughed herself breathless.
Jace does not know a life without him—he does not want to know a life without him. His earliest recollections are not of nursery songs or wooden swords, but of warm green scales beneath tiny hands and the deep, rumbling croon that had lulled him to sleep when he was scarcely more than a babe.
When Jace learned to walk, Vermax learned to fly; when Jace’s voice deepened, Vermax’s roar had too.
There has never been a Jacaerys without Vermax.
But Jace’s lungs are burning, and he cannot see the familiar green scales anymore, and his body is reacting, seizing and spasming because there is no air left in him and water all around. He does not know which way is up and which way is down, the water is too dark and too cold, and he cannot think, but—but he sees the bubbles. He sees the bubbles, and he follows them, and even as Vermax sinks to the bottom of the sea, he saves his rider one final time.
He reaches the surface with a gasp, gulping the smoky air, and everything hurts. His arms ache, his chest is too tight, his eyes burn, and he cannot breathe, because Vermax is gone. He can feel that Vermax is gone; there is a gaping hole in his chest where his dragon used to be, and Jace does not know what to do, he does not know how to live anymore, and he wants—
He wants his mother.
He just wants his mother.
He hears the cheers before he feels the first arrow, gaze lifting to the sky as he searches for Baela and Moondancer—they are not too far, he thinks, she'll come for him.
And then, there’s a dull throb in his shoulder blade as he pulls himself over a floating piece of driftwood, but he hardly takes note of the pain, because everywhere hurts, because Vermax is gone, because he wants his mother. He turns when he hears the cheering, and he sees the men on the ship, and he sees the crossbows and the bows and the Myrish banners, but he does not see anything at all, really, blinking once, staring.
The second arrow catches him closer to the chest.
And then—then all he remembers is sea.
White foam and bubbles, vicious currents and sharp rocks. He thinks he is dead more than he thinks he is alive, but there is so much pain. There is pain and emptiness, and Jace just wants—
“... prince, the stew is ready.”
Jace startles awake, breath hitching in the back of his throat. His body tenses immediately, because he does not remember where he is—he remembers the sea and the waves and rocks and pain and Vermax, but he does not remember…
The cottage. Waking up alone. The door opening, the fear—was he captured? Where is he? Where are his brothers? Where is Baela? What was Rhaena doing on the wild dragon? Mother, mother, mother—
You avert your eyes suddenly, an awkward expression on your face, and Jace suddenly remembers. He remembers you, the apple you passed him as you tended to his wounds; how he held a knife to the throat of a woman who is risking her own life to save his. He remembers that he is stuck bedridden in the bed of a commoner while his mother thinks he’s dead and fights for her throne alone.
He opens his mouth to apologize—to tell you that he will leave as soon as he is able, that he will ensure you’re properly compensated for saving his life—but he falters when he feels something hot and wet drip down his face.
He lifts his hand to his cheek and wipes at his face, looking down at the wetness smeared on his fingertips. For a long moment, he does not understand—seawater, maybe? But he is no longer being tossed around by the sea. He is warm in your cottage, the hearth burns low and your blankets are tangled around him. He blinks once, and another fat droplet of water rolls from his eye down his cheek.
Is he crying?
Heat rushes to his face so quickly he thinks it rivals the fever. He wipes away furiously, not sure if it’s more or less humiliating that you’re pretending not to notice for his sake, turning your back to him to ready the table.
Jace has wept before, more than most ought to—for the father who taught him fishing and sea shanties, and the other who passed before either of them could speak the truth out loud, for the grandfather he never truly knew, for the brother who felt less like a brother and more like his other half—but never, never in front of a stranger.
Jace promptly clears his throat and pulls himself together. He glances at you, praying that his face does not betray him, an excuse on his lips as takes a deep breath. Then he falters, mouth watering instantly, gaze cutting to the side where you are busy ladling stew into two chipped wooden bowls, back politely turned, as though you never noticed anything at all.
Jace doesn't think he’s ever been this hungry. He has dined in castles all his life—roasted swan, lemon cakes, arbor wines. He has consumed the finest meals Westeros has to offer and found them lacking, but he almost feels dizzy with need and pleasure at the scent of the stew you made.
“It—” Jace’s voice is hoarse from sleep. Embarrassed, he clears his throat again to try to even it out. “It smells good.”
You look at him over your shoulder with a small smile and murmur demurely, “I’m sure nothing compared to what you’re used to, my prince.”
“I do not know that,” he says lightly as he forces himself to his feet, grimacing as pain immediately shoots through his body.
Everything aches—his chest, his shoulders, his legs, his arms, his head. In truth, all he wants to do is curl up and sleep more; he cannot bear to keep going. Not now. Not after Vermax, after Luke, after making such a terrible mistake that he might have cost his mother her throne. His stomach flips at the thought, and he fights a shuddered breath.
