i just want to be thin

20 | height: 162cm | gw1: 140

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softly the waves are trilling

[metamorphosisofmeg]

[infinitemarilynmonroe]

Marilyn Monroe photographed at the Friars Club Testimonial Dinner, 1955.

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you know ur doing something right when the sight of junk food makes you feel sick :)

[soursunflowr]

Imagine seeing yourself in a thinspo post from somebody else..

holy shit

[wishing-for-deathx]

There are no meds that can fix this intense self hatred and self loathing. That shit only gets worse with time

[starrylbs-deactivated20220118]

i’m starting to lose back the weight i gained! me and my boyfriend had a date last night, and usually i eat a lot with him, but i didn’t eat v much, and i woke up weighing less!!! I’m so proud!

[somebitchwithaned]

Oh my god I can’t explain how overwhelming my thirst to be skinny right now is. Fuck the starving shit I just wanna be skinny overnight. I’ve been so off track these past couple months and I have no idea how much I weigh but I can tell I’ve gained. It’s freaking me out and I can’t get out of the cycle of gaining and losing weight. I’m sick of this shit I’m just sick if it. I want to cry.

[l00singit]

[dummy--sticcc]

there are two wolves inside you. they look like this.

you are nonbinary with an eating disorder

[coffeewithsoymilkkk]

Ig lexiwood

[powderbxnes]

@amaliestar on instagram

[dummy--sticcc]

im trying to keep my own “rules” lax so here are the few i have:

1000 cal a day

coffee first thing in the morning

count your damn calories

eat whatever, but stick to serving sizes*

*exception: really lowcal foods like skinny pop, danimals, etc. who have a low “servings per container”

if you go over 1000 (i.e.: fridays when ur dad gets taco bell*) fast the next day

*i literally cant say no to taco bell because A. its amazing and B. if i say no then something is DEF fucked up

10 squats whenever you’re in the bathroom until those become easy, then go to 20, etc.

stay hydrated

pics once a week to track progress (mondays!)

[hyel]

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