and also like why are we already robbing ourselves of the opportunity to chew on the nuance of queer faith alongside this show by boiling it down to 'religion = bad' like !!! why !!!! sink your fingers into it !!! go into the desert and wrestle god about it !! ask the uncomfortable questions !! if god makes no mistakes does god make us queer? if so why? and why allow this to happen to us? is being queer a mistake ?? if it isn't then why does religion tell us it is ??? where did it come from ??? is religion supposed to be infallible ??? is the bible supposed to be infallible ?? it's not like the qur'an, where the holy book is the direct word of god, the bible was written by men !!! and altered by men !!! and pieces have been cut out and mistranslated and lost all throughout its history, both by mistake and for personal/political agendas so how much can we really trust it ?? and how much can i trust myself?? and why do we allow religious leaders (or anyone for that matter) who cherry pick which levitical laws to follow and which to ignore entirely to dictate our relationship with god ??? but who can we listen to if not them? who am i to know god? but i know god !! i know him !! but how much can we really trust god anyway ??? does he love me THAT much ?? enough to forgive even this ?? did jesus die for even this sin ?? am i willing to risk it ?? even if i trust him? even if i don't trust him? is hell worth even this? what if i'm wrong, and i don't get to see my loved ones again in heaven ?? what about if i don't act on it ? god knows my heart, but if i don't act on it will god let me in then ?? what if i don't trust that god loves me this much? what if i'm angry at him?? what if i'll always be angry at him?? what if i love him still? what if i want to be who god made me to be, no matter what it costs me? what if i don't?? what if i don't trust god not to make mistakes ?? what if i don't trust him to love me that much? and what's the worst sin here anyway, to trust god and be wrong or to not trust him and be wrong? why did he make me this way?? will my baptism get me into heaven with even this sin? is this even a sin that needs to be forgiven? it says in 1 john that whoever does not love does not know god, for god is love, so what else could queer love possibly be but god? loving me, moving in me, showing his love through me? how could that possibly be wrong?? but what if i'm wrong? and so on and so forth like !!! we're supposed to take tanrak's hand in one of ours and barth's in the other and walk on this journey with them not assume the ending for them
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