He needs to keep going—there is no other choice. He needs to get back to Dragonstone as soon as possible.
You pause in the middle of setting the bowls on the table at his words to give him a questioning look. “My prince?”
“I have not tasted it yet,” he tells you, forcing levity into his tone, because you have saved his life, tended to his wounds, and now stand over a pot of stew you cooked for him, worrying that it is not good enough to satisfy a prince. The least he can do is ease your mind. "It would seem unfair to compare a meal I have not eaten yet.”
You blink at him once, and then you smile slightly—it’s a genuine one, not like the small one you forced in his direction just before—and Jace tries his best to return it as he crosses the small room. He shuffles the last few steps toward the table with considerably less grace than he would have liked.
“Perhaps” you reply softly, waiting for him to take a seat at the table before you do as well.
You do not immediately lift your spoon, and Jace hesitates—for a brief moment, an old childhood lesson surfaces. Do not eat until someone else has tasted it. Feasts at King’s Landing and supper at Dragonstone had been meticulous about such things—cups were poured and tasted before his mother, and plates were sampled before any of them took a bite of their food. The paranoia claws at him and disappears as quickly as it comes.
You had dragged him half-dead from the sea, spent days stitching his wounds and breaking his fever, and gave up your bed so he could sleep comfortably. If you wished him dead, you need only have left him on the shore.
“I never thanked you for what you’ve done for me,” he says at last, fingers grazing the wooden spoon dipped into the broth. “When I return to Dragonstone, I shall speak with my mother. She will see you properly rewarded.”
“There is no need,” you murmur, finally taking a sip of the stew when Jace lifts the spoon to his lips.
The broth is hot enough to sting his tongue, but he scarcely notices. It is a simple meal—carrots and celery, chunks of what he thinks is rabbit. It is the plainest thing he has eaten in years, and yet somehow, the best meal he can remember.
His stomach twists painfully as warmth settles into it, and before he can stop himself, he takes another spoonful, then another, the hunger of the past week overwhelming whatever restraint court etiquette had once led him. It is only when half the bowl is gone that he realizes how quickly he is eating.
Embarrassed, he forces himself to slow, lowering the spoon.
“My apologies,” he says, clearing his throat. “I fear I may have forgotten my manners.”
“You haven’t had a meal in over a week, my prince. You’re allowed to be hungry,” you say with a faint smile.
Jace lets out a half-hearted huff of amusement through his nose, though his smile fades as quickly as it came, returning to conversation to try to force himself to slow down and show a modicum of etiquette before he embarrasses himself further.
“There is every need for reward,” he disagrees, leaning forward slightly to look at you. For the first time since he woke in your cottage, he actually observes you—you cannot be much older than he is, beautiful certainly, but there’s a weariness in your expression that Jace cannot help but feel as though is his fault. “You saved the life of the heir to the Iron Throne. You surrendered your bed, tended wounds that would have killed most men, and risked the wrath of the Greens simply by allowing me beneath your roof. I cannot allow that debt to go unanswered.”
You stare at him for a moment, a conflicted expression on your face, and Jace shakes his head slightly as he presses.
“I do not possess enough coin to repay such a debt myself—” nor, he suspects, does anyone “—but my mother will. You needn't live here any longer if you do not wish to. We could see your cottage rebuilt if the fighting has damaged it, or grant you land elsewhere, if that is what you'd prefer. Whatever you ask, so long as it is within my power, I will see it done.”
You are quiet for a long while as Jace finishes off the stew, but he expects hesitation as you mull over what to ask for: gold, land, a better ship, perhaps. Your gaze drifts off to the side, and Jace’s follows it, faltering when he realizes that you’re looking in the direction of what remains of Sharp Point.
That’s right, he remembers—you mentioned your cottage was less than a league away.
From where he sits, he can just see the destruction through the small window. The town is little more than scorched foundations and splintered timbers now, dragonfire having reduced generations of work to ash in the span of a single afternoon. He cannot look at it for long, stomach twisting so unpleasantly that he fears the stew you just cooked him might come right up.
You stay silent for so long that Jace wonders if you have not heard him, and his lips part to repeat himself futilely.
“We used to think they were beautiful, you know?” you say, voice barely over a breath. “We would watch your family fly from King’s Landing and Dragonstone. The children would cheer and call out the names of whatever dragon and royal was passing overhead, even though they knew you could not hear them.” A wistful smile tugs briefly at your lips, and Jace suddenly feels a rock in his stomach, a heaviness that he cannot seem to push away. “There is a wild dragon in these parts—we call him Grey Ghost. He hunts fish along the eastern shore. I see him frequently when I take my father’s boat out. We lived alongside him for years—sometimes he swoops down close when we have a big catch, but he never bothers us. My father always said he was curious—shy, but curious.”
