IS IT THAT SWEET?

I GUESS SO!

[dollysilena]

SILENA ❀˖° TWENTY1 ༘⋆✿ NSFW(18+) ❁⋆˚ MULTIFANDOM

SILENA IS CURRENTLY: actually writing again!

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i love you, it’s ruining my life ೀ kageyama tobio

imperfect for you ೀ miya osamu

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[dollysilena]

heyyy loving ur sae work where he misses date night! just a heads up that “annual” means yearly so missing annual date night twice in a month is lowkey impossible lolol~ keep up the good work!

[dollysilena]

pooks where is the masterlist??

you’ve caught me…. I DON’T HAVE ONE….. *loud audience gasp and tomatoes get thrown at me*

[dollysilena]

is that what you want?” is actually so good oml. more of these please

thank u for validating me writing evil n terrible men LMAO i will ALWAYS be writing some sort form of awful man, trust

[dollysilena]

ru gonna do more of i love you it’s ruining my life?

i could …….

[dollysilena]

i come onto this site twice a year to post porn and promptly leave

[dollysilena]

IS THAT WHAT YOU WANT?

FEATURING. itoshi sae

WC. 3.1k

SYNOPSIS. sae’s been more distant than ever, and you’re sick of it. but sae’s keen on fucking those thoughts out of you.

WARNINGS. dubcon (consensual, but no verbal confirmation), toxic behavior, sadism, hard dom!sae, brat taming, pussyslapping, spanking, doggy style, afab reader, p in v sex, porn some plot, angst if you squint, throat-grabbing, rough sex, overstimulation, fingering, degradation/praise, creampie, pet names, inspired by cherry waves by deftones

NOTE. this fic was born from an edible and the darkest cornerstone of my mind (writing evil and toxic men is a disease and i got two days left to live)

“Don’t be like that,” Sae hisses through clenched teeth, following close behind you as you storm through your shared penthouse. You don’t bother to mask the sound of your feet stomping against the marble flooring or to hide the nasty scowl plastered on your face as you blatantly attempt to slam the door shut in his face. But he catches it with his hand, still trailing behind you despite the fact that you’ve made it obviously clear he’s the last person you wanted to see.

You spew more curses at him as you enter your walk-in closet, grabbing your nearest bag and tossing it onto the floor.

“You promised!” You retort, grabbing handfuls of clothes and throwing them into your bag without even considering what was going inside. “This is the second time you forgot!”

The second time this month that he’s forgotten about your annual date night, leaving you alone and miserable in your painfully empty penthouse. You even went as far as wearing the new lingerie set he had specifically chosen for you, with pretty pink lace sitting on top of your smooth skin, only for it to be wasted by yet another practice running late.

“I didn’t forget,” he states slowly, his tone tight in his throat like how it does when he’s trying to bite back his irritation. “I texted you, I’d be late tonight—“

“Yeah, after an hour of me waiting around for you!” You snap, going to gather your belongings. He had the nerve to be the angry one? When you were the one home alone all night? You wanted to laugh, he had to be kidding. But no, his clipped words and low voice blatantly showed his growing irritation. It only made your burning resentment grow hotter.

Fuck this. You weren’t going to be sleeping in the same bed with him, let alone in the same apartment. Every inhale he takes before speaking or a strained word that leaves his sharp tongue sends your blood boiling. For the betterment of not killing your soon-to-be-ex-boyfriend and ending up in the headlines for ending the life of an international soccer superstar, you’d be better off staying in a hotel for the night.

“Where do you think you’re going?” He practically snorts, going to block the door with his large body, barricading you inside, seeing as how his body takes up the entire doorway. He glances you up and down, chuckling at the bag haphazardly packed in your hand.

He’s amused at the situation, as if the thought of you, his long-time girlfriend, abandoning him was some kind of funny prank you were playing.

“Away from you!” You exclaim venomously, but you can’t deny the sting in your eyes that’s been threatening to turn into tears since the argument began– no, since the night began. “I’m sick of this, Sae! You can’t just expect me to—“

“You’re not going anywhere,” he says, saccharinely calm, and you can’t tell if he’s trying to alleviate your frustration or attempting to mock you. But you can guess that it’s closer to the latter.

