No tears left to cry

She said do you love me? I told her only partly, I only love my bed, and the animals that need constant care and assurance, I'm sorry.

[seokjinings]

favorite kdrama couples ~ yoo eun jae & yoon jong yeol

something’s been going on with you lately, tell me. i’m totally head over heels in love with you right now so i’m confident that i’ll be totally accepting of anything you say. 

so this is your chance. 

are you a spy? are you an alien? if it isn’t that, it’s fine. don’t worry, just tell me. 

[doveshiim]

@ftjesse

[fy-jaehyun]

180802 Korea Music Festival | © falling in love‏

[doveshiim]

📖 🍺😙

Send 📖 for my muse to read out an entry in their journal/diary about yours.

     I wish I never met Yongtaek. It goes beyond the jealousy I feel of the life he gets to live while I’m stuck behind these walls. I have that with most of my friends, but he’s something much more than a friend. At least to me. I don’t know what I am to him. He probably feels sorry for me. Most people do. His messages might not mean much, the pictures he sends maybe nothing more than an obligation he feels to me, and I hate it. It’s easy to pretend there’s no one else at his side when I read text messages, or talk on the phone with him. But I can ignore what he posts. And he’s always posting. Always someone knew. Brutal reminders of the people he keeps in his company, and how I could never have that opportunity. He doesn’t even have to apologize, because he never has to see how much it hurts me. He’s the meanest type without even knowing it. And I wish I’d never met him.

Send 🍺 for my muses drunk reaction around yours.

Bless his beautiful for dealing with her drunk. She’d become a tell all book, going through every single thought she had when she had first met him online, up until meeting him in person. She’d be able to reflect back on it with laughter since she doesn’t have those feelings anymore, but she’d still get real embarrassed. But apparently not embarrassed enough to stop talking and hitting him each time she recalled a time where he unknowingly hurt her feelings.

Send 😙 for my muse’s reaction to yours being super affectionate.

Shooketh, and confused.  She’d, quite literally, be running away from him while wondering what exactly it was he was doing. Keeping distance while narrowing her eyes at him and trying to figure out if he was drunk, or high.

[doveshiim]

What was your favorite book or movie growing up? Do you still enjoy it just as much today?

My favorite books, and movies both centered around those that had fantastical, and mystical worlds in them. Things like, Peter Pan, Harry Potter, Alice in Wonderland..-- I liked living virtually through their stories because the adventures they were having were so amazing. They’re still some of my favorite to this day, and those characters definitely shaped me into being so curious and adventurous so I owe a lot to them.

[doveshiim]

☎ ⭐️

Send ☎ for your muse’s info in my muses phone (name, ringtone, picture, last text received/sent).

Name: Jisung James SPDRingtone: We Are - Woo Won Jae ft. Gray & LocoPicture: ( x )Last text message received:[ INCOMING — Jisung James SPD]         2:39AM — Was that you I just saw outside that ice club?         2:39AM — Why aren’t you at home?Last text message sent:[ OUTGOING — Dove ]         2:46AM — This number you are trying to reach is in sleep mode.         2:53AM — But if it was this number you saw you should love me anyway

Send ⭐️ (or multiple) for a headcanon about our muses.

Dove definitely flaunts the fact that she has a cop in her corner. Whenever she gets slightly scared, whether she’s with him or not, she’s always quick to let everyone know that she has a friend who is a cop and she’s not afraid to use him.

They definitely met because Dove unknowingly broke the law. Probably something stupid like stayed in a park after closing, thought that the little candy in those jars that you’re suppose to put in bags and then pay for because she thought it was free candy. just something small, and dumb like that where she cried a lot because she was scared, and thanked him a lot for being so understanding.

[doveshiim]

why did you pick jesse over jaehyun?

It wasn’t a case of choosing one over the other. I wanted to give Jaehyun the world, I think he deserves that much..--- but Jesse is my world. It wouldn’t be fair to Jaehyun, Jesse, but more importantly myself to be with him because I want him to be happy. I would run the risk of losing him from my life forever, and I couldn’t handle that. There is someone out there for Jaehyun, someone who can see him for all of his flaws, and still find the good. That someone just isn’t me.

[doveshiim]

what's one place you've always wanted to travel to?

I had this library in my house that I miss..-- It had a lot of pop figures and string lights and prints.. it was a lot of work and I was really proud of the turn out..

