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I think Mike would be a big fan of whimsical funky sweaters, he has a large collection of them and owns one for every occasion. He has like 10 different Christmas sweaters that he wears even when it’s not Winter, he has a Halloween themed sweater, he has an Easter themed sweater, he has a Valentines Day themed sweater, he has a bunch of brightly coloured and patterned ones for everyday hangouts, he has it alllll and they’re arranged neatly by pattern and colour
#first positive mike post on tumblr I’ve seen in a long time🚬
It's so interesting how Jimmy clearly cares about Daisuke.
While his interactions with Swansea are antagonistic, and his interactions with Anya are tense and uncomfortable, and his interactions with Curly switch between jealousy and admiration, Jimmy's interactions with Daisuke are consistently very friendly. Daisuke jokes around with Jimmy a lot, he clearly thinks Jimmy's great. And Jimmy very obviously cares a lot about Daisuke. He tells Daisuke to not let Swansea push him around. He immediately points out to Daisuke that drinking the mouthwash would probably kill you, and it's implied that he said that repeatedly. He's worried about Daisuke when he's hungover. One of my favorite interactions is an optional one- before giving Swansea the cocktail, if you talk to Daisuke, Jimmy asks if he's doing okay. It's a tiny moment, one you can easily miss, but it again shows that Jimmy really cares about him.
And after Daisuke is injured and subsequently dies, Jimmy is completely wracked with guilt. He's hallucinating Daisuke's grave before Daisuke even dies. He's desperate to save Daisuke, furious with Swansea for putting him out of his misery, unable to look at his blood. And Daisuke is EVERYWHERE in his hallucination sequences. His presence is felt in every vent, hibiscus flowers are everywhere, the place where Swansea hunts Jimmy down is a funeral for Daisuke. Jimmy clearly feels beyond guilty for sending Daisuke into the vents.
All of this, all of this clear care Jimmy has for Daisuke, and yet he still manipulates him into going into the vents. Pulling on Daisuke's insecurities, pressuring him by saying everyone's counting on him, using Daisuke's want to be helpful to get him to go in the vents. Jimmy cares about Daisuke so much, yet he still manipulates him and causes his death.
It's another detail contributing to how disgustingly human Jimmy is. And I think that humanity is why it's so easy to fucking hate him so much. If Jimmy was a 2D monster who didn't care about others, he'd be hateable, but not to the extent we actually hate him. But he's not a 2D monster. He could be your coworker, he could be your friend, he could be the person playing the game. He cares about people, he has deep insecurities, the back half of the game is basically him having a mental breakdown. He's a human being who is written as a human being. And that's important, because it's an unfortunate fact that abusers, rapists, people who do these inhumane things to others, are human. That NEEDS to be shown.
(I think Jimmy clearly caring so much about Daisuke is another reason why his complete lack of care for Anya is infuriating. Something I find fascinating is how it cuts right from us finding out Anya is pregnant into Daisuke's death scene, where Jimmy desperately wants to save him. It cuts from us finding out Jimmy raped Anya to Jimmy caring deeply for Daisuke. From learning he did one of the most inhumane things a person can do, to another reminder of his uncomfortable levels of humanity. Jimmy doesn't give a single fuck about Anya, but it's not because he's inhuman and evil. There is nothing essential to his nature preventing him from caring. The only barrier between him and giving a shit about her is his own misogyny. He doesn't see Anya as a person, so he doesn't care about her. And still, he clearly cares about people, and we can see that through Daisuke. Jimmy is a misogynistic ghoul of a person, and he is still, unfortunately, human.)
And because Jimmy's so human, we know he could just stop. Humans have the capacity to not do the wrong thing again and again and again. Jimmy could just fucking stop at any point. He could just choose not to manipulate someone he clearly cares about into going into the deadly vent shaft. He could just choose not to cut his supposed best friend's leg off and feed it to him. He could just choose not to crash the ship. He could just choose not to fucking rape someone. He could just choose to fucking stop.
But he doesn't. He consistently chooses to do the shitty thing instead of being better, making amends, actually fixing his mistakes, actually taking responsibility. And it's not because he's an evil monster who can only do evil. It's because he's a human being who refuses to really change.
idk. Jimmy Mouthwashing you're a fascinating guy
Hello Mouthwashing enjoyers, a doctor here
So i finally played the game yesterday and noticed a detail that isn't talked about enough:
10 mg oxycodone for someone in Curly's condition wouldn't do jack as a painkiller. From what i understood, he also takes it only once a day orally. When he's easily at the very top of the analgesic ladder (meaning due to his state he would need the strongest narcotics in the highest doses, preferably intravenously). Especially that 1) idk about the state of his digestive tract but i can venture to say the absorption would be very poor (meaning a big portion of the drug would just pass through his guts without actually going into the body), and 2) he's been taking it for months and oxycodone as an opioid builds tolerance (meaning his organism "gets used to" the drug and gradually needs more for the same effect). He probably feels that himself, that's why he's reluctant to take it throughout the game.
