[downwithsluts]

Change

I can feel it in the way you touch me, in the way you look at me - it is not the same. What was once adoration and admiration seem to have become complacency. I do not like it. 

You used to shower me with kisses and affection, now I feel like you reluctantly give them to me, only after I have asked for them, you no longer willingly offer them up. I do not like it. 

I understand that I hurt you and I suppose this is karma. I don’t like feeling like you are doing this intentionally to hurt me... but it feels like you are. To make me hurt as I made you hurt. 

Or maybe you are just hurting too.

I don’t know what to do. I love you and I want to be with you, but I do not want to feel like this for the rest of my life. You say you just need time, I hope that is all that it takes to get back to the way things were. 

I want to love you, but right now I am wary by the way you are treating me. 

[2jam4u]

one part of the male gender role I can’t stand is thinking that being irritating and pissing women off is funny???? every man I’ve met thinks that’s hilarious and gets mad when I’m not into it. like why did no one teach them to shut the fuck up

[miseducatedmelanicmuse]

[miseducatedmelanicmuse]

[simplysupreme]

Literally had this thought today

[itsyourstrulyalexis-deactivated]

Why my last relationship did not work

[galvanismistheconcept]

[catsforlifeblr]

[babyanimalgifs]

Her reaction to seeing my face after our nap 

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[downwithsluts]

Mom went into the hospital today for cutting her wrists, again. We had such a nice conversation just two days ago, I even journaled about it. I wish I could understand better, I am ashamed and embarrassed to say I don’t know how to help her. She does things like this, but then doesn’t want to be admitted to a hospital. But she needs it, she needs to work through why she keeps feeling like this is a viable option for when she is feeling...however she felt. Sometimes I feel like I have a good understanding of mental illnesses and then there are times when I am at a complete loss. I want to help her but I really don’t know how to. But she can’t keep doing this to herself. She’s destroying her body. Her mind is already on its way out. It’s scary and sad, watching all of this. I dont know what im supposed to do.

[i-wrotethisforme]

My PIN number to this day is my second grade best friends birthday. There are people I don’t talk to anymore whose families are still in my prayers. There are shirts I wear to bed from exes of 8 years ago who are married now with kids. And I haven’t found a macaroni salad recipe better than my college boyfriend’s mom’s. Our lives are made up of so many people and when people become parts of our lives, some parts remain long after they leave. And in the same exact way, it’s comforting to know there are so many lives you’re still a part of that you have no idea about.

[kissedbythevoid]

https://www.instagram.com/p/Bw6k40jBYZq

[extramadness]

[neckkiss]

Tbilisi, Georgia. neckkiss

[goodreadss]

[conceptcollective]

[basdos]

[downwithsluts]

I saw i had a missed call from you. I contemplated calling you back tonight or just calling on my commute tomorrow morning. I opted for now, hoping for a heartwarming conversation that we sometimes have.

This wasnt one of those.

Instead of feeling happy and grateful i called, i kept regretting it everytime there was an awkard silence after something you said. Sometimes i really am at a loss for words. What suggestions can i give that I haven’t already given? What empowering mantra can i give to you that I haven’t said already?

I feel like ultimately you want me to just fix your situation - me, or someone, anyone. Anyone but you.

But thats just it, you’re the only one who can fix the situation you are in, and contine to keep getting yourself in. Many have tried to help, in many different ways, only to end up regretting it. Give an inch and you take a mile. No one can clean your mess for you, but you. And your inability to do so is what keeps getting you into these shitty situations.

Im sorry, i wish i could help but i cant. I dont have the means, financially or mentally, to take on the task of lifting you up and dusting you off.

[poems-and-word]

[poems-and-word]