Had to say goodbye to my ex for one last time.
I went over to her house knowing I likely wouldn’t see her again after this. I loaded my car up with everything that I could have that be hers, and a little note and a present.
As I drove over, I blared our song, tears filling my eyes making it look like the roads were melting ahead of me. I knew this would be the last time I would hear it on my own valuation.
I arrive, feigning stocisim, this is just supposed to be a drop off after all. No longer than 5 minutes. Plus- I’m running late for class. I text her on my arrival.
She peers her head out the door, and as soon as she notices my car, gleams with a smile, prances down her steps to greet me.
Her beauty hasn’t changed one bit. Her smile still staying pure. She ushers me out of the car, where I can’t contain myself longer. I have to say goodbye forever to her??
I immedialty start bawling my eyes out. It hurts so much. I thought I got over her but I really didn’t. Hearing her voice, smelling her scent again. I couldn’t do anything but be a blithering mess. Her smile turns into a face of concern.
Hey hey you’re okay- do you wanna come indoors?
We hobble indoors, I’m holding her hand again. Haven’t done this in a while.
Y’know I’m proud of you- you’ve come so far, only a year ago- you would still hide behind a hoodie refusing to accept yourself. I’m glad I could push you forward
With a smile she looked at me and pet me on the head.
Y’know you’ve improved alot too. You deserve some credit too.
The waterworks stalled. I remembered I had my gift in my car and some onesies she left behind. I’d figure I’d give her them again. Seeing as she liked them.
She refused to take them back. Saying she still had the ones I left behind, and that I should keep hers for keepsake. I gave her my gift and love not she pocketed.
We embraced and hugged. I wasn’t ready to leave, and I don’t think she was ready for me to leave neither. We just chose to be with eachother for as long as we could.
We updated eachother on our own situations, with her being very happy about my roommate situation being sorted. Then, we spoke about plans for the future, what we wanted, especially with her plans, government work with the Trump admin gushed a lot of her plans evidently. Then Pokémon cards and robot girls, and Yuri and… it just felt like I had her again, just really quick- I had the woman I loved dearly. Nothing but her mattered again. Her blue eyes glistened in the spring’s sun. 5 minutes turned to 10, turned to 30 turned to an hour. But at this point I had to get going. Idle on the steps I tell her I needed to go. With her hands in my she looks like me as she did all the times before.
Hey love you
I received a kiss on the forehead. Then I put my hand on her shoulder and landed a peck on her nose
Love you too
Then I close my car door and drive off.
May fate bring us back together again. I don’t think I’ll find someone as special as her.













