JustaDemiGay

[dragonrainsd13]

Completed magic, spinning magic

Setting up for a huuuge samples dye project

And a new scarf to weave.

This is fun, this is work, this is a but of magic in each piece.

#babyweaver #gay #demi #witch #newbiedyer #newbiespinner #wool

[dragonrainsd13]

Was reminded i don’t have to pretend to be alright. And well i not, moms fall struck terror and sure things have mostly worked out. Almost to the hour a week after granny passed away, she was the first of that generation that told me gay or not, grandchildren or fourlegged grand kittens or doggos or not that she loved me . Last week a family friend passes, we had some issues but it was just so sudden. Along with her passing came the fear of loosing my home. That isn’t the case, but sunday had some pain. Welcome to the stage a UTI, with an antibiotic that reduces appetite.. when the welbutrin already does that. Between the clinic and home Sunday i pulled or tore something in my groin. The pain was sharp and yikes. So in 45 days give or take the roller coaster has exhausted me so much. The lights if you will are I might have a road to recover from these abcess/boil things that i have been getting.. originally was told i was unlucky. But the PA at the urgent clinic got me the information on HS. So maybe just maybe i can heal from those long term. The spinning,weaving and dyeing has been lovely. If not something to shift my brains focus for a bit. Got a temp dumpster to swamp the shed and house , i can’t stand it anymore. Before i injured myself got a bit over a quarter of the shed cleared. Now i can barely make it across the house.. fatigue and pain. The pain gets better day by day, swelling has dropped by 1/2. Sure all of this is nothing compared to others hardships, they are still valid nonetheless.

[dragonrainsd13]

I think ok fine i know .. as i got a violent reminder yesterday that post stress reactions can really suck and bit one in the arse. 🤦🏼‍♂️there is no shame in resting after these events.

[dragonrainsd13]

Don’t make assumptions,

Apparently people like to make some assumptions and since it keeps happening i suppose i need to help ya’ll out a bit.

First and foremost if i like your photos isn’t i liked something in particular or generally like it. It does not by any means indicate some kind of role.

2. I am a switch, i shouldn’t have to “declare” this. Stop assuming i am fully submissive because i liked your photo and you have “master” in you name.

I don’t mind messages generally speaking, but if you start with “hi bitch, wanna get on your knees” or some macho bullshit i will either block you or if i am feeling less then patient probably let you have it. You deserve it if you are going to make assumptions. At least have basic courtesy to say hi, get to know me as a person. I am much more then just a pile of flesh.

Have a pretty clear tag as Gay and Demisexual. Not sure what those mean? Get off your ass and look em up!

Ladies for the love of the 1000 Dieties i don’t want to see your tits. And no i don’t want to “try it”.

Am pagan, so coming into my DM’s trying to covert me to “Christianity” of any form is going to go badly.. very badly, so just don’t.

There’s so much more to a person then the surface “looks”, maybe just maybe someone(s) out there will get that . I know a few, so few… it is sad.

[decemberwinter]

what do you mean elon musk did a nazi salute on live tv at the united states presidential inauguration twice and is now erasing the evidence off the internet by replacing the footage with the crowd cheering instead?

would be a shame if people reblogged this, wouldn’t it?

[milquetoast-zeitgeist]

[dragonrainsd13]

I keep asking if its the 20th for sooo many reasons… lets go and change/evolve!

[dragonrainsd13]

just a journal entry.. ramble on wandering KittyDragon

It has been an interesting weekend, Went on a day trip with mom yesterday and we had a wonderful time. I realize that time is getting a bit mixed up for her, it think at times that she is aware that she has told that story a bunch, or that she just forgot that she told me something from a couple days ago .. again. We saw some wild turkeys, horses (or snorsies as i called em as a kid and still do). it was a decent amount of car time but it was fun/nice.

Got home and the doggos (tipper and dixie) were definately happy to have us home. Dixie was like hey where's dinner, while tipper got the zoomies.. unfortuneatly the zoomies overstimulated her and she had a seizure.. hung out with the gang till Tipper and mom were a bit more centered and headed back to the Lair.

Found the power pole to the house in the middle of the yard, did the calls, got the EMS/Power teams out. chit chatted with the Firefighters a bit which was nice. the guy from power was a bit gruff , which i don't blame him it was 9pm or so.. lost power, but we shored the pole up so the lines weren't across the entry paths. had power for about 30 minutes and it died again. not sparking so off to bed i went.

