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I'm so annoyed with everyone. I don't know why. I just want to be alone. In silence. With my own shit.

Thought I was gonna have the house to myself this afternoon - forgot both boys were done with school early 😭

Ran around doing errands instead. Very tired. Want a nap.

Had to clean my office this morning 👎

Starting too many hobbies at once. Plus all my camping shit

Ordered groceries for pick up 👍 I rarely do because I find it tedious and expensive but I've been avoiding the grocery store lately and I don't want to waste my afternoon shopping. Marc is at his friend's house today because his friend is out of town but having someone come fix his AC? Or something. So Marc won't be home until at least 4. Which means I get an empty house for a whole hour?! So excited. He never fucking leaves the house.

Busy busy Sunday. Got two coats of paint done in the pop-up. We got the pool patched and fixed and started to fill it.

Last week of work! Today is the last regular day of lunches. Tomorrow just 6th grade will be in the building as the other grades are on field trips. We do a "cook out" and make burgers and hot dogs. Wednesday is a half day and we just do all sandwiches that kids can grab before leaving. So we'll mostly be deep cleaning the kitchen and putting stuff away for summer. I'm so ready to be doooneee and enjoy summer.

Charlotte's cheer team got first place at their competition!

Here's her and her cousin:

It's a rainy day today ⛈️

Last night was my only evening this week without shit going on and of course I did 10 million things around the house.

Apollo has been grounded and was looking for some way to get ungrounded and make $20 for some video game. So I had him sand all the cabinets in the pop-up. Which actually took a couple hours and was very messy. But he did it without complaining! Wow! So I gave him $40 and his freedom.

Then I got to spend time cleaning all the surfaces in the pop-up to prep for painting this weekend. Marc and I went and got paint, we picked a couple shades of purple which I think will look cute!

Marc spent the night working on the pool. We took it down last fall so we could level the ground better. We had to go buy a shit ton of sand. Hopefully that will be done this weekend since next week is in the 90s!

And in between all of that I cleaned up stuff from camping, washed a rug, did laundry, helped Charlotte cook dinner, and cleaned the kitchen 🫠

Hopefully I will be lazy tonight? I'm gonna paint the cabinet doors but that's my only plan. Tomorrow we have to go out of town for Charlotte's cheer competition! That'll be fun.

This week has felt like forever.

Tonight is the 8th grade party that PTA puts on that I said I would not plan or attend. I've held true to my word! Even though multiple people have asked me if I'm gonna be there?? And I'm like, bitch I told you 4 times I'm not and directed you to who is. I did clean the igloo drink dispenser for them because it's way easier to do in our big kitchen sink. So they can't say I did nothing!! At one point I was like, oh I could make a raffle basket...and then I was like NO BAD MADDIE.

Marc is working on putting up the pool. I should go help. I want to take a nap.

Finally a day with nothing on the schedule!

Marc and I had a huge fight last night. Yelling, crying. We rarely fight. It was exhausting.

Grumpy because I want to go eat a sandwich on my paddleboard but instead I get to sit in traffic driving all around town and then go to a meeting at 7pm tonight! That is my bed time!

It's almost the weekend. It's almost summer break. I can do this.

Charlotte at her 7th grade orchestra concert 💕

It's only Tuesday?? I'm so tired 🫠

Today I had to go take a zoom meeting in my car in the middle of my work day. Luckily my manager is out this week so no one cared.

Going out to dinner tonight, thank god, I don't want to cook or clean or think about it

Marc wasn't home when I got home from work today and I was like, thank god I can get some time alone in my house! And then he showed up 15 minutes later 😑 this man never fucking leaves the house

Hiding from my family and my responsibilities in the pop-up 😂

Pictures taken 12 years apart 💕

My anxiety is sky high today.

The police came to our house at 2am to take a report for the dog attack. We obviously did not answer the door as we were asleep like normal people. Why would they even stop by then?? Just another example of the police not actually helping anyone.

Everyone was awake complaining to me this morning and I am 100% over that.

My manager is out all this week, I plan to do as little work as possible.

Marc is trying to get me to do intermittent fasting and I just do not agree that it's helpful?? He's like "just skip breakfast and see how that goes" and I'm like, I've skipped breakfast and it's shit, I feel like I'll pass out and I end up trying to eat a pop tart as fast as possible in the bathroom when I'm supposed to be working. I track calories so I don't have to skip breakfast! Idk he's annoying me because he wants me to do this with him to keep him on track but he won't do what I do because "it won't work"

All the pretty flowers from our hike while camping 💕

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