You exhale suddenly as you rise to your feet; Jace wonders if he should ignore the unshed tears in your eyes the same way you politely did for him.
“Then the Prince Aemond and Vhagar came,” you say at last. “The only thing I want, my prince, is for this war to end, but I know you cannot give me that. If you don't mind, I should see to my father's boat before the tide turns. There is more stew in the pot if you would have it. Then you ought to rest. You'll not heal by arguing with your own body.”
Jace opens his mouth.
He does not know what he intends to say, caught between guilt and indignation, because everybody wants the fighting to end—he does, his mother does. Maybe not Daemon, but why do you say it as though he stands opposed to peace? He did not choose this, nor did his mother. It is not his fault that the Greens usurped his mother's throne.
He desperately tries to formulate an answer, but how is he supposed to respond to that? What were they meant to do? Yield to the usurpers? Stand aside while his mother’s birthright was stolen? Let Luke die for nothing? Should he say that he is sorry for your loss? That his mother would never have done this? That Vermax would never have burned a fishing village? That this was all the Greens? That they fight to avenge what happened here?
That dragons are not cruel creatures, he feels the need to tell you when he sees the disdain on your face—it is the people who ride them. It is the Greens. It is Aegon and Aemond, Alicent Hightower and her father.
His lips are parted as though to respond, but he only finds himself staring at you helplessly.
You incline your head politely before slipping out the door, the cool air rushing briefly into the cottage before it shuts behind you once more. Jace remains where he is, staring into the last of his stew until the steam no longer rises from it, the reality of his situation settling over him—Vermax is dead, Luke is dead, and his mother believes them both lost. He does not know whether his brothers and cousins are safe, if his mother still fights for her crown. He is useless, wounded in a fisherman's cottage, alive only because a woman from a town his family failed to protect chose mercy over sense.
He does not think he has ever felt less like the heir to a kingdom.
mmmm thinking about modern!au maekar targaryen who's a former fighter pilot for the navy, turned jag officer, turned associate professor of law for st valaena's university in king's landing who has, what seems like, one-sided beef with the sweet, young librarian at the uni library.
he insists that she is denying every single one of his requests for books on ancient valyria—a topic that he is trying to research in his spare time so he might be able to give a lecture about it for the upcoming event centred around the topic—and that she is doing so bc she personally hates him.
to everyone else, though, she's this darling, sweetheart of a girl that helps everyone with what they are looking for, even going as far as bidding on a first edition rhoynish history collection with her own money and donating it to the library, just so a student could use the original footnotes written by the author in an essay, and it drives him INSANE.
professor maekar will roll his eyes and scoff any time someone brings up just how resourceful, and smart, and energetic she is, and how she always finds what they're looking for, and aerys (professor of ancient westerosi history with a special interest in dornish culture throughout the ages) is forced to not flick his little brothers ear, and instead tell this well-meaning person "ignore him. go on." with a strained smile.
he confronts her about it the day before the ancient valyria event while she's trying to set up one of the conference rooms in the library and it's tense. she will not tolerate some fucking jarhead military lawyer ("I was in the navy you fucking brat") besmirch her good reputation just bc the books he wants for his special little hobby aren't available, and he will not take some 20-something-year-old standing on a step stool just so she can talk down to him ("you're just upset I'm talking down to you the way you always do to me") about his extremely valid interest in ancient valyria.
Casella Ladybright (oc) and her lovers; Ashara Dayne & Ned Stark
Upon meeting at the infamous tourney at Harrenhal, Casella and Ashara quickly grew interested in the younger Stark brother, Eddard. Over those ten days of the tournament the three nobles remained together in the spirit of keeping good company. Even after the end of the festivities and the beginning of the rebellion they all kept close correspondence through letters sent back and forth.
Ive had a thought, and I just need to share it with someone- Maekar #1 biggest fan of his partner having bush 😩 like imagine his reaction when one day BOOM, bush has been removed, I just know he’d hate it
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─ summary: You do something new for your husband. He kinda hates it for a little but only for a little bit.
─ pairing: Maekar Targaryen x reader
─ content: 18+ MDNI | smut | p in v | no plot | fluff if you squint
─ a/n: I was giggling writing this. Thank you for your patience…we are slowly working through this inbox. 🖤
This week had been a slow-moving torture of missed connections. Maekar would stumble into your shared chambers long after the moon had reached its zenith, his face etched with the day's battles, only to find you deep in an exhausted sleep. When you woke, the space beside you was cold, his scent a fading ghost on the pillows. It was a chasm of silence and solitude, and you had grown tired of it. That morning, you had summoned Maekar's steward. "You will tell my husband," you instructed, your voice leaving no room for argument, "that his work ends today at the seventh hour. He will join me for dinner. He will not be late." The steward, a man who had seen the your husband’s frustrations at the constant near-misses, simply bowed. "Of course, my lady."