You always hated that about his stoic tone— it never betrayed what he was thinking. No matter how long you’ve been together, you still can’t figure out what’s making him tick. You can’t tell if he’s even upset right now. If he even cares.

His voice is level, his jade eyes narrowed, his frame unmoving.

“I’m not letting you out— you’re upset and crying. You can’t go anywhere like that.”

“Fuck you,” you spat at him, but there’s a weak tremble in your tone that exposes you. It’s undeniable you’re still feeling the pang of hurt he caused. And how couldn’t you?

He yanks the bag out of your hand, tossing it aside onto the floor, ignoring your attempts to protest as he glowers down on you. “Don’t be ridiculous.”

“This is the last time,” you seethe again, but the way he stares down at you like some sort of prey is starting to diminish the dwindling confidence in your chest. Still, you try to glare back. “I’m serious, I’m done—“

A beat of silence passes.

He quickly bends over and swiftly throws you over his shoulder, before hauling you off in the direction of your bedroom as you begin to flail and kick, beating your hands helplessly against his back. Your ass, clad in just the matching panties of your slip gown, is on display right in front of him, and you can already imagine his greedy eyes raking over you.

“Sae Itoshi, I swear to God, if you don’t let me down!—“

He doesn’t pay your tantrum any mind, as he haphazardly throws you onto the king-sized mattress placed in the center of your bedroom. You sputter some weak-willed response, before he climbs over you, forcing your back flat onto the bed as he sinks his head to meet the valley between your breasts.

He nips at the base of your chest, pushing your hands above your head, using his free hand to keep them together in a locked grip, the other propping himself up as his knee knocks between your thighs, prying them apart involuntarily. You whine at the faint kisses tracing along your collarbone, leaving burning heat in their wake.

You’re mad, no, furious. So angry to the point of feeling red-hot and dizzy in the head, and his blazing skin on top of yours isn’t helping the growing temperature of the room.

“My poor girl’s been waiting for me all night, is that right?”

“Sae,” you squirm underneath him, trying to muster protests, as you lie helpless under his weight, pinning you down as he shifts his head to rest in the shallow between your neck and shoulder. “If you think this is enough to—“

“C’mon, bunny, let me make it up to you,” he hums into your neck, breath hot and heavy against your skin.

You bite back a moan, ignoring the heat creeping up your stomach to remember the fact that you sat around hopelessly for hours, waiting for your boyfriend to come home. Even though a blatant want was crawling up your spine, you use the memory of you sitting alone at a dining table for the better portion of the night to summon your strength into a biting voice.

“I told you, if you ever do that again, it's over—“

But you don’t get to finish your response.

His hand swiftly leaves your wrists, and he smacks his palm against your clothed pussy— it’s so quick that you barely register what happens before your pussy stings in response, unconsciously clenching around nothing when his palm makes contact with you.

“Ah, Sae!—“

“Don’t be such a brat,” he hisses into your ear, his breath panting your ear as he roughly kneads his fingertips over your still-covered groin. “You know I’m busy with practice, so can’t you be a good girl and wait for me?”

“But you never spend any time with me anymore,” you choke out through moans as you feel the pressure of his fingertips pressing into your aching core, and trying to fight back the bitter burn in your eyes as you try to argue back. “You’re never home—“

He sinks his teeth into the vein charting across the side of your neck, causing your breath to hitch and another whine to escape your lips as your eyes begin to water. Fuck. You needed him. In every way.

“It won’t happen again, bunny, now let me make it up to you.”

You stifle a shriek when his fingers push your lacy panties aside, slipping his two middle fingers easily into your already soaked cunt, as he suckles on the hollow of your throat. Your back arches off the bed with a blatant moan spilling from your lips, but Sae’s body easily holds you down into the bed.

“Got so pretty for me tonight, yeah? Is this the new set I bought you?”

“Mhm,” you nod weakly, your hands instinctively going to grab onto his sculpted shoulders as you rut into his hand desperately as he rubs tight circles onto your sensitive clit.

It was a designer lace babydoll and panty set you bought the other month on an impromptu shopping spree that Sae took you on when he brought you to Milan alongside him for an away game. You distinctly remember it was an apology gift after he missed your dinner date one night because his post-game interviews ran late.

Back then, you wondered if it was really just a gift for him instead of you based on how his hungry eyes raked over the way the fabric fell onto your tits, and the way the flimsy strings of the panties clung onto your hips. His hands crawling all over your body confirms your suspicions.

