Do I Wanna Know

Chrianna Fanfiction

[calypsoff]

Prologue.

Throwing my backpack over my shoulder “thanks pops” banging the car door shut, new school year and I am late already “Christopher!” my dad shouted from the car, I stopped in my tracks turning around “yes” sighing out as I said it, I just want to make it to first period and he out here with his bad ass head just smiling “pops, I am late and you know this already and your sat there smiling at me, what is it!?” I snapped “stop stressing your mother out, I won’t tell her about this. Let me not see you walking late to school again, got it?” he pointed at me “got it, now can I go!? Damn” turning back around and jogging towards my school, some dumb teacher is about to stop me. First period has started, and I know I am late, I overslept. Then I wanted to get some food, but I didn’t think I would be this late. I can blame my cousins, they were going college and I just hung with them for a short while, my mom will not find out. I don’t know, I dislike school the most but here I am, I ain’t got no choice but to come here. I want to play basketball, but these teachers be bugging, they do the most to make sure I do not get there, I will make it with or without their input. Dragging open the door, complete silence in the hallways, I have like thirty minutes left of first period so I can learn something. Tenth grade is just going to be the same as ninth and so on, the teachers be on my case and I have the worst teacher to see right now. I hate social studies; I mean I hate school so coming to this class makes no difference.

Taking in a deep breath as I opened the class door, I am apprehensive about this class already because I know that this teacher will play on the fact I am late “so nice of you to join us so late in the day?” this is the drama she puts on, it’s not even that late “care to explain to the class why you have interrupted their learning?” letting the door go so it can close, staring at the class “they falling asleep already?” small laughs played around the class “Christopher, why are you late? You missed homeroom too?” nodding my head “I did, and now I have arrived can I take my seat?” she took in a deep breath and waltzed over to me, I swear I dislike her so much “not even an apology, why are you late?” Miss Polkovita lowered her head to me, her tone lower then it was “sorry Miss Polkovita, I overslept, won’t happen again” I rather just get on with it so she can get off my dick about it “sit down” nodding my head, walking off to sit in the back of course. My seat is there waiting for me, Barry grinned at me “what’s up” dapping TJ as I walked by “Christopher, there is a seat here. No need to even go to the back” I groaned out as I turned back around “you just making this long, like on a real!” I spat, throwing my backpack on the floor, and sat down in a huff “now thanks to Mr Brown we have wasted five minutes” I honestly don’t care for what she says.

Closing my book that is full of graffiti, did I make any notes in this class of course I didn’t “remember papers in by next week! It’s important you look over your notes, Mr Brown stay behind” I groaned out “nigga going to get an ass whooping! Where were you!?” Barry came into my eye-view “I overslept?” I said with the biggest smirk on my face knowing full well I left with my mom and then I went for breakfast with my cousins “sure! I guess Miss P going to be complaining now so good luck” nodding my head “I see you at English bro” dapping him as he walked out “I will be right with you, just wait there” grabbing my backpack and stuffing my book in there, Miss Polkavita and her fake Louboutin heels. She crouched down in front of me “was there a reason why you were late today?” taking in a deep breath “I overslept, what else do you want me to say? Miss I was sleeping and woke up late, won’t happen again” zipping up my backpack “I will let you off this one time, if you are late again then we will have to contact your mom. This is an important year for you Chris, I want the best for you so” she moved away “I don’t want to keep you, Robyn please come here” shuffling up on my seat looking behind me, the female picked up her backpack, she was already smiling as she looked up “come on over here, so Christopher” does she have different colour eyes, squinting my eyes “Christopher” looking back over at my teacher “you can now do me a favour, and if you can actually do this without error, I will forget this little lateness business, so” Miss Polkavita stepped back “this is Robyn, she is from Barbados, she is doing the international exchange programme here at Essex high, it is her first day” she stepped towards me, reaching her hand out to me, not something I expected “hi” her accent is cute “hey” shaking her hand, I couldn’t help looking at her glossed lips that are perfectly shaped “damn” I said out loud “I expect you to be kind, she is new here” letting her hand go “this is wack, so now I got to walk around with some new girl?” this is actually dumb “you have no choice, now get ready to go to your next class” I mean she is new, what do I do with her when I got my own friends.

My locker got slammed back shut “took your time in there, did Miss Polkavita show you some cleavage? Did she crouch down like she do?” Barry said laughing “her boobs ain’t even that good bro, it’s mediocre” opening my locker again “you lost?” Barry said, frowning at him “no” I answered, he kissed his teeth “no” he pointed behind me, looking behind me and letting out an oh “yeah” I dragged out, looking at Barry “I have to be nice and let her follow us” Barry pulled a face “but back to the topic, I think we need to place a bet on who can get Miss P, I heard that she fucks with her students” closing my locker “I am not interested in that, she seems a little crazy. Where is TJ? He still on that bitch mode?” Barry nodded his head “he always that way when he gets a new chick, you know how he do” throwing my backpack over my shoulder as I turned around “knocked up Nicole, what you doing here?” Barry put his arm around me half shouting “shut the fuck up, I am not even knocked up”  Barry and I laughed “we heard different” I pointed, she hit my hand away “also Chris, can your cousin help us out again” here Nicole go with that sweet voice “no weed for you, peace!” walking off “Chris!” she shouted, she be using niggas and I ain’t have that “oh shit, you forgot little foreign girl” letting out an oh, Barry moved off of me, this shit is going to be a long day, I mean she don’t say anything, but she is just there.

