i know tumblr is dead so i guess this is a good place to go ahead and just like let out all my damn emo feelings without anybody seeing itÂ
Iâve been talking to this girl her name is maryssa and there's something so special about her that i've never felt for anybody before and i just feel like clenching my heart every time i talk about her just so i don't get so overwhelmed my heart burst outta my damn chest. i feel so passionately about her and I never had that with my ex who i was with for over a year. iâve talked to her before while i was still with my ex but never like this. i never imagined it would be like this too honestly. maryssa just means so much to me now and i feel like a stereotypical emo mess that writes their feelings down a fucking blog late at night listening to slow emo music. all of that used to bother me but now she's in the picture being that way doesn't seem to bother me much. i used to say fuck emotions and fuck attachments but this is so special. sheâs special.