[doveshiim]

so when's the wedding for you and jesse?

   “I’m thinking a Winter wedding, with lots of snow and lots of ice sculptures. Christmas tunes in the background, and Jesse has no say over this because he decided to go on a lil tour for the next few weeks.”

@ftjesse​

[coruscorp-blog]

RELATIONSHIP BUILDING

Send ⭐️ (or multiple) for a headcanon about our muses. Send ☎ for your muse’s info in my muses phone (name, ringtone, picture, last text received/sent). Send 🎼 for a song that reminds me of our muses. Send 👋 for three things that describe our muses relationship. Send 👂 to overhear my muse talking about yours. Send 👤+ a muse name for my muse’s opinion on that muse (with the other muse/mun’s permission). Send 😍 for my muse to tell yours three things they love about them. Send 💤 for my muse to say something about yours in their sleep. Send 📖 for my muse to read out an entry in their journal/diary about yours. Send ✉ for a written letter from my muse. Send📱for a voicemail my muse left yours. Send 🌀 for my muse’s reaction to getting stuck in a storm with yours. Send 🍺 for my muses drunk reaction around yours. Send 💰 for your muse to ask mine for money. Send ✔️ for a daydream my muse has had about/involving yours. Send 👀 for my muse to compliment yours Send 💋 for how my muse would seduce/flirt with yours. Send  👏 and what your muse will do to fluster mine. Send 😙 for my muse’s reaction to yours being super affectionate. Send 🍵 and my muse will reveal one of their biggest regrets involving yours. Send 😶 and my muse will confess to something they wish they didn’t do that affected your muse.

[doveshiim]

[kimp05]

I only bit him lightly.

[doveshiim]

@ftjesse

[doveshiim]

kaejams:

he was just worried. james wouldn’t be able to forgive himself had anything happened to dove and him not being the one looking out for her. she meant quite a lot to him that’s all, but that didn’t mean his detached glance her way was going anywhere. maybe james was too much like an upset father in this scenario and needed to cool down a bit, but how could he let her know her wrongs if he did? “fine, talk.” he responded bluntly, grabbing a chair and settling himself right in front of her so they could look at each other more straight on. james stayed quiet the entire time dove got her own story out, keeping his eyes set on her and his arms crossed. his features relaxed more as she explained, making him look less disappointed and more like a tired parent. once she brought up that jesse did their breaking and entering more than she did, james pinched the bridge out his nose and exhaled deeply. “i’m going to ignore that last part, but don’t think i’ll forget it, okay?” he started, looking toward dove as he ran a hand through his hair. “i believe you, dove. just, can you stop with the trespassing for my sake? please? if it were any other officer, they’d have no problem with charging you and possibly even booking you if the owners wanted to. i don’t want to see you in handcuffs ever.”

   she knew his heart was in a good place. he was looking out for her as he always had. her own offended features began to soften as she thought back to all the trouble he had bailed her out of. how many times she had been scammed out of hundreds of dollars that he helped her recover if she could. impatience was clear to see with each new less than ideal situation she found herself in, yet he still stood by her. sheepish smile fell on her lips as he had spoke to her, being sure to keep in mind that she had let her and jesse’s side projects slip and now james knew. she nodded along with his words, as a way to let him know that she was paying attention and taking everything he was saying to heart. only when he was done did she speak. “for the record, this time wasn’t a trespassing it was a case of my own stupidity. but okay, i’ll stop with the trespassing i promise. you won’t ever see me in here again unless its to visit you with cupcakes and a cat. okay? i can pinky promise if you need me to. just..--- don’t give up on me hm? i know i’m a lot, and theres still a lot i don’t know, but you’re a really important friend to me. i hope i’m not asking for too much by asking you to be patient with me...”