Getting up from the seat “where you going!?” Barry spat; I didn’t say anything but walk off. It’s a little wack that the girl is on her own, I been a little wack at this “be back, not to worry” it’s lunch time and I kind of ran off and left her, I just been on some shit “hey, miss ma’am. You want to go and look around the school? Also you don’t want to sit with these, they ain’t ever had dick in their life, bad luck for you” I called her miss ma’am because I forgot her name, rude of me “sure” she got a cute accent, I mean from the small words she says “aye, y’all take her tray. Come” the girls just looked at me but looked away “y’all need to shave too” I laughed; I am an asshole “Christopher got a new girl already?” Nicole hit into me “be quiet, I don’t do girlfriends, at all!” walking off, Nicole done slept with every nigga in this school and has the nerve to question what I do, I never fucked her, I never will either “what is your name again?” I asked, I can’t keep calling her miss ma’am “Robyn” I don’t know why but I cooed out, it was sweet “Robyn huh” I laughed nodding my head “so let me show you some of the school then, and that is the start Seiko. That girl I met is now Rihanna to the world” Seiko laughed, she laughed ever so hard at me “if I didn’t love you I would call you a liar, sorry baby, go on. Seeing as we are stuck in this traffic, continue. Tell me how you both started getting close, you seem so giddy about it. I don’t know who is more excited to meet her, me or you” I laughed “uhh, we didn’t get close like that. Like I wish I had pictures, but deadass. I met Rihanna in school. And this is for you, not me” Seiko rolled her eyes, I don’t know how to feel about it because shit is just different now “go on” Seiko rested her head on my shoulder, it’s crazy how I just remember it all, the detail of the meet “yeah so, I mean at that time I didn’t care about much, I was being a moody teenager, so yeah at the end of the day the teacher caught up with Robyn so I just went” I explained.

Stood with Barry and TJ, we didn’t catch the bus back home we just hung out waiting for my cousin to pick us up around the block “aye” Barry hit my arm “the fuck” he hit my arm pretty hard “ain’t that the foreign chick you been fucking with, well you know just helping around” looking to where Barry is pointing, frowning a little. Why is new girl walking down these ends “does she know not to be speaking to pervert Bri?” TJ said, pulling a face because there is a local pervert and we call him pervert Bri “hold my ball” throwing it to TJ “look after my backpack, I need to check she is ok. She may know him, I don’t know” looking left and then right before running across to her “Robyn! Hey” I waved “hey” Robyn’ eyes met mine and she smiled, more like relieved to see me “you know this guy?” I pointed at him “go away nigga, I helped her” I kissed my teeth “no, I only asked him directions and now he is following me” I snorted laughing “she with me you child snatcher, get the fuck outta here. Come over here, he is the local pervert, don’t fuck with that. I am sure you said the family you staying with was coming to pick you?” she nodded her head “yeah but she never picked her phone up” a car honked which made me jump “there you are Robyn, I am so sorry I am late” maybe this is the lady “so sorry, come on” the white lady waved her in “it’s ok, I thought I would start to walk. Thank you, see you tomorrow?” she said to me, nodding my head “yeah, hopefully on time” I laughed “thanks for walking me around school” her accent is so sweet, I liked it.

Seiko stared at me, she gave me a questioning look “ok, I believe you. I remember reading some shit that she went to the school for a while. Just, it’s weird seeing you all like this. You never mentioned this to me at all? How come now?” I shrugged “I just thought why not, it’s not something you tell the world. I just keep it to me” Seiko smiled at me “right, so go on. You had sex with her?” rubbing my chin laughing “uhm, if you ask Barry he said yes but we didn’t, I think we just vibed I guess. We didn’t date either but we had an understanding, I got on with her and she easily became a friend” Seiko laughed “did she friend zone you?” shaking my head “I think her having to go back to Barbados half way through the school year ruined it, she also told me she love to sing. But her going back kind of just stopped everything, there was no contact after that, I found out she went back not from her but from school. I got suspended during that time so that was it. Then we heard next thing Miss Ma’am is on TV, then I end up being locked up because of my cousin. Then I came out, met you” I winked at her “then life was good huh?” I chuckled “I suppose, but I just thought why not tell you this secret story, I know her before the world did” rubbing the top of my head smiling to myself, I would be lying to myself to say I am not nervous, because I am. I am meeting her after all this time, I mean the meet and greet is for Seikop, but I am there with her.

[calypsoff]

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I just want to put this out before the story starts...

This is a Fanfiction, it’s not fiction so anything I write is not real and I get some readers getting very invested into the story which I don’t mind at all but the readers come at me. I may write the characters true to form and again, don’t come at me because it’s not real life and I don’t know these people. I hope you enjoy this story either way, this is a Chrianna story so if you don’t like that then don’t read it also.

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Updated list of stories I have written:

LoveeeeeSong

https://loveeeeesong.tumblr.com/Chapters

LoveeeeeSong - Part 2

https://loveeeeesong.tumblr.com/GrownUp

Good Girl Gone Bad

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Here We Go Again

https://hwgaff.tumblr.com/Chapters

Do I Wanna Know

https://doiwannaknow-ff.tumblr.com/Chapters

Part 2 of Do I Wanna Know (Kiss it Better)

https://kissitbetterff.tumblr.com/Chapters

Lose it All

https://loseitall-ff.tumblr.com/Chapters

No Exit

https://noexit-ff.tumblr.com/Chapters

Finders Keepers

https://finderskeepersff.tumblr.com/Chapters

Panic Cord

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Polygamy

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TBC: Natural Disaster

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Girl I had to come back and re-read this story, i miss Leah & Mali 🥺 I haven’t used tumblr in a while but I’m back and catching up on all your stories 🥰

Oh wow!! You been missing out and you came back still on Mali and Leah! haha awww

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I just finished reading the DIWK rewrite and I'm just sad that's it's over. I absolutely love this book. There's something about the way Malaki and Leah met, the trials and tribulations they faced but the fact remains they deeply love each other. I was really rooting for Malaki and Leah to get married but with everything happening the break they had was needed. They've both grown up and found that they can't live without each other and they are better for it and their babies xo