His other hand slips into the cup of your babydoll, easily cupping your breast with a rough hand that begins to work on your hardening nipples. He rolls the buds between his fingertips, each tweak sending a jolt through your body. His lips drag rough and messy kisses along the curve of your cleavage. His lips are shiny and coated with saliva, plush against your skin.

“Such pretty tits,” he breathes into the flush of your breasts, before pulling one of your breasts into his mouth, swirling a lazy tongue around the hardened buds, making shocks of pleasure ripple throughout your body. His teeth brush along the tips, the sharpness of his canines nipping onto the flesh.

“Hngh!— Sae, ah!”

His fingers scissor into you, dipping and flexing into the curve of your G-spot, as the pad of his thumb massages circles onto your buzzing clit, as you cry out against his touch. He could always fuck the attitude out of you, no matter how pissed you were.

“You’re so needy, are you sure you wanna leave now?” He hums lazily into your skin, his face still settled between your tits, the babydoll now slipped off your shoulders, leaving you practically bare underneath him.

“N-no,” you shake your head weakly, feeling the ghost of a smile against your skin.

“Say you need me. I’m the only one who can make this pussy feel good, right?”

“Y-yes, n-need you, Sae!—“ You stammer weakly as you begin to feel the tightening of your stomach and the incessant clenching of your pussy around his long fingers. He picks up the speed of his fingers plunging in and out of you, causing you to wail. The sopping sounds of your cunt fill the air as your slick coat Sae’s hand with an obscene gleam.

“You wanna cum?” He breathes into the shell of your ear. “You need it?”

“Y-yes! P-please!—“ You try to begin before Sae coos into your ear.

“Shouldn’t even let this needy pussy cum, you’ve been giving me too much attitude lately,” he scoffs into your ear as you whine, tears spilling down your cheeks as you feel the sharp ache building between your legs. “Aren’t I so good to you? Still filling you up even when you’ve been nothing but a brat.”

“S-so good to me!” You whine, as his fingers threaten to stop— but you’re so close. “Need you, p-please, I’m sorry!”

“Are you gonna be a good girl?” He grunts into your ear, the tight rubs onto your clit growing more rapid.

“Yesyes, please!”

On beat, he curls his fingers into the spongy dip of your cunt, as your toes curl and your eyes speckle with white flashes. You gasp sharply as Sae bites onto the soreness of your nipples as you gush around his hand.

“Such a slut for me,” he breathes, inspecting the mess you’ve made on his hand and the sheets. “And I haven’t even gotten started with you.”

Your head is still spinning from the orgasm rolling over your body when Sae flips you over, positioning you onto all fours, exposing your flushed and glistening cunt to his hungry gaze.

He pries off his shirt, tossing it aside, and you wish you could see the flex of his muscles behind you, the light of your bedroom rippling over his carved physique. Your mouth waters at the thought of the hard lines of his body, dipping down into the V of his abdomen, and trailing down to his flushed cock, long and weeping at the tip.

“Ngh, Sae, p-please…”

He swiftly smacks your ass, causing you to moan obscenely, curving your ass into the air. The pain makes the image of Sae’s body in your mind falter.

“You want more? This pussy needs me that bad, huh?” He taunts, his rough hand massaging over the reddening of your ass as if to comfort you despite just spanking you moments before.

“Miss y-you, Sae,” you whine, your back arching further into him. There’s an undeniable falter from how he tenses up at the sound of your sweet voice before you hear him beginning to remove his belt buckle and the ruffling of fabric as he removes his pants.

You suck in a breath as you feel him line the tip of his cock against your withering entrance, whining as you feel him smear the mixture of his pre-cum and your slick along his shaft as makeshift lubricant. You wriggle helplessly underneath him, at the mercy of him looking down on you, blatantly exposed.

“Don’t you ever say you’re leaving me ever again,” he seethes, gripping onto the handles of your hips. “Think you can go a day without my cock in you? Laughable.”

You think he’s going to continue his degradation, that he’s going to make you beg for it, but he’s more impatient than you realize because he takes you by surprise and plunges his cock into you to the hilt, immediately kissing into your cervix. You let out a sob of pain at the sudden intrusion, even though he had stretched you out thoroughly with his fingers.