[doveshiim]

ftjesse:

the laughter and smiles seemed to have no end when they were together. each minute together was wholesome and it seemed that all of the previous moments when they were staring a bit longer and hugging each other tighter were much meaningful than he had expected. the grin soon turned into a smirk at her statement, giving a firm nod to confirm it. “you’re right! and you signed up for that once you said that you love me back.” he shot her a wink, but he rushed to answer upon his motorcycle being mentioned. “watch your mouth, missy. that’s definitely a date!” both of them were aware that their conversation was purely structured to entertain them and this type of going back and forth was normal. during playful remarks like that one, jesse had fallen for dove without even realizing it. when he did realize however, it had been a few good months from the moment he had begun to see her in a whole different light. “you aren’t going to hear anything from me!” his response was stern and he didn’t sketch any other emotion till they reached the kitchen. needless to say, he was melting at the way she was acting, looking more adorable than ever. he further guided her to one of the counters, soon standing right in front of her, hands placed against the edge of the said counter to support himself. “compass, void, sensitive, can’t do anything… and i’ll keep the rest of the songs to myself.” he had leaned in closer to her as he spoke, inches away from her face, his gaze fixed on hers. jesse was acting like that to see what her reaction would be and because why wouldn’t he want to get more kisses from her?

   eye rolls and soft hits to his shoulder didn’t match the playful, giddy demeanor that refused to go away. every instance in which she tried to put on an act of seriousness, or offense always came tumbling down as him saying he loved her was repeated on a loop in the back of her mind. something she hoped would stay there forever, so she could listen to it as she fell asleep. it was so easy for him to refuse her with a smile; deep down she knew it was because he loved the reactions it gained him --- and maybe that’s why each act was larger than the last. whining grew louder, pouting completed with blinking lashes, and distance closing between them as she tried get him to release the answers she had been looking for. she’s not entirely surprised with the proposition that got him to speak, but the proximity in which he stood from her with ease had been something she’d need to get use to. her gut reaction was to laugh, and duck away; a tactic she had done many times when she was unsure if they were getting too close but never close enough. only this time, with the knowing that he was hers, all she could do was smile. her hands coming to snake around his shoulders as she tilted her head to meet his, but careful to leave their lips untouched. “you’re kind of obsessed with me..” her tease was offered in a whisper, as sweet kiss went first to his cheek. “i’m kind of obsessed with you too..” next peck going to his other cheek. “is it healthy to be obsessed with each other?” she’d blame it on the height different, but her next kiss was delivered to a spot on his neck just below his jawline. “i love you.” she reminded, and in her final act, pressed her lips sweetly against his own.

[doveshiim]

mingvk:

this was all too much to process. dove had been the long lost half-sister he was looking for this entire time, and just a few minutes ago, she was just a friend. his father kept his shame a dirty little secret to the grave, only revealing the truth when it was time to read the will. minguk could only wonder how different their lives could have been if their father was honest. maybe they would’ve accepted dove and kept that woman away. there was no point in wondering now, and minguk sat there, overwhelmed and numb. “of course, i will.” he paused, fiddling his thumbs while he tried to recollect himself. dove never got to meet their dad. or maybe dad knew and just never said anything to dove. oh, and minguk had to mentioned what the nam family are actually like. dove was, well, family now. she had to know she was related to a mob family. “d-do you want to see him now? we have to drive over there and my friend drove me here, so now i have to go home and get my car and i think i’m getting a migraine now.”

   it was a lot to ask for so quickly. she’d given neither one of them time to process the reality that one picture had laid out in front of them. the secrets went beyond anything dove’s heart could believe one person was capable. especially someone who had made her believe, for sixteen years, that her child was the center of her universe. and perhaps that was true. but for the wrong reasons. it wasn’t because she loved her, but because she needed her. the will that dove could never seem to get her hands on sealing her fate, and sealing her away. her mother could have been a mistake, and by the looks of it, one he wanted to forget as he chose primary family over the one he’d help to create. dove was a secret he was willing to pay to keep. yet, she still ached to know him. and she could feel the knowing that he was so close to her this entire time and never knew his daughter’s face. “you should keep the money.” it wasn’t the answer to the question he asked, nor related to the process of visiting their father’s grave. but she could only handle one thought at a time, and she spoke as they came. “it wouldn’t be right for me to take that, would it? he was my father, but he wasn’t...--- was he?”