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There’s the vulnerability — there’s the little girl you met in season 1. See? She’s right there. And now, she’s not there anymore… — Emilia Clarke

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13. Part 4 - Finders Keepers

“I’m in shock, my mother is a little crazy but your parents are way worse. I’m sorry nobody celebrated your degree like any family would, I am proud of you for doing it even when everything was stacked against you because clearly it was. You are very much wanted by me Cassius and you are very much loved by me, I am just in shock your family allowed you to do that. I’m surprised you haven’t gone crazy, I mean you are lost at times with wanting that life and a normal life because of them. I get it, to an extent I do get it because I mean my mom ain’t no good either but she is probably upset I was doing that at night. She has issues with me dating because she don’t want me to get hurt but nothing like this, this is awful and I do really want you to know that I care and I am here for you. You did a whole ass whatever you call it for your family? How wrong is that?” Putting my head down “who was going to save you when you would be in trouble for that? You nearly died for Jordan, they didn’t think of you. You’re too good for them Cassius and I want you to step away from them because you deserve better, not because of me. We did agree that we are riding this out together and we will, I just have so much shit to clear right now but I really want you to be ok. Feelings can be worse because then you feel hurt, you must be hurt. Look Cassius I get your resoning, trust me I do and just like you want me to be happy, I want you to be happy too. Look I’m going to give you space in terms of what you do but you need to stop it, if I lose you then who have I got? What guy is going to love me when I have already found my love? I couldn’t trust again, you have to promise me I won’t lose you, I don’t want you stressing” I hate feelings, it’s just horrible to feel hurt “you won’t lose me, I’ll be right here. I don’t deal anything, I don’t ride around the streets. I may at odd times pick up things. That’s done with, I’ll be here with you at night. I stopped that, I just have loose ends to tie up. I really want to start new, be a new me. I don’t know, you make me want to do that. Even though it sounds like something I can’t do but I know with you I can, I fucked up. And I will fix it, I will fix the issue with the family. I just need to find out what exactly happened to Bryce first, Sofia I will fix this all” she shook her head “we will fix it together” wrapping my arms around Sofia.

I have a lot to think about, I have a lot to do too and things to fix. There is no doubt that Sofia is my future but I keep fucking that up but I will change myself, I will do this for her “here” Sofia walked out of the kitchen with two plates in hand “don’t ask, I just made this quickly” she placed the plate down “Bolognese, you can cook?” She actually made me food “I have many talents then just sucking dick thanks” I snorted laughing “don’t be like that, I’m just saying. Thank you babe, it’s nice to actually eat with you” Sofia sat across me “you mean a home cooked meal, it’s nothing really. I just wanted something quick to do, I knew you was hungry but also I am now nervous because you haven’t ate my cooking before besides breakfast but that’s nothing” picking up my fork “that is also true Sofia so let me pray before I do, I’m playing. I ate the shit they gave me locked away so this will be fine” digging into my food “hey! My food will be better than that, I will always cook for you. You just need to act right, and no more cryptic shit” she keeps saying cryptic but I think I speak just fine “aight, I got you. You know me, I don’t speak much. To you yes but out there I’m more of a watch what happens person” first time eating Sofia’ cooking “I do know you, but like I said. We can build, we can do so much more together. I also don’t want you to feel like you’re not loved because you are by me, so much too” Nodding my head “it’s nice, I mean I may shit it out after, my stomach is already playing up” Sofia put a finger up at me “on a real, it’s very nice. I will cook for you, one time I will” Sofia cooed out “that would be so beautiful, I would love that” I will do it one day, I have too.

Sofia didn’t want to come to the hospital but I said you have too, she’s my girlfriend and I want people to know who she is. She has a title and that is what she is known as “I don’t want arguments Cassius” Sofia is worrying too much “just don’t worry, you’re with me. Also it’s late, they may have gone by now” I hope so anyways, I really don’t want to deal with it but I will. I did get a misscall from an unknown number earlier but I think it was Jordan, I just didn’t pick up because I’m with Sofia, fuck him “but like my mother is going to be after me about it all” looking behind me to check Sofia is actually with me and she is “I got you” holding my hand out “let me protect you I also want to have sex with you, I am dying inside” Sofia smiled at me placing her hand in mine, she knows I got her “same, it’s been a while”. I really need to find out what happened, I need to know who fucked with my nephew like that. Turning the corner and I instantly felt bad because they are here still, now there is more of my family, why are they camping out here. My dad just stared in shock, I have never ever held a girls hand or claimed a female so this is different to see from me “they say anything about Bryce?” I’m acting like shit is fine “erm” my mom turned to look at me, and then her eyes landed on my hand in Sofia’ and then me “oh wow, oh wow!” My mom said again “anyone? Hello?” My mother is in shock, she either speaks nicely or we arguing.

All eyes are on us, from both families too. Sofia’ mother is still here, the grip on my hand from Sofia is so tight, she is nervous “Cassius, are you really doing this?” My mon said “I am here for Bryce, not you. So tell me” my mom looked forward and looked by me, she is glaring at Sofia “she dated your brother! She was with your brother, what are you playing at, they are vile” my mother just had to open her mouth “Sofia! Come here now, I want to speak to you. And Monique speak down to my daughter I will come there” my mother is a hard ass, she just walked around me but with my free hand I dragged her back “for me, just be quiet. I ain’t playing right now. Relax, dad just speak to your wife” looking behind me at Sofia, she is hiding behind me “your wife? You’re having sex with a woman your brother had!!! That family does nothing but screw my sons” frowning at my mom “had and couldn’t keep, don’t disrespect Sofia. I promise you now you will make a big mistake” I pointed at her “she’s had sex with Jordan, what makes you think that was yours? Thank god it’s not here” those words hit hard “Cassius!” Sofia said, staring at my mom with a balled up fist “you better fix yourself son” Sofia held my balled up fist “who is C!?” My head snapped away from my mom “me” walking around my mom and at the Doctor “you’re C!?” He asked, nodding my head “well I’m Casssius but I know my nephew calls me that” the doctor just stared at me “he repeats constantly C! What are you to him? His dad?” Shaking my head “his uncle, what is it” the doctor looked behind me “can you come with me” turning my head looking at Sofia “go on” Sofia said “yeah, but she has to come with me” I am not about to leave Sofia here “come with me please” hearing footsteps behind me “we are his family! My grandchild!” my mother shouted “please remain calm or we will have to remove you, it is a delicate case” I am scared to know anything.

