reasons why i can only dream about having older boyfriend:
- most of them are p€dos
- i will never let you disrespect myself, i hate the concept of women being under control. we fought so hard for being treated as fairly as men and now it’s being ruined.
- i mean also kneeling down and pleasing men in that way. i’m super super pro feminism, and that method was made with the whole patriarchal system to make women look powerless and fully dedicated to man. so i would NEVER do that.
- i also think being tied up or beaten up during s€x is a sign of women being “less valuable” as well.
SO I WILL NOT BE DOING THAT.
- i will not be praising older men for being older. yes, i do prefer older but it doesn’t mean i am a child. i am an adult and he is too, so there is no need for me to act like his child. i will not be pretending to be a stupid little thing just to feed his ego:)
- in the relationship, i want to matter as much as he would matter. i have my own opinion and will as well as he does. that’s what normal people do.
- i also WON’T be calling you daddy, its super cringy and weird for me. you are my boyfriend, not a dad…
SO, summing up:
there is no way of me finding a man like this. they are weird as well as i am. a girl who is 18 should not be interested in men 30+, i understand that. unfortunately the emotional absence of my dad made me like that.
men who are grown and prefer younger girls are not well either, so both of us are fucked up lol.
and from my experience those men are only ever focused on s€xual relationship - more specifically pleasing THEM, and making them feel like gods about themselves. and this disgusts me.
so that’s why i will probably never find my love!
kisses,
adri!