[doveshiim]

sxngjac:

song scooped up each page they could reach, and they would have gone after more, but looking up, they couldn’t help but become distracted. the sun hindered their sight for a second, but as song’s eyes got used to it, they were baffled to see dove running around the grass, smile plastered on her face as she seemed to be having fun. it was kinda endearing for a while, until she looked completely disappointed at running out of papers to catch. they let out a chuckle, reaching a hand up to take the papers but retracting their hand as she kept them close. “yeah. i mean, i’ve drawn everyday since i was young so, i hope they’re good.” they laughed, bashfully scratching the back of their head. “i’ve never done animals before though, i was trying that out today.” they explained, pointing out the animals in the sketches. 

   easily awed by the talents of those around her, each new original drawing elicited a gasp or an exclamation of some sort. the casual manner in which they spoke about their own work bringing her eyes to widen. “you hope they’re good? you should know at this point, song!” she exclaimed, finally allowing them to have access to the drawings in which she was holding hostage. “the fact that these only took a few hours says a lot, you can by and draw michael, wendy, or george whenever you want.” she nodded with her eyes brightening up just the smallest bit at the idea of having portraits done for her cats. “i can’t promise they’ll be the stillest of creatures, but if you catch them in the middle of a food coma they won’t move an inch.”

[doveshiim]

jungchva:

hayden couldn’t help but laugh at the other’s words, because damn, she actually had a point. “that’s when you know you’re living life correctly,” she answered back, eyes peering up at the neon signs hayden had grown familiar with because if men could enjoy women taking off clothes, then why couldn’t she enjoy it when all genders took off their clothes? however, she had forgotten for a moment dove was now a taken lady, a small eye roll coming into play as she pulled out a ring she got from a quarter machine, out of her pock and handed it to dove. “as long as you don’t touch or start making out with them, it’s not consider cheating, but if it makes you feel better, put this ring on her wedding finger. they’re most likely not going to come and give you a lap dance if they see that ring, so at least you’ll feel better knowing some half naked guy isn’t grinding his junk all over you. besides! i asked you to come with me to a strip club before you decided to ruin your life by dating someone, so if anything, your boy can deal cause i technically had you first.” 

   she could only laugh at the way hayden couldn’t seem to find a way to disagree with her observations. head shaking laughter as she silently hoped that it wouldn’t become a regular point of activity for the two of them. while, it was definitely a side to the world dove had no experience in --- there were other things she held at a much higher importance than a body count of naked frames. she took the ring from hayden without refusal, or questions. though, the thought of jesse proposing to her naturally made its way into her mind, and she couldn’t stop the giggles from slipping past as she slipped it on her ring finger. “i may run off and ruin both of our lives by marrying him one day. ever think of that?” words were meant as soft teases, yet her mind couldn’t stop itself from thinking about it. it was the honeymoon phase, she was sure. “that’s very true. and everyone should visit a strip club at least once in their life right?”

[doveshiim]

nxjunhyung:

He thinks she has him in too high regard, although it’s understandable from her point of view since there is confidence in an idea that, to him, sounds like nonsense. To Dove, everything can be accomplished and successful, so who is he to burst her bubble especially when she wants to inflate his ego? He remains unbothered, egoless, and somewhat thankful even though he doesn’t share her positive thinking to such an extent. Nonetheless, he likes the positive vibes and god knows he needs them from someone, so he lets hers be a little contagious, just for a little while. “Yeah, but I’ve done those for you. They tell your stories too and that’s kind of ours, isn’t it? So they’re better on your wall instead of on one that everyone can stare at. You’ll keep them safe there, so it’s all fine.” He takes the suggestion for their meal with a hum and a nod. He’s not very sure of what was his last meal for the day, but he is pretty sure he skipped breakfast and got probably some cup noodles and way too much coffee the whole day, so kimchi fried rice sounds like a fine course meal to him. “Great. I’ll chop whatever you need to chop ‘cause I’m not too sure if I should leave you to deal with knives.”

   she thinks he needs to be kinder to himself. the world could be tough, but he didn’t let it deflate his soft heart. it was one of the many things she admired about him. he’d made her transition from a life of seclusion to a world of possibilities a much smoother ones. his kind heart, and patient mannerisms smoothing out any bumps in the road she’d encountered. she’d be a completely different person if it wasn’t for him, that she was sue of. touched by his words she took another look at the wall that he’d unknowingly created for her, and hoped that it would only continue to grow from many years of happy friendship. he was, after all, her best friend; and she couldn’t envision a life with him not by her side. “fine, i can agree with that. this should stay ours, but your talents are fair to sacred for them to be shared with only me. i know you think they’re only doodles but there is serious potential here. i just wish you’d believe in you like i do.” she instructed as she led the two of them to the kitchen; her hands going directly to the fridge to take out the kimchi (already ready and waiting), as well as a few eggs and a can of spam before her jaw dropped in offense. “i can use a knife! i’m just....--- not very good at it, but no limbs have ever been lost.”