The doctor closed the door behind us “please take a seat” he gestured “I am Doctor Louis, I am taking care of Bryce currently. He is ok, he is awake. He keeps saying C, we tried speaking to him and he doesn’t talk as much, he just keeps on looking around and then he seems to be asking for C so I just wanted to find out who C is, if this person can help him. So is this you?” nodding my head “that is me, I am his uncle but what happened. I don’t understand what happened, I get a phone call saying Bryce is in here. And then there is child welfare getting involved” I wonder if he will say it “Bryce came through to us unconscious, we have protective services with him to look after him right now but we need to know what happened and if you can help” nobody is saying what happened “is he hurt?” I asked, I don’t get what happened “he seems very content, if you want to see him. There will be people from the welfare team there, we just need help in knowing what happened” nodding my head “your partner, she has to stay here. Just you please” licking my lips “can she stay here, just that the family out there are not nice” getting up from the chair “sure, please stay here” Doctor Louis said to Sofia.

I am so shook, like very nervous about this. Doctor Louis opened the door “Bryce, we have someone here for you” I am so like nervous to see him, slowly walking in. Seeing three people already in the room, my eyes fell onto Bryce and my heart ached. Someone hurt my nephew, like really hurt him. They beat him, someone beat him “C!” I am so overwhelmed with seeing this, someone harmed a child “C!” he jumped off the bed, the biggest smile on his face and so full of life “be careful now” I want to cry “what happened to his eye?” I asked Doctor Louis “it’s hurt, we just want to protect it. I think he wants a hug” the doctor pointed down “oh yeah, my bad” picking him up “I missed you, you been hiding here?” Bryce hugged me “I missed you too, I am sorry little man” holding him close “you’re one strong boy, I am sorry I wasn’t there early enough” I choked up, from his face someone has hurt him “you’re C then, hi I am Katy and Bryce has been saying C, all he says is C. Look who’s here” Bryce moved his head back looking at Katy, he smiled “it’s nice to see him this happy, he is so strong. He didn’t seem scared with new people around” she held his hand.

Sitting next to Bryce on the couch, he is staring at a book “we do believe Bryce has Autism, my brother, his father. He is locked away so I am kind of more in his life. He says C, that’s all he says but I understand him. I get him” looking down at him “I get you don’t I little man” Bryce looked back down at the book “he seems so happy and close to you, we just need to know if he can give us anything, maybe you can help him. Maybe ask him, he understands things” do I have to do this, it’s like I am sat here with people staring mad hard at me “I will try” I mumbled, grabbing the book “Bryce, where your glasses?” this is hard, the boy doesn’t speak, he doesn’t have so much emotions at all “they lost, are they gone? I mean it’s ok, we get some new ones yeah?” holding his hand, he smiled at me “you went home with mommy? Who hurt you? What happened Bryce” touching his cheek “was it bad people? They hurt you Bryce?” he got ever so sad “they hurt you Bryce? Was it mommy?” Bryce poked his lips out and let out a cry “hey, I am here. Come here” picking him up holding him close “that is a trigger” Katy said, someone hurt him and I will find out.

I don’t want him to go into care, this can’t happen “Bryce, uncle C is going to see Sofia. You remember her yes? We going to get you some food, you have to stay here now. You going to be a big boy yeah?” Bryce nodded his head “good, I will be back. I promise you now, nobody will hurt you” kissing his hand “we will look after him” Katy said, I need to get out of this room. I rushed out, I am so angry. Walking down the hall, far from the room and then stopped abruptly. Placing my hands on my knees and then take in a deep breath, that hurt. He is such a happy kid and someone hurt him, tears left my eyes and I just quickly left. I need to get out of here, I need to not lash out because I am getting those bastards. I am going to get Celine and I will find out, I will find out who the fuck hurt him. Who fucking hurts kids, fucking crackheads that is what. Opening the door “come on” I said to Sofia “what is it? Is he ok?” walking off, I am so angry right now.

All eyes on me as soon as I stepped out “what is it Cassius? Did you see him?” my mom asked “you are all trash people, you all let a child get abused and every single one of you are to blame” walking off “Cassius Carnell, you just calm that ass down. We didn’t know” my dad said “you didn’t!? How can you not know, the bitch couldn’t take care of him! I fucking worked that out from coming out of jail! Fucking dickheads” my dad gripped my top pushing me back against the wall “you want that hit money? Get out of my face now Carnell!” pushing him off of me “don’t make me hurt you” walking off slowly “what is this? The fucking army? Y’all are fools, now y’all team Bryce. I am coming for you” I pointed at Celine’ brother, his face dropped “I think we have forgotten who I am, right?” I said, Celine’ brother is getting it, either way. I can’t beat Celine “my son, please. I need to see him” Celine, she is fucking here “Cassius!” she stopped running in shock “look who it is” Celine’ dirty ass friend said “so what happened huh? You hurt a child? Now you all here” walking towards her, from the corner of my I see Celine’ brother come at me but I moved back so he missed “no! Cassius no” Sofia got in front of me “please no, don’t fight. Look at me, don’t do this. It’s not worth it” Celine’ brother mean mugging me “you tell him cuz, you got these niggas on lock” Sofia ignored what he said “Cassius, leave it please. Just let’s go” I want to beat him, clenching my fist “come on Cassius” Sofia grabbed my wrist “he listened” hearing my mother say in disbelief “mom, just move!” Sofia said, I didn’t even realise that I was walking.