He wastes no time before he bullies his cock into you, holding onto your hips with a white-knuckle grip, as he slaps himself into your wet pussy furiously, filling the air with the lewd sounds of skin on skin. You barely manage to stay on all fours from the brutal force he’s knocking into you with, but Sae’s using his grip on your hips to force you back onto his cock. Your tits swing with each thrust of his body, your body completely moving to his regard.

You’re a drooling, sobbing mess underneath him as he blatantly uses your cunt as a means to satisfy himself, taking little concern with how roughly he’s manhandling your body. You’re moaning and crying his name, your tears staining the sheets.

“A-ah, Sae, too deep!”

You’ve given up on trying to prop yourself up on your palms, instead held up by his strength alone, as the rest of your body falls limply into the mattress. Sae’s got you angled nearly into a V-shape as he puts his weight onto his knees, continuing to pummel his cock into your cervix so hard you can begin to map every vein lining his long shaft inside of you.

“Shut the fuck up and take what I give you,” he grunts, swiftly smacking your ass again as you yelp at the burn his palm elicits. “Shouldn’t even be letting this pussy take my dick, you’ve been so ungrateful.”

The assault on your pussy, paired with your earlier orgasm, makes another one creep up your core quickly. Sae’s relentless pace makes your toes begin to curl, and you blink back stars.

“G-gonna c-cum, fuck!—“

You hurdle into another orgasm, your eyesight going white as Sae milks out your pussy, coating his dick is even more of your juices. You scream dryly into the sheets as Sae continues to fuck you through your second orgasm.

“Shit,” he curses through his teeth. “Just like that, baby, fuck, see how I take care of you? Only I can make you feel this good.”

“Hah, ah!— S-Sae— S-so good, ah!”

His thrusts are getting sloppier, and you can tell he’s about to unravel, but suddenly he pulls out and flips you over onto your backside, throwing your legs over his shoulders and folding you over as he snaps right back into you.

“Let me see my pretty girl’s face, yeah? Shit, so good for me.”

Sae grabs onto the base of your throat, pushing his lips onto yours in a messy kiss, his tongue suckling onto your bottom lip as you moan into his mouth, muffled by the taste of him. His other hand kneads your breast, grabbing onto your supple flesh.

“That’s it, cum with me, fuck—“

You breathlessly whine, your voice too hoarse to protest how there's no way you could cum for a third time, but Sae rubs tight patterns onto your clit and makes your nerves pinch, focusing on the pressure of his cock fucking into you desperately. It’s coming quickly as you moan incessantly.

“Gonna cum in you, gonna fill you up, you want that?”

“Y-yes, p-please!—“

“Apologize for trying to leave, and I’ll make you cum,” he groans into your neck, and you can tell from the way his hips stutter into yours, he needs your release to be able to finish.

“I’m s-sorry, w-won’t do it again, p-please! Hah-ah, need you, Sae!”

“That’s it, that’s my good girl,” he exhales raggedly, driving his cock into your core as you claw at his arms, dragging manicured fingernails across his smooth skin. “Fuck—“

He plunges one more time into your sopping cunt, burying himself into you as he fills you to the brim with his cum, a warm gush overcoming your pussy. You blink through the aftershocks, his cock stilling, but still inside of you. Your legs drop from his shoulders and flat onto the bed.

You’re on the verge of passing out right then and there, before Sae returns to your neck, nipping over the marks he left embedded onto your skin, softly tracing his lips on the dips of your throat.

“I’m sorry, baby, promise I won’t miss our next date night, alright?” He hums into your skin, rubbing your skin with the pad of his thumb in lazy circles. “Can’t let my sweet girl go.”

“Fine,” you mumble as he laughs into your neck at how you insist on still showing him attitude. His breath tickles your skin.

“I think I’m going to need to teach you another lesson,” he rasps, his hand crawling to your throat.

You don’t have time to protest before he pushes back into you.

likes, comments, + reblogs are appreciated! xoxo, silena

[dollysilena]

hiii is training wheels discontinued? just wondering sorry! I love ur writing smm 💗

hi baby, training wheels is NAWT discontinued i promise, writing creatively is just very difficult because i work professionally as a writer and i have no creativity in me as of late bc of it BUT HOPEFULLY SOON!!!

