friend of mine; jinyoung one shot
{ hi! yes i am not dead and yes here’s another one shot for y’all <3 i wrote this for quite a while now but my wifi was acting up so i can’t upload it until now. i recommend listening to The Scientist by Coldplay because it reminded me of jinyoungie singing it in one of the jjdiaries. anyway, i hope you have fun and if you did, pls like/reblog~ 안녕~}
I count the days as the hours and minutes come by.
I count the petals as they fall one by one.
I count from 1 to 10, beginning with a confused one, and ending it with a sure ten.
This is the perfect timing, I told myself as I see you walking in the aisle closer to me. You looked really beautiful in that dress that you proudly chose and with each step that you do takes every single breath that I exhale. That smile on your face, that was the prettiest I have ever seen in my entire life although it may sound so ridiculous because I always tell this to myself almost every day. But how can I help myself when I’m deeply in love with you?
It’s not like I wanted it to happen – falling in love with my best friend was indeed a risk, a challenge that I had to face for the past 20 years. I have always doubted that you were my type but then I have come to realize that it wasn’t really about getting the ‘perfect girl’, it was actually all about having the right person right beside you. And I was grateful and blessed to have you beside me for almost all my entire years of existence.
(Y/n), we both have come so far. From being mere kids who were still blind and innocent from the realities of life, we both became adults who are now survivors of life’s harsh lies and truths. We’ve both seen each other fall, but because of how our teamwork naturally works, we both have helped each other stand back up. You always say, “I got your back Jinyoungie” and I believed you. I knew you will always be there for me because you are a friend of mine – a friend that I treasure and love the most.
And for all the years that you have stayed and held me, this day finally happened.
(Y/n) I have seen you cry so many times. I have seen you weep in so much pain whenever your relationship didn’t work, but this day made them all turn into forgotten nightmares. The broken tears that you uselessly shed before is now replaced with tears of genuine happiness. And as the man who has been with you through all trials, I genuinely want to thank you for giving me the opportunity to be with you on this very special day.
Five, it took you five steps before our eyes met.
Four, you said four words to me as we finally faced each other, “Thank you for everything.”
Three, those were the number of words that left my mouth before we both parted, “I love you.”
Two, you finally said the words that I longed to hear, that I have been waiting to feel, that I have always wanted, “I do.”
One, and I know one thing for sure, that the friend of mine that I have seen hurting, the friend of mine who promised to be by my side, the friend of mine who I genuinely loved for a long time, is no longer nor will ever be mine.
And that friend of mine will always remain as my universe, my friend, and I’m glad to be present on her own wedding day.
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