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12. - Finders Keepers

“Now this song Bryce, is everything” bopping my head looking over at Sofia’ work building. She is taking so long to come out of that place, she late. She decided she wanted to go work which doesn’t bother me but I wish she stayed with me, we only have a few days left until my parents are back so I need to get Sofia an apartment “biggie, biggie, biggie can’t you see” I sang looking over at Bryce, I couldn’t help but laugh as Bryce just copied me bopping my head, he is so funny. I really want a son though, it’s been so good to get to know him more “Sofia ain’t going to be happy, you took her spot in the front seat” reaching over and patting his head, I got love for the kid now “you like this song?” I asked “C!” he pointed, looking out of the window seeing Sofia “oh it’s Sofia, it’s cousin” putting the window down “hey there mama, you got a man?” hanging out of the window “nope!” she smiled at me “oh you don’t? Neither do I, the woman I was with was too lazy in bed” Sofia leaned down a little “you’re so stupid, missed you today” she pressed a kiss to my lips “Bryce! You took my seat” moving back into my car “hi!” he waved, I cooed out “you waving now?” that is sweet “hi baby, it’s ok. I will sit in the back” Bryce is still smiling looking behind to see Sofia getting into the car “someone was saying babe” looking in the rear view mirror as Sofia got in “saying what?” she looks too beautiful to work here “erm, that he may have Autism. I don’t know, Myles has a cousin like him. That ain’t my problem though is it?” which it isn’t “I feel like adoptive parents to him now, Celine hasn’t called once has she? She’s such a B-” Sofia didn’t say it “he may do actually” before I leave this place I will make sure he gets the help, I can’t leave him under Celine.

The eye examiner came back “are you his uncle did you say?” he asked “yeah, I am his uncle. That’s my girlfriend” he sat down “sorry I took so long so in Bryce’ case he is short sighted in both eyes” I feel a little sad that he is “but it’s not to worry, we will get him some glasses. These will help him, we recommend that he does keep them on. Try and get him used to it, it will be difficult because he doesn’t sit still as we know but not to worry, we will get him better in no time. It can be daunting for him, not being able to see well enough” I really shouldn’t be even doing this “hopefully that will bring him out of his shell more, he’s a little scared at times so I hope it will help him” the eye examiner walked off “won’t be long now” Bryce is busy playing with his toy “I told you I feel like he is our child, you know once your parents are back. Sit them down, tell them. He may have Autism like you say” nodding my head “when he calls me C, I don’t know but it just gets to me. The way his face just get so happy, I think maybe I show him love?” Sofia smiled at me “you do baby, you’re so cute” I grinned at myself.

Bryce is hating it “Bryce you got to keep them on, please. Look uncle will put some on” jogging over to the set of testers, picking one up “look” placing the glasses on “uncle wear it” Bryce walked over to me pointing at me “see, it’s not that bad. And you can see me better right” crouching down to him, he walked over to me still pointing. Leaning my face closer to his “we the same and look” turning him around “you see Sofia” she waved at us and what you know, Bryce waved back “yessss you did!” I am proud of him, getting up and placing the glasses back on the stand. Sofia poked her lips out at me “god you are both so cute, Cassius you’re going to make such a good dad” I shrugged, I am just being nice I guess “C!” Bryce jumped up waving “yes? Come, let’s pay for your glasses” picking him up, you know what. I do want a son, kids give purposes and I like that.

Removing Bryce’ glasses from him slowly, he fell asleep resting back against me “you really grown used to him” placing the glasses on the table “I want to give you a son Cassius, god. I want to make you a dad already. You’re melting my heart just watching you, you’re going to miss him when we move” Sofia ain’t wrong “I know, we will have a baby when we are settled, you know having kids. They give you a purpose, like you. You have gave me something to do, to live for. I think having a child will seal that but that will be in the future” Sofia held my hand “look at the married couple!” Mia shouted, I laughed as Mitch shook my hand “aww look at Cassius, uncle of the year and Sofia” Mia kissed my cheek “Mitch get the drinks in, Cassius what do you drink” I paused, it’s a coffee place “just get me a water thanks” I don’t drink coffee anyways “you two are so smitten, if I didn’t know you two I would think this is y’all son and you both had a child but anyways! Everyone ok?” Mia sat down “yes, Bryce got to wear glasses now but he fallen asleep, you was all right. He seems happier now that he can actually” Mia cooed out “it’s sweet, Cassius was hyping him up because he got so sad about it” my poor nephew.

Who would have thought, a nigga like me sat calmly in a coffee store with normal friends that don’t want to kill or sell drugs. I see the change in me, I am so comfortable in sitting here with them because at first I wasn’t “so I don’t know if Sofia spoke to you on this but she did me, I was going to speak to you one on one but it’s ok. She wants so much for you, she came to me and asked if I could help. I was shocked to hear you graduated and your GPA is amazing, I am actually a manager so I am giving you a chance myself. Sofia bless her soul, she was all worried saying that you may feel she is interfering. I have heard you both want to move to Atlanta and that is fine, I can help you get there. I would like to take a chance on you, it’s up to you if you want to take it but I would like to introduce you to the company in the office here before you go. I do want you to be involved” I had no idea that Sofia did this, I am in shock “wow” is the only thing I said, looking over at Sofia “Cassius I want so much for you, you think of me but I think of you but I am not pushing you on it” I am shocked “you really care about me?” I said, I don’t know why I am shocked. Taking in a deep breath “of course I do” I could actually cry “Mitch, of course I’ll do it. Atlanta is a new start for me, yes” Mitch got his hand out to me “you text me when you’re ready, I believe that you will be manager in no time, head strong” shaking his hand smiling “I am in shock, thank you Mitch and Sofia. Giving me a chance, wow” this is crazy.