But don't worry, it gets worse!
Because later on, when we find out we're out of meds and find a hidden stash, it turns out to be...
500 mg paracetamol. As in, half a dose you yourself would take for a headache on a good day. It's placebo at best. What's even the point.
So yeah, if any of you playing thought something along the lines of "it's horrible i hate it i hate giving meds to Curly but at least the painkillers make him feel better" No. They don't. They never did. He may moan less but he's not in any less pain. I'm sorry.
Anya did nothing wrong, I’m an apologist too lol
Granted, Anya hasn’t made it out of medical school, BUT the biggest problem is Pony Express’ lack of resources. They likely did not have the stuff required for an actual medical emergency despite the crew being isolated in space for months at a time. So it’s really their fault. Anya is arguably a miracle worker for keeping Curly alive at ALL.
But I thinks it’s more of a Jimmy problem too. Anya probably knows it’s not enough. But Jimmy doesn’t. Jimmy is the one who pushes Daisuke to go into the vents despite the risk and then being surprised he comes out of it injured. Jimmy is the one who pours mouthwash on his injuries despite Anya warning them that it won’t make a good disinfectant. He’s the type to insist that Curly being in the cryopod is more merciful than death despite what Swansea was trying to tell him. Jimmy is not a doctor, but he sure acts like one when his actions have consequences.
Jimmy is the type to A. insist he knows better than everyone else and to try and circumvent the better knowledge of those around him and B. Want to punish Curly.
Who’s to say he didn’t pressure Anya to give Curly his meds? That she actually knows it’s dumb and part of her reluctance to give Curly his medicine is also fueled by knowing it doesn’t help him? How she even says that it hurts him so much to do, and she even “forgets” to do it occasionally because it makes literally no difference, and Jimmy only notices when Curly cries out in pain in the middle of the night? How Jimmy seems to interpret silence as a lack of misery and told Daisuke to be quiet when he was suffering too?
I think the pills are more for Jimmy than they are for Curly. He needs to feel like he’s doing something to improve Curly’s condition, even in small ways, or to feel like Curly’s life isn’t absolute hell for a few hours. It makes Jimmy feel better if Curly is not making him constantly aware of how much pain he’s in… and how it’s Jimmy’s fault.
can you guys imagine telling your summer 2020 selves that we would have canon ethereally beautiful images of zukka as adults……. god
sooo how are we feeling zukka fans………
The reason why the criticism of the NHL and its many flaws falls so flat in the game changers series is because Rachel Reid refuses to examine the role that race plays in your experience of hockey and hockey culture in Canada, which is honestly very in line with the Canadian, “well, we barely have racism up here!” even though people of color, especially Black and South Asian immigrants and First Nations people of color will tell you otherwise.
You cannot criticize and examine hockey culture without the foundational understanding of the role that whiteness plays in the toxicity of hockey culture.
When she said that Shane doesn’t carry grief or trauma it becomes glaringly obvious that she is missing one of the core problems of the toxicity of hockey culture in Canada. Whiteness is what enables this toxic and abusive behavior to continue. Yes, the NFL, NBA, and MLB all have them problems and issues and I’m not denying that, but those leagues all have players of color who would never be allowed to get away with what NHL players do.
I mean even when it comes to the rules of their sport, you think a 6’8, 300lb Black linebacker is getting a 5 minute penalty for shoving a ref or for getting in their face and yelling at them? You think a bunch of Black athletes could be living in billet homes in small towns with a reputation of violence against little white teenage girls and it would still be a national problem? Whiteness and racism is core and central to the problems in hockey. Look at Gavin McKenna, an indigenous man, being charged with a felony by State College police because they couldn’t wait to make an example out of him.
“Shane doesn’t carry grief or trauma.”
I’ve been reading hockey player memoirs and one of them is about an “average” player in the NHL. He was by no means a super star or prodigy, just very good at his sport and he talked about how, as a 6 or 7 year old child, he was already facing bullying by adults for how good he was at hockey. Parents of other players resented him so much for scoring they would tell their kids to target him and would scream obscenities. He was even flipped off as a child and humiliated by coaches because he was good at hockey. And this was a white man.