[dollysilena]

omg a brand new building?? 😋😋😋 i hope they pull through and meet your move in date! that would be so nice! update me when u can baeee !!

and yes i was just planning on letting them roam bhahaha my roommates/ landlord won’t be there so im honestly just scared that im gonna get attacked or smth LMAO

they’re on YOUR home turf, they should be scared of you…. you have the advantage of knowing the lay of the land

[dollysilena]

omggeezz i had to give you an update about my apartment situation!!! thankfully our landlord pulled through and found someone to take over our lease🥳 but i have to give them a tour this weekend and im quite nervy…

how’s apartment hunting going for u !!

omg mei 🫶🏼 hello!!! ugh that’s so good, and don’t worry abt apartment tours because tbh i find that residents kinda just let the people walk around themselves LOL

as for my own apartment hunting the place i was interested in isn’t done construction yet and i haven’t heard back if they’ll be done by my desired move-in date so i fear i gotta start touring again 😖

[dollysilena]

OSAILENA is… GRUMPY x SUNSHINE! ❤︎

WHO ARE OSAMU AND SILENA? ₍ᐢ. .ᐢ₎ ₊˚⊹♡

well, the resident baker/chef couple, of course! but it was not always that way … osamu was minding his own business when BAM. i open a bakery across onigiri miya. am i a competitor? a foe?? an adversary he must fight to the death?!?! he’s ready for (competitive business) war! but no. it’s worse than he originally thought. i am a frighteningly cheery baker who keeps visiting his restaurant w baskets of treats in tow!! my optimism? my hyper personality which is most likely fueled by the constant consumption of sweet treats? it’s jarring for the local grumpy oaf. he is very adamant that he doesn’t want the treats and he’s ‘fine’, but i do snoop thru the window later and see him munching on one of my cookies… very begrudgingly so, but he does reach for a second!! and yes he is very concerned that i’m spying on him very through the window because i am very obviously pressed up against the glass. but eventually i weasel my way into his stomach and worm my way up to his heart!

[dollysilena]

if i post selfship content on this blog will you guys support me or drive me away with an angry mob with pitchforks and torches ⁉️

[dollysilena]

some snippets from my current wips! and, yes the last one is training wheels 🙏🏼

[dollysilena]

more hq smau pls! could be anything, just want it to be fluff (kageyama, atsumu, and osamu i beg)

yesyesyes i definitely am gonna get some more out while i work on my writing projects (because they’re so long so i def wanna put some content out in the meanwhile)

[dollysilena]

I NEED YOU TO FIGHT SOMEBODY FOR ME!

texting your boyfriend you need him to beat up a girl’s boyfriend for you.

GENRE: fake texts, humor, it’s so unserious

FEATURING: gn!reader, miya atsumu, miya osamu, hinata shoyo, + kageyama tobio

NOTES: sfw. established relationship. tell me who you think actually won their fights and who got their asses beat 😭

[dollysilena]

wait no way u followed me…ur frat!osamu fic lives rent free in my head omg…u r so famous to me

AHAHA HI the frat!osamu fic is the bane of my existence because i’m so upset i didn’t make them fuck longer EHDHDH but it’s okay there’s a sequel in the drafts rn but omg ur atsumu wedding post made me giggle hehe

[dollysilena]

I LOVE YOU, IT'S RUINING MY LIFE! ⭑

you’re the apple of everyone’s eye. kageyama sees right past it, and you.

PAIRING: pro-athlete!kageyama x celebrity!reader

NOTES: okok hi everyone i’m alive we won’t talk abt how i disappeared and came back AHAHA pls accept these humble crumbs while i try to ease back onto this blog. i’m hoping the vibes are noticeable to readers ?!?! i’m hoping y’all are getting what i’m putting down, if not!! walk w me here!! kageyama sees right past reader’s facade and he’s intrigued bc readers real persona is so much more interesting to him than her squeaky clean celeb appearance for the cameras but reader is like. bro is my no.1 hater bc she’s so blinded w hate and is truly convinced kageyama is praying on her downfall and maybe he is!!LMAO she does not see that kageyama is intrigued by her!! kageyama is just amused by her diff personas and likes to stoke the flames?? yk the vibes??? maybe he is out to get her. maybe he wants to solve the puzzle that is reader. maybe i’m crazy