I just remained quiet, I am honestly in shock “so Mia decided, we want to bring the Europe trip closer, she thinks Sofia is too stressed. We are thinking Spain or France” I don’t care, I am down for anything “oh don’t bring it closer for me, I am fine. I am honestly so happy, Cassius makes me happy. I feel like the new chapter in my life is starting, but we can wait. You don’t have to rush it” Mia pulled a face “I just want a holiday bye bitch, Cassius you will realise how much we go away. Even if it is in America” grinning at Sofia “is that another reason why you didn’t save anything?” Sofia giggled “shut up, but I do help my mother” she is a damn lie “on a real, my friends help me. At times they would pay for me, I have never been rich. I may look classy as hell but I am just me, it is these that are rich” Sofia admitted and now I feel bad “don’t say that hoe, we are all equal and we love you so much so stop it” Mia said “things will change Sofia, you know. You will get everything you dreamt of as a child, the big house and within that house there is so much love” Mia cooed out “you always make me cry, stop it. You know him, god. The things he says, I love him” Mitch smiled at me “a man that wears his heart on his sleeve, I love it” clearing my throat “I just needed someone to expose that, I ain’t no little bitch you know. Just with Sofia, I am a soft and the love and respect I have for her, I would never disrespect her in any way. I am an asshole but to people that deserve it” I just wanted to put that out there “Cassius, are you trying to show the bad guy side? Because I don’t believe it, you all cute and in love” Mia said, I couldn’t help but smile looking down.

Mia and Sofia do not stop talking at all, it’s crazy. Like we did say we should be getting up to go but they decided to speak again, it’s so annoying “you know Mitch, even though I have a criminal record you still trust me?” I find that weird “it wasn’t for fraud, it was just drugs. And that is fine Cassius. Things happen, I wouldn’t say you aren’t there because you are. We all enjoy your company, you have become a friend of ours too. Everyone deserves a chance, and I’m happy too” that means a lot to me “wow! I am in shock Mitch, not even going to front. I’m more shocked someone actually wants to help me. I thank you” Mitch chuckled, that white mans laugh “Sofia may not show as much but she wants so much for you, the ladies we have they are all hard headed and can be the ones to say we want it our way, with Sofia. She has been special to us but she made a lot of bad decisions with men. When we heard you was coming to Miami we wasn’t sure about it because she came out of the thing with Jordan and then you, and then Mia was like it’s his brother I was like oh no, this is not good. But honestly, you’re a very good guy” Mitch complimented me “thank you” I said, that was so nice of him to say.

I am actually happy Bryce is awake, he entertains me “you going to show my friends your glasses” Bryce smiled but turned away “he is shy, we going anyways” placing him down on the ground “it was nice meeting you and I hope the apartment is something you both like, it’s funny because I did say to Mia what if they do live where we do and Mia was like nope” getting up from my seat “nah, I wanted it to be far out. I know New Jersey is a little different and out the way a little. I didn’t want it to be in Newark where my friends are floating around or near Brooklyn so we decided New Jersey. Sofia said she don’t mind travelling a little further for work, she wants to just stay away from the bad vibes which I do understand” grabbing Bryce’ glasses from the table “good decisions, I think I like the way you work” holding out the glasses “you need to wear them Bryce, you know that” he put his head down frowning, he is not happy “let me put them on for you” he is not going to listen “come Bryce, hold my hand we will walk. He will be fine” Sofia said holding her hand out “just let him hold my hand, he doesn’t want to wear them” look at Sofia being the soft one, Bryce still had his head down as he held her hand.

This looks like a newly built residency, looks nice actually “this looks so peaceful, oh my. Cassius how much is this?” I shrugged, I don’t look at prices “it looks nice and I think that lady is for us” I pointed turning the engine off as I opened the car door, she is a very happy lady that keeps on smiling. Closing the car door “Mr Warren?” she said holding her hand out “yes, Claire right?” shaking her hand “yes it is, so nice to meet you and this is your partner” she asked, nodding my head. Opening the back door as she went to greet Sofia “you dong this” without letting him think about it I put the glasses on “that’s it, now let’s get out you out of this” unbuckling him out of the car seat and then picking him out and placing him on the ground “is this your child?” the leasing agent said “oh no, this is my nephew” Bryce didn’t react to her smiling at him “he’s not happy, he’s just found out he now has to wear glasses” Claire cooed out “well he’s not going to be impressed by this tour then, let’s start” I am sure Bryce will be making me hold him.

Sofia is happy, she likes the place so I am sold so we don’t need to do anything “you have a pool, fitness centre, playground, on-site manager, club house and tennis court which is within the property grounds. These apartments also have the beautiful scenery, three hundred and sixty units and are three stories high. This will be the place you will have, it can be yours” Sofia walked into the living area and open planned kitchen area “it’s so beautiful, I like it. How much?” she has been dying to find out how much “so for the one bedroom it is one thousand, three hundred and fifty dollars a month” Sofia side eyed me, she acting like I will go cheap “Sofia, you have a laundry room. The place is fine, it’s good enough for us, I want this” I said to Claire “that is fine, it is a three hundred dollar deposit and forty dollar application fee” nodding my head “I want to pay three months of rent in advanced too” I might as well “Cassius!” Sofia spat “can you sort that out for me please” let me just ignore Sofia on this.