Today woke up and helped the landlord dig out a hole for the new pole (which is sooo a dirty phrase for those with a dirty mind! LOL) , took us about 5.5 hours but we got the "stub" in and the old pole bolted and tied to it just as a rain/sleet storm hit. Power guy came back just as we were about to call him. He seemed less irritated and got me reconnected and gave us a "well done". Got my exercise in! am sore all over but couldn't let my landlord do the work himself, that is just rude/wrong to me anyway. I have tomorrow off so the soreness and stuff isn't a big deal but dang i am sore in places i haven't been in years!

Had some thoughts lately.. always struggle to fit in with the Rainbow community not quite Ace, not quite "typical". Demi... its different for each of us and Attraction is such a vast ocean of its own. Add kiddo trauma and i can see how my way of interacting is confusing. I don't really have a type, i can love a person(s) for seemingly odd or unusual reasons. Like i love them for their humor, intellect, how they interact with people etc. Hell be attracted to them for seemingly nebulous reasons/things. but not be sexually attracted to them. and yet i pop off with some the most sexual stuff. I haven't a clue how to flirt .. am clumsy in interactions.

I am still figuring out who i am ... the what i am to others swings from "super important" to not at all. Its a wonder Bearykins puts up with me let alone has for over a decade. Wolfy puts up with my shenanigan's like the friend you can talk about anything with, we work in a different way. I don't think any relationship i have with other men/male-presenting persons is really the same. I love them all just different ways. I think i have always fit into a more poly-amorous mind set. All i wish is for those i love (sexual attraction/actions aside) is for them to be happy, and fulfilled.

Still don't really understand the concept of a Dad type person.. what is a Dad, how does the relationship between dad and minion work. Then theres the other Daddy/Dad , that i don't totally have down. Am changing in a big set of ways at 39. I think they are good things. I have a mentor and coach i am surprisingly comfortable with (if he reads this he knows who he is) I don't feel so alone/lost trying to figure things out. I feel i have the mentor/friend that i couldn't find before. Truth is i look up to him, trust him, relate to him. which is a set of firsts i genuinely thought would never happen this life-time.

[corvuscorax77]

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[corvuscorax77]

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[corvuscorax77]

Ate like crap yesterday?

Feeling like you need to “make it up” today - or worse - punish yourself by skipping meals today?

CUT THAT SHIT OUT.

That’s *not* a healthy relationship with food, nor is it actually going to help you. Instead of getting “back on track” by skipping a meal, chances are (unless you’re already chill with intermittent fasting) is that you’ll get tired, run out of gas to make solid choices, and end up repeating the cycle of Fuck-Its that got you exactly where you are today.

Break the wheel, as one mighty Dragon Queen once said.

Eat that high-protein, low-fat, or-whatever-is-usual meal for breakfast, and get on with your day. Bonus points if today includes a solid activity where you’ll USE the extra calories from yesterday.

You topped up your battery. Nothing more or less.

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[corvuscorax77]

I see you.

I know things.

I want to teach them to you.

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[corvuscorax77]

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[escuerzoresucitado]

[thestoryofaslut]

about fucking time

[fluffylandshark]

Reblog to give the prev person some dopamine.

[corvuscorax77]

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[corvuscorax77]

Why am I passionate about the coaching work I do?

This. This is my cholesterol test results, over time, as I wrapped my head around the power of diet and exercise.

I come from a long, long line of family members with high blood pressure, high cholesterol, and adult-onset diabetes. I lost both of my grandfathers to heart attacks.

I *refuse* to let those factors take me out before my time, and I will do whatever I can to ensure that I’m giving myself a fighting chance to overcome my predispositions and genetics.

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[corvuscorax77]

Just got home from one of the longest days I’ve had in a very long time.

Five new clients are on my roster, as part of a free trial of my 1:1 coaching level, which has been a THRILL to engage with. All the questions about the app, nutritional goals, how it all works…and tbh? I feel like a CHAMP.

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I know I’m improving lives every single day.

Now, I get to shine and, hopefully, turn these trial candidates into paying subscribers.

These fellas are all part of my own personal training Pit Crew and have been SHOWING UP.

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These two are tagging me all over their socials while getting the real GROOVE on and it’s so good to get those notifications!

And then there’s this POWERHOUSE of a woman who has reached her weight goal and “ain’t done yet

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In fact, I know I will.

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[dragonrainsd13]

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