Add in the fact that Shane is Asian Canadian and hockey is a matter of national identity and lm willing to bet that the first time Shane remembers being called a slur, it was while he was playing hockey, and it was by an adult. Because if they already hate that a child is better at hockey than their child to the point of harassing them, how much worse does it get when the parent realizes that it is Asian child who is better at hockey than their kid? Shane would’ve been punished at every level of hockey starting at 5 years old for being good at the sport and being Asian because he would make white teammates, coaches, and fans feels “threatened” because for so long hockey has been centered around their whiteness.
Not only would Shane have been called names, parents would’ve been calling for their kids to “take him out” to take cheap shots and probably screaming slurs at Shane. And I’m willing to bet the coaches and refs did nothing unless the Hollanders threatened to sue, and not Yuna, David had to go down there and flash some legal might around and also the fact that he works for the treasury board and probably knows a thing or two about hockey Canada.
But Shane would’ve been punished for being not white and being good at hockey and it would’ve been severe because whiteness is the cornerstone of this sport.
Laila Edwards has talked about experiencing misogynoir as a hockey player and has, probably in the best interest of her PWHL draft and desire not to be harassed by racist trolls, not been as outspoken on vocal as she could be.
Look at Jason Robertson’s exclusion from the Olympics roster and the handwringing of hockey podcasters who “don’t get why the coaches made the decisions they made.” It’s because the foundation of this sport and its success is whiteness and white people feel threatened when people of color succeed so they have to knock them down a peg even to their own detriment because that’s how much they hate seeing people of color succeed.
Whiteness is the foundation of this sport and racism is so imbedded that parents will scream at their 10 year old to hit a six year old just because they’re brown and good at hockey
Like Hockey Canada is struggling to recruit and retain players of colors even as Canada gets more diverse because of the racism.
Even the big book about toxic hockey culture in Canada brushes over the racism even though whiteness and the excuses we make for white men ar front and center as to why hockey culture in Canada got to be the way it is.
You cannot address the issues in hockey Canada unless you also address the fact that the reason why it was allowed to get this bad is because of a whiteness and racism.
when shane joins the cens the first practice is kinda weird and off and shane can’t figure out what’s going wrong until later that night when he realizes that none of the rookies talked to him directly or looked him the eye the whole time. and he’s like wtf do they not respect me are they homophobic?? ilya has to clue him in like babe they have your posters on their walls they’re intimidated you’re the best player in the league they don’t know how to talk to you. the next practice this is proven when one of the rooks bravely breaks away from the group and walks up to shane. he looks like he’s gonna pass out when he asks shane to sign his stick
when hollanov are both centaurs ilya still tells each of them "i love you" when they leave the ice and then gives shane a very professional "good game"
in the long game when ilya says something like ‘i put on a nice shirt to see ur parents because im a good son in law’ and he says it like its a joke but its not a joke hes actually being completely truthful and putting a veneer of humour over it OUUUURRRRGHHHHG MYILYAAAAAAA MY ILLLLLLYAAAAA 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 he put on a nice shirt to see yuna and david bc hes a good son in law 😭😭😭 because he wants to be a good boyfriend 😭😭😭 because he wants shane’s parents to think highly of him 😭😭😭 because he wants to be good at being shanes 😭😭😭 and he says it like a joke but hes being one hundred percent serious 😭😭😭
no i REFUSE to get on board with mindfulness guru/licensed therapist/secure attachment style Svetlana Vetrova. emotionally stunted duo that is literally soOooOo Russian they never learned how to establish a kind of intimacy not onioned in 12 layers of cool, ironic detachment.*tearing up slightly* “i think i might almost miss you when i move to Boston” “Ew. Anyways. for unrelated reasons i have accepted a job offer in Boston”
like the Svetilya friendship is literally so enduring because they are each others Emotional-Support Enabler. they would feel so betrayed if bestie actually pushed them to open up about their (gross) feelings. when one of them looks too sad the other drags them off to a bathroom and lovingly racks up a line. Here baby do some designer drugs abt it. offered escapism as a love language. quit being passively suicidal and dress like a slut bcs we’re going out! I know you crashed hard out of the Olympics BUT, I brought you this twink as a consolation prize. *google calender alert for the anniversary of Well, You Know* cancel everything we’re weekending in Miami. Why don’t we fuck til it turns both our brains off. Don’t kill yourself I literally got us tickets to Coachella, I Am Here For You.
“shane hollander, will you disappoint them?” lowkey being the thesis of the show but the unspoken end of that being “for me” but neither of them know that at the time its said
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im stuck on the way he hesitates. i think about the mike wheeler hesitation all the time. the poor boy is so deep in self hatred even as young as twelve years old that he hesitates to ask for comfort from his literal mother oh shoot me