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Prologue

“Mr Warren!! Show your face!” the sound of metal hitting the metal bars rang through my ears “I am awake nigga!” I spat, pushing my covers back lifting my head up, seeing the officer’ face as he lowered his head lower to see my face between the bunk “well it’s time to wake up! Don’t make me give you a ticket” he walked off, resting my head back on the shit ass pillow but it will do “I will shoot that nigga, one time” my cell mate said, he jumped off from the top bunk “you been saying that shit since I came, you ain’t done it yet B” pushing the covers off of my body “well when I leave then I will, he got issues. Nobody else bugs niggas, like we can’t sleep and relax. We ain’t got shit to do for the rest of the time” sitting up on the edge of the bed “Aye! Cass, you awake nigga!” hearing someone shouting from one of the cells “he awake! He just scratching his balls” B shouted on my behalf “seriously? How many times I save your ass when shit goes off and you sat here shouting that” shuffling towards the metal bars “Cassius should beat your ass, look up here!” looking up at the upper floor “Zed! Where was you in breakfast?” it’s not like him “lock down!” he shouted and laughed, so it was him that got us all back in the cells “I was enjoying my stale grits” I jumped back as the officer near hit my face as he hit the cell bar “step back” another officer came behind him “come on Cassius, arms out. You have visitors” I really don’t want to be having visitors, now I got to do a strip search before and after.

Watching the officer walk by me, stood in a line with other inmates, waiting to see our loved ones. I snorted at the loved ones part “one at a time, come forward!” the officer shouted, I am wondering who the hell is here. I mean why now, I am nearly coming out now so who is here for me. Since being here for three years I have had two visits within that, my best friend Myles and then my dad but he just came to tell me how upset he is with me, I mean I don’t know what he expected from me “arms out!” why do these niggas have to shout, what is even their problem. Holding my arms out, watching the officer take the handcuffs off of my wrists. Staring down at my ankles “what about that?” they really keeping them on me with their corrupt asses “unless you want these back on your wrists get inside” kissing my teeth as I now have to shuffle my ass to inside the room, they taken everyone else’s off so why me and why am I not allowed them off, they only angry because they assume I was the guy behind what Zed did but I was minding my own business, ain’t my fault someone so happened to get stabbed during breakfast, it’s always good to have other people do your dirty work anyways.

I stopped shuffling seeing my two brothers, staring at them both. They both got up from their seat, they stared at me in shock as well as I stared at them both in hate “move it” the officer nudged me to walk, clenching my jaw sighing out. The officer didn’t move, he made sure to walk with me “sit down” I said to them both, sitting down on the metal stool “no hand holding now gentleman” he walked off, clasping my hands together. This is an awkward meet “how is Jasmine?” I asked straight away “she in college now? She got her degree yet?” I ain’t asking these if they ok “she is fine, she moved to California and is doing a degree in photography” I chuckled “she took it then” nodding my head “you gave it, she was going too” Jordan said “you right, the money went to good use. So why you both here brothers?” smiling at them both, I don’t have a dollar to my name now when I leave, I gave it to my sister so she can be a better person than I am, I hope she remembers “Jasmine wanted to come, dad said no but we’re here to see you. Excited to come out?” Josiah looks so uncomfortable, nervous I would say “to what? I had a good life, didn’t I Jordan?” my two twin brothers, these two ain’t shit “that ain’t my fault Cassius, you got in trouble” clenching my fist in anger “Josiah, I know you’re going to take up for this nigga but I am fucking here because of Jordan and you have the nerve to fucking sit there and act like I am shit! I fucking saved your life, I took the shit for you! Now I am the bad guy” this is why I didn’t want to fucking see these niggas, looking around me as people stared “you good fam?” one of the inmates said, nodding my head “I’ve made new friends now anyways” taking in a deep breath, not even a sorry has left his mouth.

I ain’t about to ruin any chance of me leaving this place so let me relax “so why did you come? Please answer me that, I told Myles to not come here, but you two, not even a letter. Jasmine till this day writes to me, Myles even and he can’t spell for shit, so why now?” Josiah looked at Jordan as a sign of help “I miss you, I always wanted to come and see you. Nothing is the same without you” I chuckled “what about you Jordan? How you feel? This could have been you, big brother helped you. Big brother helped you out of that situation which put me in this place, I wasn’t even the nigga with the drugs it was you” Jordan won’t speak for shit “I wanted to be like you, I always look up to you and still do. I was scared Cassius, you ain’t ever easy to talk too. I just wanted to do something to make you proud, I didn’t know things were traced. I didn’t know, I am sorry! What else you want me to do, you’re here and I am here. You’re coming out now, I will help you” pulling a face “help me!?” I pointed at myself “I don’t even know you both like that anymore, what you do then? Come on? I know you two idiots can’t do shit” lowering my head “this idiot did a drop off right to his own brother getting caught and you, I ain’t got nothing to say to you. But I would love to hear what you both do to make money? Come here with your designer shit” Jordan looked at Josiah “we club promoters, and we model a little” Josiah shrugged “that is wonderful, I ain’t ever going to forgive you Jordan. I still think you set me up, I will only be happy when I get my revenge on you” Jordan swallowed hard “he’s your brother” Josiah spat “that needs a lesson, little jealous Jordan a little snitch. I wouldn’t kill you, I will one day get some revenge” I fucking want to punch his face, he did something, he set me up.

Looking up at the clock “anyways, excited for Thanksgiving?” changing the subject, let me not scare them both “mom is, Bryce is coming” shaking my head laughing “Bryce who?” I chuckled “who that nigga?” I laughed even more “your son” kissing my teeth “that ain’t mine, see what I mean with you! Both of you, that child ain’t mine is it Jordan? Why don’t you fucking admit it you dickhead, you put this on me! On mom’ life that ain’t my child because Jordan over here had my left overs didn’t you? You fucked the bitch I was fucking just after I got in here, Myles told me. You are a fucking liar Jordan, I am coming out and I am coming for you. These lies, everything is coming out. You snitched on me, you thought I would get more years. You couldn’t stand I was doing well for myself, you just hated it. Dad proud of me, mom loved me and now I am the bad guy. You pushing this child on me when it’s yours” Jordan shook his head “you fucked her! You fucked my bitch you dirty ass nigga!!” I shouted, an arm dragged me up “that is it for you” Josiah got up from his seat “be nice to him please, don’t hurt him” mean mugging Jordan.

