Doodle Chuckle

Call me Dooch.

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I still feel it I still feel these feelings But how dare you To leave me with all these feelings behind

You're the most precious thing in my life You're a part of me and my life But how dare you To break my heart for a second and couldn't even fix it

I need you to be here around me Stay close with me Hold my hand And hug me tight

I'm sorry, I shouldn't be this selfish You're going because you want to reach your dreams But one thing that I want to hear it from you, When it's the time, promise me you'll come back and stay with me, for the rest of our lives.

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My heart is a mess  I tried to handle these feelings These grow bigger each days And the more these grow, the more I'll fall for you

These are all my faults I'm hoping too much on you Instead I have to keep my distance away from you Counting the steps, how far I'm standing from you

This is pathetic You're too perfect to not to be loved You're too gorgeous to not to be adored

I'm standing behind this door all day long Just to see you with that sweet smile on your face Just to hear you make some dry jokes Just to feel like I'm home, because whenever I see you, I feel home

But those things kinda break my heart And tear me down

I just want you to know one thing That I'm not gonna stop my feelings grow I'm gonna keep these feelings instead of hiding these I'll try my best to fix my heart Just, please, tell me that I do exist, at least on your eyes.

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Now Playing: Gym Class Heroes ft. Ryan Tedder - The Fighter

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Thank you for being there even in my hardest time,

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Will you?

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She's never smiled sweetly like this before She's never got that kind of spark in her eyes before She's never felt like this before She's never been in love with someone before

You were the first boy who stole her heart - just don't be a jerk Hold her hand with the way you hold your most favourite thing Kiss her lips with the way you eat your most favourite sweet fruit

And hug her tightly Like there's no tomorrow Like you never want to let her go

Don't let her tears fall down Keep her heart Treat her in the right way That's how a good boy do it.

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Your weird face Your cute smile Your contagious laugh I knew every little things you did Though you don't even know who i am

I'm not gonna be a creep I'm done with you I won't let this feeling grow more and more Because I couldn't handle it anymore I'm not gonna move on though I'm just done with you I'll let this feeling flows as my endless dream Because you're the one who inspires me to write all the poems Deep inside My little heart says, "Please, don't be in love with someone else. I don't expect you to have the same feeling right the way I feel it now. I just want you to let me be able to see you, every time I could."

With love, Your biggest secret admirer.

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My heart is full Full enough

Full of these little feelings that I have Full of these little feelings that I hope I could spread them out Full of these little feelings that I wish could make me closer to you

I wonder if the moon knows how to arrange the words I wonder if the sun knows how to write a poem I wonder if the stars know how to tell you

Let me be able To see you To feel you To be close, or even closer to you

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Don't judge me! I am beautiful.

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I feel grateful This night, I saw you again You sat next to me You stood close to me My heart beat faster than before Oh I can't wait tomorrow I can't wait to see you again I can't wait to be closer to you

Please Don't stay away from me Don't keep your distance from me Don't go further from me

I admit that I adore you Dear you, the one who is not even mine.

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“Girls won’t be called fat if their boobs are bigger than their tummy.”

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Where were you? Where were you this whole day? I haven't seen you And do you know what I feel? Jealous. It sounds stupid

But I am.

I am jealous With those people who get to see you everyday I am jealous With those girls which you can tease around with I am jealous With something which is not even mine

You are not mine. But I really do want to be close with you.

I feel home, whenever I see your eyes. I feel home, whenever I hear your voice. I feel home, whenever I am around you.

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Hello,

I saw you today You were as gorgeous as you usually are I can even hold my breath whenever I see you

Your eyes are the sweetest Your lips are the cutest Your smile is so adorable Your laugh is contagious

I am glad, finally I knew your name I am glad, finally I knew your hobby I am glad, finally I knew a little more about you

Can these little things grow more and more? So that I could be closer, closer to you, day by day.

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Dear, you

The one who has those gorgeous eyes The one who has those perfect lips The one who has those thin-little bit-thick eyebrows

The one who makes me feel nervous The one who makes me get those butterfly feelings in my tummy The one who makes me feel home

You are just a stranger to me And I am just a stranger to you We don't even know each other yet But, do you mind If I want to know you better?

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Many people didn't notice that people changed. Not just the way they look, but they also changed their personality. I don't even know why, but I'm one of them - i do change, until now. But I'm a hundred percents sure, people changed because a reason, even it's just a little.

So, I used to be a real best friend to someone. We contacted for about 3 years, since we were in 8th grade. But then, things went wrong. He (yep, it was a boy) suddenly told me like this, "Hey, thanks for being there whenever I need you. You're like my sister now. I love you." Oh I swear, it was the cutest thing that I've ever got from a boy. But then, he continued, "Hey, you know what. I think i'm in love with my another sister. Would you like to help me to get her? You could write a little poem, or maybe a sweet song about her, please?" And I replied, "Pardon me?", then he said again "I mean... I'm in love with Mitchelle. (YES! My another friend, and his another sister)." God damn freaking kidding me. At that time, I was like, "WHAT THE HELL IS HE TALKING ABOUT??!! I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE TO BE HIS SISTER?!?!" 

Hell no, I'm not jealous because he was in love with Mitchelle. But, erghhh I really thought I was his only "sister". I didn't expect him to be my boyfriend because i didn't want to tho. But, ah i couldn't even spread any words. From that day on, I tried to don't care with him at all, until now, though he still tells me that he really wants to meet me. I knew, he couldn't reach Mitchelle, cause she already got a boyfriend now. But, ah i have no idea, it was like... He broke me inside, though just a little. 

Well, that was my "tiny" reason why i changed. Now, what's yours?:)

p.s: I love this "Love Song" song, that's why I put it over this post.

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Can't Wait to Grow Up

I swear this is the creepiest most creepy doodle you've ever seen. 

Do you ever feel like you want to go somewhere but then your parents won't allow you? Do you ever feel like you want to do anything you like but then your parents won't allow you? Do you ever feel like you want to have anything you've always wanted to have but then your parents won't allow you?

DO YOU EVER FEEL LIKE YOU WANT TO BE FREE?

It seems impossible to travel around the world only by yourself, cause your parents will be worried about you. It seems impossible to stay in front of your laptop/computer all day long (playing some games, or writing something on your online diary), cause your parents say study are more important. It seems impossible to have the most up-to-date gadgets (or whatever you want), cause you have to ask your parents to get some money.

IT SEEMS IMPOSSIBLE TO BE FREE CAUSE WE HAVEN'T GROWN UP YET.

Yeah. I'm going to turn 15 this September. I'm not an adult yet, am I?:/ That's why I wrote this post. I mean... I really, really can't wait to grow up. I think I could be free after I grew up. I could travel around the world, I could do anything that I've always wanted to do, I could have anything. 

But, in the other side, I think again. My life would be so much harder when I grow up. I mean, I have to take care about my-own-self (you know what I mean, don't you?). 

GAH. IT IS COMPLICATED. IKR! But, just let your life flows. 

Bye, Dooch.