You spent the afternoon orchestrating the evening. The kitchens were a hive of activity, preparing everything Maekar favoured. You wanted to care for him, to wash the week's exhaustion from his bones with food and wine and quiet affection.
Dinner was a success. The tension in his shoulders finally unwound, and the lines around his pale violet eyes softened as he spoke of his day, his voice a low rumble that vibrated through the table. He fed you from his own fork, his fingers lingering on your lips, a silent promise of what was to come. When you finally retired to your bedchamber, the air was thick with unspoken need. The week of abstinence had been a strain on you both; your life together was a passionate, physical one, and this dry spell had left an ache.
"You have missed your husband, I think," he teased, his voice a low growl as he pulled you into his arms. His silver-blond hair brushed against your cheek, and the faint, coarse scratch of his beard was a familiar, thrilling sensation against your skin.
You wound your arms around his neck, pressing your body against his. "And you, my lord," you murmured against his mouth, "have you missed your wife?" His answer was a kiss, deep and hungry. He backed you toward the bed, his hands roaming possessively over your curves, undressing you as he went, his touch igniting a fire low in your belly. You fell onto the soft furs, a tangle of limbs and growing urgency. His mouth moved from yours to your throat, nipping and sucking, and you arched against him, a soft moan escaping your lips.
"Maekar," you breathed, your fingers tangling in the hair at his nape. "I did something… for you."
He pulled back just enough to look at you, his violet eyes dark with lust and curiosity. A slow smile spread across his lips. "Did you now?" he rumbled. "Show me."
You sat up and gripped the hem of your silky shift. In one fluid motion you pulled it over your head and cast it aside. The firelight kissed your skin, and you watched his face, your own breath held tight in your chest. His smile faltered. His eyes, which had been filled with a hungry heat, widened slightly. The look on his face was a flash of pure, unadulterated dismay.
"What is this?" He pushed himself up on one elbow, his gaze fixed on the juncture of your thighs. "Who did this to you?"
A knot of anxiety tightened in your stomach. "You… you do not like it?" you asked, your voice smaller than you intended.
The sound of your voice seemed to break him from his stupor. He saw the uncertainty in your eyes, the slight tremble in your lower lip, and his expression immediately softened. He reached out, his large hand cupping your cheek, his thumb stroking your skin. "No," he said quickly, then corrected himself. "I mean, yes. You are beautiful, perfection, as always."He sat up fully, his muscular torso bathed in firelight. "But I love the look of you, all of you."
You could not help the small pout that formed on your lips.
He saw your disappointment and leaned in, pressing a soft, apologetic kiss to your mouth. "You are spectacular," he insisted, his voice a low, earnest murmur against your lips. "But please, do not let that butcher touch you again."
A small, watery laugh escaped you at his dramatic choice of words. The tension in the room broke, replaced by something more complex, a mixture of your lingering disappointment and his overwhelming affection. He pulled you back down onto the furs, his mouth finding yours again. The kiss was different now, less frantic, more apologetic and tender. But the week of built-up need was a powerful force. His hands began to roam again, rediscovering your body, and the heat between you began to rebuild, slowly at first, then with a sudden, ferocious intensity. He rolled on top of you, and when he entered you it was with a groan of pure relief.
He began to move, his strokes deep and punishing, and as he took you, as he watched his thick, glistening cock disappear into your body, something shifted in him. He had been dismayed, yes, but now he was transfixed. Without the soft, neat curls he could see everything. He could see how the perfect, swollen folds of your cunt spread around his length, see how utterly soaked you were for him, your slickness coating him, shining in the firelight. The visual was filthy, intimate, and undeniably erotic. He could see every detail of your body's response to him, and it drove him wild with a possessive lust.
"Gods," he grunted, his rhythm growing faster, harder. He gripped your hips, pulling you onto him with each thrust, the sound of your bodies meeting echoing in the quiet chamber. "How long," he panted, his gaze locked on where you were joined, "until it grows back?"
"Four moons or so," you gasped, your hands clutching at his powerful shoulders, your body arching to meet his brutal pace.
A rough, breathless laugh escaped him. "Well, there is no point in waiting around." He drove into you, his hips snapping hard against yours. "We might as well make the most of this." The sheer, unexpected amusement in his voice, mixed with the power of his thrusts, sent you over the edge, and you cried out his name as your release tore through you. He followed you moments later with a hoarse shout, burying himself deep inside you and spending inside you, marking you as his.
As you lay tangled together, panting in the firelight, you could not help but laugh, a deep, satisfied sound. He was an impossible man.