I wish I knew my twin brother as much as I do, everything Casius is saying is crazy talk but Jordan wasn’t denying it. Now Jordan is all uptight “I don’t think Cassius would hurt you, I think he is hurt. Very hurt by you, I did always say we should come” Jordan unlocked the car door, this is Cassius’ car which he shared with Jordan so now I am wondering where did things go wrong “you sure about that?” dragging open the car door “I am yes, but I am confused brother” getting into the car “just for one second, before you drive off” Jordan glared up at me “yes?” I know when is lying so I hope not “is what he said in there true? Did you snitch on him?” I asked, it’s hard to ask because I don’t want to know if he did “who misses him?” my face softened “why?” I said in shock “it was three years ago! Not like he was making money in a legit way, he treated me like shit!” he really did it “and you never told me? You snitched on your own brother, then you tried to take his life but nobody wanted to know you like that, that is crazy talk! Are you stupid! No wonder he wants to kill you” Jordan hit the steering wheel “don’t you think I fucking know! I was stupid and I was angry with him, I wish I could take it back but I can’t can I? Just shut up now” I really don’t know my twin brother at all.

I feel uncomfortable in the car now, do I know this boy at all “so is he right when he spoke on Bryce? Is that child even anything to do with us? I mean we have took this child in like he is our own family so is he that?” I am so confused “Josiah, I have always kept you at arms length, so keep it that way. I am going to go and see Sofia and that’s it, I don’t care about Cassius, I don’t care about you or anybody else. That is his child, not mine” I don’t really know him at all, this is some other guy. How can he be this evil towards Cassius and he went down for him. I know he did that but I didn’t know Jordan set him up, jealousy is an evil thing to hold in your heart “does Sofia know that you may be the dad of her cousin’ child?” I couldn’t help myself “nigga shut the fuck up and hop off Cassius’ dick, you do what you need to do. Be the promoter you are while I help on the side got it? I will deny that shit, who going to believe him” shaking my head, I disapprove of this mess.

Blinking several times at my computer screen while hearing this stupid old bitch in my ear, looking over at my friend “oh my god” I mouthed, if this bitch doesn’t stop speaking “ok, I will need to place you on hold while I check your details, thank you” pressing the hold music, taking my headset off “girl, I need to find myself a rich man. This is not it!” Ivy snorted laughing “we been here for a year now, we need a god damn blessing. Ain’t you doing that bottle service job though?” sitting back in my chair “yeah, on the weekends though. If it wasn’t for the discount on flights I would leave this shit, I cannot take it. And I am gaining weight from eating and listening to these people” Ivy chuckled, pushing the chips to me “thank you for adding to the problem” sighing out “I was thinking though, Jordan is your man right. But which man would want their girl to work in a club. You tell me how many times you been asked to be with these men” I shrugged “I asked, I wanted to do it. I am trying to save, I want to get my own place. I need to do better. It’s only for a while” I don’t see anything wrong with it at all, I just wish I did better in school or cared for education as I did, I just need to find a man that is rich so I can sit my ass at home.

The best part of my day, leaving this place “I can smell freedom, can you?” I said to Ivy “we getting there, watch this elevator break. I will be so angry, what times does Mia finish? Or she quit” shaking my head “she is trying to last in a job now but least she is delivering babies and not hearing assholes on the phone” the elevator doors opened “that is true, we need to link. We need to get drunk too, I need the day off from this” I wish I could, my mother is not well and I have my little brother to deal with “I do need too but I have a lot on with my mother being housebound, even though I am wanting to move I still want to make sure my family will be ok” I wish I knew my dad, he left before I could even know him “Mhmmmm there he is” Ivy said, the tone of her voice alone makes me know she does not like him. I don’t understand why she don’t, Jordan isn’t that bad. He’s very soft with me, he practically worships the ground I walk on so what more do I need “you’re on time for once” I said with a smirk “for you baby I am” wrapping my arms around his neck “anyways hoe, see you next week” Ivy was quick to go, she didn’t want to know or be seen with us “ok!” I shouted back “did anyone ever tell you that you’re cute” moving back from the hug “nope, just now babe. Come on lover, let’s go and get some food” I am so hungry right now.

Sipping my Diet Coke staring at the couple ahead of us, they look like they are having a disagreement “what you looking at?” Jordan looked behind him “just that couple, what’s with scowl. It’s cool you know” Jordan shrugged shaking his head “just miss you, you know. What’s popping with Ivy, she got issues. She don’t like me, none of your bitches do” placing my drink down “you tell me, you seemed to have upset them right?” he is forever side eyeing me, what is even his issue “what is wrong with you today? What did you exactly do today?” Jordan sighed heavily, something is weighing down on his mind “well just my brother is coming out” I scoffed rolling my eyes “the same guy that got my cousin pregnant and now is denying it?” kissing my teeth “well we do take care of him Sofia but yeah, he is coming out. I saw him today and he is pretty angry, at me anyways” why can’t he just stay there, he seems trouble “right, but why you?” I questioned “erm” he shrugged “he is probably jealous that I for one ain’t where he is, I don’t know but he is out. You can tell your cousin that” rolling my eyes “I mean we ain’t close cousins, I don’t exactly speak to her like that and you know that Jordan. I ain’t told anyone I am with you, it’s been what three months?” Jordan chuckled, a nervous laugh to me “I don’t mind that but it’s good to keep yourself to yourself right?” I suppose, he is being odd.

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