Sam but in a silly NB-femme way

22TF // very queer, very silly, very into music // I also make music (ooOoOooOo you totally wanna commission me and inquire fuuuurrrrther in my dms)

[drdovaqueen]

I just wanna be touched rn, but ah.... Who would want a tarnished soul like mine

[bonesbeetle]

my thrall told me it wanted to be more independent so i imprisoned its soul in a necklace. how's that for in de pendant you little shit

[drdovaqueen]

Mouse P.I. for Hire is a deeply fascinating game to me. It's a boomer shooter (and largely advertised as such) that has its story as its strongest element, with said story being surprising pertinent and emotionally resonant.

Like– I was not expecting to ever be genuinely upset at the silly funny cartoon mouse game, but oh brother I loaded into that Clergy Row level on a late night and lemme tell you what... I was FUMIMG. My expectations were on the same level of Cuphead's story, that being apolitical, standard cartoon fare that serves foremost to set up the gameplay, but I have been most wonderously surprised. Having also nearly finished the game, the antifascist vitriol and hopeful inclinations make themselves abundantly clear. The hopeful overtones are especially appreciated with its acknowledgement of limitations, but persistence that we must do what we can to help others in spite of that. In times like these, hope is the greatest lighthouse.

[drdovaqueen]

Gormless is such a fun word to me because like– There is an implied base level of gorm we all should possess, and brother... the stork forgot about yours

[drdovaqueen]

I hate being autistic. I just had a temper tantrum and threw my fucking food at the wall/floor like a 3 year old because I was in a bad mood and my toaster oven wasn't fucking working properly... They shoulda just left me in the ward jfc I'm an actual fucking toddler

[insertdisc5]

happy International Asexuality Day from me and Start Again’s ace characters🖤🤍💜 have a wonderful day fellow aces

[drdovaqueen]

Oh my god youre so cute

Many such cases :>

This fit was for a Godzilla movie night, inspired in some small part by Suzie Deltarune

[drdovaqueen]

I could be having the worst, most depressive episode imaginable just laying there on the floor rotting, but as soon as someone talks to me it's like the ghost of a retail worker past possess my lifeless corpse. I'm bubbly, animated, and smiling as if I literally didn't just try to stab my eye an hour ago. Life is strange–

[drdovaqueen]

I fucking hate feelings I hate being human I just wanna be dead so my soul can dance among the stars and peer into the secrets of the motherFUCKing universe goddAMMIT. I'm not mad (I am), it's fine I'll be fine

[drdovaqueen]

For as much effort as I put into my outfits, and for how great I look in them, sometimes just a simple oversized t-shirt in my undies is how I feel the hottest. I love being a woman

[rubyypasta]

[drdovaqueen]

Chat is this anything

[drdovaqueen]

I've lost a decent amount of weight and a decent amount of muscle over the years, going from about 155 to 120 lbs as someone who's about 5'5". And now, as I look at myself in the mirror, I feel happy yet a little weird. I'm more confident in myself and happier with how I look, but I feel like that's been a byproduct of my journey of learning to love myself just in general. I can see bones on my chest that I never really noticed, I have a clearer outline of my skeleton, my pelvic bones protrude more now, etc etc. It's...... weird and I don't know how to explain it. I'm happy, but I'm also not, but I feel like I should be anyways because I have worked to achieve what so many others dream of... I hate having a body

[drdovaqueen]

People espouse communication in relationships and proclaim of its importance, which is correct, but gooooddddd the path to getting better at it is perilous and genuinely frightening. Especially so for someone like me, who grew up a terminal people pleaser and awkward autistic child. Being truly vulnerable to my peers is perhaps the scariest thing to me at this point in my life, and I instinctually just want to skirt issues and placate people. But sometimes, you have to remind yourself that sometimes the way to please someone IS to be honest and mature.....

To anyone seeing this that's putting off sending a hard message or replying to someone's emotionally scary text, this is your calling to just do it and get it over with. We only live one life, it's not worth living it in fear...

[flowerlip]

taking a break from zine work and this is what I make 😭

[drdovaqueen]

I was at a birthday party last night and someone I don't really know all that well told me they had absoluteky no clue what my gender is. I think I've peaked as a person it's only downhill from here

[drdovaqueen]

Inspired by a text post I made a few months ago, I made a video essay about some of my thoughts on ISAT's narrative !!

A Short Diatribe About Narrative, Music, the Hero's Journey, and Main Characters in ISAT

Enjoy my ramblings about a game that I hold near and dear to my heart :D I was gonna release this video on Valentine's day as a pun about th