trista mateer poetry sentences (i)
Trista Mateer is an American writer and poet. She won the Goodreads Choice Award in 2015 for poetry with The Dogs I Have Kissed. I have seen a lot of quotes of her writing on tumblr and I think her writing is absolutely phenomenal. If you want to support her writing—much of which is free online—check out her online store which features physical chapbooks and other items, or her patreon/ko-fi. The Dogs I Have Kissed and Honeybee can also be found as ebooks on Amazon.
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My hands are still shaking from nights spent not knowing how to want you.
I’m sorry that I am back and forth, push and pull instead of effortless simplicity.
I hope one day somebody loves you so much that they do not waste their time trying to fix you.
Sometimes I think I resented you so much it felt like love.
I will greet you with a mouth full of barbed wire until you learn to stop coming after me with your hands.
Don’t you ever let another human being tear you apart.
I still remember you as a little girl who overwaters plants because she doesn’t know when to stop giving.
I do not tell her that sometimes it feels like compromising yourself is part of growing up.
I loved her more than I loved you and I’m sorry that you knew it.
You are still the first person I want to share new things with.
Hurt me once: shame on me. Hurt me twice: shame on me. Hurt me three times: shame on me but fuck you.
Hurt me four times and we’ll get severed-head biblical.
Can we say goodbye again? I miss the way you rip me open.
I still have a lot of growing to do and I know there is more room for it in your absence.
Some people are born flight risks. It is not your fault that they cannot seem to stand in place. They are not leaving you; they are just leaving.
And now that I am older, I don’t give a damn about sin. I will be the first to cast one.
I’d suck salt off your fingers
like a fucking animal.
I spend too much time thinking about fucking you.
In a parallel universe or another world or a different life, we sit across from each other at the kitchen table and go over the grocery list.
I know that I am lucky to be alive at the same time as you, but I also know that you are more afraid of opening up than losing me.
I know that it’s reaching but I just want to leave your name on a page somewhere and never need to come back to it.
I have grown into this cruel thing with running shoes, comfortable only when I lock myself away.
I don’t know what it is in me that yearns to be the lifeboat that people throw themselves at when they are drowning.
I want you to know that it is okay not to love me.
You are not the first person who found it a little too tough, who took two steps back when my jaws started snapping.
I swear that you’re not missing anything if you run the wrong way when I hold out my hands.