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[queer dog in massachusetts]

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swooning over this picture because if you zoom in you can see the reflection of the bay in my eyes

this is a poem

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everything’s been sepia for two days from the wildfires in canada. it feels like we’re in a holding pattern

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recently found a cologne that I could settle down with however it seems to be two hundred and twenty five fucking dollars a bottle. so lmk where yall get your dupes from

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I’m feeling pretty alright lately. having a good, solid, fun few days to step out of my life got me lofty and grounded at the same time, I’m feeling a little less rooted in waltham now that i’ve had a little taste of “the life i’ve always wanted.” it reminded me that I can make a place for myself wherever I go. gotta remember that always. I’ve had a little crush on a guy in the band for a little while now and after hanging out with him last weekend I’m thinking about pursuing it… there are many roadblocks. which is a good thing I think, because now I can focus on taking this day by day instead of feeling cagey or future tripping. I don’t even know if he’s queer but i’ve decided that’s not going to be a factor in who I ask out, I think it’s more fun to have that little added variable and it weirdly feels like a lower-pressure pretense. I can also say I’m not afraid of rejection but I am afraid of messing up a good thing. but I do believe it’s only weird if you make it weird, and lately I’ve been defaulting to confidence without even realizing it, so a shot in the dark might be the perfect pop quiz on everything i’ve worked on this past year. there is also the very spooky possibility that he’s interested, and that would be worth much more than a pop quiz. that would mean the first real life opportunity to date in a healthy way. after only a few months of consistently working out i’m finding myself amazed at the things my body can do and how my body can feel. obviously the way that it looks has been the most apparent, but I hadn’t even thought about how my basic functionality could change. I wonder how much my heart has learned while I wasn’t looking?

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I do hope that mitch mcconnell is fully conscious but unable to alert anybody and also that he’s experiencing the most severe amount of pain terror and anguish that a person can feel

[househunting]

$639,000/2 br/1 ba

Bearsville, NY

Built in 1944

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💘

[fancypeopleadventures]

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had an unbelievable time on Vinalhaven this weekend. traveled exclusively by boat or truck bed for three days, played three shows, enjoyed camping for the first time, if I wasn’t sleeping or playing music I was laughing. saturday after the parade i took shrooms to go swimming in a massive quarry before hightailing it into the woods to play an absolute banger of a party in someone’s wood shop. made some new friends and cemented a LOT of fresh ones. I’m happy right now that’s all there is to it!

[outsidewolves]

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just wanted you to know i love you ❤️

this is so crazy because two old hookups both texted me today too

[giragirameganedan]

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Partyquest 2026

[eelizabit]

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lately

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recently I found myself saying “i’ve always had trouble falling out of love, but i’ve always done it and i’ve always been better for it.” a friend and I were catching up and I was telling her how difficult this move has been, how much I miss living next to boston, how I’m still having trouble making a home out here. she suggested that the real problem is I’m still going back there every day and that it’s difficult to let go of something you spend all of your time with. and I think she’s right, and that’s heartbreaking, and it’s demoralizing, because now I’m staring down the barrel of an inevitably painful growth experience.

next weekend I’m going camping with the band up in maine. and god damn if isaiah isn’t on my mind. we’ll be spending a night in camden, the place I helped him move before we broke up, and one on vinalhaven, the place his best friend is from, and I’m about to step straight into a fully-formed living metaphor. I wonder what it will feel like? to have fallen out of love and revisited that love fondly?